of all of my posts so far


Yes, I know, this is my third art post about Thomas and I have even more non-art posts about him, and he’s seen both other drawings I’ve made but oh well. Both of those I stayed up late crying (mostly out of happiness don’t worry) and feeling warm and fuzzy from his responses. Thomas, if you see this (which I truly hope you do), I love you so much and I will undoubtedly cry a lot because this message out of all of them so far is the one that means the most to me.

Anyways have some some drawings I made at school of @thatsthat24 because I’ve drawn nothing other than him for a good 2 weeks (believe me there are plenty more drawings at school these are just the only ones I have at home). The top two are ones that I actually put a lot of effort into and colored and everything (yes, the second one is Thomas in a space dress, I had just seen pictures of him wearing a skirt and pictures of him with makeup earlier). The other ones are doodles I made (2 on school assignments 2 digitally) when I just needed something to be happy about (although the hug one is gonna be lined and colored and be part of something much bigger). 

All of my friends have told me I have a problem. But Thomas makes me so happy and warm inside, what with reminding me of my former stepdad and reminding me of wonderful memories, being a HUGE anxiety calmer (If I feel an anxiety attack coming on I draw or think of Thomas and it actually helps so much) and having completely saved my life. 

About that, I’ve had suicidal thoughts and want to die all the time and have since I was probably 10 (mostly caused by things in my childhood) and I’ve had terrible anxiety and anxiety attacks since I was 5 (same reason). In the past year or so, the suicidal thoughts and feelings have gotten worse and worse, and since 7th grade I’ve had nights where all I wanted was to die extremely often, usually multiple times a week. I’ve just not had the means to kill myself. But most of the time, I’ve had something that pulls me out of it for the time, sometimes even the next few days. And Thomas has always been one of those people. I’ve been a fan of his since around when he started making a following on Vine, back when I was in 5th grade, 3 years ago. But I stopped watching him frequently for a little while and came across him again a few weeks ago. In those 2 or 3 weeks I haven’t had ANY suicidal thoughts and that’s HUGE for me. Thomas is such a golden and amazing person and along with being hilarious and making me smile constantly, he’s amazingly caring and sweet, and even if I don’t necessarily talk directly with him, the fact that he doesn’t take ANYONE for granted and how much he loves all of his fans makes me feel like I am his friend. Plus, I feel like people are always saying they love their fans and for the most part I think I do, but Thomas just loves every individual fan as their own person not just as his fan and that makes me feel so incredible. I don’t feel like I’m just one out of millions, I actually feel like he appreciates me as a person and that helps me SO much. 
Pretty much, I’ve seen a lot of crap in my measly 14 years alive and Thomas Sanders is one of the best things/people that’s happened. Thank you @thatsthat24 for just being you ❤️

moana and yuri on ice redeemed 2016 for me over the course of a single week

My birthday is in one week!! xD

omg i’m just so so excited because i honestly was in such a bad place a couple of months ago with the depression and suicidal stuff, and i never ever expected to actually get better, it felt like i was just forever stuck in that dark hole and there was no way out, i didn’t even think about my birthday or anything, but i’ve come so far since then! and i’m here today! and i’m so happy and proud of myself for that :’)

and since it’s gonna be my birthday in one week, i’m gonna post some of my wishlist  xD


1) sherlock’s butt

2) benedict’s butt

3) ok haha i’m joking, actually what i want is this:

4) please, can i at least just GRAB the butt?? that’s all i’m asking for



i’m sorry for the shitpost but not really because LOOK AT IT!!

12.06.16 - Random Post / Life Update

Hey! Sorry… My posts might be a little boring until I start traveling again. I’m so excited to be going back to London. It seems so close, but so far away at the same time if that makes any sense. Graduation is only a few weeks away. My parents are so emotional about it, especially my dad. He tells Addie and I all the time about how much he’ll miss us. I’ll miss my family. I’ll come back to visit though. I’ll miss my favorite redheads. (And Harley.) I guess that’s all for now.


My darlings, I need your help.

