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Panic // Conor Maynard

Requested by anon - Number  65 “Look at me—just breathe, okay?” and number  79. “You’re safe now. I’ve got you.” 

You looked around but failed to see any familiar faces around you. No, no, no this couldn’t be happening, Conor had told you to stay close to him but now he was gone and you were alone stuck in a crowd of his fans.

Your breathing began to quicken as people surrounded you, instantly recognising that you were Conor’s girlfriend and demanding pictures with you. Your hands started to shake and a ringing sound appeared in your ears as you tried to push yourself through the crowd of teenage girls and find the arena entrance.

Just as panic had started to fully set in you felt a familiar hand grip onto yours and the girls screamed louder as you were pulled out of the crowd yet your hearing was too clouded to make out what they were saying.

The hand continued to drag you until you had made your way into the building and it was only then you registered it belonged to Conor. His eyes scanned over your body quickly checking for any visible injuries when he realised you were having a panic attack.

“Shit,” he muttered to himself and grabbed your hands in his “Y/N, look at me – just breathe, okay?” he told you in a calm soothing voice but you couldn’t concentrate on him as thoughts rushed through your head.

“Breathe with me beautiful, ready?” you nodded your head at him and followed his lead as he took several long, deep breaths. “That’s it, good girl,” he praised as you continued to take deep breaths.

Conor continued to talk to you and you slowly started to calm down, the burning in your lungs started to disappear and your hearing began to clear up. Tears slowly streamed down your face and Conor pulled your body into his, keeping a tight grip on you.

You’re safe now. I’ve got you,” he murmured into your ear continuously as you sobbed into his chest.

“I’m sorry,” you whispered to him.

“It’s not your fault, there’s no need to apologise,” he told you softly “but if I get into trouble with security for throwing myself into a group of teenage girls you’re taking the blame,” he joked, his humour instantly making you feel a bit better.

“I love you,” you looked up at him while you spoke, loving the way his eyes always sparkled when you told him that.

He kissed you softly then responded with, “you’re not too bad yourself.”

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JuminV Week - Day 4 | Long Distance Relationship

WARNING ; ANGST plz read at your own risk. YOU’VE BEEN WARNED . Long Distance Relationship, I headcanon that sometimes Jumin would sit on his balcony and just… talks and imagine as if V is still there, with him, talking, like how he usualy does to him. Even now when he is gone, Jumin who is unable to fill the emptiness in his life so he just pretend nothing happen and yeah- A “long distance” relationship indeed. Which lead to this-

I AM SORRY FOR THIS

why I always angsty- somebody plz gimme some fluff- I am hurt because of my own story wtf

LOOKING FORWARD TO DAY 5 THOUGH I PROMISE I WILL DRAW SOMETHING HAPPY/CRACK AFTER THIS~!

Darkiplier and Antisepticeye

Ok first of all, holy mother of fucks, @markiplier ‘s valentine’s day video was absolutely the best thing ever! (along with @therealjacksepticeye ‘s halloween video).

if you haven’t watch Mark’s video, I suggest you you go now before reading this post (if you actually even read it xD) because it might contain spoilers.

Ok so we now have physical proof of Darkiplier’s existence, just like Anti’s. I love how they both act alike with the glitches and all, but they’re still so different from each other. from what I saw with Jack and Anti, it seems like Anti fights Jack for control of the physical body. Anti was restless, he’d do anything and everything to take full control of Jack’s body, including killing Jack which is kinda what he did in the halloween video when he cut his throat. He just wanted freedom, and he has no problem in blaming us (the fans) for his actions towards Jack (“you all said my name”, “YOU” “its all your fault” “you all made this happen” “you could’ve stopped me… but you just watched as this happened” “now he’s gone forever”). He knows exactly what to say to make us feel guilty. that sounds an awful lot like a sociopath. I might be wrong but I just did some research (I wouldn’t be writing this without doing my homework ahah) and some of the traits are:

  • Repeated violations of the law
  • Pervasive lying and deception
  • Physical aggressiveness
  • Reckless disregard for safety of self or others
  • Consistent irresponsibility in work and family environments
  • Lack of remorse

you can see most of these behaviors in Anti. Antisepticeye is a sociopath.


now Darkiplier on the other hand…


from what I saw in mark’s valentine’s day video, Dark looked like he had more self control. he seemed awfully calm. he wasn’t trying to fight Mark for a chance of controling the body. he was waiting for Mark to actually let him in (”I’ve been waiting patiently” “he promised he would let me in again”) and this makes me think… Dark is strong enough to take over Mark’s body without actually attacking Mark the way Anti did with Jack. and Mark knows it. so he made a deal. he would let Dark get in from time to time, if he promised not to hurt anyone. obviously Dark wouldn’t keep that promise like we see in the 14 million subs video for example. now lets take a look at some of the psychopath traits:

