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anonymous asked:

I totally agree with your tags, I'm a bit confused to be honest on how to feel? It's sad. It's an article that describes him as the underdog, the fighter who doesn't actually know who he wants to be - as long as it's somebody that makes his mum proud. But like, I don't want him to feel like he still has anything to prove. And it confirmed my fear of him feeling inferior within the band when he just isn't. I hope he knows that now. Sees how much we love him, truly for him and his talent.

I think he does, he knows we’ve got his back professionally.

What’s bothering me about the article is that is it feels like a cloud over him, maybe that’s how he feels, I don’t know, but I would have preferred something a bit more upbeat tbh. Something talking about how engaging he is and how great JHO is.

But it almost entirely avoided the things we were nervous about, so all in all, I’ll count it as a win!

Things I would’ve loved to see in the last clip:

Elias talking to Sana about her and Yousef, now that they’re actually kind of together

Sana and Even finally talking

Mama Bakkoush!!!!! Her properly meeting the girl squad. Her meeting Yousef again after knowing about Sana’s feelings for him.

The girl squad spending some time together.

The Los Losers van? We never saw it again, did we?

The balloon squad teasing Yousef in front of Sana about him being a lovesick puppy.

The serious side of Magnus and Vilde’s relationship. (I’m glad they hinted at Magnus knowing about Vilde’s situation and being there for her but I would’ve loved to actually see it)

More of Magnus and Mahdi.

Eskild’s gift?!

Eva, PChris, Noora and William together. Best friends being with/dating best friends, yet we never saw those 4 together?!

THE BALLOON SQUAD!!!!

Sana’s other brother????? 

Also Jamilla - I loved the clip with her so much. She’s such an important person for Sana, would’ve loved to see her meet the girl squad.

About a month ago we had to say goodbye to our family pug, Stella (left). She was just shy of her eighth birthday. She had been fighting lymphoma since the Fall. She was doing well but after finishing her treatment, it came back almost immediately and there wasn’t anything more we could do. It was too much for her little body. We’re heartbroken. She was the best little pug and we all miss her so much every day. 

I know she’s in a better place right now, where there’s no such thing as cancer. And she’s happy and healthy, running around with Molson (our old lab/german shepherd) and waiting for us to meet her at the bridge. I wish there were visiting hours…

Run free little one. <3 

Shout out to my friends that I don't talk to often but y'all mean a lot:

@scyythe genuinely u always got me shook not over the fact you are my friend like??? Im not??? Cool enough ??? For you???
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@beautifuloregonvibes - you are so good too me and I just remember being amazed and he confidence and ur a good soul ( also west coast beat coast)
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@sweet-lil-nerd - ur just really sweet ( lol u know that already given ur user name) but ur suck a nice person and we need more people like u in life
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@orendork -boooii I&rsquo;m so happy I messaged u and nodded of the pain that is our hair Also I still think about that story I sent me and I&rsquo;m so happy you&rsquo;re doing better now
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@acleverflowerpun - ma girl I love u and miss u all u the time and I love seeing u on insta and I wish we could hang out all the time we would have a blast and I&rsquo;m thankful I have my irl lily potter now

anonymous asked:

I don't know why because my friends and parents are good enough to me but I still feel so lonely and miserable most of the time and now it's my bday and I'm feeling more isolated than ever yet everyone around me is so busy and reaching out just seems pointless. Might that warrant a star?

That definitely warrants a star!

Sometimes, even though we’re surrounded by the most loving and supportive friends and family, we still want something more. Perhaps you’re missing a connection to that one person who just “gets” you, or perhaps you need someone to talk to about how you’re feeling, like a counselor or therapist.

Whatever it is, know that it’s okay to reach out about how you feel. Your friends and family care about you, and even though they may be busy they are still there for you when you need them.

We are also here for you - our entire community is. Remember, it’s okay to reach out when you want/need to <3

Also, happy birthday! :D

Keep on shining!
♥ Courtney

I’ve honestly never been a big Chris x Eva fan, but seriously? Chris basically told William that he was pretty sure he was in love with Eva, and now, after he saw Emma for the first time he suddenly forgot about Eva. Where’s his charcter development? According to Julie he’s the same person that he was at the beggining of the show, nothing changed. We deserved to know more about him, and the fact that Julie totally ignored his character fucking sucks 

