now i have to cry listening to this song

cartoonus-maximus  asked:

94: favorite lyrics right now

Ryou: You’ve done nothing at all to make me love you less, so come back when you can. - Mostly I have the chorus stuck and the come back when you can since, lately, I’ve been listening to it in repeat.

Bakura: Ghost in the wind calling you to take me home. Ghost in the wind crying, “where do I belong?” Can anyone hear me now? - I really like the rhythm of the whole song and how ominous it sounds. It’s so soothing while at the same time remains melancholic and I appreciate that.

Divide: An Album Summary

Eraser: brb dropping all of my responsibilities until i learn this rap 

Castle on a Hill: this is the type of song that if you listen it to while walking, you end up going like 10x your normal pace 

Dive: this song will be sung to every cheesecake i eat (also like idk about you but the beginning kinda sounds like dangerous woman??)

Shape of You: like idk why but all I can think of during this song is somebody bouncing a basketball?? 

Perfect: wedding dance song for 2k17 and beyond

Galway Girl: Irish dance party 

Happier: no i’m not crying. I just have something stuck my eyes. yes, yes, both of my eyes

New Man: okay but literally every line in this song could be put on a t-shirt

Hearts Don’t Break Around Here: in which every person listening to this imagines ed singing this to them 

What Do I Know?: what do I know? i know that my boi ed is amazing (also: in which a song can age me back 10 years)

How Would You Feel (Paean): pure cinnamon roll in lyrical form #bless 

Supermarket Flowers: shit i will never be able to buy flowers from walmart ever again without crying 

Barcelona: I never would have thought that I would be attracted to a ginger british guy singing in spanish, but here we are. i can now die in peace. 

Bibia Be Ye Ye: *frantically head bobs* *bangs an invisible drum* *astral projects my body into heaven*

Nancy Mulligan: Irish dance party, pt. II (also super cute)

Save Myself: “’cause she’d just smile and I’m complaining in a song, but it helps” - same, Ed, same

listening to musicals on shuffle

Be More Chill: *gets unreasonably excited when “Michael in the Bathroom” comes on, despite having listened to it 1000+ times before*

The Book of Mormon: no difference which song you’re on. Every song is a glittery, expletive-filled bath bomb

Dear Evan Hansen: *ends up just listening to one song on loop for hours*

Dear Evan Hansen #2: *any number comes on* oh boy, this is the most relatable song I’ve ever heard :’( This perfectly describes me and where I’m at in my life right now. Wow. *when next number comes on, says exact same thing*

Falsettos: *alternates violently between laughing and crying*

Hamilton: *DUN DU-DU-DU-DU-DU DUN* HOW DOES A BASv0oluntEER arMY in need of a SHOWER–

The Last Five Years: *during every song, even the Cathy ones* Jamie dON’T

Les Misérables: oh my God, these two songs are the same melody and I nEVER NOTICED

Les Misérables #2: *one second of song plays* nOPE THIS ONE IS SAD *skips* oH NO I’M SO NOT READY FOR THIS *skips* NOT TODAY *skips* …they’re all like this, aren’t they

Natasha, Pierre, and The Great Comet of 1812: *one second of song plays* …I’m not actually sure I have the emotional energy for this show right now

Newsies: *guiltily skips “The Bottom Line”*

Next to Normal: here’s that sadness you ordered! Do you want that with a side of piano or guitar?

Rent: Angst, Angst (reprise)

Tuck Everlasting: *hears opening violin strains of “The Story of Winnie Foster”* *stops entire life to have an existential crisis*

Waitress: A very risky gamble. A Bad Idea. You either get an absolute bop or you get your heart torn out. Don’t try unless emotionally stable.

Wicked: *during every song* Foreshadowing™


if I could change the currents of our lives
to make the river flow where it’s run dry
to be a prodigal of Father Time
then I would see you tonight



Hi Taylor!!

My name is Julia and I am 20 years old.

We have never met before or talked - but I really hope someday we will be able to!!!

