now we sharing the same dream

We were childhood friends and somewhere along the way in the harsh times we found love. We shared the same dream. We laughed. We teased each other. We cried together. We were happy. But suddenly everything changed. Fame cost us our love. And now after so many years we meet again. And my heart still beats for you.  I still long for your warmth, your laugh, your smile. I always loved you and I always will.

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God, I understand. I understand what you went through in that moment. You didn’t fight back. You could’ve, but you didn’t. Now you sit on that chair, the same one we shared our first kiss on, nursing that drink as if it were you only life line. I’m sorry. We could have been in a completely different place with me in you arms, but life doesn’t always take you where you want. For what it’s worth, I still love you.
—  dream-soluna 

anonymous asked:

They shy characters do nothing for me except serve to annoy me. The manga and anime made me dislike her not to mention her stans. They try to claim that she "supported" him from day one but she never actually talked to him I don't care if she's shy she could have mustered up some confidence to actually TALK to Naruto when he was younger even if she stuttered when talking to him it's the effort that counts but no she gets credit for just standing from behind a tree & that automatically = support

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I feel like this issue in particular needs a longer answer than just a simple statement of agreement. Because yes, I agree with that. The reason being, that people like Sakura get bashed and thrown under the bus for supposedly not supporting Naruto even though she’s in the top three of his most loyal supporters. In terms of support being shown on panel, I would even go as far as saying Sakura did the most. And I do not appreciate the fact that characters like Sakura, Tsunade, Iruka and Gaara get ignored or even bashed while Hinata gets praised to all heavens by the fandom. The Naruto fandom is extremely selective and biased.

Kishi has stated in an interview that Hinata has been supporting Naruto from the shadows since the start. Notice how he says ‘from the shadows’. It confirms what we critical thinkers have been saying for years. 
Hinata may have been supportive of Naruto in her mind since the beginning, but it did nothing for Naruto, it did not help him at all during his early childhood. It’s no different from people ignoring him or being mean to him because in his mind she was just one of those who ignored him. I would even say that by admiring Naruto from afar for his strength and optimism, all while not being confident/strong enough to voice those beliefs to him to sooth his pain and give him back what she got from him through watching him, she was supporting herself more than Naruto. 
Support is not support when the person who needs to be supported isn’t actually aware of it and doesn’t gain anything positive from it.

So up until the moment Hinata tries to make Naruto copy from her test in the chunin exams, she hasn’t supported him on panel at all.

And this gets confirmed by the many instances Naruto remembers his past in flashbacks and the reader gets to see how he got from being alone and sad to being with Iruka and then with team 7. All the others AND Hinata come after that. Not before.
Most famous example being this page:

This is also proven by Hinata’s first appearance in the manga, when Naruto calls her weird. He has no recollection of her supporting him or being nice to him in a significant way.
And that’s despite the fact that Hinata knew how Naruto had been treated by the villagers, as shown during Naruto’s fight with Kiba when it’s shown in a flashback from Hinata’s POV. Once again she doesn’t voice those thoughts though. After the fight she gives him some ointment for his wounds.

The first time Hinata actually supports Naruto openly that could have or had a positive effect on him was during her ‘Proud failure’ speech. She helps Naruto believe in himself. And he thanks her for that.

We won’t see her support him again for a while. In fact, not until her confession during the Pain invasion. And even there, she calls herself selfish and does not actually voice support for him, she just confesses and gets hurt by Pain. 

Later on, she tries supporting him through giving it her all in the war and helping him snap out of depression after Neji’s death.
If I missed something, feel free to correct me.


Now, moving on to Sakura. When Sakura gets first introduced in chapter 3, she’s rude to Naruto who seems to like her very much. She even goes as far as to say he has it great with no parents scolding him and that this is why he does childish stuff a lot. However, she changes her mind in the very same chapter and vows to be kinder to Naruto from now on, with Sasuke being the catalyst for that change.

A few chapters later we see her share her meal with him.

Ah. You know what, let me try to find every moment she has helped him and/or supported him and his dream. Without me talking in between.

Part 1 finished. Part 2 under the cut.

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Cheryl and Liam Payne, will not be sharing any pictures of their son
They offered the world a glimpse at their newborn on Saturday as they announced the joyous news of the birth.

They offered the world a glimpse at their newborn on Saturday as they announced the joyous news of the birth. But Cheryl, 33, and Liam Payne, 23, will not be sharing any pictures of their son’s face as their main priority is their child’s privacy.

 A friend of the couple exclusively told MailOnline: ‘Cheryl and Liam decided they won’t be sharing any pictures as they want to protect the privacy of the baby.’

Revealing that the couple will not be taking part in any magazine deals, they continued: 'They had been offered huge deals from the UK and US but they turned it down as the baby’s privacy is the most important thing to them.' 

The news comes after the proud new parents shared a picture of their little one with fans on Saturday. Cheryl welcomed her first child London’s Chelsea and Westminster Hospital, with her partner, Liam, at her side.

She announced the news on Instagram on Saturday as she shared a picture of Liam cradling their little one, captioned: 'On Wednesday 22nd March Liam and I became parents to an incredibly beautiful, healthy baby boy, weighing 7lb 9 and looking like a dream.Although he still doesn’t have a name he is already stealing hearts. We are all madly in love and overwhelmingly happy with our little arrival. Happy Mother’s Day to all the mothers around the world. A day that now has a different meaning to me forever.’

Liam shared the same picture as he wrote: 'My close friends and family know there are very few times when I’m left speechless…wow! I’m incredibly happy to welcome our new baby boy into the world, it’s a moment that I will never forget for the rest of my life and my favourite memory I have so far. I’m completely in awe of his incredible mother and how she has been the whole way through this, she’s really made my dreams come true. We haven’t named him yet but he’s already capturing hearts including mine. I feel very blessed. Happy Mother’s Day everyone!’  

Whilst the couple have not yet settled on a name for their baby boy, Alfie has proven to be one of the front-runners.

 Speaking about her desire to become a mother in 2012, Cheryl admitted that she loved the moniker and had already picked it out for if she ever had a son.  Speaking two years after her split from first husband Ashley Cole in 2012, Cheryl told GQ magazine: 'I love kids, I’m obsessed with babies. I know that’s what I was put on the earth to do – to be a mother.’

Cheryl added at the time that she already had a name picked out for a baby boy, telling the magazine: 'Of course I’ve thought about baby names a million times. I like Alfie for a little boy.’