I’ve noticed quite a few people who made posts angry that joji doesn’t hang with Ian & Max anymore, and I just wanna say some stuff. I know we all loved when they all hang out, but like they never claimed to be a team. Or a group. They made the cake series and then that was it. Joji never said he’d be making more videos with them. And you also have to think about everything joji is doing right now. With all his projects, he doesn’t have the time to hang with them. Making music takes time. A good album doesn’t happen over night. He also said he was working on a “long overdue tour” those take time to plan. He needs to focus on his music career. He never said he was exclusively a youtuber. Tbh he never even really said he was a youtuber. So even though I as well miss him hanging out with Ian & Max, I don’t think we should be getting mad at George. He has stuff to take care of. Which would you rather have, him make videos with the boys, or a Joji album and more songs and basically the one thing joji has actually always wanted more than YouTube?

idk what this post is gonna be so… have fun reading dkfjsdkfsd my heart rly just??? hurts??? from being so in love with kihyun n also im constantly worrying about him hoping he’s okay having a good day feeling okay eating okay etc etc i know he told us he’s okay and not to worry but i still?? am here worrying… i hope he doesn’t feel bad when ppl keep telling him to eat more like i know we’re all just worrying bc we care but i hope he knows ppl say those things bc they care and not bc they don’t like how he looks now or smth…. he’s so hard to read idk what he’s thinking if he’s annoyed by ppl telling him to eat more or if he feels bad or if he even takes things like that to heart like… i just hope he’s feeling happy and comfy and confident with his body and staying healthy and eating well and not overdoing himself or overworking i hope everything’s okay and that no one makes him feel bad about losing weight or keeping his abs and i hope he doesn’t feel pressured to keep them n if he does keep them he’s doing it healthily i just… godkdfjksdfsdf why am i getting so worked up over it i don’t know hes a grown man i don’t need to worry so much and i trust him  but i still….im rly dkfjsdf about to start crying as im typing this god why am i so lame dkfsjdfksjdkfjdfksdfjk

Ummm can we talk about the Kiss FM UK interview for a sec?

There’s a particular moment in the interview that had my Camren alarms going off!! 🚨🌚🚨

When talking about the concept of the album Camila describes the Loving - she starts off by saying that it’s about a really good time in her life (may I add here that the way she talks about it it seems like all the songs have already been written, so that whole “I need to find a boy to finish the Loving” is clearly big gaymila bullshit!) 

The interviewer asks her “Loving yourself?” - I mean that would be a good and easy path to take - after a break up you usually take time to heal and indeed love yourself…

But surprise! It doesn’t look like those happy times were only about that - Camila clearly pauses, and “loving myself” becomes “loving life” - Obviously Camila had much more than herself to love… ya’ll know what I’m getting at 

Then Camila continues by saying that it wasn’t really about self-confidence or insecurity, that clearly it wasn’t that much about her…

Then Camila hit the nail in my Camren coffin by saying that it’s about a “relationship-friendship”, yes, the two words attached, no pause in between! Suggesting that the relationship/friendship is only ONE relationship. Now who do we know that could’ve been a lover and a friend to Camila at the same time???

My theory since the beginning is that The Hurting, The Healing, The Loving is, in chronological order, the telling of Camren’s first break up (The Hurting), how Camila dealt with it and eventually became friends again with Lauren (The Healing) and then how they got back together (The Loving). I don’t think the break up that happened after that (I believe March 2017) will be a subject on the album.

Anyhoo, Camila says after that that the album is clearly a type of closure for her, so I really believe that Camren is separated right now - which is something that doesn’t really bother me since I think they both need to experience new things and grow separately for a while, only to get back together happier in the future.. 😊

Does the second half of S4 parallel S1?

it’s strange because the first half of season 4 had A LOT of parallels of season 3 but now this second half? 

The more I think about it, the more it parallels season 1, so here we go.

Losing Friends 

Vs.

Just like Eva Sana is feeling alone and out of touch with the people she loves the most. She doesn’t know how to fix the rift…so she doesn’t, but still she wants to so bad. she misses them and watching them from afar because she no longer can belong with them…is tearing her apart. Just like Eva in season 1.

Social media rubbing their new friends in their faces

vs

we then get a true sense of the isolation between the two when they both sit at home alone and watch their friends…literally replace them. That’s what it feels like for both Eva and Sana. and after they both see these social media posts and drives them to get up and do something about it. “don’t let yourself be a victim” as doctor phil says to Eva and “don’t live in fear” as Nas tells Sana…it’s too similar and I love it 

Benchy Buddies

vs.

