After the talk I had with the girl, I basically feel like I'm a "premed student that went wrong"
Idk I mean I could have carried on and did what I wanted somewhere somehow and I just got to screw it up.
It’s like an experiment I did on myself that went completely wrong and now I have no one else to blame for it.
Ps: Christine’s mom that brought me to church last Sunday is now asking me to consider being a TCM doctor. I mean she studied at the school in her 40s and now she’s doing her PHD in TCM. Impressive I got to say…. Just that I wish my Chinese isn’t as bad and that I have more interest in the Chinese medicine.
Pps: You know what’s worse? My aunt is actually supportive of this idea. Oh lord why.