I have been a huge fan of yours for 9 years now!! I will never forget Santa giving me Speak Now (my first album of yours!!) and listening to it non-stop on my CD player (I know, I know). Ever since then, I listen to you every day, and it makes me SO excited to hear Reputation.

The first time I have ever seen you live was for the 1989 tour in Chicago. And it was the BEST TIME OF MY LIFE. My boyfriend Steele and I dressed up, and it was so much fun!!! He is also a huge SWIFTIE — our song is sparks fly (we’ve been dating for almost 6 years now!!)

Taylor you make me so happy, you make me cry, laugh, and most of all, make me feel so confident all the time. I hope someday to thank you in person for how amazing you truly are.

P.S. I heard your hugs are amazing, and I really REALLY hope I can prove that in person❤️❤️

Twitter: reputaytion13
Instagram: forevertay_13 & juliamarie43

@taylorswift @taylornation

I’m coming more and more to the conclusion that Yang Xiao Long is the greatest character that has ever been written by anyone ever. There is just so much in her that I can personally relate to. Abandonment issues, confidence, others seeing less in her than she actually is, being flirty while totally being in control and having the confidence to say no, body confidence, confidently wearing revealing clothes because she wants to and not because she needs validation from men, confidence in her own sexuality, confidence in her femininity, having a complicated relationship with being vulnerable in front of others, her depression, the way she picks herself up again, not really knowing what she wants to do with her life, and just so much fiery passion. I know that a lot of this is just my own version of her and maybe just things I read into her, but it means a lot to me that I even have a character on who I can project all these things and then be like “Yes, I want to be like her”. 

Scathing eyes ask that we be symmetrical, one sided and easily processed. Yet every misshapen spark’s unseen beauty is greater than its would be judgement.” is my favourite quote ever because it doesn’t matter what others see in you and how imperfect you are, there is more to every misshapen spark and now excuse me while I listen to all the Yang songs a few more times and cry about all of this. 


                                                Don’t you worry, don’t you worry, child
                                                     See, heaven’s got a plan for you
                                               Don’t you worry, don’t you worry now

*deep sigh*

I don’t even know what to say. Here I am, listening to my touken song, my cup of coffee completely cold by my side because I couldn’t even finish drinking, I can’t even swallow my own saliva. I just can’t express into words what I’m feeling right now, apart from the love I have for this ship, for the way I said I would cry if they ever become canon (which is true, i’m tearing up right now..), apart from how happy I am that Kaneki was so straight forward and didn’t hold back… 

I am so happy for Kaneki in general. Touka too, but Kaneki the most. He has suffered so much, always searching for something he couldn’t find, always searching for love. We are forgetting that Kaneki’s deepest ambition was to find love, to be loved, something so simple as that, this is the meaning behind Tokyo Ghoul, that’s Kaneki’s journey… to find love, and he found it. He just did. It’s always been there, but he couldn’t see it. I know things won’t be easy from now on, but I’m so hopeful in terms of knowing that, maybe, now he knows he’s not alone. And you can see he wanted this too. She kissed him and he didn’t even try to stop her or dodge her… he just kissed her back and expressed his feelings with his body. Sometimes words are just words, and I think Kaneki’s feelings had to be exposed in this way. When he cried… I just lost it. I love Kaneki so much, he makes me scream and sometimes I hate him because he can be extremely stubborn but I love him, he’s such a good person, he always forgives the people that hurt him, he doesn’t really hold grudge against anyone, he’s so gentle and kind… he totally, TOTALLY deserves this moment with Touka. Touka, a girl who waited for him for YEARS, a girl who felt lonely most of her life and still never lost hope in him. 

