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You can tell someone's fandom age by how aggressively they save fanfic

2014-present: lol why bother?

2007-2014: I know I should, but the likelihood of losing it isn’t that great, so I’m not too worried about it…

2007+: omfg save EVERYTHING! YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THE FIC OR THE USER OR THE ENTIRE GODDAMN WEBSITE WILL VANISH AND YOU LOSE YOUR FAVORITE FIC F O R E V E R !!!

This is my mom’s cat Nyxie. She is a pure Norwegian Forest Cat who spent years living as the neighborhood stray. She adopted my mom during a snowstorm last month, and is so totally in love with my mom it’s adorable. I just want others to appreciate her glorious fluff. 

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“Taako’s good out here.” 🌂✨


Did a quick Taako costest in honor of the finale (which was so good and I cried a lot and I love all the amazing work that the McElroys put into this fantastic podcast)

This is still a WIP, the outfit and a few parts of the hat will be updated but I’m happy with how this is all coming together (there’s also a lot of symbolism which I will likely post about at some later time)

The umbrastaff was created by my wonderful amazing best friend Katie 

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“Space Boyfriend” - Garrus Vakarian

“Space Girlfriend” - Vetra Nyx

I wonder how well Vetra will handle all that human affection. It’s… Interesting. 

Cross species attraction isn’t really something you consider until It’s too late, and then all of a sudden you’re in Love.

Mmm… now I feel all weird talking about it.

FFXV Masterlist

Here is my masterlist for FFXV as that is my current active fandom. 

If you wish to read works from my other fandoms, follow the link to my big masterlist

If any links aren’t working, let me know!

Updated on 15/10/17 (EU calendar)


Cor Leonis

Happy Graduation! ~ NSFW

In the Lion’s Care ~ NSFW

It All Started With Ice Cream ~ NSFW

Little Curious Kitten ~ NSFW

Sweet Lion Date ~ SFW

Take Care of You ~ SFW

The Wolf and the Tigress ~ NSFW

You’re Late! ~ NSFW

Gladiolus Amicitia

A Pillow Has Come To Life ~ NSFW

A Sensual Game ~ NSFW

Blanket Burrito ~SFW

Blast From The Past ~ NSFW

Demon Daddy Gladdy ~ NSFW

Dirty Texting - Retribution ~ NSFW

Do You Have Any Idea? ~ SFW

Game Or Real? ~ SFW 

I Dare You ~ NSFW

It All Started With The Promise of Coffee ~ NSFW

Jealousy ~ NSFW

Papa Gladio ~ NSFW

Savior of the Sea ~ SFW

The Wolf In The Forest ~ NSFW

Ignis Scientia

Dirty Texting - Revenge ~NSFW 

Green-Eyed Demon ~ NSFW

Happy Birthday with Vampire Ignis ~ NSFW

Heaven Or Hell ~ NSFW

I Will Die For This Cause ~ SFW

Just A Little Sip ~ NSFW

Knives and Ropes ~ NSFW

Office Shenanigans ~ NSFW

One Your Knees ~ NSFW

Papa Ignis ~ NSFW 

Noctis Lucis Caelum

Sorrow, thy name is Nekana ~ SFW [part one] [part two] [part three] [part four]

Sweet Dreams ~ SFW

The Prince’s First Time ~ NSFW

Prompto Argentum

Kiss The Sunshine Tree ~ SFW

How Do You Decide, When It Is Enough ~ SFW

What Chains You To This Life? ~ SFW

Nyx Ulric

666 ~ NSFW

At First Sight ~ NSFW

His Land-locked Mistress ~ NSFW

Nyx’s Voicemail ~ SFW [part one] [part two]

Quickie Nyxie Pie ~ NSFW

Surprise In The Sock Drawer ~ SFW

Sweet Galadhian Lullaby ~ SFW

The Deities of the Underworld and Night ~ NSFW

The Hero’s Ghost ~ NSFW

The Pirate and His Warrior ~ NSFW

Warmth of the Glaive ~ SFW 

Regis Lucis Caelum 

A Hidden Goodbye ~ NSFW (non-Smut) [part one] [part two]

