Numb prologue episode
Lance was lay on his grandma legs while she play with his hair “Abuela what is like to be happy?” Lance ask “it feels warm and like tickles you also get a smile when you feel happy” she answers “what is like to be sad?” Lance ask “it feels cold and empty that’s when you search for someone who feels happy to hug you so they can share their warmth with you” she answered “what it’s like to love?” Lance ask “well that’s more complicated you feel happy and exited also you feel butterflies on your stomach but love can also come just with happiness and tenderness like the love I have for you or you hermanos and hermanas also like the love you mamá has for you” she answer
“Lance cariño ya nos vamos!” Lance mom called “bye abuela” Lance said staring up “goodbye mijo” the grandma said “hay mijo why did you got to be curse like this” she said looking Lance with sad eyes as he got picked up by his dad.
Lance never felt anything like his family said he was numb so he will often ask what does it feel every emotion to everyone his older brothers or sisters his mom and dad but he ask his abuela more often Lance figure out that because she’s the one who has live the most she understand better the emotions.
“Lance bebe get dress we’re going to the doctor” Lance mom called Lance visit multiple doctors really often his mom will take him two times a month but the answers was always the same “miss your child is a very healthy kid” it was always the same his mom took him back home and his abuela was there “again on the doctor?” She said “si mama again on the doctor” Lance mom answers with an mad tone “stop wasting you money like that what Lance has is not a sickens is a curse” abuela said “he’s not curse it doesn’t exist such thing like curses!!” The mom yelled back “then what did the doctor said? Huh? What is his sickness?!” Abuela yelled “the doctor said his healthy is just an error I need to take him with a different doctor” Lance mom said “JULIANA ENOUGH! You’ve taken Lance to every doctor on this damn city! You’ve even took him back to Cuba you can’t keep wasting your money like this!!” The Abuela yelled “WHY NOT!? I just want my kid to be normal happy there’s gotta be someone who can help him…there’s have to be” Lance mom start crying and his grandma hug her “I know Mija I know” Lance he walk away from them and walk to his room just to get pushed to the floor by his brother.
“That hurt” Lance said with his normal stone face his brother push him again “stop it” Lance said being pushed again and again and again “get mad” his brother said with tears in the corner of his eyes “why are you crying?” Lance ask being answers with another push this time harder “get mad!” His brother yelled “stop that” Lance say standing up but getting pushed again to the floor “get mad damn it! Get angry yelled at me get annoyed!!” His brother yelled calling the attention of his other siblings “Carlos stop” Lance sister said “get MAD AT ME!!” Carlos said this time kicking Lance leaving him breathless his older brother grab him “Carlos stop Lance is only 6 you could kill him” the older brother said Lance only cough for a while then stand up and leave.
The years pass and Lance grew up always getting bullied for his lack of emotions and he dislike the faces his family made when he came back home hurt but honestly Lance did want to have emotions he wanted to feel something anything love hate he would’ve like to feel something even guilt so he try everything he could to feel something…nothing work so he fake it “mama what’s for dinner?” Lance ask “quesadillas” his mom answers “mmm yummy” Lance answers if he was going to lie to the whole world he will have to start with his family Lance start showing emotions his family was so happy he stop getting bullied he even fake his dream was being a pilot fighter it kinda was but Lance didn’t care if he couldn’t do it it’s not like he actually felt bad he couldn’t “MOM I GOT ACCEPTED!!!” Lance rush to his mom “IM GONNA BE A PILOT!!” Lance said.
On the garrison the lie kept going he will flirt with girls and make jokes play the goofball Lance faked he got a rival his name was Keith a guy who was an amazing pilot, he also fake he got a hero takashi shirogane who got lost on a space mission he got a friendship with this guy called Hunk he was nice then Lance meet Pidge a pretty cool and smart dude (he’ll know Pidge is a girl like it happen on the serie) he got a normal life but destiny had diferente plans for Lance he end up in space saving the universe maybe in space he could feel something?…no, he couldn’t not even when he was piloting his lion it did pass the idea of telling his team because when they discover Pidge was a girl they accept it really well but there’s a difference between lie of being a boy and lie about having emotions.
“La mentira tiene patas cortas” it was what Lance Abuela always said and today she was damn right it happen on a mission a galra grab hunk and it was
choking him “Now paladins give me the lions or I will kill the yellow paladin” the galra said the team couldn’t do anything there weren’t a lot of options but they couldn’t kill the galra they where defenders not killers but hunk he was going to die he was slowly stop fighting “Please let him go! We….we’ll give you t-” *BANG* shiro got interrupt by a shot the galra let hunk go and fell to the floor with blood coming out of his face hunk cough and drag himself away from the galra cadaver “wha-who did?” Hunk said and the team turned at Lance just to find this emotionless expresión Lance was carrying it took him a tick to show concern “Buddy are you alright?!” Lance said “y-you killed him” Pidge said “well it was him or hunk I didn’t have a choice” Lance said faking his emotions but now his team could feel the cold in his words.
Back at the castle they all got undress and back to their normal clothes “well I’m gonna go to talk to blue alright bye guys” Lance said leaving to the hangar of blue while the team share a concern look “was just me or Lance words sound so cold now and back there” hunk said “yeah they do” Pidge answered “it was scary I’ve never seen Lance that cold” Pidge said “yeah but the thing that concern me is that he didn’t hesitate he wasn’t shaking or shook about what he just did he was…emotionless” Shiro said “we have to talk to him” keith say “keith is right let’s go team” Shiro said walking to the hangar of blue just to find Lance closed eyes probably receiving vibres of blue they where communicating, “yeah girl” Lance said “I’ll tell them one day but not today” he said and that’s what make his team walk in “Tell us what?” Shiro said looking directly at Lance cold blue eyes
TO BE CONTINUE
(Nailed it….yes it’ll be shklance)