I think both are so similar, and both are empty inside, and this moment they just shared feels like two pieces of a puzzle getting together. Kaneki’s emptiness & his need to feel loved is something Touka can relate too… everybody leaves her, but now they just found each other. This is not fanservice, this is a beautiful scene of two human beings (yes, human beings) finding comfort and learning to know each other a little bit better, two souls sharing the same emptiness that makes them whole when they are together. As Ishida say, they come as a set, this was meant to be, and I’m so, so, so, so, so happy today. I remember this post i made last year I think? saying how much i wanted a scene of Kaneki resting against Touka’s chest or whatever, feeling her hands caressing his body, feeling safe and away from his own demons knowing that there’s someone taking care of him, loving him, making him feel that he matters not for being the king or whatever the hell he is, but for being him, just him, Kaneki Ken. And it happened…





cheers, Kaneki 🍻 you are a man now



Dear Taylor @taylorswift ,

My name is Emily (Em), I’m 17 and a UK Swiftie. I’ve been listening to your songs since I was a really young girl and I made the best choice I’ve ever made to be a Swiftie at the age of 11.

I chose to be a Swiftie because your lyrics managed to reach out to me at such a young age, like no other artist’s ever had. I don’t know where I’d be now if I hadn’t had your music whilst growing up. No matter what I’ve gone through I’ve always had your music. I remember listening to Love Story and You Belong With Me on the radio in the car when I was 8 years old and singing along and then going home and listening to Fearless on my iPod in my very pink and sparkly bedroom. The song that really reached out to me and made me want to be a Swiftie was Dear John. I am obsessed with lyrics, especially, “I’m shining like fireworks over your sad empty town”. I don’t know how I would have survived my teenage years without your music, it has been with me through every up and down I’ve had.

I want to tell you a bit about me. I’m a student, studying Philosophy, Sociology, English Language and Psychology. I’m a swimming teacher, I teach three evenings a week and I’ve discovered that I really love teaching. I also work part time in a department store as a Saturday sales girl. I’m a music fanatic, passionate runner, swimmer and I enjoy writing. A few years back, I wrote a response to a very sexist writer in the media. The writer unfairly criticised you and I was so mad that I responded. My response was published in a national newspaper in the UK, The Daily Mail. I posted about it on my Tumblr blog and you liked the post! That was one of the best days of my life, for my writing was published nationally and I got to speak out something that was so important to me and then, on top of all of that, for YOU to notice me was a dream come true. I am obsessed with fashion and have a huge amount of love for, your friend, Gigi Hadid! We met at the beginning of 2017 and it was another dream come true and I feel so lucky. I have an awesome girl squad which I am so blessed to have and I also am so lucky to have a Swiftie squad (the Gorgeous Gals and Guys Squad)!!! I’m also really close with my mum, who is also a Swiftie, like me.

This era has been so incredible so far. reputation really is a masterpiece and Getaway Car might just be my favourite song of all time. I also have a HUGE obsession with King of My Heart. When I first heard the album I cried and then cried a bit more because I was so blown away by its BRILLIANCE. If I’m being honest, I still cry listening to it now because it’s just that good. I’m so excited for what’s to come this era and am so proud of you and all that you are achieving. The maturity and cohesiveness of this album is incredible. The lyrics and vocals are so on point (AS ALWAYS) and everything about this album and this era is just so great and I am so happy that I get to be a part of it all and that I have you and this album in my life!

Earlier this month I came to the London Capital JBB to see you perform and it was my third time seeing you live, (I’ve seen you once on the RED Tour and once on the 1989 World Tour). It was the best night I’ve had all year. Seeing you in concert has always been the happiest times of my life. I am beyond excited to be seeing you four times on the Reputation World Tour next year. I’m going to be at Manchester nights 1 and 2 and London nights 1 and 2. I’m going to each show with my mum and we are already planning my outfits! I got my mum and me tickets for night 2 in Manchester for Christmas and she was beyond happy! It was so sweet!

This year has been a pretty great one for me and I am so sad to see it end, but I am also so excited for 2018 as I know I have the Rep World Tour to look forward to and plan for! Before the Rep World Tour I am completing my first ever Half Marathon and my mock exams. I’m really nervous for each but am working really hard to be well prepared for both! I hope you are well and am wishing you and your family and friends a very happy new year.

