oct 1 2013

~Hellish Rain~
Written; Oct 14th, 2013
Cat #1,357
Artwork and Lyrics: Jeff Smith
*Copyright 2017, Jeff Smith*

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~~Hellish Rain~~

Within the darkest of rains
and the hellish of winds,
the blackest of black
must then a new day begin,

For a soul that stands burning
must also there be,
a soul who lies laying
and so yearning to be,

More than it’s visions
of all torturous pasts,
and its shattered illusions
of its yesterdays last,

For no shelter be found
within Hellish black rain,
and its thunderous visions
that it hides in its pain,

So run may you not
for too soon then you’ll find,
that the anger within you
has consumed now your mind,

~Chorus
~~~~~~~
Through flesh ripping winds
pains ripped me wide open,

And its darkest black rain
have left now but a token,

Of a once frightened child
who laid before you and dying,

From the loss in his life
of drowned voices left crying,

And their echos who’s calling
within Hellish black rain,

To the flames in a soul
who pursue through the pain,
~~~~~~~

And like fuel to a fire
you then are set free,
but not in the visions
that you once thought to be,

For consumption it lives
within this now soul so deep,
of my yesterdays hatred
in this soul, that it reaped,

And like Hell hath no fury
like a soul set to flames,
how can any soul flee
when its calling your name,

And though heaven is paved
with the best of intentions,
must there be a past rage
to induce this reflection,

~Chorus
~~~~~~~
The minuscule fragments
which are now burning embers,

Of a shattered boy lost
and his heart that remembers,

Of the sights and the visions
and its death and destruction,

Of the suffering done
within Hells own construction,

And while anything’s left
in this bleeding souls heart,

He will die then while trying
to then make a new start,
~~~~~~~

And though burn as I may
and though burn as I might,
through any raging black rain
in any Hellish cold night,

Will always forever
and eternally burn,
The will to then light
and to love, and to yearn,

For true power to give
and the power to sew,
sometimes comes from a past
and within it who knows,

That the pain that you give
and the Hell that you take,
become the life that you’ve lived
and with all of their stakes,

Are the very same reasons
within their darkened black pain,
that your here now to love
within your own “Hellish Rain”

~Hellish Rain~
Written; Oct 14th, 2013
Cat #1,357
Artwork and Lyrics: Jeff Smith
*Copyright 2017, Jeff Smith*

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☆☆FANART☆☆

Swan Mills Family by OnceUponAShipper (isupersheng)

I know you said we can recommend a fic, but think about this series as one big story ^^

For those who have a soft spot for the Swan-Mills Family may I recommend this series, created by isupersheng, we have all here, wedding, kids (5 childrens!) and how they will handle the kids that have magic, lost memory, kidnapping, lots of fluff, humor and a little angst, and a very nice plot twist for the family with the youngest daughter (fanfic 38). I tried to list them in order of events. (if you want to read in publish order, just go visit his page OnceUponAShipper and give him some kudos) I really like his style and talent to write.