Multiple Characters/Specific Pairing

A Family of Three ~ SFW Gladiolus Amicitia / Aranea Highwind

A Shared Drink ~ SFW Ignis Scientia / Aranea Highwind

Birthday Surprise ~ NSFW Ignis Scientia / Aranea Highwind

Comfort Me ~ NSFW Gladiolus Amicita / Ignis Scientia

Let’s Put A Ring On It ~ NSFW Gladiolus Amicitia / Aranea Highwind

One Last Time ~ NSFW with Regis Lucis Caelum / Clarus Amicitia

Wind Against His Shield ~ NSFW Gladiolus Amicitia / Aranea Highwind

Wrecked ~ NSFW with Cor Leonis, Nyx Ulric, and Gladiolus Amicitia


Headcanons

Aeya and Gladio

Dirty Secret/ Favourite Position / Volume ~ NSFW

After Care/ Body Part/ Pace  ~ NSFW

Cor Leonis

Body Part / Experience / Favourite Position / Location / Motivation / Stamina ~ NSFW

Canine Teeth ~ NSFW

Gladiolus Amicitia

Dirty Secret / Jack Off ~ NSFW

Favourite Position / Intimacy / Toy ~ NSFW

Ignis Scientia

Intimacy ~ NSFW

Nyx Ulric

Aftercare / Cum / Goofy / Jack Off / Oral / X-Ray ~ NSFW

Canine Teeth ~ NSFW

Prompto Argetum

Intimacy

Regis Lucis Caelum ~ NSFW

Cum / Goofy / Kink / Unfair / Yearning ~ NSFW

Titus Drautos 

Aftercare / Hair / No / X-Ray ~ NSFW


Aesthetic Boards

Solo

Demon!Gladio / Demon!Nyx / Demon!Ignis

Pairing

HighSpecs 

Places

Ifrit’s Den

#NyxieIsAFool

http://nyxelestia.tumblr.com/post/164881726525/huntsthemoon-ok-i-wanna-preference-this-by

http://nyxelestia.tumblr.com/post/164867363935/this-is-why-i-have-anti-teen-wolf-fandom-and

http://nyxelestia.tumblr.com/post/164874040375/trust-and-the-lack-of-it


I saw the 2nd post first and again it’s more of Nyxie’s tactic.  For her to tag @fandomshatepeopleofcolor and @fandomshatewomen and then blame that ask (that y’all KNOW she sent to herself) on Stereks, is all a part of her crazy ploy to try and turn her vendetta against a shipping contingency into a social justice war. 

Her entire response to huntress about Boyd proves that she didn’t even read the entire response.  First the issue was that Boyd is clearly and well represented in Sterek fic and she says that even though she hasn’t read that much, she knows categorically that it’s not.  So  then she says, EVEN IF HE IS fleshed out, that writing fanfic isn’t ENOUGH!  Doing right by Boyd isn’t ENOUGH if you don’t consider Scott McCall, a white character on a TV show about werewolves.  And then she goes back to saying it doesn’t matter, because all Boyd is is the best friend which has been debunked countless times. 

STOP TRYING TO MAKE YOUR PERSONAL VENDETTAS INTO SOCIAL ISSUES JUST TO VALIDATE YOUR NONSENSE!

She doesn’t care about Scott McCall, she doesn’t care about Teen Wolf honestly, she cares that she can’t get enough people to validate her specific and narrow view of a world she doesn’t seem to like and can’t fully understand.  She says that making fixes in fanfic isn’t enough, but somehow berating an entire shipping fanbase is?  How is what she’s doing helping? 

And the worst part is poor Stereks who are just enjoying their ship, see this and take her insecurities as their own.  

She wants to see diversity, but she wants erasure to do it.  Racial diversity is about inclusion, not exclusion.  The answer to paying more attention to Scott is not to eliminate Stiles and Derek, it’s to include him in more and more seamlessly into their story which Stereks do on a HUGE basis.  Yes, the Scott is a Bad Friend tag is still going to exist, but it exists as a minority to the fics where Scott and Stiles are BFF and Scott is alpha.  

Nyxie has no argument without her lies and all she has is lies.  Even when trying to talk about how Sterek has erased Scott she uses the same pic from 2013 or 2014 that was taken behind the scenes.  And then completely ignores the reason for the edit in the first place.  

