“I have a theory why women like racing drivers. It’s not because they respect what we do, driving round and round in circles. Mostly they think that’s pathetic, and they’re probably right. It’s our closeness to death.”
A/N: This was requested by crystalbaby12. I hope you enjoy!
Request: “Can you please do an imagine with Jax based off the song Faithfully by Journey. Love your writing btw!! 😍 Keep it up! ☺”
Highway run, Into the midnight sun, Wheels go round and round, You’re on my mind, Restless hearts, Sleep alone tonight, Sending all my love, Along the wire.
Jax was currently on a run with the club while I was home nine months pregnant. Gemma would come check on me frequently while Jax was gone but it wasn’t the same as when he was here. I was currently getting ready for bed when my phone began to ring.
“Hello?” I questioned into the device.
“Hey, darlin’. How are you?” A smile immediately spread across my face at the sound of Jax’s voice.
“I’m alright besides the baby kicking me every chance he gets, how about you?” Jax chuckled before responding.
“Ehh, I’m not the same without you here. I miss you,” I smiled at his words.
“I miss you more,” I said while sliding into bed. “I hate sleeping when you’re not here,” Jax sighed, I held the phone close while silence filled the line.
“I know baby, just three more days and I’ll be back with my arms wrapped around you,” My heart filled with warmth at the sound of his words.
“I know baby, I should let you go. It’s getting pretty late,” I said before yawning. Jax chuckled as he spoke.
“Alright, baby. I love you forever and always,” I smiled one last time.
“I love you forever and always,” We hung up the phone while I reached over and laid my phone on the bedside table.
I closed my eyes with sweet dreams of Jax filling my head.
They say that the road, Ain’t no place to start a family, Right down the line, It’s been you and me, And lovin’ a music man, Ain’t always what it’s supposed to be, Oh, girl, you stand by me, I’m forever yours, Faithfully.
Two more days. Just two more days.
I hated when Jax had to go on long runs especially while I’m pregnant. I always feared that he would miss the big moments of my pregnancy, especially my doctor’s appointments but he never did. He always made sure he was home.
I’ve had people tell me time and time again that I shouldn’t start a family with a man who is constantly on the road but I never listened. Jax was a faithful man and I knew he would never cheat and he knew I never would cheat. I loved Jax with all my heart and I knew he loved me with all his heart. It has always been me and him and it always is.
I was sitting at the kitchen table sipping on a bottle of water when my phone went off.
It was Jax.
He had been trying to face time me. I accepted the call as his face soon popped up onto my screen.
“Hey, baby!” A big smile came across my face when I saw him.
“Hey, Jax!” I said with the same amount of enthusiasm as him.
“How’s my baby mama feeling?” Jax said as I moved the camera away to reveal my beach ball size of a belly.
“Oh, you know, just sitting here with another human inside of me,” Jax chuckled at me before speaking up.
“God, I think you’ve gotten sexier since I last saw you,” I blushed at him before speaking up.
“Oh God Jax! Shut it!” I said while giggling.
“It’s true baby! I can’t wait to get home and ravish that body,” Jax said with his usual Teller smirk.
“How could you possibly want me when I look like this?” I questioned while Jax had a proud smile come over his face.
“How could I not? I mean look at you! You’re as beautiful as the day I met you and no pregnancy is going to change that,” I blushed again as a big smile spread across my face.
“Jax Teller, you always know how to make me smile,” Jax smiled proudly before I spoke again. “I soon have to go because your mom wants to go shopping for more baby stuff but I wanted to ask you something,” Jax nodded for me to continue. “I know the rule, what happens on a run stays on a run but have you been faithful?” I felt my heart skip a little faster as I awaited his reply.
“Yes, I have. I would never cheat on you. For one, I would lose that sexy body you have, for two, I love you too much to do it and for three, well, my third reason is sitting on your fourth finger,” I smiled at his honesty before glancing down at my engagement ring. A knock came to the door and ripped me away from my thoughts.
“Thank you, baby, I too have been faithful for the same reasons as you and also for the fact that I am nine months pregnant but I do have to run baby, your mom’s here.” Jax nodded before responding.
“Alright, I love you forever and always,” I smiled at him once more.
“I love you forever and always,”
Circus lives, Under the big top world, We all need the clowns, To make us smile, Through space and time, Always another show, Wondering where I am, Lost without you.
The club life is never easy. No matter how good you think you got it something will always arise and it usually happens with a bang. They always happened at the most inconvenient of times.
This bang wasn’t as big the ones we’ve had before. This time was the most inconvenient especially since my due date was a day away and Jax was supposed to be home tomorrow.
My phone rang. ‘UKNOWN CALLER’ appeared on the screen. I furrowed my brows while beginning to reach for my phone to answer the call.
“Hello?” I questioned hastily.
“Baby, it’s me,” I felt my heart leave my throat and my stomach drop at the sound of Jax’s voice.
“Oh, baby it’s just you. What happened to your phone?” I questioned confused.
“I had to get rid of it, our phones were rigged by the Mayans and now we’re having a bit of trouble,”
“Trouble?! What kind of trouble?!” I questioned in a panic.