**Please read author’s note as you start!

  1. The Beginning: Where it all started for Regina and Emma. The moment they realized there was something between them. Published: Sep 8, 2013
  2. It’s True: After dating for a couple of months, Emma feels like she’s ready to be honest. Those three words can’t escape her mind, and eventually escape her mouth. How will Regina respond? Published: Sep 15, 2013 
  3. I Choose You: Emma tells Snow and David about her relationship with Regina. Things don’t go exactly as planned. Published: Oct 8, 2013
  4. Regina’s Heart: It’s been a year since Neverland, and a year since Emma and Regina have been together. Is Regina’s heart still as black as it was when Tinker Bell held it, or has she found enough love to fix it? Published:Oct 14, 2013
  5. We Bought a House: Regina and Emma have finally taken the plunge: they bought their first house together. An interesting first couple days in their new home! Published: Sep 7, 2013
  6. Best Gift EverChristmas is just a few days away, and Emma has something big for Regina. With a little help from their son, Emma pulls up the courage to give it to Regina. One-Shot. Published: Sep 8, 2013
  7. Shooting StarIt’s the day before Emma and Regina’s wedding! The two women, and their son, spend some time together before the big day! What are they thinking less than 12 hours before the ceremony? Published: Nov 12, 2013
  8. Forever: It’s finally Regina and Emma’s wedding day. In front of friends and family, they are to publicly declare their love for each other. Obstacles and revelations aren’t enough to keep them apart, but fate will test them. - Romance/Family - Chapters: 19 - Published: Sep 6, 2013
  9. Happy AnniversaryPost-Neverland. Regina and Emma are married now; a family. What happens when their marriage is put to the ultimate test? Can they get through it together, or will it break everything they’ve built together? Totally SwanQueen. First FF, so, please take it easy on me. Published: Aug 28, 2013
  10. We’re Family: Emma and Regina tell Snow and David about Regina’s pregnancy. They had no idea what reactions to expect, and Regina certainly never imagined Snow’s! Published: Oct 11, 2013
  11. Our Love: It’s the first time their baby kicked, and Regina and Emma can’t help but think about the child they lost. As they fantasize about their almost-life, the couple envision their will-be life. Definitely fluff and definitely SwanQueen! Published: Oct 16, 2013
  12. Labor Day: Regina’s in the final days of her pregnancy and anxiety is very real. Emma and Henry are oblivious to Regina’s early signs of labor, as she hasn’t told them! Published: Oct 12, 2013
  13. All Grown UpThe time has finally come for Henry to go off to college. He’s got two days until “move in” at the dorms. How will he spend the next 48 hours with his family? Updated: Oct 2, 2013
  14. Here We Go AgainEmma and Regina have been trying to add another member to their family. With Henry gone and Daniela a toddler, why not try again? They wait anxiously for the results of a test that would determine the rest of their lives. Published: Sep 4, 2013
  15. Hi Baby: Emma and Regina have to tell their, almost, two year-old daughter that she’s about to be a big sister. How will she react? How will the parents react? One-shot with fluff, Published: Oct 24, 2013
  16. Your Turn: Regina and Emma are looking for the perfect name for their third child. What happens when Regina lets Emma choose the name? Published: Sep 6, 2013
  17. Bed Rest: Regina’s put on bed rest for the remainder of her pregnancy. It doesn’t sit well with the mayor as she attempts to balance work and doctor’s orders, as well as Emma’s. Some fluff.
    Published: Oct 16, 2013
  18. New Beginnings: Emma and a very pregnant Regina are getting ready to welcome their third child into the world. Published: Sep 13, 2013
  19. Merry Christmas: It’s Christmas time in the Swan-Mills household. With three children, two years and younger, and Henry home from college, it’s a holiday none of them will forget. Mostly Henry and his moms. Published: Sep 15, 2013
  20. Late Nights: Some nights, after working all day and running around after their kids, Emma and Regina just fall asleep. But, on nights like these, they do more than that. It’s not exactly what you think. lots of fluff! Published: Sep 16, 2013
  21. One: It’s the twins’ one year birthday! The whole family comes together to celebrate in one form or another. Mild SwanQueen, mostly family! Published: Sep 16, 2013
  22. Potty Training: Well, the title kind of says it all. Emma and Regina are in the process of teaching their twin son and daughter how to use the big kid toilet! Published: Oct 24, 2013
  23. Double TroubleEmma and Regina are happily spending the day with their twins, when it finally happens… The toddler’s magic makes itself known, and the mothers are faced with the same decision as before! Published: Oct 4, 2013
  24. Happy Halloween: It’s not only the twins’ birthday, but Halloween! What do the Swan-Mills children want to be on this revered holiday? Published: Oct 27, 2013
  25. BraveDani has to get her flu shot, and is scared witless. Regina’s with her to soothe her daughter, and things end up all right! Bravery is shown on both parts! Published: Oct 27, 2013
  26. First Day of SchoolIt’s Dani’s first day of school, and Emma is freaking out. Regina, on the other hand, is the voice of reason! Fluff, SwanQueen, and family times! Published: Oct 25, 2013
  27. Big Brother: Henry’s about to leave for Boston, but he has to give his baby sister a proper goodbye! Sibling fluff! Published: Oct 25, 2013
  28. I Will Always Save You: Emma and Regina have a good life together. But, it’s about to be disrupted by an unwanted visitor. Tamara is back and thirsty for revenge. She and Emma get into a fight, and somehow, Regina gets pushed over the border. What happens when old Regina comes back? *Amnesia fic* SWANQUEEN to the MAX! - Chapters: 12 - Published: Sep 25, 2013
  29. A Little Reminder: Set a few weeks after “I Will Always Save You.” Regina and Emma are still working to recover from the accident. Life hasn’t stopped for them, but they’ve embraced it. Tonight is Emma and Regina’s night out; outside of Storybrooke. Emma has a surprise for her wife and Regina’s curiosity takes over. Published: Oct 1, 2013
  30. Expectations: Once again, Emma and Regina’s relationship is put to the test when an accident reveals a startling bit of new information. It’s safe to say the Swan-Mills family will never be the same, as they work to overcome the obstacles life has thrown at them. SwanQueen to the max! - Chapters: 14 - Updated: Oct 29, 2013
  31. Breakfast In Bed: Emma and Regina’s lives never stop, regardless of what’s going on. But, some mornings, they get to relax and just breathe. Some mornings, their children surprise them in more ways than one! Published: Jan 1, 2014
  32. Leaving the Nest: Henry’s home after graduating college, but soon decides he must move out. He’s an adult now. You can imagine Regina and Emma’s reactions… And, if you can’t, well, here they are! Henry and Regina share a much-needed mother/son moment. SwanQueen in maternal glory, and Henry as a hopeful young adult! One-shot. Published: Oct 24, 2013
  33. Family TreeDani asked the inescapable question of who Neal had been. Both her parents, Emma and Regina, work together to answer honestly. Published: Nov 2, 2013
  34. Operation: Save Henry: It’s 2030. Henry takes his girlfriend, Maya, home to meet his parents for the first time; it’s Emma and Regina’s anniversary. Before Henry has the chance to tell Maya the truth abut his family, something happens. Somehow, someway, Cora is back and nastier than ever. She and Peter Pan team up for their revenge. It’s going to take the whole family, and Maya, to save Henry once again. Chapters: 20
  35. Come Back to Me: When Emma’s injured on the job, it’s Regina’s turn to pick up the pieces and care for their kids. Can the Mayor handle the Sheriff- her wife- being taken from her without warning? Can Emma fight through the spiritual limbo she’s stuck in and return to her family? To the woman she loves? Chapters: 11 
  36. Lead With Your Heart: Emma and Regina have survived a lot in their years together; births, deaths, new loves. But, when the Queen and the Savior’s family is put in danger by a new, mysterious villain out for blood, it’s their job to unmask their enemy! Are the messages true? Have they really tipped the scales of good and evil? **Continuation of “Come Back to Me. - Family/Adventure - Chapters: 10
  37. Powerful Magic: Emma and Regina knew the day was coming. Dani was turning 10, and it was only expected that she’d receive the powers they bound when she was just a baby. How do the parents explain what’s happened? Will Daniela listen to her moms? Will she accept the new responsibilities that come with magic? Chapters: 2 - Published: Nov 1, 2013
  38. The Price of Magic: Emma and Regina have their hands full with five children, even though Henry is grown & married. They work hard to give their family a happy and safe life. But, what happens when their youngest child goes through something none of them can understand? What happens when Faith Swan-Mills realizes she’s different in more ways than one? - Chapters: 14 - Updated: Mar 22, 2014