Not only are they both sitting on the same bench, with the same person, on THE SAME SIDE, but it is insane that Isak has served as a focal point in both of their painful dramas of secrets. in Eva’s season Isak revealed her lies to Iben, in Sana’s….Isak still revealed Sara’s lies by Sana getting access of them from Isak’s account. so essentially the truth came out and disaster happened because of Isak in both seasons…w i l d 

Trying to muster up the courage to make things better

vs

I talked about this shot earlier today but oh my god I can’t believe how similar they are. The only difference is the change in time and the main character. This shows how 3 seasons later we are still in the same place. but this time with Sana. How we all feel isolation, misunderstanding and shame and how it never goes away. It is forever and it comes with being human. no matter who you are we all feel this pain, fear, and sadness. Both Eva and Sana felt like outsiders in their school. 

Confiding in someone about their mistake right before it hits them in the face

vs

Just like Eva, Sana could not hold it in anymore and chose to confide in someone about the saranors2 account. Just like Isak (but with purer intentions) Chris advised Sana to not tell. I actually find this parallel really cool because in season 1 Eva was scared of losing Jonas and Jonas not forgiving her but in this scene Sana is actually afraid of Eva never forgiving her. It is like we have gone full circle in skam world. Eva has gone from the girl begging for forgiveness from her mistakes to…being the one who needs to do the forgiving… hmm

Voicemail

vs

wow, so we have literally gone from season 1 where Eva is calling Isak after the reveal and getting voicemail, to Sana calling EVA after the reveal and getting voicemail. I think this was very intentional. 

Pain 

vs

Eva and Sana both get told that the people they love are incredibly heartbroken with them right now in a very similar way. Both with other people involved (Isak and Chris) and both with a phone…and then they break knowing that forgiveness is not going to be easy and they are both alone. They both fucked up and now they are alone and it is heartbreaking. 

what does this s1 parallel mean? 

Season 1 was the beginning, Season 4 is the end. The parallels are evident and I think it is because Julie wants to remind us why she made skam. Reminding us what it’s really about. I know with the girl squads current behaviour it doesn’t make sense just yet, but it will. and I wonder if this is also reflecting on Eva’s character now? She has gone from the character who we are crying with and hoping to god she can make friends and be happy to….being the girl we are screaming at to listen to Sana and FORGIVE HER. 

which is amazing because Julie is doing what skam has always meant to do. 

she is showing us every single side, corner, and edge of every character on this show. By doing this to Eva though is even more powerful because she was our first main. she is our firstborn who’s pov we all witnessed and now Julie is showing how we all make mistakes, we all get mad, we all are the person who needs to forgive, or the person who needs to talk. and each of these characters have had a turn to be each other if you think about it. 

Because now it’s Eva’s turn to be season 1 Ingrid…who needs to stop, and listen to what Sana has to say as they cry and forgive each other <3 

Welp. We went to see Wonder Woman. I cried during the sad parts and some of the other parts. They were the same kind of tears I had on and off through Ghostbusters. Movies with strong women who are fully realized people who are allowed to be sexual but are not sexualized and can also kick ass just make me cry randomly. Though TBH I also cry in LotR when anyone picks up their sword and runs into battle screaming the name of their home. I didn’t even realize how ravenous I was for a female version of that.

Hey Voltron Fandom, what the fuck?

I’m going to get straight to the point, you guys are self-destructive and are going to kill the fandom over your petty arguments and stupid self-entitlement. There hasn’t been a day since the beginning of the fandom that everything has just been peaceful for once (and I’ve been here since it’s birth) You all should be ashamed of yourselves, fighting online and hurting real people over fiction (this is not specifically towards ships btw) And I’m putting my foot down at all of this bullshit and trying to stop it

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jenny💁darling💕you’re my best friend👯but theres a few things you dont know of❔👀why i borrow your lipstick💋so often im using your shirt👚as a pillow case🛏️i wanna ruin👊our friendship👯we should be lovers👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩instead i dont know🤔how to say🗣️this cause you’re really my dearest friend💜 jenny💁darling💕you’re my best friend👯ive been doing bad👎things you dont know🤔about stealing your stuff💄👡💅now and then nothing youd miss but it means the world to me💖 i wanna ruin👊our friendship👯we should be lovers👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩instead i dont know🤔how to say🗣️this cause you’re really my dearest friend💜jenny💁take my hand🖐️we are more than friends👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩i will follow👣you until the end  jenny💁take my hand🖐️i cannot pretend🤡why i never like your new boyfriends👫oh your love for them wont last long😜forget those amigos🧔 oh your love for them wont last long😜forget those amigos🧑forget those amigos👨‍🌾🧔👦👫 i wanna ruin👊our friendship👯we should be lovers👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩instead i dont know🤔how to say🗣️this cause you’re really my dearest friend💜 oh your love for them wont last long😜( we should be lovers👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩instead) oh your love for them wont last long😜 (cause you’re really my dearest friend💜) jenny💁…….