“Nothing to stress about. Just listen, we’re going to be a day or two late coming home,” I frowned at his words before speaking up.
“But baby, our due date is in a few days, will you be here for the birth of out child?” I questioned as sadness laced my words.
“I will, I promise but right now I got to go, I love you forever and always,”
“I love you forever and always,” I sighed as I hung up the phone.
I know Jax has never broken a promise to me but I think this time might be different.
And being apart, Ain’t easy on this love affair, Two strangers learn to fall in love again I get the joy of rediscovering you, Oh, girl, you stand by me, I’m forever yours, Faithfully.
A million thoughts ran through my head.
Jax never called me today, he never texted nor did he facetime. My mind was racing at a mile a minute.
‘What if he’s dead?’, ‘What if he’s kidnapped?’, ‘What if he doesn’t want me anymore?’, ‘What if he found someone else?’
I finally gave up arguing with myself as I began dialing Opie’s number.
“Hello?” Opie’s gruff voice picked up on the other end while I took a deep breath.
“Opie! It’s (Y/N)! Have you seen or heard from Jax in a while?” I questioned rather quickly as Opie took a moment before replying.
“Uh, yeah. I think he’s gone to talk to the Mayans. Is anything wrong?” Ope questioned with concern.
“No, nothing’s wrong. I just wanted to talk with him, I haven’t heard from him in awhile and I didn’t know if anything had happened,” I tried to sound positive and happy as I spoke. Opie chuckled before speaking.
“Don’t worry, everything’s fine. When he gets back I’ll make sure he calls you,” I smiled.
“Thanks, Ope,” I went to tell Opie goodbye when he suddenly spoke up.
“Oh and (Y/N)?”
“Yeah?” I questioned with curiosity and concern.
“He’s been faithful,” I smiled into the phone before telling Ope thanking him for telling me and hanging up.
I leaned against the counter with a smile until I felt this sudden cramp came across my abdomen. I started to take deep breaths and soon enough the pain subsided. I began to stand back up as I felt the sensation that I was peeing came on. My eyes widened before I reached for my phone attempting to call Gemma. While I was in the process of dialing Gemma’s number another cramp feeling came across my abdomen again.
“Fuck!” I screamed out in pain as I knelt to the ground. I finished dialing Gemma’s number while I hoped for her to answer.
“Gemma! Come quick! I-I think the baby’s coming!” I screamed into the phone while another contraction came on.
I laid back on the bed as another contraction hit me again.
“Ahh! H-how f-far apart are they?” I questioned Gemma as she smiled.
“Five minutes apart, baby. Almost time,” I smiled at here while I began taking deep breaths.
“Ah! Ms. (Y/L) and Mrs. Teller. How far are your contractions?” I was about to answer when another contraction hit me.
“They’re less than five minutes now,” Gemma answered for me. The doctor smiled before handing the nurse my chart.
“Alright, let’s get you ready to give birth,” I shot up on the table.
“I am not giving birth until my fiancé gets here,” I said as the doctor smiled softly.
“I’m sorry, Ms. (Y/N) but the baby is ready to come now and I don’t think he’s going to wait,” I sighed before turning to face Gemma.
“It’s okay, baby. John wasn’t there for Thomas birth and I did just fine. You will too,” I smiled at her before nodding my head. The nurse leads Gemma out of the room while they prepped me for birth. I was getting ready to push when my door busted open.
It was Jax.
“I’m here baby. I’m here,” I smiled at Jax as he rushed to my side and gripped my hand. I couldn’t respond to Jax as another contraction hit.
“Alright, start pushing!”
The nurse handed me a towel to wipe away some sweat from my face.
“Here you guys go,” The nurse said before handing us our new baby boy.
“Oh my God, Jax he’s perfect,” I said in awe.
“What should we name him?” Jax questioned with a smile.
“I was thinking Thomas,” Jax smiled down at me before nodding his head.
“That’s perfect,” Jax said turning back to the baby. I turned Jax’s head back to me before pulling him into a kiss.
“Thank you for being faithful to me,” I said once we pulled away.
“Thank you for standing by me,” Jax said with a smile.
Quick note: Gotta thank Pandora for setting the mood to write. If you wanna hear what I do check out “Unfold” by Alina Baraz & Gali Matias and “Electric” by Alina Baraz feat. Khalid. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!
When Juice got to the lobby he jumped out of the mandatory wheel chair escort and in to Bobby Elivis’ open arms.
“God we’ve missed you little ‘Rican.”
“I’ve miss you guys too brother” Juice turned as Bobby helped him back into his kutte. The long shower and shave Charlie had hooked him up with the day before made him feel a hundred times more like himself but that worn leather made him feel whole. “What have I missed?”
They made their way out to the van and Bobby filled Juice in on everything from Clay and Jax’s fight in prison after he had left, to the nomad vote, down to the unexpected Church called for that morning.
When they arrived at TM Juice jumped out if the van and was greeted by Chibs, Tig, Happy, and Opie.
When Opie gave him a too tight hug he winced in pain when the stitches pulled in his back. “Hey someone named Dion called said something about going to the prom?” Opie joked.