sorry because it is too long but it is worth it :)

EDIT: Thanks for the submission!

Hoseok's Birthday Countdown! Day 7. Video Masterlist!

Throwback to 2013!

Feb. 8, 2013 방탄소년들의 졸업

Feb. 14, 2013 Vlog.

Feb. 19, 2013 Harlem Shake.

Feb. 26, 2013 방탄소년들의 졸업Film Making.

Feb. 27, 2013 Vlog.

March 4, 2013 Vlog.

March 8, 2013 Vlog.

March 22, 2013 Dance Practice.

April 6, 2013 Dance Fun!

May 19, 2013 방탄로그.

June 25, 2013 Bangtan Bomb 방탄소년들이 아플 땐.

June 30, 2013 Bangtan Bomb 대기실에서 방탄소년들의 놀이.

July 2, 2013 Like Showcase.

July 4, 2013 Dance Practice.

July 4, 2013 Vlog.

July 8, 2013 Bangtan Bomb Watermelon.

July 19, 2013 Bangtan Bomb Ice Cream Match.

Aug 12, 2013 Bangtan Bomb Born Singer.

Aug 18, 2013 Bangtan Bomb Dynamic Duo.

Aug 19, 2013 Bangtan Bomb BTS Dance Time.

Aug 20, 2013 Bangtan Bomb J-Hope and Jungkook Rapping.

Sep. 11, 2013 [Episode] N.O MV Shooting.

Sep. 11, 2013 [Episode] O!RUl8,2? Jacket Shooting.

Sep. 20, 2013 BTS 100 Day.

Sep. 26, 2013 1st Mini Album Feeling.

Oct. 1, 2013 Beautiful by 방탄소년단.

Oct. 19, 2013 BTS letter to ARMY.

Oct. 21, 2013 Bangtan Bomb J-Hope Push Push Dance.

Oct. 22, 2013 Bangtan Bomb N.O Trot.

Oct. 24, 2013 Bangtan Bomb Curious Rap Mon and J-Hope.

Oct. 30, 2013 Bangtan Bomb N.O Lip Sync.

Nov. 19, 2013 [Episode] Best New Artist.

Dec. 19, 2013 Bangtan Bomb Do You Know How To Bounce?

Dec. 23, 2013 Bangtan Bomb Photographer.

Dec. 25, 2013 A Very Happy Christmas With BTS.

Dec. 27, 2013 BTS Magic Show.

Now, exactly 1 year from the first Vlog…

Feb 14, 2014 Boy In Luv MV Shooting.

Feb. 14, 2014 Boy In Luv Jacket Shooting.

It’s been a long journey with Bangtan, but look how far they’ve gotten. BTS, Fighting!