So… I’m trying to write one shots for Christmas whenever I get a chance. (I’ve only written Bucky’s so far🙄). I want to ask you all to please send me Christmas plots/prompts for Steve Rogers, Loki, and The Joker, to see if I get inspired and write 3 other stories to post them on the 24th or 25th. 

Send them via ask, anon or not it doesn’t matter. I won’t answer those asks. I’ll just pick one that speaks to me for each character and try to write it.

I am not promising anything yet but the fact that I already have one story gives me hope. 😂 

Get creative! Send me those prompts please! 🎄☃️ 


anonymous asked:

I'm going to Anime Expo next July, and my goal (if TFS is announced to be at the event) is to get TFS to say one or two of these posts.

WOW?????? HOLY CRAP. well, out of curiosity, which ones are you planning to show them/get read? as long as its not that one unfortunately nsfw-worded one from like 11 months ago that I ended up deleting lol, then it sounds like a plan! if it all works out and it happens (no pressure if it doesn’t though!! xD) send a link to a youtube video of it, if you have it! I’ll post/reblog it lol!

Tonight, I’m going to go through my giant ass followers list and try and get rid of spam bots. I think I’ve caught all the p.orn bots so far, but it never hurts to check. I’m going to bet rid of the blogs that don’t have a title or any posts, bc those seem off to me.

((How the hell are there over 4300 of you guys?????? Thank you for staying with this crappy blog that has kinda sputtered out))

anonymous asked:

I think people are reacting in that way to your post because so many people on twitter was bitching about it. Don't see why they have to be so shady like they could had easily messaged you if they had a problem.

Let me quote my dear wife:

“It generally just makes me rage because everyone over there seems to be an unscrupulous, entitled, thieving asshole. Point proven, I guess! Kudos to them for having zero originality; they’ll go far in this world. 😏.”

Yep I got some information they all hate me on there suddenly lmao. I won’t even cba write a 3 pages reply because bleh. Immature gif stealers writing as if their opinions are fact, it’s sad to see. And yet they go into my blog on here, and will maybe see this post and probably print screen it and keep on the hate how gross we all are on here. They apparently have missed that Robin & Cory are using Smaylor themselves and are having a good laugh about it, because Robin & Cory seems to see it for what it is, some ship trash enjoyment! Geez some ppl. 

I forgot to post one of the new themes I got on Black Friday 😍 I’m determined to get ALL of the Animal Crossing ones. So far I have 5 or 6 lol. I figured I’d post something Christmas related to just to break up all this negativity on my blog right now lmfao.

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06/12/16 || ONE WEEK BEFORE MY EXAM and I’m strangely calm (even though it looks like I’m shouting at you at the start of this post lol). So yeah my first exam is in a week time and I’m doing fine, I’ve finished all my notes this morning and I’ve finished my schemes, that are being super useful. I’ve also revised everything and I feel like I can now remember most of the things. I finished all my books and tomorrow I have to revise the notes on those, which scares me a little because they’re harder to remember. But so far so good, being home and having time to have some proper sleep is doing me good.

Slightly Disappointed

Okay, so i don’t normally do these “episode reviews” or really even make a post about the episodes. I have thought long and hard about this and I just want to express my thoughts. See if I’m the only one who feels this way or maybe i’m just over reacting.

I have just finished watching the “Reunion of Evil” Episode for the 5th time. (yes i’m being 100% serious) and I was analyzing every scene very closely. So I want to start off by saying that this probably has to be my favorite episode so far. I am such Jassandra trash and this episode was basically all about Jassandra so yeah, #1. Now having said that, let me also say, I was slightly disappointed with this episode.

There was so much hype about this episode. “Tune in Sunday to see Jassandra”, etc. I guess i got my hopes up because none of what I thought was going to happened, happened. I feel like maybe I was baited. Yes, I would have watched the episode regardless of the hype, but it was because of the hype that I was let down a little.

The writers had the PERFECT opportunity to have Jassandra pose as BF/GF, H/W. Instead, they had Jassandra pose as siblings. That i think had to be my biggest let down. They had so many chances to do something GREAT with Jassandra in this episode, yet i feel like every time we got close, the opportunities fell through. 