“You have no idea how funny that isn’t.” Juice responded patting him on the chest. As he was hugging it out in greeting with the others Clay and Jax pulled up.
“Chapel now!” Barked Clay heading in.
They sat around the table speechless. Gemma had been attacked, beaten and raped by Zobelle’s crew. So many thoughts ran through his head. He was angry, scared, confused. They were criminals in their own way but none of them would ever do anything like that to someone so innocent and venerable. The worst was they did that to a woman he looked up to all to send a fucking message.
Once church let out Juice got to work on rechecking if any new information had come up on Zobelle or any of his crew. When his searches turned up empty he let Jax know nothing new had come up then went out to the garage to see if any help was needed. Walking into the office he was unprepared for what took him over at the sight of Gemma sitting there.
Seeing the look on his face Gemma stood up. “Oh sweetheart I’m ok.” She said knowingly and gave him a hug.
Deciding to keep his mind off of it he turned towards business. “Is there anything I can do out here?” He asked pointing towards the garage.
“No baby, you need to rest up you’re still healing and the guys are gonna need you strong for what’s coming.” Nodding he stood frozen a moment before Chibs burst into the office.
“Juicy Boy!!” He said breaking the thoughts of the two standing there, adding smiles to both faces. “Ya fillin’ Gemma ‘ere in on tha’ nurse Charlie? ”
Gemma turned to Juice and raised her eyebrow at the blush spreading over his cheeks. “What nurse?”
Juice chuckled and told Gemma about her, “She sounds perfect baby, I can’t wait to meet her.” Gemma was happy for him being the youngest, besides Jax and Opie, he didn’t always get the better end of the stick when it came to the crew. With the way he lit up when talking about this Charlie, she had a feeling he was going to be doing very well very soon.
“Well you two girls need to go gossip somewhere else.” Gemma began ushering them out of her office. “I’ve got work to do and you two have better to be getting.” She said referring to the recent injuries the two had received.
Walking back towards the club house together Chibs slapped Juice on the shoulder. “So did ya take my advice ‘bout tha lass?”
Juice just smiled “Yeah I did.”
When they got inside they had a beer and Juice told Chibs all that had happened with Charlie that night and the next day. Chibs was proud of his young friend. He loved Juice and wanted well for him more than most.
Chibs soon got up and went outside. Left alone in the quiet of the club house Juice just stared at the screen of his laptop thinking about Gemma and everything they would be dealing with in the near future. His mind drifted to darker thoughts, and before he knew it his fingers were flying across the keys.
Charlie had just gotten back from a run to the grocery store. Walking into the back door she dropped her keys on the counter and placed her groceries in the fridge. Moving to the living room she jumped nearly out of her skin at the sight of Juice sitting on her couch.
“Jesus Christ,” She yelped clutching her hand to her chest. “You scared the shit outta me. How did you get in here, and more importantly how did you know where I lived?”
“Intelligence Officer for a group of criminals, remember?” He answered not really looking up.
“Right.” Charlie mumbled. She wasn’t sure what else to say because as she took in the man before her he seemed to be a shell of the smiling guy she had shared burgers and kisses with the day before.
Slowly she made her way closer to him. When she stood in front of Juice he still hadn’t lifted his face to hers so she dropped down taking hold of his hands. “Juice?” Nothing. “Hun?” She tried again and placed one hand under his chin forcing him to look at her.
What she saw broke her heart. He looked like he’d been waring with his own eyes. Forcing tears to keep themselves at bay. “Juice what’s wrong you’re scaring me?”
Taking her face in his hands “Baby I’m sorry I didn’t mean to scare you. It’s just… somethings happened today, and I… ” he stopped he wanted to say what he needed to say but it was a bit much so he took pause to organize his thoughts. “I know it’s been a week but I cannot stop thinking about you. I wonder where you are, who your with, are you smiling enough, are you safe enough…and I keep telling myself to chill out but…I mean it’s only been a week and you’ve taken over my whole mind… but I gotta know before I say anything else what are you thinking about me and us.”
Charlie’s eyes glossed over as a feeling relief at his words hit her full force. In all honesty she’d been having the same thoughts about him and constantly found she was reminding her self that she wasn’t in high school and needed to slow down, that she was gonna scare him off. “Juice Ifeel the exact same, honestly I really thought I was gonna scare you off if I told you that I have those same thoughts.” Her relief reflected in his eyes so she continued. “I want this to go somewhere, I want to be with you I want to come to this empty place and it not be empty. And I want you to be the one to fill it up….”
Juice used the hold he had and pulled Charlie in kissing her. Partly because he wanted to, partly because he needed her to shut up. Pulling back he placed his forehead to hers. He was really holding back but had to clarify just one more thing. “I’m not a good man Charlie, I’m a criminal, I make mistakes and things are happening right now that, even I’m afraid of. I just need you to know that. Especially if we’re gonna be anything more than what we’ve been.”
He kept his eyes closed fearing the look on her face if she rejected him. Then he felt a tear hit his thumb and slide down to his wrist as she breathed out a whispered but firm. “I understand” to prove that she still wanted this SHE kissed HIM this time.