Liam also revealed he’d picked out baby names, telling Hits Radio during his One Direction days: 'I like the name Taylor. Taylor’s pretty neutral for a boy or a girl. That’s what I’m going to call my first child if I had children.’ Liam even went on to hint that he might be ready to have multiple children as he quipped that being with his bandmates 24/7 had given him plenty of practice in playing dad, joking: 'It’s like having four of them!’

Cheryl kept fans guessing for months before confirming her pregnancy in the most public way – at a L'Oreal photoshoot, in which she posed in a close-fitting black dress and cradled her bump. Friends said at the time that she had kept the pregnancy a secret because she didn’t want to 'jinx her happiness’ after years of bad luck in relationships. 

The singer was married to England footballer Ashley Cole from July 2006 to September 2010. She married Jean-Bernard Fernandez-Versini in July 2014, and the pair divorced in October 2016. 

Cheryl became a household name when she joined girl band Girls Aloud, who were put together by talent show, Popstars: The Rivals in 2002. 

Liam first laid eyes on Cheryl in 2008 when he auditioned for the X Factor but failed to make it through to the live shows.Two years later at the age of 16, he appeared on the series again and joined forces with fellow solo singers to create One Direction, but it wasn’t until February 2016 that they decided to embark on a romance.

During Liam’s time on the show, Cheryl was married to her now ex-husband Ashley Cole. She went on to remarry with Jean-Bernard Fernandez-Versini in 2014, and announced their separation earlier this year. 

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request: PLZ WRITE A PART TWO TO THINGS CHANGE AND I ALSO HAVE A REQUEST!!!!! Could you do a Gaston x reader where your Lefou’s sister and have been around Gaston your whole life. He’s in love with you and you obviously love him too. Maybe ending with a proposal !!! Thanks so much!

requested by: @living-in-lala-land-forever

tag list: @brooke-supernatural16

a/n: While it was obvious that LeFou was in love with Gaston in both adaptations, in this one he’s just a supportive brother who wants his sister to be happy. ALSO, I probably made this more angsty than needed. Oops. I was also so close to just forgetting Gaston and making it a Belle x Reader story but I needed to fulfill the request. Hope I did just that! -Young Metro Trusts Me

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What The What!?

Here’s another part in “Our Girl”   This is also my 750th one shot!

Read “Movie Night”
Read Between The Sheets
Read Protection
Read Trust
Read “Come Home To Me”

Pairing: Dean x Reader x Sam (polyamorous)
Words:  1530

This part was requested by @scxrchy:  For your our girl series, could you write out how they started dating? Like how weird it was at first?

A/N: No longer taking requests for this series.
A/N: If you want tagged in anything, just let me know. :)



You were sitting cross-legged on the motel bed when you heard the Impala pull up outside. Sam and Dean had been interviewing witnesses while you continued to do the research at the motel.

           You heard the doors close and then the motel room door slammed open. Sam and Dean stomped in. Uh oh. Trouble in paradise?

           “What’s wrong?” you asked, looking up at them.

           “Nothing,” they both spat.

           “Liars,” you accused, “What the hell is going on?”

           “Don’t worry about it,” Sam said. That was unlike him. Sam didn’t snap at you and he didn’t get angry with you.

           You stood up from the bed, putting your hands on your hips, “Sit,” you commanded, pointing to the two beds.

           “Y/N …” Dean warned.

           You glared at him, “Sit. Down. Now.”

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"Lock n loaded" (m) | Yoongi 1k

Yoongi x You

Gun play!

Inspired by XXXTentacion.

Genre: Smut-Angst

“No I don’t love you, no I don’t care.“

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The reflection of his face still remained in my mind, looking down at a piece of paper, a Polaroid reminded me of our brighter times. We laughed, we cried, we shared so many memories. But now we don’t talk anymore.

I don’t want to feel blue anymore

We exist in the same house, within each other’s presences. Nobody talks anymore, I’ve been waiting for the day he’ll touch me again. He’s always staring hard like a rock, and he’s cold like stone.

His facial expressions nothing more than tired. I want to much from him, I’m greedy. I want a good self esteem, love, dreams.

He gave me all I ever could ask for, and yet I’m still blue and selfish. Always sat in a high chair getting spoon fed everything I wanted like a brat. I know.

His eyes lowered to the book he was reading, nothing new. He’d sit and ignore me until I spoke up.

I stood from my spot on the ground and made my way to him, my heart in my hand. His eyes left from the paper to me as I stood in front of him.


“Let’s break up.”


It was the middle of December the coldest month of the year. Almost as cold as his heart. Min Yoongi the cold harsh winter weather.

“Okay, lets.”

In the middle of December is when I realized I’d said goodbye to early. The uh-oh moment came the second I walked out that house. The moment I walked out his heart.

In the middle of December the color blue was common. So was the feeling, very common. With his baggage in my hand, I threw it down the stairs. How easily he said we should break up infuriated me.

“Get out!” I screamed at him from the top of the stairs, tears streaming down my face. “Why are you doing this Y/n.” His question only pissed me off more.

“Why’d you agree that we should break up? Am I not enough for you? Are you seeing someone else?” I wouldn’t stop till I got answers. I threw more of his belongings down the steps. He’d stood calmly down at the bottom of the steps, his hand on the railing.

He took a step at a time to reach me, I threw more shit down the stairs to stop him from coming any closer because I knew he’d charm me into coming back. “Don’t come near me.” I sniffed, the tears crawling down my cheeks.

His eye stayed the same his cold stare directed on me, still waking closer until he’d reach me. “If breaking up is what you think it’s best for you, then I’m not going to get in your way. I want what’s best for you.” His smooth deep voice sounded so annoying. The exact words I didn’t want to hear.

“That’s not whats best for me! What’s best for me is you! You’re the only thing that used to make me happy, now you’re so cold to me. We don’t even speak to each other. We haven’t had sex in months. I’ve missed you so much but your so close so I can’t say that I missed you. You have no idea how many times I’ve contemplated leaving you. But I can’t because I love you so much. I just don’t get the mutual feeling from you anymore. I just want you and your attention! I’m so needy It feels like I’m going to explode!” I cried out hitting his chest.

“Baby..” he grabbed my chin and lifted my head. “You’re too overwhelmed by me. I get it, it’s time for you to find someone who will suit you better than I will.” His words drew a tear from my red eyes. “I-that’s not what-” he cut me off with a kiss, an apology as if he’s made up his mind on leaving me. I pushed his shoulder but he didn’t budge.

