oceans make me so happy

NIALL OPENED A FREAKING RECORDING STUDIO IN DUBLIN
NIALL IS RUNNING HIS OWN GOLFING BUISNESS NIALL IS DOING A CHARITY EVENT FOR A CANCER RESEARCH NIALL IS HAVING THE BEST BREAK NIALL IS TRAVELING THE WORLD NIALL IS WRITING MUSIC NIALL CAN PLAY THE PIANO THE DRUMS THE GUITAR MY HEART STRINGS NIALL IS MAKING HISTORY SOLO NIALL WILL RISE AND I AM SO HERE FOR IT

How does it feel to have met a person who knows the darkest parts of yourself and never have met her in person?

The oceans lie between us,
Laced with longing,
I wish you were here,
There’s so many things I want you to see.

Do you ever wonder how someone could have the most sinister fragments of yourself and still want to talk to you at the end of a long day?

I think you have all the fragments of my soul,
The good, the bad, the sinister, the ugly, the pretty and most importantly the deep.

I still remember the day you messaged me on tumblr, all sweet, soft and excited.
I remember having a really bad day till that point
When I started talking to you, every part of that bad day melted away into nothingness, till I was only left with the warmth of a great conversation.

That’s what you make me feel, warm.
Warm and bright
When I speak to you it’s like all the glaciers of despair just melt into the oceans, like they never existed and never will.

I think the universe of you.

You’re the brightest, prettiest and the most breathtaking galaxy in my universe, and you’re also silmultanoeusly the deepest and darkest one.
You’re the galaxy thats just so goddamn magnetic that only a Herculean strength could manage to resist.

Just like Charlie says in the perks of being a wallflower, you’re the kind of pretty that deserves to be made a big deal about.

How is it that you’re oceans away, and manage to make me feel so happy, so conteny and so awestruck to just exist in your mere presence.

You have the insane power to silence the black holes of despair, distress and unhappiness, swirling deep within me and just eliminate them with a single text.

You may not know everything that’s going on in my life every second or even everyday, but you know all the important parts of me.
Like how writing’s been a huge part of my life, and how you’re support means the world, like how I want to fly to Brisbane and see one of my favorite people and give her a big ol’ hug, or how I like teddy bears and rainy days.
How much I reek at art, and how I want to learn to play the piano as soon as I can.
I like that when I am with you, I feel like we can rule the world someday, or at least manage to make a few good sad jokes and make us feel briefly happy.

You are one of the things I am thankful for in 2016 and 2017.

I cling on to your presence like light clings on to every dust particle, their existences intertwined for eons.

You remind me of so many things sometimes, and sometimes nothing at all, because you’re just that damn unique and just so simply Shivani.

I think what you remind of the most is a star.
You are bright and you have your own distinct shine, you are your own mix of all the ethereal colours, blue, purple and gold.

You are somewhere between coexisting amongst other stars, but also somehow keeping your own distance, just doing your own thing. Writing, taking amazing pictures and painting.

I don’t know about you, but I see us like three to five years down the line, top down, road tripping across Europe. Laughing our heads off and just existing happily.
Content in each other’s quirky company.
I think that vision keeps me going sometimes.

You are meant to do great things, big bright and beautiful things,
You’re meant to see all the bright places (reference!)
And you’re already doing them and seeing them.

I love you so much and hope you have an amazing birthday.

Miss you and wish you were here,

Lots of love from Dubai all the way to Brisbane.

-life has been unfair to us so lets slap it on the face and remain friends forever!

Love,
Aaru xoxoxoxoxoxoxo


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aqustx  asked:

🎠🚢?

  • 🎠: if you had to describe your aesthetic, what would you describe it as?

the bts spring day mv honestly

  • 🚢: does the idea of the sea provide you with a feeling of comfort or worry?

i love the ocean!!! it makes me very happy and feel at home so i feel comfort when im at the sea (i went to the beach today actually lol) 

emoji asks!!

It’s always so hard to sleep, when scummybunny has always got sunshine leaking out of her eyes.

But I love the sun.

❤️

ukesnotn-ukes  asked:

Lullaby, Ocean, Dream?

Lullaby: what love song is your favorite?
I really love “thinking out loud”. It makes me feel so happy
Ocean- do you ever think of getting married?
Yes ;)
Dream: what is your ideal date?
Something simple and romantic. Maybe we could through pillows in the bed of a pick up truck and just lay there watching the stars. Or go camping together and eat smores and fall deeper in love. Something cheesy like that

I just wanted to thank all you lovely babyz who are covering all the seats at the LOE concerts.

B.A.P has been very emotional these days, because they feel as if a lot of babyz left. And seeing the green matoki sticks looking like the Pacific ocean makes me so happy.

I’m trying to say that I love you all, baby family ^^ And high five for being an awesome fandom for our humble bae’s.

*opens arms* Group hug everyone