I’m trying to be positive about this ship but honestly, I feel like us Jassandra fans are being baited. The actors, writers, producers, etc know all they have to do is keep saying Jassandra enough times and they’ll have us hooked. I keep seeing so many posts about how Jassandra had a Brother/Sister vibe this episode and if that’s the route the writers want to go with it, then why tease us? why bait us into thinking it could happen?

On the other hand, in my analysis of every scene. There does seem to be some great romantic moments. When they were asked if they were dating, they immediately said no. That could have been because they weren’t ready to admit there were feelings there. The scene where Stone was looking at Cassandra’s Chest when the crystal glowed and if no one else noticed, later in the episode when the two are present for the “ceremony”, when the one frost giant mentions the crystal again, Stone looks down at Cassie’s chest again to make sure it’s not glowing. The ending scene with baby Nessie, if you pay close attention, Jassandra share a scene while Baird and Ezekiel are looking at baby Nessie and when Cassandra turns her attention back to Nessie, Stone is still looking at her. 

Then there is the vague but seems to be confirmed question during the facebook live chat where they were asked if there was going to be another romantic relationship this season besides Evelynn. Lindy and Christian share a look, say yes, and then quickly try to move to the next question. 

Point is, I’m getting a lot of mixed signals. Will they/Won’t they? I’m worried because we only have 7 episodes left of this season. Yes, that’s 7 episodes to make Jassandra Canon but at the same time, 7 episodes aren’t quite enough. Other people are saying about a slow burn for Jassandra. That perhaps the writers don’t want to rush the relationship. The thing is, I feel like we’ve been on a slow burn since season 1. I feel like the writers could make Jassandra canon next episode and it wouldn’t be rushed. Then we could get the remaining 7 episodes to see their romantic relationship develop.

Am I alone in my thinking? Is anyone else getting disappointed or let down?

*edit* anyone know why I can’t comment on this post? Someone commented and I wanted to reply but for some reason, I can’t

anyways im gonna make a lil nice post for everyone when they wake up bc im lvoe…

so first up @channieshiksramen youre one of my best friends?? im lvoe you so much nd even though youre literally mean 2 me all the time im still rooting for you u know? alSO our fckin rabbit sessions r great omg im always laughing with u LMAO youre honestly great nd i hope you rlly see tht bc honestly not 2 be corny but id tell u everyday.. im so glad you exist and im proud of how far youve come and i only hope for your success wife!!!! lets watch the stars sometime nd eat food ok youve helped me alot and im grateful for you!!! jsut kno im here for u too 💖🌹💜🌙

also @highlightsvt… ari we developed such a fast friendship anckdns its so good!!!! i lvoe seeing you in my notifs nd stuff,, youre so sweet and also youre so beautiful???? what the hell???? youre rlly funny nd im so glad to have met you wow,,, you make my days better!!! i hope youre always smiling babygirl!!!

@leetaernin my actual sister…… im love you so much vickii oh my god???? talking with you always makes me smile nd im so grateful to have met someone like you!!! youre so smart nd beautiful nd honestly deserve everything good in this world im so grateful for you :((( youve helped me during bad times too and im always grateful for tht!! thank u sm for introducing me to vanoss nd friends.. they literally make my day like no one else omg… i appreciate everything u do for me 💖💖

@xiuready have you ever looked in the mirror….. seriously henna youre so pretty nd funny??? i mean sometimes i wanna hit you in ya neck but!!!! you always make me laugh and make my days better… youre amazing nd i rlly hope you know that. i wanna give you hugs and jsut laugh with you,,, whoever is friends with you irl is lucky imo… im so proud of you i lvoe you ❣🌹💜

@jinkilling i never forget a real one…. my day one…. jesus weve been through sm together wow !! we dont talk as much and im sorry for tht, but dont ever think for a second tht it doesnt mean im love you so much!!!! youre family to me and i will always be here for you.. you mean the world to me and im so glad that you exist… dont ever forget tht youre loved and deserve the world ok? thank you sm for existing nd talkin to me… you mean so much 💜🌹❣💖❤🌙