I know you love me because you’ve said it to me in every way imaginable and I know you mean it. Trust me, I do. God, I love you too. I love you more than I’ve loved the gentle caress of raindrops on my skin and the moon (my companion) in all her glory. I warned you so many times. I practically screamed at you to leave. Why are you still here? Why do you keep coming back and getting hurt? Why? I told you it was getting bad again. I told you it was going to get rough but your annoying persistence made you stick with me like glue. Now look at where we are. I’m about to break and your heart is pretty much in shambles. You’re still holding on to me. I don’t deserve everything you’re trying to do for me and you sure as hell don’t deserve being treated like this. I’m asking you again. Please, save yourself from the hurricane that I have become. I am destroying everything in my path and you’ve already been battered enough. Leave, be free, love again. Love, you have done so much for me but it’s time for you to let go. It’s time for you to save yourself. I love you and I am so sorry for everything. Goodbye.
—  dream-soluna 
skam messages

“I became insecure and desperate. Your opinion meant more to me than my own and that’s not how it should be. I have to find out what my opinion is. And I have to do it on my own.“

“But I can’t continue having regrets for the rest of my life… I wish I could do it all over again, completely different. But I can’t. I’m just going to have to accept it and move on.”

“Everybody is fighting a battle you know nothing about. Be kind. Always.”

“You are strong and independent when you can change your opinions. No matter what gender changes you.”

“War doesn’t start with violence. It starts with misunderstandings and prejudice.”

“If you say you’re in favour of a world of peace, you have to try to understand why others think and act the way they do.”

“People experience horrible things everyday and still manage to be nice to others. Being an asshole is not something you’re born with, or something you become. It’s a choice.”

“Hate doesn’t come from religion, it comes from fear.”

“Whether you believe in Allah or Jesus or the theory of evolution or parallel universes, there’s only one thing we know for certain. That life is… now.”

“Do you know how many people I know who say they believe in Allah? But they still drink, steal and vandalize. What’s more important? Saying you believe in Allah or live like you believe in Allah?”

I love that skam can place important and meaningful messages within the show not just through actions and events but also in the dialogue without sounding cliché or slipping from the narrative voice. These are legitimate things that teenagers think about and say. Yes, they’re mature but it comes from reflection, observation, and learning about how the world works and who we are. It’s never dumbed down to the point that it sounds cheesy or discredits teenagers’ ability to genuinely think, and it’s not so elevated and structured that it sounds fake or forced. It’s raw and real and beautiful

  • me: the worst thing about getting unlikely lovers right after thrill of first love on shuffle is the contrast in whizzer's tone of voice. in thrill of first love, he sounds very cocky and we get the impression that he is only with marvin for sex--which is a little sad because marvin left his wife and child to be with whizzer. however, in unlikely lovers, he adapts a much softer, more emotional attitude, and we know from this alone that he has come to care very deeply about marvin. i get the feeling that during the two years of their separation, both men realised just how much they loved each other. this must have been a big deal for whizzer, who is portrayed as a little apathetic in act one. and now that he's finally come to accept his feelings for marvin, he falls fatally ill. and yes, we see him still joking around a little bit ("do you want me to reply?") but the fact that his voice is so much more emotional and fragile shows real character development.
  • taxi driver: we're here
Mixup

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Warnings: Swearing, talk of periods

Word Count: 1,913

Prompt: After a witch spews it’s spells on Dean and the reader, the reader wishes for something to happen to Dean, and Dean turns into a whiny bitch about it.

Special thanks to @lipstickandwhiskey for betaing.

It was nearly blinding when the purplish-grey dust flew around you and Dean. Before it could all clear out, and the two of you could actually see, Sam had nailed the witch. One bullet, directly through the back of her head, and you were fine. She collapsed into a heap on the ground, and that was that.

Sam’s nose scrunched up as he approached the two of you. “What the hell did she douse you guys with?”

“Some of her freak weirdo witch juice,” Dean grumbled, practically gagging at the stench that was coming from the dust. “I need to shower, like now.”

“Good thing we’re not far from the motel,” you chimed in. “So what do we do with Bellatrix over there?”

Dean scoffed, “really? Out of all the iconic witches, you pick the one from Harry Potter?”

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