I cried into the kiss, not wanting to let him go. “Please dont leave me Yoongi.” I pleaded against his lips as he picked me up and carried me to our room that would soon be only mine within the amount of a day. “Please dont go.” I cried as he placed me on the bed, taking of an article of clothing one at a time till we were both naked.

“Yoongi, please.” His hand held my cheek and let it slide down to my throat, over my breasts onto my waist and to my hips. Savoring his touch like it was the last, and it was.

He leaned down to kiss all over my face, down my neck and onto my chest. Hickies left along with bruises, he pushed my hips down into the mattresss more. “I’ll miss you deeply, the feel of your skin, your sweet tastes.” He sighed nipping at my side as he lowered his mouth to my thighs.

“Yoongi…” my voice a whisper. He kissed my thighs getting closer to my heat, he lifted both my thighs over his shoulders and glanced at me. The sight I hadn’t seen in months, his beautiful face between my thighs, needy eyes and ruffled hair. I would truly miss this.

I nodded, laying my head back tears falling from my eyes. I had to let him go, for my sanity.

He dove in, lips attacking my clit and tongue swirling. The sigh that passed my lips could’ve been mistaken as a pleasurable one but it was a sigh of regret. He hasn’t even left yet and I miss him so much. He groped my ass picking me up higher off the bed to reach his mouth more, the angle making me shut my eyes.

“Open your eyes.”

I kept them close, not wanting to remind myself of him. He stopped assaulting my clit and sat up, positioning himself at my entrance before pushing in. And out. And In. And out.

His pace quickening, flipping me on my stomach, fucking me from behind. Whimpers escaping my throat, “Yoongi please don’t.”

I knew that if he came he’d leave. He’d leave and not turn back.

He angled my head to kiss me, bitting my bottom lip as an apology. His hand on my hip pushing me further into the bed. My ribs started to ache from the position.

He whispered a small sentence along the lines of “Im sorry.” His words meaning more than anything to me. He was leaving now. I twisted around to grab him by his waist and pull him into me, “Don’t leave me. I can’t bare this by myself, I won’t know how to survive without you.”

“I’ll make a bet with you.” He spoke, his eyes flickering up to mine. “If I cum first, I’ll stay, but if you come first I have to leave.” I nodded my head and I kid you not, I flipped him into his back and put his hands above his head.

“Since this is a bet I’m going to take this seriously.” I whispered in his ear, I felt him shiver slightly. “I hope you do considering I’m on the line.” He whispered back. I frowned for a second but soon replaced it with a smirk. I knew how to get him off fast. “You have 5 minutes.” He reminded me.

I sat on his length my back to him as I rode him, I knew he always loved reverse cow girl-he’d love to see any sight of a pair of thighs and an ass. I remembered the first time we had sex, it was anything but innocent. I wasn’t skilled or experienced he was my first everything. But he was very experienced and i wasn’t his first.

Goosebumps gathered on my skin as i turned around to see his eyes closed with his lips parted, a low groan sounded, erupting from his chest. His hands squeezed at my hips, thrusting up into me as i rode him.

I turned around to face him and took his hands and placed them on my breasts, guiding him in kneading them as i let out a silent moan. If this might be the last time i see him, i want to make it count. Taking his hands once more i pinned them down and started grinding on him harder but slowly. It felt like my eyes rolled to the back of my head as I felt the overwhelming pleasure. But as i neared my climax it didn’t come to me.

Yoongi held onto my hips preventing me from moving. “You’re times up.” he spoke. I looked down at him his eyes were already trained on me. He smirked as his chest was rising up and down, he looked down at where we were connected, i followed his eyes. His cum was leaking out of me, i didn’t even realize he had came, he was so quiet about it.

My eyes shot up to his, wide with shock. “Are you going to stay…with me?” I hesitated. I could’ve lost him, forever.

Yoongi flipped me into my back, surprising me. “I couldn’t be able to leave you if I tried…” He leaned down, kissing my chest working his way up to my face. “I love you so much you make me crazy.” He nuzzled his face into the side of my neck. “Really?”

“Yes,” Suddenly a something hard and cold was pressed to the side of my head. “And you’ll never leave me right?” He asked, my eyes grew in size.

He had a fucking gun.

“Right, Y/N?” When i didn’t answer i heard a clicking sound from the gun, before the gun was moved to my lips. He parted my lips with the gun, my tongue pressed against the gun, he grabbed my chin holding me still as he pushed the gun farther into my mouth before pulling it out. “Suck it like how you suck me off.” He flashed a grin that showed his teeth while he trailed the gun from my chest over my breast to touch my sensitive nipples.

He put the gun back in my mouth after he positioned himself back inside of me, filling me up completely. My heart was racing from the feeling of him and the thrill of him being able to take my life at anytime.

“I can’t just let you not come tonight now can I?” Yoongi took the gun from my mouth and placed it on my stomach, wrapping my legs around him for a better angle inside of me. “Ah…fuck” The first verbal moan I let out. Yoongi looked so breathtakingly hot hovering over me with sweat dripping down his body. His thrust were sharp and magical, they sent me over the edge and I climaxed. Without fail Yoongi made me moan out his name.

I looked at the gun resting on my stomach then to Yoongi. “Please take my life.” I whispered, my chest falling and rising. “I can’t Y/N, i’m not done with you. I have so much planned for our future.” His psychopathic smile aimed toward me. Yoongis eyes were blown out i’ve never seen him like this, the fact that he had a gun and could take my life kind of scared me.

“But i want to die,” I grabbed his hand placing it over the gun, he gripped it, i brought it to my mouth and took it in. Yoongi stared with slightly wide eyes, his lips parted as i heard a click sound, before he pulled the trigger. I squeezed my eyes shut, waiting for the blow that never happened.

“Isn’t it thrilling?” Yoongi asked.

“Isn’t it thrilling knowing I could end your life at any given moment?” He smiled down at you taking the gun from your mouth to push it under your chin to make you face him.

“There were no bullets.”

No Memory

Summary: Before he was taken into the Maze, you and Newt had a son. Now, almost three years later, Newt shows up again in the Scorch. Except, he doesn’t remember you. His memories were erased. And then he meets his son. (Sorry, the summary is crappy. I wasn’t exactly sure how to sum it up.)

Pairing: Newt x Reader

Word Count: 5362 (I’m so sorry. I got a little bit carried away.)

