now that i have it i feel quite at peace

well! (O    v O) <3 this is the OTP i was talking about in >this< post earlier… heheh… (^   3 ^);; at the outset of this piece i was feeling really down, and thought it might turn out quite depressing… but (o    w  o) it was actually really cathartic <3 and i think it ended up kind of bittersweet (^    v ^) so~ i’m feeling oddly peaceful now. i… i really just want the angry boy and the sweet boy to be happy… *so much sighs* i’m being facetious of course~ lol ~ but i do hope at least some of you enjoy this. it makes me think a lot about the people i value and how much i hope they know i love them <3

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Never have I been as emotionally hurt over anyone’s death, more than Chelsea’s. I was legitimately crying for quite a while today because of what happened to her. I can’t disable the hurt feelings I have right now. Like if some put a power drill to your heart and repeatedly keep punching the wound, that’s what I feel, but worse. QQ

“I would do anything to prevent her death from happening. Even my own life. In my heart and mind she is still alive.”

~Rest in Peace Chelsea  

also i finally came to peace with the idea of taking a gap year after i graduate from high school this year. i highkey feel really bad about it because i have quite a bit of scholarship money that has been offered to me but? i was miserable putting in college applications, like fuck that noise, imagine how miserable i’d actually be at the college, full ride or not lmao

i’ve been wanting a gap year since 10th grade and i got my arm twisted into giving up that idea but now i’ve decided, it’s 2017, if i let someone else run my life then i’m responsible for how miserable i’m gonna be. so a gap year it is.

i don’t really know what the year ahead holds but it’s the uncertainty that thrills me, and i know that if i really, really want something i’ll stop at nothing to get it (philadelphia, atlanta, DC, sydney, need i say more?) so i trust that this dedication will get me what makes me happy.

Hiatus

Hey guys.
I decided to go on a hiatus. I don’t know for how long, but I try very hard to make it as long as possible. I also disabled asks, because I am very overwhelmed by them. 

I am feeling very stressed for quite a long time now and I just want to find focus again. Everything is just over my head and I really need some peace for a bit. 

I have a few reblogs in my queue but that’s it.
I won’t upload art for that time. Nothing. 

Everything is alright. I’m fine. I just need a bit of a … vacation. 

Today, we have lost a great man.

Truthfully, I’m still in shock about this– he was just at E3 the other day, and it was quite hard to believe that man has died now. Iwata has done so much to make great games, and he’s helped changed the gaming industry as we know it today. Ranging from Zelda, Mario, Pokemon, and has given us great adventures we’ve spent countless hours into.

Rest In Peace, Iwata. Thank you for the adventure.

They have an interesting connection. A lot of people say, ‘Oh, it’s a romantic connection.’ But I think right now, it’s a connection where he feels a certain amount of peace with her. He sees that she understands him a little bit and that she is willing to look at him with compassion and maybe hope for the best in him. And I’m certain that there is more than that and there is an attraction between them, but this is a long story and we’re not quite there yet in terms of romance.
—  Michael Narducci on whether Klaus and Cami will ever admit their feelings for each other (x)