  • Lack of guilt/remorse
  • Lack of empathy
  • Lack of deep emotional attachments
  • Narcissism
  • Superficial charm
  • Dishonesty
  • Manipulativeness
  • Reckless risk-taking

I don’t know about you but these scream Darkiplier to me. you can see how emotionally detached he is from us. he just wants to toy with our emotions. this is all but a game to him. and he doesn’t care about the consequences (”take your pick. anything of four different choices”, “and lets see how far down this rabbit hole really goes” “so take your pick. show me what you got”, “and maybe we’ll have a good date after all”). he gives us a sense of security and happiness(?) (”if dinner is what you want, then I can provide”, “and I can take you to wherever you’d like to go”), only to be crushed by a statement that makes us fear for our own life (”I can specially take you to places where you DON’T want to go”), leaving us on the edge. he makes us think he actually cares about us (”I’ve been waiting a long time to get some personal space between us”), when he actually just wants to hurt us (”THERE’S NOTHING YOU OR HE CAN DO TO STOP ME”, “youre never, ever going to escape me”).

and if you notice, after you’ve chosen who to kill, you’ll see that if you choose the left option, Mark looks so worried and empathetic over us, trying to reassure us… after all we just killed someone and he’s worried about us (compared to the Mark we’re left with, if you choose the right option). at the end, it turns out we killed the wrong Mark, and we’re left with Dark in front of us. for a second we believed we killed the right Mark, seeing how calm and not evil M(D)ark was acting towards us. that is manipulation. Dark made us believe we were safe now, that we made the right choice, only to crush that sense of safeness right when we were starting to get confortable and at peace (”oops… looks like you made the wrong choice”, “but now we’re going to be together…. forever”)

I strongly believe Darkiplier is a psychopath and Antisepticeye is a sociopath. they both act differently towards Jack and Mark and their fans, but at the same time, in a very similar way. I believe the reason Anti is so glitchy and Dark is so “HD quality” (xD) is because Anti forced his way into Jack and obviously thats gonna leave some damage, while Dark waited (im)patiently for his turn to take over the body.


I just want to congratulate @therealjacksepticeye and @markiplier for portraying these characters, made up by the fans, so unbelievably well, and thank them for taking their time to make something, created by the community, come true like this. you guys are amazing.


this is just my theory, if you disagree or have something to say, I’d be more than happy to hear your theories, but don’t be rude or anything.

also, if you read this giant post till the end, thank you so much for taking your time to do so :) sorry if this was a bit confusing xD 

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edit: if you want a bit more input on their disorders, take a look at this post

please, I would love to hear your opinions on it

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Rafael Barba being unfairly seductive in every episode

Imprisoned Lives (S15E02)

Now that he’s gone away
There isn’t anyone to say 
if I’m a diamond or a dime a dozen

Didn’t I gleam in my father’s eye? Who am I? Who am I? )

I can’t stop drawing Rei… 

I Miss You (One Shot)

I Miss You: After weeks of being apart from your boyfriend, Bucky, the distance become a bit too much for you to handle.

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Warnings: Phone sex. Dirty talk. Mentions of past injuries. Graphic details of sex. Porn gifs are used. Super NSFW. (If you’re not comfy with phone sex or anything else listed, keep scrolling.)

A/N: I have no idea where this idea came from, but just know that it’s for a good cause! ;)

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okay but imagine this. They decide to take Cas’ body back to the bunker, in hopes he will come back and will need his vessel. As they lift him, a sealed envelope slips out of the pocket of his trench coat. 

Dean eyes it, as does Sam.

After they lie Cas down in the back seat of the Impala. Dean goes back to retrieve the envelope and when he picks it up, his eyes widen. His name is written on the front in Cas’ handwriting.

He puts it into his jacket pocket and brushes it off when Sam asks what it is but the whole ride home, he can’t stop thinking about it.

Should I open it?

What did Cas write?

Would be a dick move to read it now that he’s gone?

And for the rest of the night, he stares at that envelope, curious as hell, but also scared out of his mind about what could possibly be on it. What did Cas need to tell him? Maybe it’s just notes about the Nephilim. Maybe it’s just info about Lucifer…

After a few glasses of whiskey, Dean slips his blade across the envelope and peeks inside to see a letter. He carefully pulls it out and opens it up, after swallowing the nervous lump in his throat. His eyes water as he reads the first line.


Dean,

I know you probably have a million questions as to where I am and why I took off again. While I would love to just tell you that I have a plan, I am really just going along with what I imagine to be the right thing.