Warnings: Fluff, possibly some angst if you squint really hard.

(A/N): This idea came to me when I was listening to ‘Rockabye’ by Clean Bandit. So it’s very loosely based off of that song. Enjoy!

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New dad Liam Payne speaks about fatherhood for the first time
Liam Payne, 23, couldn't resist gushing about his newborn with Cheryl, 33,, as he took time to speak to fans outside of a restaurant in Los Angeles on Tuesday.

Fans went wild after Cheryl’s hairstylist Dayaruci shared a snap of a baby clutching his hand - fuelling speculation as to whether it was her child. 

And elsewhere, Liam Payne, 23, couldn’t resist gushing about his newborn, as he took time to speak to fans outside of a restaurant in Los Angeles on Tuesday. ‘He’s great, he’s good. I love him and I miss him a lot,’ the One Direction star, who is currently working on new music on the west coast, reportedly told a fan. 

Liam’s gushing comments over his new bundle of joy was made during his outing to Beauty & Essex restaurant in Hollywood. The British hunk looked incredible as he displayed his extravagant body art in a silk bomber jacket and skinny jeans.

After months of swirling pregnancy rumours, Liam and Cheryl confirmed the birth of their son on Saturday 25 March with a sweet Instagram of him cradling the tot. 

And now fans are eager to catch a glimpse of the new arrival, which caused them to melt down as they took to social media to question the identity of the infant uploaded onto Instagram by hair stylist, Dayaruci.

Cheryl’s mane expert wrote 'Sweetest’ across the snap of the child in a baby carrier, adding some Easter themed emojis. 

The image has since been reposted by several fan accounts, with followers commenting in their droves about whether the picture could be of Cheryl’s child.

Fans shared, 'Is this baby Liam and Cheryl’s son?’, and 'So, it is real?’ and 'OMG! I’m so looking forward to seeing your face.' 

The star opted for an unusual jumper for his latest social media post, which appeared to be printed with the images of cartoon pirates and monsters all over. Sweeping his hair to one side, the new dad then appeared to grab onto his the middle of his trousers as he smouldered for the camera. 

Clearly feeling fierce as he posed in his bathroom, he captioned the shot for fans with the alluring words: 'Gucci on my…’

One fan posted: 'That’s not their baby. It can’t be. It looks too big to be their baby who was just born.' 

A representative for Cheryl has confirmed the child is not theirs. 

 Meanwhile, Liam has been sharing a number of edgy selfies to his Instagram page over the last week. The One Direction star, 23, clad himself in a baggy sports hoodie for a brooding snap on Saturday - which saw him pose in the mirror with his hand clutching his crotch.

Perhaps experimenting with a new look now he has become a changed man as a father, Liam has shared a number of grungy selfies for fans this week.

 In another snap posted on Friday, the star powerfully stared down the camera from the comfort of his car, with his hair coiffed high above his head. 

Meanwhile on Wednesday, the Wolverhampton native appeared to channel his inner Ali G as he posed in a varsity jacket, beanie and his beloved gold chain. Pulling the hat across his face, to flash a chunky watch to fans, the singer wrote playfully beside the image: 'Mask off ayy’

Liam has been displaying a grungier look as of late - just three weeks after the birth of his first child with girlfriend Cheryl, 33.

The Promise This singer had gushed beside the image: 'On Wednesday 22nd March Liam and I became parents to an incredibly beautiful, healthy baby boy, weighing 7lb 9 and looking like a dream. Although he still doesn’t have a name he is already stealing hearts. We are all madly in love and overwhelmingly happy with our little arrival. Happy Mother’s Day to all the mothers around the world. A day that now has a different meaning to me forever.’

Liam then took to his own Instagram to share the same snap, writing a touching tribute to Cheryl beside the same candid image. 'My close friends and family know there are very few times when I’m left speechless… wow! I’m incredibly happy to welcome our new baby boy into the world, it’s a moment that I will never forget for the rest of my life and my favourite memory I have so far. I’m completely in awe of his incredible mother and how she has been the whole way through this, she’s really made my dreams come true. We haven’t named him yet but he’s already capturing hearts including mine. I feel very blessed.’

Liam and Cheryl first met on the X Factor in 2008 when he was auditioning at the tender age of 14 while she was a judge - before embarking on a romance at the start of last year.

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i'm a aspiring english teacher, and i was just wondering if you have to teach certain books or if you can choose the ones you teach? i would really like to incorporate my own selection into lesson plans!

Hello Aspiring English Teacher!  My best answer is a little bit of both.  Usually, what happens is that there are novels that approved for a particular span of grade levels and usually teachers work together to decide what novels will be taught at what levels so that there isn’t overlap and toe stepping.  For example, in my district, Romeo and Juliet is a core 9th grade novel.  Sometimes, 8th grade Honors teachers will teach Shakespeare, but they wouldn’t teach R&J because they will for sure be reading it the following year. So they will teach A Midsummer Night’s Dream instead. 

How WHAT YOU TEACH from your approved reading list gets decided depends.  I once taught at a high school where teachers have to share books, so everyone taught the same novels, but they didn’t teach the units at the same time because they had to share books, so some people taught Much Ado About Nothing at the start of the year, and others taught it at the end of the year. 

At my school right now, we have more books at each grade level that we can teach in a year, so I get to choose from those novels, and we also each have had say in what new books get ordered. 

We also get the opportunity to bring in smaller numbers of novels to support book club reading (where students read the same books in small groups). 

On top of this, I have complete control over supplementary readings in fiction, nonfiction, poetry, and other media. 

And I would guess that it’s similar or completely different at most other schools!

I think the best thing is to have balance of texts you love and texts that are going to be good for the students…and hopefully you land in a department where you get to bring your strengths to the table in choosing texts for your students. 

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Thoughts while playing Endless Summer, Book 1, Act III, Chapter 12: The Enemy Is Out There

Right! This is where we left off — Sea monster attack!

Do we run from the sea monster or spend 20 diamonds to fight? I say we fight!!!

But how? MC goes searching in the boat and finds a life boat? Oh wait, they’re explosives.

Clue #1 of this chapter found! We found a bomb. The boats at the marina were bombed…  but Jake is saying this must’ve had a bad detonator.

MC has an idea. It’s pretty wild. Needs a lot of accuracy. This HAS to work, considering we spent 40 diamonds. ;)

The plan: Sean hurls the bomb into the monster’s mouth (which he does) and Jake shoots the package with the flare gun (which he does).