Compilation of all of SCANDAL’s “SCANOMICS” radio broadcasts so far. The band have started as regulars on TOKYO FM since 2nd Apr 2013 and the radio programme is still ongoing.

I have provided most of the overall translations with the exception of the earlier broadcasts. List is as follows below:

I only started taking the translations more seriously (?) from the June 2013 broadcasts onwards and nowadays, I try to translate as much of the programme as I can. Do enjoy them!

This post will be updated whenever I finish the latest SCANOMICS broadcast and its link will be available at the top of fyscandalband’s page.

RISE becomes Katy’s 16th consecutive number one on Billboard’s Dance Club Play Songs chart

Katy Perry – The Dance Club Songs #1 Hits
1. Waking Up In Vegas (Aug 22, 2009) [1 week]
2. California Gurls ft. Snoop Dogg (Aug 21, 2010) [1 week]
3. Teenage Dream (Oct 16, 2010) [1 week]
4. Peacock (Dec 4, 2010) [1 week]
5. Firework (Jan 22, 2011) [1 week]
6. E.T. (Apr 23, 2011) [1 week]
7. Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.) (Jul 16, 2011) [1 week]
8. The One That Got Away (Jan 7, 2012) [1 week]
9. Part Of Me (May 12, 2012) [1 week]
10. Wide Awake (Aug 4, 2012) [1 week]
11. Roar (Oct 26, 2013) [1 week]
12. Unconditionally (Jan 4, 2014) [1 week]
13. Dark Horse ft. Juicy J (Feb 22, 2014) [1 week]
14. Birthday (Jun 21, 2014) [1 week]
15. This Is How We Do (Nov 15, 2014) [1 week]
16. Rise (Oct 22, 2016) [1 week]

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Year in Review /
FYKW’s Most Popular Posts

(starting with highest note count) #1 Oct 1, 2013 Variety Magazine, #2 First Black Actress in 18 Years to Get Nominated for a Primetime Emmy, #3 Photographed by Victoria Will, #4 Nov 2013 Essence Magazine Spreads, #5 Sex and the City Scandal Cast, #6 Oct 29, 2012 Jet Magazine, #7 Broomhilda & Olivia, #8 Mar 2013 Ebony Magazine, #9 Django Unchained Fanart by harijz, #10 Photographed by Richard Koek.

I’m Andrew, 23 (the asian); my fiance Sam (28). We’re from Minnesota. We’ve been together since February 2010. We’re getting married Sep 27, 2014. This is a picture of us together on Sun Sep 28, 2013. I just moved to Ohio last August for my residency. The distance was very difficult for the both of us. He couldn’t come with, because we have a house, a mortgage, and a full-time job he loves. Skype fared well for the both of us - it’s not the same. He welcomed me home with a surprise Fri Sep 27, 2013 after I came home from school/work - I cannot express how happy we both were to be in each other’s arms and sleeping in each other’s warmth. He flew back home to Minnesota Tue Oct 1, 2013. I’m really sad that he’s not with me for the time being, but Thanksgiving break will come soon and we will be in each other’s embrace again.

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God is good! My friend was in the hospital from Oct. 1 2013 until a few days before Christmas. He was taken to the ER for really bad nausea and a CT scan showed a tumor in his brain, later we found out it was cancer. See he and his dad and brother help out at the camp I volunteer at. He and his brother help a lot in the barn and his dad is often our Chaplin and sometimes his little brother helps in games. The staff of this camp are like one giant family. We love and care for each other beyond words so this devastated us, we were totally and completely blindsided. Whenever we were together we prayed for our brother, we prayed when we were apart and people hosted prayer nights at their Churches. The day after we were told he had cancer, we found out he had a spinal infection, I found out at work on my break. For a minute I stared at my phone, I couldn’t believe it, I could barely process it. Than I started crying, glancing nervously between the one other coworker in the break room and my phone, hand clasped over my mouth. I didn’t want anyone to know I was crying but low and behold my coworker noticed. She asked me what happened, gave me a long hug and dug through her bag til she found some tissue and gave it to me. After several failed attempts at pulling myself together to finish the shift I called my manager and asked if anyone could come in and close for me, she found someone and sent me home. On my home I saw two little puppies. I stopped and petted them which the owners were happy for as they were trying to socialize them with dogs and people. That probably seems like the smallest thing to the average person but I love animals and there are few times when they can’t at least make me feel better so seeing these puppies was such a blessing. Fast forward through several more weeks of prayers and updates, one hospital transfer and a roller coaster of emotions and his wish to go home for Christmas came true. Before it really didn’t look like he’d be able to go home until the new year (this year) and yet he’s home now, only going to the hospital for chemo. God is SO good. Praise him. There is nothing out of his power.

— peoplecallmemanny