How are there so many of us here, on tumblr, but in my every day life everyone is straight? Where my fangirls at? Earpers? Creampuffs? Supergirl? Litchfield inmates? Skaikru and Trikru? Tegan and Sara fans? Why are there no crazy lesbian fangirls in public?? Find me. I want friends.
When you get so distracted by your obsession or fandom that you physically cannot function.
There are nights when you just lie in bed thinking about these characters and end up not sleeping because you are too busy coming up with imaginary scenarios.
Or you sit in places like classes and lecture rooms, scrolling through Tumblr and other sites looking for information and pictures on your fandom instead of actually focusing on what you need to focus on.
It becomes even more apparent that you are obsessed when you start doing those things at inappropriate times.
Your grandmother’s birthday.
When your parents are lecturing you on something or other.
Let’s just say that you know there’s a time and place for everything. But to you, the time is always fandom time.
I seriously have no chill when it comes to liking something. When I like a song, I listen to it like 100 times on repeat. When I like a tv show, i spent the whole day watching it. When i like a person (mostly someone who doesn’t even know i exist), i search the whole internet for them, make them my lock screen and home screen background and declare that they are the most perfect person on earth.
There’s just all or nothing for me.