Before I get into why I am writing you this letter, I need to apologize for stealing the Colt from you. I also feel terrible for going radio silent for all those weeks when I know you needed to talk to me. I can tell you all those excuses again, but in the end, I know you were hurt so for that, I am deeply sorry.

Now, I will tell you everything.

When the Nephilim powered me up, he showed me the future, or at least a possible one if he were to be born. He showed me a world of peace, bliss. No more monsters, no more evil, although there was still a balance, which we can get into later.

Dean, in this vision, I saw you and Sam. You both were happy. Content. You especially had this glow that I don’t think I have ever seen on you.

And what struck me was that I was there too. I was with you. Dean, we were together. As in… together. We were happy. In love. Unafraid of all the things that have been holding us back all these years.

I am smiling now just thinking of it. I know this must be shocking to you and perhaps a little far-fetched but I know what I saw, and if this is possible, then I will fight for that kind of future. For you. For Sam. For us. 

I apologize if this makes you uncomfortable, but I feel that you need to know. It’s time. You know I love you, and I know you feel the same way. Maybe we just need to do something about it, already.

Anyway, the purpose of this letter was to tell you about this wonderful thing I saw, so if it eases your mind just a little, then I have succeeded. Please trust me. That is all I ask right now.

Yours, 

Cas.


And Dean re-reads this letter over and over again until he practically memorizes it and when he finally lets it sink in, all he can do is sit back and smile, trying to imagine this future with Cas. 

Yea, I can do this. There must be a way to get him back. 

Wait For Me To Come Home - Sebastian x Reader - One Shot

Originally posted by mebeingbored1

A/N - Got myself into the little sebby family mood again. Featuring Isabella as always aha.

Sebastian x Reader - You are completely secure in your relationship with Sebastian, until you start reading some articles that make you doubt yourself. Sebastian gets rid of your insecurities by helping you relive some of your memories together.

Warnings: Fluff and angst  - It’s a long one.

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theguardian.com
Migrants from west Africa being ‘sold in Libyan slave markets’
UN migration agency says selling of people is rife in African nation that has slid into violent chaos since overthrow of Gaddafi
By Emma Graham-Harrison

West African migrants are being bought and sold openly in modern-day slave markets in Libya, survivors have told a UN agency helping them return home.

Trafficked people passing through Libya have previously reported violence, extortion and slave labour. But the new testimony from the International Organization for Migration suggests that the trade in human beings has become so normalised that people are being traded in public.

“The latest reports of ‘slave markets’ for migrants can be added to a long list of outrages [in Libya],” said Mohammed Abdiker, IOM’s head of operation and emergencies. “The situation is dire. The more IOM engages inside Libya, the more we learn that it is a vale of tears for all too many migrants.”

Evermore

Summary: Loosely inspired by the song “Evermore” from Beauty and the Beast. Bucky had it all planned out. He spent days planning the perfect proposal - the perfect proposal for the perfect girl, but things don’t always go according to plan. 

Word Count: 1,731

Warnings: Angst


Originally posted by trevanterhodes


Bucky fidgeted with the velvet jewelry box nervously, pausing every now and then to glance back at the door to his apartment. Any moment, Y/N would come walking through, her warm smile lighting up the apartment. Hers was the smile that somehow managed to steal into his melancholy heart, the smile that melted the layers of frost and gave way to spring, the one that nurtured the tiny, fragile seeds of love little by little until they blossomed.

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anonymous asked:

So what the fuck is going on with Pewdiepie like on one hand everything the media is saying sounds ridiculous but at the same time I've had /pol/ friends praise him for being redpilled and shit idk what to believe.

pewdiepie is rich

like all rich people, he has now gone insane

as a result, he has spun-off into some weird-ass andy kaufman esque bullshit, one of which was making one of those ‘pay me x dollars to say/read whatever’ people say some anti-semetic shit as he laughed at it

the media, despising everyone who posts content to youtube because the past 18 months have been a colossal blow to their egos, smelt blood and have started a crusade against PDP to try and get a ‘win’ against ‘new media’ or whatever

except he has fucking 53 million followers so now most of the journalists who had cries are now locking shit down because 50 million 12 year olds are caliing them names online

so the end result has been;

pewdiepie lost his disney network backing

he’s apparently already in talks with multiple other networks cause SURPRISE, HE HAS 53 MILLION FUCKING SUBSCRIBERS 

he has not had any net decrease in subscribers at any point in this controversy

most journalists who wrote cries are now hiding because again, 53 million 12 year olds calling them gay online

Ben Kuchera wrote a hilarious cry over it and then someone fished up a post from a few years ago about him talking about how he’d like to gas jews

everyday we drink of this divine ichor god has given us