@shirosgane my trash friend!!! jILL!!! IM LOVE YOU SO MUCH WITH ALL MY HEART OMG :((( have you heard your laugh it literally sounds like flowers growing wtf??? youre so cute and radiant im love you??? youre so beautiful and my princess ok i lov u… im so glad u exist i cant wait to see u one day… you rlly deserve all the love and hugs in the world… thank u sm for bein a friend im so glad i met you 🌹💖❤❣

@spoopyjjong buddy o'pal……… wow jasmine we havent talked in a hot minute but!!! i still consider you to be one of my fav friends im love you so much……. when we met i was like 13-14? youre amazing nd im so happy for where youre going in life!!! im rooting for your success nd wish nothin but the best for you im lvoe you with all my heart.. i literally feel tht no matter how long, we can always pick up where we left off aaah its a wonderful feelin!! im glad youre my friend!! ❤❣💖🌹

there r some im missing nd im very sorry!!! jsut kno that if we talk that i love you and support you with all of my heart ok… i hope you all have a good day or night ! 🌹💖❣❤🌙

So I was just told that I post happy trans post and that I fetish them. I don’t want to step on any toes but if my art offends some of you guys. I can stop drawing it and I don’t know just stop. If me drawing Trans is bad I don’t know if I should draw it anymore. I mean I have trans friends and thus far they don’t get mad at what I draw. So whoever I offend. Sorry. Guess I’ll cut back on some art. So if y'all don’t want me drawing Trans,boys in dresses,gay cause thus far I’ve already been told not to do that stuff by so many people. I’m gunna just have to stop drawing. I usually get the bad end of stuff while other artists draw what they like. Well. Thanks for making me feel terrible about my art. *Shrugs*

So far Prompto have made 278 pictures \o/ At least I’ve finally posted them on Twitter and saved them on my computer so I can post them here too.

Don’t worry, I won’t spam them lol

**Do not repost/use without permission

Alola! Pokémon Sun and Moon are officially released today!

This Thursday (31st March) is Trans Day of Visibility

It’s that time of year again! That awesome day where trans people share their selfies and stories. It’s one of the two largest trans advocacy days, the other being Trans Day of Remembrance (20th November). That day is dedicated to mourning and solemnity, while this day is a day to celebrate being alive! Like last year, I’m not sure of the absolute official hashtag, so I’m guessing there’ll be a variety in use, such as: #tdov #transdayofvisibility #trans day of visibility #trans visibility #trans pride

This day has been recognised since 2009 and is increasing in popularity and support each year, but there’s still a long way to go in spreading the word. Visibility is something that the trans community often has to struggle for, so this is our time to step out of the shadows, take pride in who we are, and show the world that we exist and we’re here to stay.

If you are trans

This is your day. No matter your gender - whether you’re male, female, or any nonbinary gender - anyone who isn’t cis (ie. whose gender is different from the gender they were assigned at birth) can participate. This is a great opportunity to get involved in the community and be visible. If you’re comfortable, post a selfie. Share your story. This is your time to be proud of who you are! It can get hard and lonely sometimes, but there’s a whole community here who have your back.

If you are not trans

Please also get involved - don’t leave this day just up to us. Today is a day for you to support and listen to the trans community. Show us some love by reblogging some selfies and reading some stories, whether you browse through the tags listed above or stick to your mutuals. Now is a perfect opportunity to learn about our wonderful community and to look at some beautiful people. It’s a win-win, really.

Above all, I hope everyone has a fantastic TDoV! Have fun and keep it positive.

quick painted doodle; i could’t get myself to draw anything today, except this, that’s how much i’m in shallura hell…i’ll better go back to my trashcan

ps: ignore the fact that i forgot his Galra arm, thank you


some wintery/christmas-y hypothetical OW skins >3c 

shout outs 2 my buddy jaq for the mei and rein ideas and @trustme-im-a-pirate for the genji idea <3