now will you become happy

Sportacus without his hat on!!

Redraw of [this] because it needed some serious improving!


Oh don’t worry darling... Looking is free.

Though a few people have already guessed this, I’m pleased to announce that I wrote Aurora James’ route in Gangsters in Love.

Get it, MC.

Anyway, on a more serious note, it was nerve-wracking to write another f/f route for Voltage. I worried near constantly and I’m sure I drove a few people crazy with it, but I really wanted to make sure Aurora’s route was as good as it could possibly be! 

I’m so excited and relieved to know you all enjoyed her so much, and it was such an honor and a pleasure to write Chance Valentine and Aurora James as the first and last routes to be released for season one! 

I know the overlap between “people who want to romance Chance” and “people who want to romance Aurora” might not be very large, but if you enjoyed Aurora at all I really recommend you also give Chance a chance! (No, I’ll never stop making that joke.) There are a lot of intentional parallels between the routes, and I really did view them as “bookends” for season one. 

Likewise if you loved Chance, you should definitely play Aurora’s route– she comes on strong, but she’s actually very sweet, sincere, and secretly, just a little nerdy. She’ll treat you right– you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to her.

As always, Thanks Voltage for this incredible opportunity!



So today should of been a very exciting day…however it is now become one of the most painful. Happy birthday Minnie, you would of been 1 today. You should be here celebrating with us. I miss you more than words can describe. You will forever be in our hearts. RIP 😓😔💔

Happiness in You | Oh Sehun

Genre – Fluff, Slight Angst

Word Count – 1.3k

Summary – In which Sehun is determined to see you happy again because you’ve now become the centre of his universe, but you’re having a bit of a hard time accepting his feelings for you

Sequel to – Stone Cold


Originally posted by osehu

“Hmm I don’t know Y/N… You really think I’m going to believe you’re okay even though you’ve reassured me about a hundred times?” Sehun’s persistent voice spoke through the speaker as you continued to work on your assignment, with your phone tucked between your shoulder and ear.

“Sehun ah… You know I’m alright. Now you need to stop calling me and get back to practice, your comeback is way too close for you to get distracted this much” You scolded and instantly heard his little whine through the phone at the thought of going back. You did feel really bad for Sehun calling every few hours just to check up on you even though his workload was at its peak right now, but he refused to stop calling or texting unless he was completely sure you were alright. How could you not be? Especially when you had such an awesome friend by your side that helped you through something that no longer existed. Your feelings for Jongin were long gone after that night, but you refused to accept anything which linked to love afterwards. It’s not he made you lose faith in love, but you felt that moving wasn’t something that could be done this fast so you wanted to take rational steps.

“Y/N you’re not a distraction, I call you because I need to know whether you’re alright so I can go on with my day. I know we can’t put a label on what we are right now, but I still care for you as much as I always have; girlfriend or not…” He ranted, causing you to stop typing and sigh into the phone. There was no denying that both of you had feelings for each other, but you didn’t want to move on too fast and Sehun didn’t want to feel like he was taking advantage of his friendship. Both of you were completely oblivious of one another’s feelings, but that never stopped you from maybe testing the waters sometimes.

“Which movie are you quoting right now Mr. Oh Sehun?” You joked closing your laptop and getting up to get dressed because you had a little surprise in mind.

“Y/N ah you’re so mean to me! Here I am spilling my heart out to you and you’re just there making fun of me, god knows why I love you” He blurted and your heart instantly stopped at his words. You two had always shown gestures, but never had you verbally told each other until now. Deciding to brush off his words for now, you bid him a quick good bye before cutting the call off to get ready.

You hadn’t seen the boys in a good few weeks so you planned on going over to the studio, wanting to surprise Sehun in the process as well. As you entered the building, you were greeted by the smiling receptionist who informed you that the boys were currently at dance practice in room 132. You made your way up to the elevator and got off on the floor to find some of the guys slowly coming out of the room, obviously dripping in sweat after a predicted few hours of intense practice. Smiling at all of them you teased them saying you wouldn’t dare hug anyone until they got showers.

“Hmm… Make sure you don’t hug your little Sehunnie he’s probably sweatier than we are. Oh no he’ll probably be an acceptation because you know…” Jongin teased making you snatch his water bottle from him and pour the remaining water onto his head. The boys broke out into fits of laughter as Jongin began to chase you around the corridor, finally losing his breath after ten minutes of running. You and Jongin were still on good terms and were still as close as you always were. You’d actually begun to hang out with his girlfriend and the two of you got along very well. You bid each of the boys before slowly making your way to the door of the dance studio Sehun was in.