It tears off a chunk of the monster’s jaw. Ew. Should we be splattered in monster jaw gunk now?

Uh oh, fighting isn’t over. Why is there a light surging towards us? It shoots through the water! Huh? How?!

Now we’re sinking underwater. We see Jake and Sean sinking underwater too. Ooh! We get to swim towards one of them…

Jake it is. And wow, they share their first kiss together. And the last? :(

So we’re washed up ashore now… on another island? On another part of the island?

We’re splitting up to explore this strange island and now… MC hears a whispering coming from a seashell. It’s a strange shell that echoes whatever the most recent thing is said… in the same voice of the speaker. Creepy.

So Strange Shell is Clue #2 for this chapter.

Jake’s theory about the creatures in La Huerta: They’re man-made. I tend to agree with him on this.

So now we’re hiking… and we Hera rustling from the trees…

“Tall figures emerge from the jungle.”

Blue people? Iris’ people?

Are these “The Hostiles” Rourke was referring to from two chapters ago?

Why are their ears pointed? Are they water creatures? The man is blue, the woman green. The narrator says “their skin glows impossible shades”.

MC has the power to see into the future? We’ve established this a few chapters back, but this time it’s happening more often, within the same scene.

Do we spend 17 diamonds to communicate with the man? Let’s. I’m so damn curious.

Now we can talk to the blue creatures. “Mind-talker” he calls us.

Now he’s called Sean “The Eagle” - like the stamp on his file. And “Wolf” to Jake. How do they know these things?

The Hydra? The blue creature is assuming we’re with the Hydra. Is this Rourke? Remember his cufflink with the intertwining serpents or the multi-headed serpents? Yeah. Rourke must be Hydra. So do we have a common enemy?

“You come with us or you die here.” You know, even if they look super sinister, I think we’re on the same side.

Oh, if we don’t come, the world ends. Simple. I think that’s the volcano exploding and ending the world. Crazeh.

Clue #5: Telephatic Vision. That’s the power of our MC.

IT’S CRAIG!!!

He hurls a rock at the leader and the mask gets knocked off. Look! He has a scar over his eye just like Elena’s! And he has golden eyes, much like the eyes we saw in the jungle several chapters ago. They must’ve been the blue streak that was moving fast, remember?!?!!

Uh-oh. Beach brawl.

Eek! Now he’s calling us a traitor! It’s a misunderstanding, Jake Sully!!!

Now we’re running towards the hotel with Raj and Michelle as well. Raj goes, “She what in the who?” Exactly how I feel right now, Raj.

We make it to the hotel and lock the gates behind us… but the creepy blue creature sends us one mental message. They’re still gonna take us.

The end.


Final thoughts:
Wow, let me catch my breath and do some GIFs. Here you go: 5 GIFs that capture Endless Summer: The Enemy is Out There.

So first we have to acknowledge that WE FINALLY KISSED JAKE! Short and sweet, but hey, it’s still a kiss with him. Now, wow, we defeated the monster - yey teamwork! But this strange shell thing and the blue creatures? Hmmm. I’m thinking they’re the Hostiles Rourke was referring to from a few chapters ago. Now are they native to the island or were they experiments gone awry? And how can they communicate with MC? I bet they can communicate with Estela too, given she and MC shared the same dream awhile back. The blue guys also called Sean and Jake by the animal stamps on their files. How did they know that?! And why didn’t they call Craig “Bear”? Can’t wait till next week. This chapter just raised a lot more questions. 

And who the hell bombed the marina?!

Marichat May Day 1 - Milk

Marinette thinks she’s really funny when she brings Chat milk in a bowl to drink after they watch a movie together. He doesn’t think she thought he would actually except it though based on her shock.

Rated T || 1,339 Words

Cross posted on Ao3 || FF 

Milking the Joke

He really wasn’t surprised when he looked up to see what Marinette brought him to drink after her asking him is he wanted anything once the movie they were watching on her laptop was over. They were curled up together on her lounge in that completely platonic way friends cuddle. She had untangled their legs, which had been entwined together in a completely platonic way, and sat up. He had seen the mischief in her eyes and the grin that kept pulling on her lips. “Do you want something to drink?” It would have been an innocent question had he not seen that look in her eyes. Of course, he said yes. How could he say no to his princess?

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Fans convinced Cheryl and Liam have named their baby 'Taylor Payne'
Cheryl , 33, and Liam Payne , 23, have kept their private life quiet following the birth of their son, but fans are convinced they have figured out the little fellow's name

They welcomed their first child in March. And whilst Cheryl, 33, and Liam Payne, 23, have kept their private life quiet following the birth of their son- sharing just one snap, fans are convinced they have figured out the little fellow’s name. 

Eager followers have discovered a new listing of a ‘Taylor Payne’, on Famousbirthdays.com.

The entry lists a birthday of March 22nd 2017, the same date as that of the couple’s son. Claiming the child is the 'Son of singers Liam Payne from One Direction and Cheryl from Girls Aloud’, it names the birth place as Chelsea and Westminster hospital.

But despite the site’s conviction, the notoriously private couple are unlikely to have released this information.  Taking to Twitter one fan excitedly wrote: 'The child was named Taylor’, while another added: ’ Even if the baby’s name is Taylor wait until she or Liam announce it!’.

MailOnline has contacted the couple’s representatives for comment. 

The discovery comes after the couple previously mentioned Taylor as one of their favourite baby names. Speaking about her desire to become a mother in 2012, Cheryl admitted that she loved the moniker and had already picked it out for if she ever had a son.  

Speaking two years after her split from first husband Ashley Cole in 2012, Cheryl told GQ magazine: 'I love kids, I’m obsessed with babies. I know that’s what I was put on the earth to do – to be a mother.”

 Cheryl added at the time that she already had a name picked out for a baby boy, telling the magazine: 'Of course I’ve thought about baby names a million times. I like Alfie for a little boy.’

Liam also revealed he’d picked out baby names, telling Hits Radio during his One Direction days: 'I like the name Taylor. Taylor’s pretty neutral for a boy or a girl. That’s what I’m going to call my first child if I had children.’

Liam even went on to hint that he might be ready to have multiple children as he quipped that being with his bandmates 24/7 had given him plenty of practice in playing dad, joking: 'It’s like having four of them!'Cheryl walks alongside Liam and shows off bump before birth of son.