Stop looking at what she’s saying and look at how she says it.  Look at the way she’ll turn someone’s words into a personal attack.  How she bullies the sterek fandom and then justifies it because obviously she’s right.  Look at the way her disciples, PEW and poseyslegtattoo are starting to do the same thing.  Liliath can’t quite bring herself to not be belligerent and openly resentful, but even she’s trying out a new passive aggressive form of shaming (while claiming she’s a nice person).  They’re all the same, but even worse, they’re not new.  They’re taking the reins once held by the likes of ob1, poset, hh2r and that crew.  Nyxie became the queen because she’s the one who could blow the longest.  And she’s been able to do that because she clearly doesn’t care.  

All of this mess and she still can’t get anyone to read her fic.  Sad. 

&. OPEN VERSE STARTER — she had to tell someone, okay?

It was quiet, like it normally was on Saturday mornings. Most of them were still half asleep, she’d only begrudgingly left her warm bed and even warmer fiance to get a mug of coffee and now she was just…sitting there, in silence, trying not to grin. “So you know how I went to dinner with Klaus last night?” Her bare feet were propped up on the coffee table, old college sweatshirt drooping slightly off her shoulders as she tapped her fingertips against the side of her mug. “Well funny thing, he uh…well he TRIED to propose. And then I freaked out, typical Caroline move, and then we had this…little talk about you know if he ever did ask and…” Her throat cleared softly. She’d envisioned this conversation happening a thousand and one times, in a thousand and one different ways and now she just couldn’t seem to get it out. “So one thing led to another and basically,” Her face split into a slow grin as she held up her left hand, feeling the still-new surge of elation flood through her. “I’m…getting married.”

anonymous asked:

Can you please explain to me what the hell you were trying to say on reddit? You implied that Dylan doesn’t deserve support because he hasn’t suffered as much as Colton or Posey, but it’s pretty common knowledge that he has suffered far more than anyone deserves. He had panic attacks, breakdowns, and suicidal thoughts after nearly dying and having his face reconstructed and I don’t understand how you could say he hasn’t done anything to earn our support. You came across as a huge ass.

First and foremost, anon, do not put words into my mouth. I did not say that O'Brien doesn’t deserve support - I said, he doesn’t deserve extra, special support over the rest of the cast. “He should be treated the same was everyone else” =/= “he should be mistreated” - unless, of course, your default assumption is that everyone else is mistreated (but it’s okay if it’s them and not him). If that is your default assumption, though, feel free to fuck right off and never come back, because do not think for one second I can’t see through your oh-so-polite veneer to realize you are the exact same anon as the last two trolls I just deleted.

But since everyone is determined to take attempts to put all the actors on an equal pedestal as a smashing of Dylan O'Brien’s own, I might as well answer this once and for all.

Now, you realize that O'Brien’s not the only one that went through shit, right? And that’s my entire point - it’s not an attack on O'Brien. It’s a frustration over the fact that he’s given undue special treatment. Yes, he’s a great actor - so are most of the rest of the cast. Yes, he’s been through a lot - so have most of the rest of the cast. Yes, all the cast members deserve our support - so why is O'Brien the only one who gets people in fandom explicitly setting out to support him in his non-Teen Wolf career?

And - why is it that only his trauma counts, and not everyone else’s?

Because fun fact, he is not the only to have “panic attacks, breakdowns, and suicidal thoughts”, or go through shit as part of his acting career.

But I haven’t seen anyone posting in the Teen Wolf sub saying we should make a point of supporting Tyler Posey after he struggled with mental health problems of his own and spoke up explicitly because he wanted to break the stigma around mental health treatment and therapy - and then got told to kill himself over a fictional relationship that he didn’t even have anything to do with. I haven’t seen anyone inviting Teen Wolf fans to go watch Gotham in droves to support Crystal Reed after all the misogyny she had to deal with. I haven’t seen anyone even mention recent projects of Holland Roden or Shelley Hennig, let alone invite fans to support them just because they went through a lot and were on Teen Wolf and so deserve Teen Wolf fans’ support.

And if only white male trauma counts, then why isn’t fandom making more of an effort to step out in support of the actor whose coming out and whose sexual exploitation in his youth is constantly damaging his career, who escaped a toxic home life and who had to be institutionalized for mental health concerns that were severe enough to cause him to literally throw up on sets?

I only think Dylan O'Brien deserves about as much support as the rest of the Teen Wolf cast. If your first assumption is to take that as “he doesn’t deserve our support”, that speaks a lot more to your attitudes towards the rest of the cast than my attitudes towards O'Brien himself.