Juice returned her kiss with more force, while wiping her tears with his thumbs.
They soon became more forceful, more passionate. Juice slid his hands from her face, reaching down to wrap around her thighs where she was squatting down infront of him. Using his well developed strength he easily lifted her small frame into his lap. Never once breaking their kiss.
Charlie gasped when he picked her up so suddenly. Juice wasted no time taking advantage of her now parted lips and slipped his toung in aganst hers. Their tongues began to battle for dominance, passion and lust driving them. Juice was barely holding on he needed her now. He moved his lips to her jaw and down her neck. As he licked an nipped across her collar bone. Charlie was falling apart above him. When he reached the first button of her shirt he pause and looked up. She was beautiful, lips slightly parted and swollen from his own, afternoon sun slipping in though the window behind him making her skin glow. He needed more. NOW. Re-attaching his lips to hers he reached between them and ripped her shirt open sending buttons in every direction. This ignited a fire in Charlie she had not felt before with anyone.
Juice pulled what was left of the top from her shoulders. His rough hands left a tingling fire in their wake as he roamed them up her back pulling her closer. Quickly he stood from the couch never letting her go. Charlie wrapped her legs around his waist. Walking down the hall with her in his arms he stopped slamming her against the wall when she bit his lip a bit harshly. After a bite of his own he pulled away “Bedroom?” He growled
“Door at the end” pulling her from the wall he walked her through the door. He lowered her slender frame gently onto the bed. As soon as her body touched the mattress he sat back and took her in. He realised suddenly he didnt want this to be fast or rough. He was gonna take his time with her he was going to savor this moment. He wanted to map out ever curve, every edge. Juice removed his Kutte setting it on her dresser behind him then pulled his shirt over his head and dropped it to the floor. Charlie watched him, her cool blue grey eyes holding onto his warm chocolate ones, as she pulled her bra from her chest. He undid his belt and let his pants fall to the ground. Seeing this Charlie reached for the button of her own jeans, but was stopped when Juice grabbed her hand. Her breathing became more shallow as she watched him. Slowly, gently he reached out with a quick flick of his wrist her button was undone and Juice leaned down. Pulling the zipper open with his hands on either hip, he followed the slowly exposing flesh with his toung.
Charlie watched him in awe running her blunt nils over his scalp. Juice ran hot open mouthed kisses from one hip bone to the other as he rolled the form fitting jeans down her legs. Once he had her rid of them he looked down at her panty covered center. Charlie saw him lick his lips but she didn’t want that. Not today. “Baby.” She called to him his eyes flicked to hers and with out another word he stood pulling down his boxers then laid himself out over her. With one arm holding him up the other moved to her breasts gently he massaged one running his thumb over it’s tip for just a moment before running his hand softly down her side as he kissed her. Reaching the thin fabric of her simple black boy shorts, he pulled them down her thighs.
Charlie kicked them off and onto the floor with the rest of the clothes that had been long forgotten there. She grabbed his face with both hands pulling him more fully over her. Hooking one leg up around his hip she pulled him down and rubbed herself against him. Juice sucked in a hiss.
Pulling back he looked down. Grabbing ahold of himself he rolled his thumb over his tip then ran his head along her more than ready entrance. As he lined himself up he looked into her eyes. This was her one last chance to back out. “Are you sure?” He asked her.
“I’m sure.” She told him with nothing less than pure confidence.
Juice leaned back down and kissed her as he entered her. Sheathing himself fully insider her they gasped and groaned in unison. They took a moment to adjust, her to his size, him to the grip her body held him in.
Soon Juice began to move rocking gently at first, then long, slow, and deep. Pulling out nearly completely before slowly sliding back in to his hilt. The room filled with gasps and quiet moans.
It wasn’t much longer before Charlie could feel a coil tightening it’s self in her lower abdomen. And with the way he was filling her up with each steady strong stroke it wouldn’t take much more for that spring to snap.
Juice held her with one hand on her hip. His other side was leaned against his forearm with his hand tangled in her hair. Charlie had her legs hiked up over his steadily rolling hips. Her arms wrapped around him pulling him impossibly closer.
When her nails dug a bit into his sides and her walls began to flutter around him where he had buried himself deep inside her. He knew she was getting dangerously close to the precipice. He wanted to watch her as he sent her over that final edge. “Baby, look at me.”
She opened her eyes when she felt his head pull back slightly. Locking eyes with her he used the hand on her hip and pushed down. Changing the angle just enough causing the tightening spring inside her to snap suddenly. Charlie felt it spread out tingling her fingers and toes.
Watching her pupils blow wide Juice leaned down and kissed her. At the feel of her contracting around him his hips stuttered a bit. Unable to hold back any longer he followed her over the edge and into oblivion.
“Tiggy’s not as smart as he thinks he is. I’ve been following him the whole time, I’ve been listening the whole time. Nikki ya can’t do this, I can’t lost ya and the baby.”
Chibs said walking over to you and pulling you against his chest. He was overwhelmed and his emotions were getting to him. The thought of losing you especially because of Clay was something he didn’t want to accept.