I love you forever and always, T.


anterograde tomorrow

Okay, so when I read this kaisoo fanfic I made a terrible mistake and I read it while listening to 그리고, 남겨진 것들 for 넬 (The Day Before by Nell).

Before reading the fanfic, I had no idea what it was about. I knew it was angsty and heartbreaking and sad, so I was like to myself hey! Why don’t I listen to this sad song while reading this sad fanfic to be even more sad! (Yeah I know)

What shocked me while reading, is how strongly the song matched the scenes in the fan fiction. I kid you not. If you have read it, listen to the song and read the words here 

I had to stop and take a moment both from crying from this heart wrenching fic and to let the song sink in The song and the fic perfectly match. Not only when it comes to lyrics but also the MV! (Watch it here)

Now, I don’t have a clear idea about what’s going on in the mv, but you have these two guys and one is scribbling and the other filming the one who was scribbling talking and then he starts to weaken as if he’s slipping or dozing off but then it looks like he doesn’t have any power left as if he’s dying? And then he closes his eyes and I’m sure he passes away. And then the one who was filming closes the camera.  Now I’m not saying it’s exactly the same as the fan fiction’s incidents, but somehow to me at least I could see the guy who was filming as kyungsoo and the guy who, dare I say, passed away, as jongin and idk maybe it’s just me but I really do.

Here he was scribbling something 

Here they show us how they’re sitting facing each other and they seem close

He starts losing conscious for a bit?

Here too, and it’s  like he’s trying so hard to focus or that his head hurts

Here the other guy is almost going to cry

He passes away ㅠㅠ

The other guy is alone(?)

He closes the camera thingy

And he’s gone(???)

See I don’t know, maybe I’m delulu, maybe I’m too emotional but I connect this song to the fan fiction and both of them now have a special meaning to me.

Also, I cried like a bitch.

An explanation of the fandoms by my idiot self
  • Yuri on Ice: We love all your memes, we love all the ships, we love kubo, we love season 2 already, screaming it's canon, can you hear our heart beat?!, crying it's canon, we love everything because we are precious cinnamon roll people.
  • Killing Stalking: Your memes are hit or miss with us, we are just innocent beacons of sin, why Sangwoo?, we're all Yoonbums here, yes daddy?, we either hate your ship or love it, strumming my pain with his fingers, I've never listened that song till now, we have no grey areas, there's no way this will end how any of us wants it to, we're kinda emo but also pretty sweet.
  • Mystic Messenger: We're so edgy, who needs friends?, oh daddy is textin, I love everyone but also I don't, invite us out so we can decline, we need more memes guys, I secretly enjoy Killing Stalking but don't tell the Yuri on Ice fandom.
  • Haikyu!: we are the moms and dads of all fandoms, we are the true beginning, what's free?, fuck swimming we hit balls here, sunshine children and angsty parents, our show is just 1 big meme, classic cinnamon roll, we will accept any ship just please make it canon, we have some beautiful fanfics, season 4?

I love my life. 

From this song: (I rarely listen the Robbie Williams but this song just really strikes me). This song pretty much sums up what the communities mean to me. They have shown me things I wouldn’t see anywhere else, they’ve helped me discover who I am, they’ve helped me find others like me, they’ve helped me see through the rainclouds to see the better side to life. I cannot begin to put into words how much I want to thank everyone for. :)


August 14, 2017// new leuchtturm + new supertips

in anticipation for university, I compiled a bunch of tips in case future me ever needs something like this :’) (in case they look familiar, most of them are from other studyblrs’ masterposts whose words of wisdom I wanted in the new bujo; you can find the posts under my tags #reference, #tips, and #university. please check them out!)

typed version below!

(a specifically university-tips spread will be finished soon)

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Hey Witchblr, I made an All Star potion



I wrote All Star into a potion thing. I’m so sorry.

I thought since the post I made about it is my entire livelihood I’d share with you the glory that is this lovely potion recipe. It’s so good, you might even say… it’s a smash for your mouth.