The interviews resurfaced following the pair’s happy announcement in March, when they shared the first picture of their little one. Cheryl welcomed her first child London’s Chelsea and Westminster Hospital, with her partner, One Direction singer Liam Payne, at her side. 

She announced the news on Instagram as she shared a picture of Liam cradling their little one, captioned: 'On Wednesday 22nd March Liam and I became parents to an incredibly beautiful, healthy baby boy, weighing 7lb 9 and looking like a dream. Although he still doesn’t have a name he is already stealing hearts. We are all madly in love and overwhelmingly happy with our little arrival. Happy Mother’s Day to all the mothers around the world. A day that now has a different meaning to me forever.’

Liam shared the same picture as he wrote: 'My close friends and family know there are very few times when I’m left speechless…wow! I’m incredibly happy to welcome our new baby boy into the world, it’s a moment that I will never forget for the rest of my life and my favourite memory I have so far. I’m completely in awe of his incredible mother and how she has been the whole way through this, she’s really made my dreams come true. We haven’t named him yet but he’s already capturing hearts including mine. I feel very blessed. Happy Mother’s Day everyone!' 

Cheryl kept fans guessing for months before confirming her pregnancy in the most public way – at a L'Oreal photoshoot, in which she posed in a close-fitting black dress and cradled her bump. Friends said at the time that she had kept the pregnancy a secret because she didn’t want to 'jinx her happiness’ after years of bad luck in relationships. 

The singer was married to England footballer Ashley Cole from July 2006 to September 2010. She married Jean-Bernard Fernandez-Versini in July 2014, and the pair divorced in October 2016. 

Cheryl became a household name when she joined girl band Girls Aloud, who were put together by talent show, Popstars: The Rivals in 2002. 

Liam first laid eyes on Cheryl in 2008 when he auditioned for the X Factor but failed to make it through to the live shows. Two years later at the age of 16, he appeared on the series again and joined forces with fellow solo singers to create One Direction, but it wasn’t until February 2016 that they decided to embark on a romance.

During Liam’s time on the show, Cheryl was married to her now ex-husband Ashley Cole. She went on to remarry with Jean-Bernard Fernandez-Versini in 2014, and announced their separation earlier this year. 

Happy birthday David Tennant!

Today is the ultimate Tennant Tuesday – because it’s Tuesday (DUH!) and David’s 46th birthday! Therefore, I’ve decided to write an updated version of one of the first posts I made on Tumblr: Why I love David Tennant. Yes - I know there are many, many, MANY reasons to love David Tennant! However, I just feel like putting it into my own words. This is a long post - please read the rest under the cut :-)


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Taylor wrote 1989 with the encouragement of very few people. Not many people thought that she would be successful with it.
Now look. She sold out all 85 stadiums on this tour and she won album of the year for it. The album that nobody believed would make it is the same album that we can’t resist dancing to at parties, in the car, in our rooms. The same album that we listen to when we’re feeling down and need a friend or are extremely happy and want to share it with the world. Taylor has taught us that you should NEVER EVER give up on your dreams, no matter what everyone else thinks and to me that is so inspiring.

Uncomfortable when you’re around (part I ?)

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Requested ? : yup,  by @blackwidow-quinn :

Can you do 11, 13, 15 with Sebastian ? Please

11.  “Why are you staring at me ?” “I’m just glad I met you.”

13.  “I really want to punch you right now… Or maybe fuck you ?”

15.  “You’re beautiful in your own way, and don’t you dare telling me otherwise.”


Pairing : Sebastian x reader

Warnings : none (for now)

Summary : When you begin to work with Sebastian, you can’t stand his diva manners. But the time passes by and you get to know him better. The only problem is that you feel uncomfortable when he’s around. When he confronts you about it, compromising phrases slip out of your mouth.. How will the handsome man react ?


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 Today’s your first day of filming your scenes with Sebastian Stan, for the second Captain America movie. You’ll be playing his “love interest” : another victim of Hydra, a strong, fearless and broken woman. The movie’s director thinks that you’re perfect for this role and you couldn’t think of a better one. You‘ve worked so hard to get where you’re standing now and nothing and nobody will prevent you from improving your acting skills.

 You and Stan are the only actors shooting during this afternoon, and you want everything to be perfect.

“How long will I have to wear this thing ?” you hear Sebastian complain for the thousandth time as he removes his mask with a loud sigh.

Everyone there in the shooting room sighs, again. He’s been acting like a diva since he arrived on set this morning. That’s all he does : complaining about absolutely everything. First, it was because he’s coffee wasn’t warm enough, then because the poor man was tired… And now, that’s because he’s apparently too hot under his mask. How would the director react if you were acting like Sebastian does ? He has a certain protection because he’s a very good actor but you, you’ve just been classed as a professional actress. You can’t afford to behave like he does. You’ve always wonder how it would be to work with Sebastian Stan but the problem’s that the image of himself that he’s been reflecting to you isn’t a good one. In fact, you don’t really know this man, you just heard about him several times after the release of Captain America : The First Avenger, and at other occasions there and there. But what he does and the way he behaves today doesn’t match what you were waiting for, at all. You were rather expecting the actor to be funny, adorable and fun to work with, like they told you but that’s not what you’re witnessing. But after all, he has the right to have his bad days, like everybody else and you don’t blame him, but it’s still annoying. The rest of the cast and everyone else can’t stand him anymore. And so do you. Annoyed, you roll your eyes and make your way to your trailer. There, you can finally take a deep breath and relax for a while. All the filming pressure and your co-star’s comments are definitely driving you crazy. You take a sit on the chair, the one in front of the big mirror, which is slightly lighting up your face.

“Is everything okay in there ?” you hear your assistant ask as you watch her open the door of your lodge in the reflection of the mirror.

“Yeah, it’s okay. I just needed to take a quick break.” you answer, while tilting your head to the side.

She smiles, sign that she understands what you mean, and comes sit in front of you.

“It’s true that he’s such a diva today, I feel bad for his assistant.” She jokes, making you escape a little giggle.

 “Yeah, it was all a different scenario in my head.” you own up, causing her to raise an eyebrow.

“Oh ? What were you expecting ?” she asks again.

“Well, everyone bragged me about his kindness, and how funny he was to be around.” you reply, a bit of disappointment in your voice.

“Hmm. I guess that’s not what he’s showing you right now…” the sweet girl responses, as she gives you a warm smile. “I’m sure he’s just having a bad day. Tomorrow will be better, sure thing.” she adds.

You’re about to agree when someone randomly opens, making your heart skip a beat.