I pulled away from Chibs quickly as I stumbled back into the dresser behind me.
“I can’t loose you!!”
I yelled, anxious and angry at the same time.
“Clay will not hesitate to hurt you to get me to leave! It’s like I told Tig! I can’t risk that!!”
I said pointing toward Tig while looking at Chibs upset and hurt.
“I can keep myself safe [Name], Now I know Clay has a target on me and I can be on my guard. Please I can’t let ya go and risk something happening where I can’t protect ya.”
Chibs told you willing to do anything if it meant keeping you by his side. He’d be careful around Clay now that’s for sure, he should have figured he was why you left so suddenly. I shook my head and covered my face with my hand.
I sighed, I couldn’t think straight there was pain. There was pain in my abdomen as I moved my hand from my face to my stomach. I felt like I was peeing myself. I groaned and gasped. Something was wrong. Chibs looked from you and then to where it was getting increasingly more wet by on your pants.
It only took him a few minutes to figure out what happened.
“Tiggy help me get her out the truck, I brought that instead of my bike.”
He ordered wrapping his arm around your shoulders and leading you towards the door.
He knew your water had just broke and he knew he needed to get you to hospital as soon as possible. He wasn’t risking his child or the woman he loved.
“Filip – What – What’s happening!?”
I yelled out feeling my stomach in pain.
Tig and Chibs helped me to the truck in the rain. It was still two months early for me to be delivering… I wasn’t delivering now…. was I?
“Yer water broke darlin, we need to get ya to the hospital. Tiggy’s gonna drive and I’ll sit with ya, but I need ya to be calm okay?”
Chibs asked speaking in a slow and calm tone. He got in the back of the truck with you letting you keep ahold of his hand as Tig got into the driver’s side.
I was in pain. I was in so much pain right now as I screamed and cried. Gemma and Chibs were in the delivery room with me, up until the point where they were ushered out by the delivery doctor.
“Please, sir, I need you to stay calm!!”
A nurse said raising her voice toward Chibs.
“Her delivery is compromised, you need to let the doctor – ”
She was once again cut off by Chibs.
“The damn doctor needs to let me stay in the room with her. Look on the papers it says I’m her husband, she needs me. If she has a fucking anxiety attack yer gonna have more work and I can keep that from happening.”
Chibs snapped. He was glad Tara had managed to get that on your files in the hospital, it made shit like this that much less difficult.
“Sir! Sir please I understand but we can’t allow you back there! The doctor needs the room – ”
The nurses pager went off causing her to look at it. Her eyes widened as she looked back up at Chibs.
“I’m sorry sir, but I have to go!”
She told him with a worried tone that she hid poorly before she rushed to the backroom. [Name]’s screams of agony could be heard clearly as the door opened and closed behind the nurse.
Gemma stood there with her hands on Chibs’s shoulders rubbing them.
Chibs sighed pulling away from Gemma and slid down to the floor beside the room with his head in his hands. He couldn’t believe this shit. You were probably so stressed from all this shit that you went into an early labor. He was ready to find Clay and kill him for this shit.
He needed to tell the guys what happened but he wasn’t going to leave until he knew you were okay. Half an hour passed before the nurse came back out into the waiting room. She had blood all over her uniform as she looked to Chibs with papers in her hands. A doctor had followed out with her.
“Mr. Telford? I’m Dr. Zoe we see that you’re Mrs. Morrow’s husband?”
The doctor asked quickly. Chibs hopped up standing straight as the doctor addressed him.
“Aye, I am. Is [Name] okay? The baby?”
He asked frantically. He saw the blood covering her uniform and felt sick to his stomach as he realized it was yours. He could only expect the worse now with all this happening.
“There is… a conplication… and we can’t save them both… as her husband we need you to choose.”
He told Chibs. Gemma’s eyes widened as she turned away getting emotional hearing that.
“We can either save the baby or save your wife, but we can’t do both, there’ll be too much blood loss on one end or the other.”
The doctor explained. Chibs sighed rubbing his hand over his face. How could he make this decision? It was between the woman he loved more than anything and a child he created with you. As much as he hated himself for this he couldn’t lose you.
“Her, you gotta save her doc.”
He choked out trying not to get emotional and cry at the thought of practically killing his own child.
“We just need you to sign these papers, telling us that your choice was the baby. It’s for legal reasons.”
The doctor told Chibs as he handed the man a pen to sign on the dotted line.
“Doc is this gonna ruin our chances of having another baby?”
Chibs asked just as he was about to sign the papers. He only hoped he was making the right decision and one you wouldn’t be upset about. He knew you really wanted this baby after he agreed to keeping it.
“We won’t know until we see the damaged that’s been caused by this complicated birth. It’s a 50/50 chance at this point.”
The doctor told Chibs as he looked down at the papers he was suppose to sign.
“Sir, the papers?”
He reminded really needing to get back there to help.
“Right right, sorry doc.”
Chibs mumbled. He sighed and shakily signed his name before handing the papers back to the doctor. He leaned back against the wall with his head in his hands as he listened to the doctor hurry back into the room. He didn’t even want to think about what was going on in there.