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A new arrival! I was originally planning for a space/nebula paint job for her, but in person I really, really like the pink resin, so I’m going to find a new look for her and just order a different one in the future (in that sparkly dark purple) for my space bat.

anonymous asked:

Hi! I'm on anon bc I mainly worry about that sort of thing, heh. Besides this, I'm asking about, specifically, Sterek - in the sense that I don't really ship it myself, and I wanted to say that regardless of this, and that you do - your blog is brilliant. In general, your posts on the TW fandom and the various ships within are perfect and I agree 100%. Mainly, I'm asking about the sterek, or more specifically Stiles/Derek from actual canon tw, because I could never see anything other than (1/?)

Derek being physically aggressive towards the younger and weaker (in the sense of physical strength) human - a person in a position of power over another abusing that power. In a sense. Since, whenever I watch the show I can’t help but see that, I was hoping you could either explain in that great way you usually do that makes things make sense, or at least point me in the direction of posts that have already done so, how exactly their friendship developed(because, yes, I don’t think I could(2/?)

ever ship it romantically). Mainly I’d just like to see another’s less biased point of view/take on their dynamic, so as not to alienate a serious amount of my fanfic readers despite the fact that it’s probably gonna end up as Stalia(oh the horror, that gets like 0 reads ever)I don’t want to sideline any characters that are important, such as Derek, and when I watch the show I can never get his character and his dynamic with Stiles down in my head because it’s screaming at me not to like him 3/?

And I hate that, because I never like to despise a character without good reason to; I don’t want to misrepresent the dynamic, I have to repeat, when I get to later seasons. It’ll also help me understand him more, I think, and I hope you don’t mind this ridiculously long anon ask, oops. I’m on anon mainly bc of a worry of this being received negatively, as I’ve seen this sort of query being done in the past for related topics. Ehrm, that’s it, thanks for reading this even if you don’t answer.4/4

Derek is pretty violent with everyone, including Stiles, in the first two seasons. Fandom has taken this violence and projected sexual tension onto it to justify the ship, but if we’re going to count every instance of violence as belligerent sexual tension, then everyone on this show has foe-yay with everyone else.

The thing is, Derek was trying to do the right thing - he just didn’t really consider things like collateral damage or value of life in the process. When Scott was Bitten, Derek did try to help Scott learn to control his wolf…it’s just that he also lied to Scott about a potential cure for lycanthropy in order to manipulate Scott into helping him. Neither of these somehow negate or undermine the other.

Similarly, in Season 2, Derek felt responsible for the kanima, and thus wanted to kill it before it could kill anyone else. The problem is that he wasn’t considering the life of the human who was the kanima without knowing, and he was jumping to conclusions and nearly killed the wrong person (Lydia) because she might be the kanima. Derek wanted to build a pack, and ended up dragging three new teenagers into the mess, two of whom would still be alive if he hadn’t. But, they were also extremely isolated before they were in a pack, and never seemed to resent Derek for turning them, even when (in the case of Boyd, at least) it got them killed.

Derek tries all the time, and tries really damn hard. He also fails all the time, and fails really damn hard. Most of that failure all traces back to tunnel vision - he gets so focused on one problem or factor, he never really thought about anything else. Isaac called him out on this in Season 3A - Derek was wallowing about Cora’s life and Jennifer’s betrayal, which meant he was forgetting about all the other stuff going on that needed to be dealt with.

Derek also tended to presume to know best in the first two seasons and diving head first into problems. A lot of his development in Seasons 3 and 4 was taking a step back to think through the circumstances, and/or taking guidance from those around him. Whether he was the alpha and taking guidance from his betas (i.e. following Boyd’s plan against the alpha pack, listening to Isaac calling him out, etc.), or when he was a beta again but following others’ leads (following Scott as an alpha, taking proverbial marching orders from Allison in 3B, following the Sheriff’s lead and Braeden’s lead in Season 4, etc.), Derek always did better working with someone else instead of trying to lead on his own.

To put it another way: Derek really sucks at being King Arthur, but he makes for a fantastic Merlin.