“(Y/N), you can’t just leave the set like that !” a tall man exclaims, trying to sound angry. He’s probably here to make sure that everything’s perfect because he looks like a set worker. He holds the copy of your text, and looks annoyed but reassured that he found you. You drop your head, feeling guilty. “I’m sorry, I just needed to get out of there. I couldn’t no longer bear his complaints.” you state, as his face relaxes.

“Alright, it’s fine. Just- just don’t do that again.” he says. “I brought your script. I’d really appreciate if you could learn it quickly.” he mentions as he hands you the papers. You turn the page, give a look at your script briefly. “And… The director wants you to work on your text with Sebastian.” he informs you.  “Hmm ? Is he still acting like Mariah Carey ?” you ask, not meaning to be funny.  “No, we told him to stop acting like it.” the man laughs. Then, he steps back, out of your lodge and shouts “Sebastian, you can come in.”. At this exact moment, your heart starts to beat faster, even faster than when you were passing an exam. You’ve never talked with him, like just with the two of us, and you’re now apprehending the coming events. You’re trying to calm down when he comes in, finally. He’s standing there, arms crossed. “Did you guys already meet ?” the set worker asks.

For a short moment, an embarrassing silence takes place and you can’t break it because you don’t know what to say. “I didn’t have this pleasure, unfortunately.” the beautiful man answers with the manners of a gentleman. You suddenly feel your cheeks turning to red, while he gives you a flirty smile. Then, he walks in your direction and holds out his hand to you, which you gladly take and shake. “(Y/N). (Y/N) (L/N).”. “Sebastian Stan, enchanted to meet you, beautiful. They should have told me that my love interest will look like a fallen angel.” you nearly miss to faint as this sentence escape from his mouth. For a second, you’re lost in his intimidating eyes. He takes you out of your dreams when you see him shake his head, looking for your eyes. When you finally put all your ideas back in place, you meet his eyes again. He offers you his sweetest smile, the one you were waiting for.

“Alright, I’ll repeat. Did you already learn your script ?“ he repeats himself as he laughs sweetly. “No, he just gave it-“ you turn around, expecting to face the guy who just gave you your script but, you’re all alone, in your lodge, with Sebastian. For how long did you stare in his eyes ?

“Where are they ?” you ask, surprised. “They left while you were lost in your thoughts.” He answers like it was evident. “I wasn’t lost in my thoughts, like you say.” You correct, imitating him. Then, he steps back and crosses his arms. “Oh, really ? What were you doing then ? Admiring me?” Sebastian says, as he raises an eyebrow. You can totally feel the sarcasm in his voice. “Aw, c’mon. We should learn our scripts.” You command, which he agrees. He walks towards the sofa, and makes you sign to come sit with him. You follow the orders and take a sit next to (in front of) him and start to silently read your script. You think that he’s about to do the same things but instead, he puts down your papers with his right hand while you observe him. You wonder why he did that when he’s about to tell you something. “Shouldn’t we get to know each other better before we start working ?” He asks, sounding nice for once. You quickly bite your lips. “What do you wanna know ?”.

”I don’t know, I just want to hear you beautiful voice.” He declares. You’ve never imagined that he could be this flirty… but let’s be honest, you’re not going to complain. “Are you flirting with me ?” you ask, as you raise an eyebrow. “Me ? I wouldn’t dare.” he replies, making you laugh in a sweet way. When he sees your reaction, it makes him smile as well. He’s adorable when he does that.  

“But for real, what made you want to be an actress ?” he asks you, seriously. “I guess I’ve always wanted to purchase my dreams ? I watched a lot, and I mean, a lot of movies when I was young and it always inspired me. I worked really hard to be where I’m sitting right now.” you reveal, causing him to nod his head. “I can see that we share the same opinion.” He remarks.

“Could you tell me.. What was wrong with you today ?” you ask. (You’re a honest person, and you really need to get it out of your chest). He opens wildly, surprised and amused by your curiosity. “We all have our bad days, don’t we ?” he estimates, making you sigh. “You can admit that you were pretty annoying this morning. You spent the whole time complaining about everything and anything !” you voice. He raises and eyebrows and mutters a soundless “True.”. And satisfied, you smile.

  You spent the whole afternoon working on your script with Sebastian, and you know now that he’s not the diva you thought he was. He was an adorable, fun, kind and cute man, and you’re glad that you have the chance to work with him. 

“I’m afraid to forget my text once we’ll be shooting.” you declare. “No, you’re an amazing actress, you won’t forget it. Plus, I’ll be there to help you.” he reassures you, which puts a smile on your lips. “Thank you, Sebastian.” “I should be the one to thank you, doll.” He replies. You offer him a smile before throwing an eye at your script for the thousandth time. You can feel his eyes running on you, and you feel a bit embarrassed. “Why are you staring at me ?” you ask, with your slightly red cheeks. He nodded negatively. “I’m just glad I met you.”. And at this exact moment, you feel an emotion, a feeling that you’ve never felt before. You heart skips some beats and you forget how to speak. “I’m glad too.” you return after a short instant. Suddenly, the door randomly opens, showing a man that seems pressed because he sweats and breathes loudly. “Guys, we need you on set, now. You start shooting in 3 minutes.” He announces before disappearing as fast as he came in. Scared, you look at Sebastian. He doesn’t seem to be scared or anything, he just seems calm. “It’ll be okay, doll. You’ll be perfect, I’m sure.” He reassures you as he gently caresses you arm.                                


The shooting went well, you just forgot some lines but everyone and mainly Sebastian were there to help you. They told you that it was perfectly fine, and that it happens all the time. After this long day, you were completely exhausted. You crawled into your bed as soon as you arrived home. You didn’t even eat and you were too tired to think about the next day.                     


“Hey (Y/N), I need your help on something.” You hear Sebastian say as he comes in your lodge, without knocking but it was completely fine. After a month of shooting with him, you’re used to that. Today isn’t a filming day, just an afternoon where you stay in your lodge, working on your script. The director is very pointy on the work that the actors give in their scripts. But, whatever, Sebastian probably has a problem with a line or how he should act it. “Yeah, tell me.” You say as he comes and takes a sit next to you. There, he hands you his scripts, where a line is highlighted. He gives you an interrogative look, waiting for you to say something. You quickly read it, it was the moment where the Winter Soldier is supposed to make a nice comment about how your character is dressed and Sebastian doesn’t really know who he should say it. “Well.. I think that you should say it normally, like you were complimenting a woman in the real life.” you declare. He tilts his head to the side and bite nervously his lower lip. “Just do it as you feel.” You add because you feel like what you said isn’t clear enough. He doesn’t answer, instead he plays with his lower lip, while you watch him. He’s a really charming man, you can’t deny it.