His baby, his son was going to be gone the next time he saw [Name].
I felt light weight as I opened my eyes slowly. My whole body felt numb and I didn’t remember much at all. I sighed a bit and moved my head around, I heard some sniffling and looked to the left side and seen Chibs.
I whispered weakly, barely able to keep my eyes open. I felt like hell and was tired as fuck. Chibs offered you a small weak smile while squeezing your hand.
“Hi luv, had me worried there for a while.”
He said softly. He didn’t know how to tell you, he had a feeling you’d feel something was off and know the baby was gone. He felt bad for hoping that was the case but he didn’t know how to break it to you. He brought your hand up placing a kiss on your knuckles as he looked you over.
They had you on a lot of pain killers so he knew you were probably still tired and not to mention weak from everything.
“I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to…”
I said softly as I took deep breaths and closed my eyes again. I reopened them after a moment and gazed back over at Chibs.
“What happened? I don’t remember anything after I passed out…”
I informed him.
“I know darlin, don’t apologize.”
Chibs said softly. You had no reason to apologize in fact he’d be the one apologizing after telling you the decision he was forced to make.
“Ya were having complications delivering the baby, losing to much blood. The doctors figured out that it could only come down to one of ye. Since ya were passed out and I’m down as yer husband she came out to me and asked if I wanted the baby to live or ye.”
He explained looking away from your gaze as his guilt and shame started to take over. He felt like a fucking monster for allowing this to happen.
“Obviously I chose ya.”
He whispered trying to mentally prepare himself for your reaction. I laid there for a moment as I registered what he said. The baby was gone, because he loved me enough to want me to stay. I closed my eyes and gripped his hand tighter. I sighed deeply.
“I’m sorry… I shouldn’t have… I should have tried to stay awake so they wouldn’t have had to ask you to make this choice.”
I said feeling the tears sliding down my cheek. I would have chosen me instead of the baby.
“And if ya did that I wouldn’t have ya here with me, I know ye woulda chose the baby.”
Chibs told you. He stood and carefully got into bed next to you. Wrapping his arm around shoulders he moved so you were leaning against his side and ran his hand up and down your arm.
“I couldn’t lose ya baby, I’m sorry I just couldn’t do it.”
He whispered feeling his glaze over as he finally started to feel the full impact of his decision.
“Don’t apologize. You made a choice, and you chose someone you loved more. There’s nothing wrong with that, Filip.”
I said closing my eyes and getting comfortable as I rested against him. I held his hand, clinging to it almost.
I whispered. Chibs briefly squeezed your hand trying to comfort you as much as he could.
“I loved him too but the thought of having him without ya was one I couldn’t handle.”
He said trying to explain his thought process to you.
“Doc said it could be a 50/50 chance of having another baby.”
He told you wanting you to know before you got your hopes up.
“If you want… we’ll try again later.”
I told him feeling so tired I could barely understand what was being said anymore.
“There’s still Able and Thomas…”
I said quietly as I fully relaxed into Chibs falling asleep once again. Chibs sniffled a bit as he laid there beside you.
Keeping you close as he went back to watching what was on the TV.
Request:“No One Will Ever Love You”, by Nashville cast - Tig imagine - Part 1
Request:No one will ever
love you- Nashville cast Song imagine with Tiggy
Listen the song HERE. I’ll use the lyrics on Part 2.
A writer being carried away, a little bit of drama, Tig Trager and…There you go! A new imagine! Enjoy!
Friday and the end of another exhausting week at work. I hopped in my car
and drove to the clubhouse, looking forward to have a drink with my friends.
Yes, my friends were a group of outlaw bikers and I never had imagined my
life would change so much when I moved to Charming.
entered the clubhouse and got surprised to see a small party already going
on. I scanned the room and found him, with a crow eater on his lap. I felt a
lump on my throat as I watched Alex’s hands caressing her thigh.
on”, I heard Gemma behind me, her hands resting on my shoulders and stroking
them slightly, “Let’s have a drink”
don’t want a drink. Not anymore”, I mumbled, but let her guide me to the bar. I
sat next to Bobby as she moved around Chuck, behind the bar, to grab a drink.
him”, Bobby glanced at Alex before motioned to the drink Gemma had put in front
of me. I looked at the glass, asking myself if drink to oblivion would be
enough. No, it wouldn’t. It would take a lot for me to forget Alexander Trager.
friends, best friends. However, Alex was more than a friend to me, I had fell
for him. It didn’t matter how much people warned me, I would always open my
door for him when he needed. When the voices got too loud inside his head, it
was in my bed he found refuge and I was the one that held him through the
night. We never had sex though; he went to the crow eaters for that. I knew it
was self-destruction, it hurt every day, but I continued to ignore it, I
couldn’t lose him.
should get yourself a date”, Gemma slid the glass towards me.
date?”, I raised an eyebrow, ignoring the glass.