Quietly pushing the door open, a small smile spread across your face as you watched his body move to the beat in awe. He was truly talented, but sometimes he forgot that so you took it upon yourself to remind him from time to time. Slowly walking into the room, you leant against the mirror at the back waiting for him to notice you, but you had no faith in his focus breaking anytime soon; especially because he’d chosen to stay back and go through the routine without any interruptions. Throughout the whole course of the song, Sehun’s focus did not falter once, even though he’d caught your eye in the mirror once or twice so he knew you were there. It wasn’t till the end when he hit pause and instantly ran towards you with his body dripping with sweat. Your initial reaction was to dodge the incoming hug and dash to the other side of the dance studio, but all he did was flash you a little pout before he began to run behind you again. His breathing began to sound a little heavy so you decided to be a little considerate of his constant practice and slowed down for him. But boy you should've  known that this was one of his tactics to get to you as he instantly caught up and gripped you by your waist to pull your back against his chest. The two of you continued to laugh for a good few minutes before silence slowly took over, making the atmosphere a little more awkward than comfortable. He slowly put you down and you naturally turned around in his arms before he hesitantly placed them on your hips. 

“You’re not talking to me” You quietly stated, moving a small piece of hair back into place as he shook his head lightly. He let out a little chuckle as your focus suddenly went onto fixing his hair, and tightened his arms a bit more so you’d pay attention to him again. 

“Yah! Was my hair the one who told you it loves you?” He whined, making you instantly stop your actions and look up into his eyes. Your efforts to avoid the situation weren’t really successful as he brought up the subject again. “You want to talk about it?” He asked, playing with the end of your hoodie.

“Hmm… I guess we should” You sighed bringing your hands up to his hair to run your fingers through his locks. 

“I really don’t want to force you into doing something you’re not sure of. I really do like you, but you don’t have to tell me how you feel yet. I just really wanted you to know” He finished, looking down and anticipating your reply. Your feelings for Sehun were more than clear, but you were still a bit unsure on whether it was the right time to accept them. You looked up into his hopeful eyes and your mind had been made up in an instant, there was no point beating around the bush when you’re sure of the fact that you wanted to act on your feelings

“Sehun I like you a lot and… If like want to be a thing… I wouldn’t mind…” Your voice went gradually quieter near the end of your sentence as you slowly realised that you were confessing to him. You could almost feel his smile beaming when you didn’t dare look back up at him, but his fingers lifted your chin up just so he could see the tint on your cheeks. 

“So, are we a couple now?” He whispered, now feeling the flustered state you felt. 

“I think so…” You shook your head to try and get rid of the heat on your cheeks. Your feelings were finally accepted, and you never thought that your friendship would one day come to this 

A/N: Finally an Update, I’m surprised you guys haven’t given up on my sluggish ass yet lol Jk. Love you all <3  I will now be hopefully updating weekly (Every Sunday) so I fall into a routine. I hope you guys enjoyed this sequel, please let me know what you thought :) I’ll see you guys later!

~Shazz xx


Me as a fangirl


Me: Ohh thats so sweet I think its great that he found someone who makes me him happy

- A couple of months later-


Me: * rolls eyes* Okay now you have become a problem

Friend: what happened to im happy for him

Me: that was before i realized that she gets to have sex with him while I’m over here reading smuts every damn day

Friend: yeahhhhh I’m gonna go

Imagine telling Clint that you’re pregnant...

You paced around your house desperately waiting for Clint to come home. For months you had both been talking about it, always excited about the idea that one day you might be able to start a family. You knew it would be hard considering his job but you were happy together and it was something you both wanted. Now you were just happy that in nine months your dreams would become a reality.

The clicking of the locks made you squeal with excitement and you watched Clint enter. He looked tired, he would definitely benefit from a good nights sleep but you couldn’t contain the information for any longer.

You started off by wrapping him in a big hug, you didn’t always do this since you were sometimes asleep when you came back from mission but today you had waited up for him.

“Not that I don’t love your hugs, I really really do, but what’s brought all this on?” He asked with a slight laugh mixed in with his words.

“Well, I’m pregnant.”

He suddenly pulled away to look into your eyes and a wide grin began to spread over his face.

“Please tell me you’re not joking.”