“I think that you look really good today.” He states, as you tilt your head to the side and raise an eyebrow. You don’t remember if it’s the exact line of his script. Is he just repeating his line or if he’s just complimenting you ?  “I mean, not that you’re not beautiful everyday but this day in particular, you look flawless.” he adds, as he passes a hand on his neck. You stay silent, not knowing what to respond, while he’s just there, in front of you, smiling nervously. “Are you -?” you start before he cuts you “I wasn’t repeating my line, I’m just being sincere.” he explains himself. You can’t help but frown your eyebrows in sign of incomprehension. In fact, you’ve never been confident and you have insecurities, so you don’t really understand why he thinks that. “C’mon, don’t lie. I’m not the most beautiful girl on Earth and I sure have flaws.” you say to clear the things but he nods in opposition. “You’re beautiful in your own way, doll. And don’t you dare telling me otherwise.” he commands.

For once, you really feel beautiful, and particularly because it comes from his mouth. You stay silent, flattered and it amuses him. Then, he gets up and holds at his hand to you, with an intriguing smile. You greatly take it and gets up at your turn, wondering why he did that.

“Do I intimidate you ?” he asks before you turn your head to the side, avoiding his heavy look. You sweetly burst into laugh but it’s a nervous reaction. You always do that to hide your emotions. He smirks, he’s not stupid.

“Oh, really ? Then why aren’t you looking at me ?” he asks to make you look at him. And you have to, you can’t help it.

“What ? Pfff. Don’t say bullshits, please.” You defend yourself.

“Doll, don’t tell me that you’re comfortable around me. I can see it.” He states as he crosses his muscular arms.

“I am.”

“Then tell me why do you act like that ?” he asks as you don’t understand.

“Like what ?” you ask, coldly. And you immediately regret the way you replied.

“You look embarrassed as soon as I open my mouth. Do I make you feel uncomfortable ?” he asks, with the voice of an angel.

“No! It’s not that.” You protest.

“Then what’s the problem, am I so hot that you can’t stand it ?” He asks a bit louder than previously.

You’d love to punch him to make him shut his irresistible mouth, or even kiss him ? But anything to make him shut up because at this moment, your only wish is to disappear. He sighs, sign of his impatience.

“I really want to punch you right now..” you declare, without realizing what you just said.

He opens his eyes, surprised, instead of replying. Then, he clenches his jaw and bites his lip. You get a bit turned on when he does that last action. And once again, your honesty catches you.

“… Or maybe fuck you ?”

Then, a silence takes place.



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 I know i’m mean to stop it there but i’m sure you loove me anyway :) -M

chrisfrancis1210  asked:

What if Courtney has just fallen in love with Emily. Shes scared that Emily's gonna find out and not want to be with her. Courtney was the one Emily shared all those kisses with 😭 AD is the bitch Ali we all know. This is my dream ending. I know it's not gonna happen but. Why so many clues towards Alison having a twin (and now Spencer) I know homage to the book but I mean come on.

Ahhh same that’s my ideal ending too. You know what the sad thing is, almost all of us have our dream ending in mind, and we also have the ending in mind that we think will actually happen. Funny how the two can never be the same 😂 says a lot about our expectations!

Aside from the plaque in Ali’s room and a dead Ali lying in the coffin in 513 I don’t believe there are too many clues for Ali having a twin but quality over quantity; those 2 are pretty big.

The Landscapes of Dreaming


Much has been written about dreams. From Jung to Spare and Lovecraft to Chumbley dreams have haunted all those who look behind the veil in their own way. We have yielded to its great unknown every night, not understanding as a culture its true role and relationship with that which we call reality.

In the night time slumber we ride across mountains, we visit sabbat and explore lost caverns, we yield to forbidden passions and succumb to prehensile fears. Yet so little beyond conjecture exists even now in the teen-aged years of the 21st century.

I have always been what is called a lucid dreamer. Born out of years of reoccurring nightmares as a small child I awoke within my dreams at the age of five. By my early teens I had discovered the term “lucid dreaming” and the research of Stephen LaBerge. I experimented widely with dream sharing, dream divination and out of body projection during sleep states.

When we talk of dream we speak of it through the lens of cultural perception. The Aranda of Australia do not see that time of rest in the night the same as an American or a European. The role that the events of the sleeping play on the lives of the people is clouded and obscured in contemporary culture. It hides it purpose under a motley group of narrative constructions hedged in pseudo psychological mumbo-jumbo and badly cribbed neurolinguistics. We have built a cage out of language that we force dreams into, robing them of the experiential landscape they have been for eons and reducing them to plot lines and archetypes of story telling and cinematic techniques.

But dreams are not the things we imagine in the night. Not the movies with odd plots nor the video game hallucinations of sleeping. Dream is as much a time and a place as it is an experience. More shared than we realize or are willing to admit in our overly technological world. Dream is an abstraction, beyond language, an emotional landscape made of appropriated forms and concepts shuffled before our mind’s eyes like the cards in a tarot deck. The chaos that reigns over us merely an order of a magnitude we can not perceive.

To those who ride the night dreams are complex beyond the imagination of the mundane. Initiatory visions, rituals of impossible space, divinatory and prophetic, punishing and purifying, ultimately cleansing us of that which hinders and binds. Aided by entheogenic spirits, calea, sinicuichi, henbane, and mandrake, the hedge dissolves before us revealing that secret land between the edge of the world and the realm beyond the veil. We stand before the dweller naked of our social constructs and face that poison which leads us down the crooked path.

I still turn when i hear your name thinking that somehow ill see you

My hands have started to shake now that they dont have you to hold them between yours until it stops

The nightmares have returned now that your soothing voice doesnt talk me to sleep

I cant listen to the favorite songs we shared anymore its not the same now that youre not in the car singing with me

I stopped checking my phone for texts now that i know i shouldnt be expecting any from you, i could care less for the rest

See its not really you that i miss its the small comforting things you did as a friend not a lover because i sing with friends i tell friends about my dreams and fears and these things make me think of you, Of all the little things you do and I miss you. I miss the friend I had before the lover, but i know he’ll never be back.

—  S.M // When friends turn to lovers