her smile was as wide as the Cheshire Cat’s one, “Are you gonna wait for him
don’t know Gem”, I sighed, “I didn’t meet anybody but you guys since I moved
you only work and live for him”, she pursed her lips, annoyed, “Maybe this will get Tiggy’s attention”
you mean, make him jealous?”, I grimaced and she smiled again, “I’m not sure if
this would work”
if doesn’t work then you will know it’s time to move on”, she glared at me,
knowing damn well that I loved Alex. I guess everybody knew it already. Everybody but
him. Speaking of him…
get me another beer man”, I turned my look to the glass in from of me when I
heard his voice. I took it and tilted my head back, letting the drink burn its
way down my throat, “Baby girl, I didn’t notice you there”
used to love him calling me baby girl,
but at that moment, all I wanted to do was punch him or cry, or maybe both at
the same time. “Thanks Gemma”, I mumbled as I got up. I didn’t want to stay
there any longer, my night was ruined, “I’ll call you”. I kissed Bobby’s cheek
and turned me back on them.
are you going?”, Alex asked and I just ignored him, making my way out of the
week was gone. Finally! Tig entered the clubhouse with his brothers and they
immediately started to drink. He let himself fall on the couch and a crow eater
sat on his lap. He wasn’t really interested in her, it would take a lot of
booze for him to get into that girl and take her to his bedroom. He caressed her
thigh for awhile, not paying attention to her stupid talking until he finish
his first beer. He pushed the girl out of his lap and walked to the bar to grab
get me another beer man”, he asked and tapped his fingers over the counter. He
looked down at Bobby by his side and then he saw her. Y/N was seat close to his
brother, head tilted back as she drank, “Baby girl, I didn’t notice you there”
wasn’t expecting her to be there and truly hadn’t seen her, if he had, the
crow eater would have been dismissed right away. Y/N had slowly made her way
inside his life, his heart, becoming his best friend. She didn’t like parties
that much, but when she was there, he would be around her. She was his
safe heaven, the breath of fresh air in his life. However, he kept a certain
distance. If his mind was going to places it shouldn’t go then he would bury
himself in a crow eater or drink until her face wasn’t haunting him anymore. It
was twisted, he knew it, but he couldn’t stay away.
Gemma”, Y/N ignored him and got up, “I’ll call you”. She kissed Bobby’s cheek,
who smiled at her, and turned her back on them, heading to the door.
are you going?”, he creased his brow. Why had she ignored him?
Bobby groaned, grabbing his bottle of beer and walking away as soon as the door
closed behind Y/N.
Tig turned his head to look at his brother and then heard the bottle of beer
hitting the counter. Gemma had done that and there was fire on her eyes.
she barked and passed by him. Tig looked from her to the beer and then to
did I do Chucky?”, his friend just shrugged and turned to continue
cleaning glasses. What the hell was going on? Tig grabbed his beer and headed outside. Y/N’s car was already gone.
a few days receiving nasty looks from Gemma and Bobby, and Y/N ignoring his calls and
messages, Tig got tired. He had understood, he had done something wrong to Y/N,
but he couldn’t figure out what. That was why he was riding to her house, to
knock on her door and ask what he had done. However, he got surprised to see
Gemma’s car there. Curious, Tig hopped off his bike and rang the doorbell.
had decided to take Gemma’s advice and try to go out on a date. She had asked Tara
to introduce me someone from the hospital and now I was getting ready for a
date with a male nurse.
look gorgeous”, Gemma smiled as I turned around, “I wish Tig could see you. He
would be so jealous”
I sighed and then a loud roar interrupted our conversation. It was a bike and I
froze, looking at Gemma, “Do you think…?”
didn’t finish the question, she was already walking to the front door. The
doorbell rang at the same time Gemma grabbed the doorknob, opening it. Alex was
on the other side. The last few days had been hard, seeing his name on my phone
and forcing myself to ignore. I had been trying to think. I still didn’t know
what I would do about us, but I had to do something, make a decision.
Tig”, Gemma smirked, “Come in”
stepped aside for him to enter my house. Alex stopped in the middle of the hall,
looking at me up and down. I should be pleased to see his eyes widen and his
mouth hang open, but I was too nervous for that.
girl-“, he swallowed, “Y-You look beautiful”
would thank him, but before I could do it, Gemma spoke, “Yes, she is. Her date
will love it”
he looked from me to Gemma and then back to me, “A date, date? With who?”
This time I cut Gemma off, before she could
brag about my date, “What are you doing here Alex?”
rubbed his beard for a moment and shook his head, “You know what?”, he laughed,
but without any humor, “Nothing. You… You have a good date”
Alex turned his back on me and walked to the door. I followed him with hesitant
steps and watched as he marched to his bike. I also saw a car park in front of
my house. It was my date. I looked from the man that I loved, all in leather,
hopping onto his bike, to the man, in a perfect button-down shirt, that I would spend
the evening with.
Gemma gently pushed me out of my house. I looked up at her and took a step
forward, as Alex’s bike disappeared into the night.
Layla stopped her pacing up and down the hall when the door from the garage opened. “Why are you home so early? It’s not even the interval yet.”
He sat down and began to unlace his boots. “We had to cancel the show. The roof’s leaking.”