“No Clint, of course I’m not joking!” You giggled and he enveloped you back into his arms. You could feel his lips peppering kisses onto your neck and all over your face before finally placing his lips onto your own.

“Best news ever,” he muttered against your mouth.


The next day Clint couldn’t hold in his excitement. He rushed into the tower looking and shouting for Natasha. She was his best friend, of course she would be the first person he would tell.

“Nat!” He yelled as he found her and the rest of the team huddled together in the main sitting area.

“What’s got you so happy?” She asked with slight concern spread across her face, it wasn’t always usual for Clint to be all smiles and laughs.

“Well, I have some very important news that I want to share with you all and I think you will all either be extremely happy about it or not so happy but I sure am happy about it so-”

“Get to the point bird boy,” Tony exclaimed.

“Sorry, sorry, Y/N is pregnant which means I’m going to be a dad,” he told them all eagerly awaiting all of their reactions. Nat was the first to speak up.

“Really! Oh my god that’s amazing!” She jumped out of her seat and ran over to Clint and giving him a hug.

“I’m really happy for you,” Steve had said before giving Clint a big smile. Most of the reactions from the other team members were similar. They all gave their congratulations and made mental notes to come and see you too.

Both you and Clint couldn’t have had a better day even if you tried.

To the runners who are starting up xc training:

It’s difficult. Knowing that you’re body and mind are capable of these amazing paces and times, but you aren’t able to hit them right now. I know because I’m in that same uncomfortable position. Struggling to hit paces and times normally considered “easy running” is extremely frustrating. In order to have a successful season I need you to accept where you are right now. You aren’t any less of a runner just because it’s pre season and you aren’t at normal pace/time/speed. You are capable of amazing things, I know it. You haven’t lost everything, you’re body remembers what you’ve learned. You have to build up the tower of success brick by brick, workout by workout, day by day. You still have plenty of time to once again become the runner you are happy with. Now keep that head up and you’ll stand behind the line in September with pure confidence. I promise.

How do you begin? Well, first you realize the place that you’re in right now,
whether you think it’s good or bad, whether you think you’re happy or sad, whether you think you’re rich, or poor, or sick, or healthy,
the place where you’re in right now is your right place. That’s the beginning. You stop trying to be someone else. You stop trying to change your life. You’re in your right place, right now, just the way you are.
If you can become happy and peaceful in the place where you are right now, all of a sudden you will find circumstances will change in your favor,
and then again you will be in your right place.
Whatever change comes along as far as your body-mind is concerned,
you are in your right place.
The more you can see that, the more you can look at
what I just said intellectually, intelligently, the more peaceful you become,
the more the karmic patterns begin to break away and you begin to awaken.
It may be gradual at first. You notice that things that used to annoy you,
no longer annoy you.
You notice that people that you live with, the conflicts you’ve had,
they stop because you’ve stopped.
There’s no more trying to get even. There’s no more trying to win your point. There’s no more trying to find the right book, or the right teacher,
or the right anything. You remain centered. You remain free.
When something comes along, whether it’s good or bad,
you simply sit where you are and you ask, “To whom has this come?”
and you laugh, for you have separated yourself from your body-mind and
you begin to realize that your body-mind is going through the experience
but not you.
So there is nothing to worry about. There’s nothing to fear.
There’s nothing that can upset you. There’s nothing that can harm you.
You realize whatever someone does to your body, physically, or with words, or otherwise, can never, never hurt you because you are not your body.
No matter what anyone tells you, no matter what you see with your eyes
can never affect you, for you are not your mind.
You have actually separated your Self from your body and your mind.
—  Robert Adams

I’m in love with @jjhoa ‘s shopkeeper <3

Look at them probably talkign about plans om g


{ kiki birthday post 2.0 }
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTIE! can’t believe it’s been a year already, remember the post i made last year (kiki birthday post 1.0)? hehe. I still wanna start off by saying “i adore and envy this girl so much.” I gotta say this girl is totally an inspiration and i’m sure she’ll be a successful woman in the future. This girl will forever have a place in my heart because she inspired me a lot, and made me fall in love with the vintage boho vibe. This vibe made me fall in love with life and your quote has guided me through life. I still remember when I first talked you, you had a good amount of supporters and you were the sweetest nicest person here. Now look at YOU, I’m so happy for you, you’ve become SO big and still the sweetest nicest person. SO glad you’re living your life and doing what you love. Can’t wait what will come next! once again, happy birthday! omg and you’re finally 18 now yay! :’) ALL the best, Sinead xx