Anyways, this is a spell to achieve something even when people doubt you. Maybe a sport that people think you can’t play well, maybe you wanna prove to your parents that you can make it into art school and you aren’t a waste of space, whatever floats your boat.

Enjoy this terrifying monstrosity, you witchy fuckers.

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❧ sorry not sorry / yoongi ☙

Originally posted by jeonbase

❧  summary: you and yoongi used to date and he was your world your everything. until he started getting more famous, he broke up with you and promised you that you two will talk and text each other but the promise was never kept. since you are a signer as well you decided to write a song about him, after he does something unexpectedly. but will it be worth it at the end?

❧  word count: 4,422

‘‘and now for a special treat as promised… please welcome our special guests BTS!’‘ the announcer said with a huge smile on her face but your smile turned into an angry expression. you were about to see your beloved ex boyfriend min yoongi. 

‘‘ugh..why out of all the tv shows they have to be on this one?!’‘ you threw your hands in frustration and threw the tv remote across the living room almost landing into your friends head.

‘‘wow okay honey don’t hit me then hit the tv’‘ she said and picked up the remote from the floor, sitting beside on the couch. 

‘‘sorry…i’m just…’‘ you started while watching the tv, your friend noticed that you wandered off and she finished your sentence.

‘‘angry i know…but what are you gonna do about it y/n. life goes on right?’‘ 

but you weren’t listening to her words for one bit. your ears were focused on the sound coming from the television. the tune was very familiar to you and so were the words. as soon as yoongi started singing his line you jumped up from the seat and screamed.

‘‘heeeeeeey ! what is wrong with you !?’‘ 

you turned to her then back at the tv, then again at her and at the tv you couldn’t even process what you had just heard. you started pacing around the room, looking for your mobile phone but before you could dial someone’s number or better yet just search for them in your contacts your friend snatched your phone out of your hands.

‘‘hey give it back!’‘ you screamed and tried getting your phone but she refused.

‘‘not until you tell me what the heck is going on?’‘

you sighed and sat down back on the couch this time your face changed. it wasn’t angry anymore but just sad. pure sadness hit you like a train. and it was all because of your ex boyfriend.

‘‘when me and him were dating we wrote a song together. and we promised each other that one day we would sing it together on stage but of course that never happened. so the lyrics you just heard are…’‘


‘‘not all of them but the part he sang was mine yeah…’‘

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The (one eyed) owl ~


After spending most of the day crying (I was in an emotional mood today, so I binge-watched one of my no. 1 saddest movie and made a whole tissue box empty… ;_;) I thought, maybe, I should draw something… that makes me happy… but I don´t know T_T It makes me even sadder… and I have no clue why!!! Takizawa even SMILES!!! I mean… in a cute way! And than it got out of control … And I made a crying Takizawa as well. So that now I can say that there is some sad part, too. I listened the whole time this song while drawing :

I love that movie. So much. </3 even if it´s breaking my heart every time I watch it.~

okay so I’ve just listened to iHeart Radio reputation SS thing and I want to cry, because every Taylor’s song is so relatable and humane, like she writes about true emotions and situations that each and every one of us survived, is surviving right now or will survive in the future, she’s so down to earth, she’s so real, she can describe her feelings in such different and interesting ways, she’s so creative and hard-working, she always tries to do her best and God, I’m so lucky to have her in my life

our bond with Taylor is unbreakable and this is so beautiful, she trusts us and we trust her, nothing else matters

I just want you to know that I love you so much and I’m extremely proud of you and reputation. @taylorswift


Four years ago this girl sent me a DM on twitter asking if I liked Taylor. We talked back and forth until we exchanged numbers, with our last DM being from Niki saying “We’re gonna be best friends I can feel it.” I thought she was crazy.

Now we’re hanging out, laughing constantly, crying together, and still loving Taylor years later. It’s crazy to think that if it wasn’t for Taylor, I wouldn’t have my best fucking friend in the entire world. There’s something so special about our friendship that I’m going to cherish for the rest of my life.