Derek was a wonderfully supportive and empathic individual. Because he struggled with being an alpha, he was a confidante for Scott when he struggled to be a (true) alpha. Derek went from tunnel vision, brooding, and wallowing in the first few seasons, to learning how to use “human” self-defense mechanisms in Season 4 when he realized he wasn’t healing and seemed to be losing his lycanthropy (and his strength and senses with it). IIRC, he never just sat down and listened to someone pour their heart out on him in the first two seasons, yet Season 3 opens with him doing exactly that, and this is something he continues to do throughout the rest of his time on the show.

I’ve said before that “quiet” =/= shy or introverted. Derek is never the kind to talk a lot in the show. In the first two seasons, this manifested as him doing things without really telling anyone or talking to anyone about it. Later, this manifested as him listening to people. He didn’t have to change this part of who he is, he just learned to be more empathetic and productive about it.

Derek’s story also plays into one of the central themes of the show. The werewolf symbol of revenge is the spiral, but here’s the thing about spirals: if they aren’t stopped, then they’ll go on forever. Derek could’ve kept pursuing vengeance for his family, but chose not to, and came out better for it. This is highlighted by the nogitsune in 3B, when Derek is infected by one of the flies. Yes, Kate was already dead, but Kate was one person and his family was way more than that. He could’ve kept going, he could’ve murdered Allison and Chris just because they were Kate’s family (the same way his family died just for being werewolves/in a werewolf pack), and the nogitsune nearly pushed him to do that. But instead, Derek ended the spiral of vengeance, recognizing that Allison and Chris had nothing to do with Kate’s murder, and how different they were from Kate (regretting their own participation in Hunter psychosis, trying to change the family motto and M.O., etc.)

Derek’s story is very much one of someone grieving tremendously and suffering from horrific trauma. But, it’s also one that shows that one’s own trauma can end up hurting those around them (the fact that Derek was traumatized and suffering for the first two seasons doesn’t change the fact he engaged in a lot of manipulative and abusive behavior at the time). And, Derek’s story is the process of recovering from grief and trauma, and learning to let go of anger in pursuit of one’s own well-being.

How this relates to Sterek in particular, I’ve written about here and here, and feel free to ask if you have any more questions on it. :)

And here are some fics which capture Derek’s character really well:

See You on the Other Side - Derek doesn’t swoop in and save the day - but he does help Stiles, and he learns to share with Stiles and take help from others.

The Nightmare of My Choice - Long-distance relationship FTW.

Starts with “F”, Ends With “U” - Fantastic way of Derek using his own experiences to help Stiles with his current abuse, and a great exploration of Derek’s trauma that doesn’t tokenize it or reduce his abuse to stereoptyes of what abuse actually entails.

http://nyxelestia.tumblr.com/post/166127051450/can-you-please-explain-to-me-what-the-hell-you

Dear Nyxie,

a) No one’s fault literally anyone from the TW cast (including the newbies) is doing way better than your personal fav Toddler Posey 

b) No one’s fault the only “praise” your personal fav Toddler Posey ever got in his entire career so far was “director’s eyes” from TP’s own boss Jeff Davis - and not even for his acting skills

Just admit the fact that you are jealous AF of Dylan & Hoechlin’s praised acting talent and success because you can’t get over your personal fav Toddler Poopsey being a flop, Nyfefe. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯


Not only that, but… this is a cast of actors, they’re not conjoined twins, why do we need to “treat them equally”?  Dylan stands on his own merits.  She’s idiotic. 

Why I joined Tumblr

I just want to put this out there. I don’t have any idea why, but I just feel a need to get this off of my chest.

There are like, two main reasons as to why I joined Tumblr. The first one is probably the most important one to me. My online bestie is @queennyxie, and I wanted to support her on Tumblr when I found out she made an account. So here I am.

Now, rewind to before she decided to do that.

Ever since December 2016, when I first joined the HTTYD fandom, I have been going through who knows how many different Tumblr blogs all because the fandom seemed so Thor-damn amazing to me and there were so many unique members of the fandom out there. I just really wanted to give them all the love and support I had to offer all because they made me proud to be a part of the fandom.

I’m not one of those people that only does this for the follows. I mean, if I get followers, then yes, I will definitely be grateful and feel Hela blessed that I even got followers, but followers aren’t my main concern. I just want to make sure that everyone I follow knows that they have my full support.

Anyway, sorry about that really long rant, guys. Just needed to get that out there <3