“It’s not the only one.” She stopped and grimaced, pressing a hand to her side.
Richard hurried to her. “Sweetness, this is real this time, isn’t it?” He’d never seen any of the contractions she’d had over the last few weeks make her appear pained.
Layla rested her head on his chest and tried to keep breathing. When the tension in her belly finally relaxed, she nodded. “My water broke about an hour ago. I was just about to call Izzy to take me to the birthing centre and then call you the minute the show was over, but since you’re home, I think I’ll just let you do that.”
He took her mobile from her hand and slipped it into the pocket of his coat. “Everything’s already packed and in the boot. You ready for this?”
Please can I have a Harry imagine where I go into labour, but he’s busy with work and only Gemma and Anne are with me thankyouuu(:
Yes, absolutely! Here you are! ~~Trayana~~
“Hey, Gem. Glad you could make it!” You exclaimed, letting your sister-in-law enter your house.
“Anything for you. So, how’s baby Styles?” She asks, coming in. “She won’t leave. I’m two weeks past due. It’s ridiculous.” You sigh.
“Reminds me of Harry.” Gemma says, making you laugh. “Little bit.” You agree.
“So, what are our plans for today?” She asks you. “Well, I was thinking that- ah!” You groan, grabbing your stomach.
“Was going into labour one of those plans?” Gemma asks you, helping you up and outside. “No.” You groan as she helps you into her car.
“I’ll call Mum.” Gemma says, pulling out her phone as she starts driving. “Hey, Mum. Y/N going into labour, will you meet us at the hospital? Yeah, call him. I know. I know. I know. Mum, I know. Bye!” Gemma says and hangs up.
“Almost there, Y/N. Hold on tight!” Gemma parks and hops out of her car. She hurries and helps you out of the car.
“Hi! I’m having a baby! Move please! Move! In labour here!” You say as Gemma weaves you through the people in the hospital.
“She’s having a baby.” Gemma says, pulling you to the counter. “Ma'am, would you like a private room or a semi-private room?” The lady behind the counter asks.
“Private, please.” You breathe. “Y/N? Is that you?” You turn around and see your doctor race up to you.
“Darcy’s coming.” You say as she helps you into a wheelchair. “That’s great! I’ll see you in a few minutes, I just need to help my next patient.” She says and leaves.
“Follow me to your room.” A nurse steps up as Gemma pushes you in your wheelchair.
About 10 minutes later, you’re in a hospital bed with your doctor, Gemma, and Anne by your side.
“Y/N, you’re about 6 centimeter dilated.” Your doctor smiles at you. “But, what about Harry?” You ask.
“He just texted me and he says he’s busy.” Gemma gives you a sad look. “Call him, please.” You say through gritted teeth.
Gemma presses on her phone screen and hands it to you. “Gemma, I’m busy.” You hear your loving husband groan. “Harry Styles, you get your arse to the hospital because I am having your baby, right now. If you want to keep your balls, I recommend you hurry.” You growl and hang up.
“He’s coming. He’s coming.” You say, leaning back in the bed. “I’ll be back in a few minutes, to check again.” Your doctor smiles and leaves.
“He’ll be here. Especially after that threat.” Anne says, laughing. “Absolutely.” Gemma agrees, also laughing.
A few minutes later, your doctor comes in to check up on you. “Well, Y/N, you’re 10 inches dilated. Sorry, but Darcy can’t wait for Harry.” She says, making you groan. “Fine.” You sigh as Gemma and Anne help you into a wheelchair.
“He’s so losing his balls.” You mutter as Gemma wheels you into Delivery.
A nurse helps you onto the table as you hear yelling in the halls. “I AM HERE! I’M HERE!” Harry bursts into the room.
“Okay, ready Y/N?” Your doctor asks you. You groan as a response. “Push!” You squeeze Harry’s hand as you push. “Harder, Y/N!” Your doctor says.
“3 more seconds!” She says as you push. “And stop!” You stop. “Darcy’s crowning! Push again, but harder!” Your doctor exclaims.
After about 10 minutes and a lot of pushing later, you hear crying and it’s not Harry’s. “She’s here!” Your doctor exclaims.
“Harry, would you like to cut the umbilical cord?” She asks, as you close your eyes. You feel Harry’s hand leave yours.
A few moments later, you open your eyes and see Harry staring intently at Darcy being cleaned up. “Would you like to hold her?” Someone asks him.
Harry, holding Darcy, walks over to you and sits next to you. “Here.” He says, giving Darcy to you. “Careful.” He whispers.
“Harry, look.” You say, as Darcy’s eyes open. “She has your eyes.” Harry says. “She has your nose.” You say.
“We made this.” A teary-eyes Harry says. “We did.” You smile, looking up at him.
In an unfortunate twist during filming, Hemsworth says director Ron Howard admitted to being a bit of a stranger directing his actors in sexy scenes.
“The two of us were a little confused,” laughed Hemsworth of their awkward moment. “Thankfully one of the actresses was like, ‘Ah you boys! Okay. Here’s how we’re going to do it.’ We had to choreograph things… She just kinda took control. Someone needed to!”