I’m so lucky to have someone that just gets me. We just click. We literally DO THAT every day. Singlehandedly invented friendship etc. and I wouldn’t even know this girl if I didn’t listen to Our Song on my cousins bedroom floor all those years ago.

Taylor, we love you so much. We cant even begin to explain how much you mean to us separately, but also together. You are literally our entire hearts and you make us the happiest FUCKINF people in the world.

Sorry for this lengthy post, but I just wanted to let you know how much you have changed our lives for the better. We’re so lucky to make you howl and feel like you can’t stop and we’re even more lucky that you think we’re “just the greatest”. Niki is currently sitting on my feet as she scrolls through funny videos on insta and as I write this sappy post.


Love always,
Kaileen and Niki ( @noiseareblinding )


Trying Hard (Not to Fall)

Day 1-3 of Patater Week!  

Prompts: Getting Together/Proposal/Secret Relationship 

Also on AO3

It’s not like Kent could get out of playing against Jack. If he could, he might’ve considered it. But there Jack goes making that fucking goal, tying the score with minutes left in the third period. Maybe if Kent wasn’t so single-minded when it came to hockey, he could deal with going into overtime. But something about Zimms giving him a run for his money is unacceptable.  He pushes for another goal, it works. Unfortunately, that means accidentally running into Snowy and the net after the fact.

It’s funny how the Aces have a rep for being cheaters when the only time shit like this happens is on accident. Not that anyone would believe him. Kent’s caught under a haze of players when someone lifts him like he weighs nothing. He should guess it’s Alexei, but hearing him curse at Kent confirms it.

“You liking hit that so much?” Tater shouts. “I can hit too!”

Tater’s giving him the stink eye and honestly, it takes all of Kent’s energy to look guilty and not turned on. The goal stands, and he knows he’s gonna have some shit to answer for later. But right now, he can’t get over how good it feels to win. He’s earned this; he doesn’t have to answer to live up to Jack’s shadow anymore.

Of course, the post-game interview is going to have at least one question about that goal and three to ten about Jack.

“We played our best out there,” he tells the journalists. “This time it was enough, but obviously, we’ll prepare for the next one just as well.”

He showers, gets an Uber, and leaves without much ado. He thinks about whether he’s petty enough to say good game to Jack. Kent doesn’t know when he became so angry with him. It needs to stop—he knows that much. However, that’s an issue for another day.

There’s a brownstone townhouse a few blocks from the arena. Kent could’ve walked here, but he figures he needs to work on an apology dinner while he still has time. He pulls his key ring out of his back pocket, bracing himself. He slips in the front door, flicking on the entrance light just before getting tackled by fifty pounds of fluff.

“Vera, stop,” he laughs wincing as the black and white Siberian husky licks all over his face. He’s able to sit up after a minute of wet kisses, “yea I missed you too, baby.” He ruffles her fur, kissing her cold nose. “C’mon, you can help me grovel to Papa.” 

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Today, I came out to my mom. It finally happened. It was time. Honestly, it was the hardest thing to do. I was tired of hiding it especially now that I’m in a relationship, I just had to tell her. I would stay up every night crying wondering when I would do it, when I would have to stop hiding. It’s funny actually. She saw my wallpaper on my phone which is a picture of me and my bf, and she asked about it and that’s when I just broke down crying and told her. I was so afraid but I knew I had to do it. She told me that it doesn’t matter who I am and that it doesn’t change her love for me. It was just so relieving to here her say that, because she’s one of my best friends. I would always be listening to songs like “Dancing With Our Hands Tied” and it was so relatable especially being in this secret relationship, but now I don’t have to hide who I truly am. I’m just happy and relieved to not be hiding behind a mask. Taylor, thank you for making music that I could relate to, even when dealing with something like this. It’s really cool how your lyrics and songs are able to lift my mood and know that everything will be okay. I love you endlessly. Because of you, i’m truly doing better than I ever was. @taylorswift