now i have tagged it as many ways i can think of

A friend posted this. I don’t know the source [edit: thanks to @cynicalcripplepunk I now know this was originally posted by @candidlyautistic. I hope you don’t mind this, Candidly. Folk, please check out the original blog]. I figured a lot of you would enjoy it. While I’m mainly tagging this for autism, it works for other conditions too.

I don’t yet feel like I have a community of ‘penguins’ to love as I’ve met too many narrow-minded autistic people among the decent and open-minded ones. I think that, autistic or not, people tend towards mannerisms and thought processes I can’t abide. It’s not the differences between non-autistic people and autistic people I find weird, it’s the similarities.

I hope one day I’ll get the feeling of belonging to “The Tribe” so many autistic individuals speak of. I hope I’ll find many penguins to love and I hope loving sparrows becomes easier. So far, the sparrows and penguins I allow in my life for any real length of time are wonderful. I don’t see them much or get out but when I do, they look out for me.

And my own late diagnosis has mostly felt the same. I’m no longer unaware of why I am me. I’ll be going to see the doc about this comorbid ADHD possibility because of the research I’ve been doing. If it turns out the specialists agree, I’ll know there are parts to my “being a penguin” which make it difficult to get by and there’s possible treatment so I can waddle about easier, on my terms.

I don’t know how to summarise this.

Originally posted by onescorpioboy

rules: answer the 20 questions and tag 20 amazing blogs you’d like to get to know better!

thanks @dyspunktional for tagging me!

name: gee (thats a nickname but my birth name is a slur)

nicknames: gee

zodiac Sign: aquarius

height: 6″ and yes the weather is pleasant up here

orientation: bi

favorite fruit: apricots and grapefruits

favorite season: autumn because i am a fucking cliché

favorite book: i have….so many……

favorite flower: sunflowers

favorite scent: i can’t think of any right now but i definitely have some

favorite color: i was going to say black but like… it’s 2017…no seriously black or that dark purpleish blue (to be precise the color of the wildflower special effects hair dye)

favorite animal: cats

coffee, tea, or hot cocoa?: coffee. way too much coffee but sometimes tea cause it makes me feel like i have my life together

average sleep hours: umm on weekdays i try (key word: try) to get at least 7 or 8

cat or dog person?: cats

favorite fictional character: changes all the time, i think right now it’s party poison

number of blankets you sleep with: 5 bc i’m fucking extra

dream trip: to hell (no theres a lot of places id love to visit and also to meet vianney)

blog created: around september 2014 i think??

number of followers: 691 ayee

sorry if i tag u and u dont even know who i am like… i’m just tagging urls i remember @ignooytd @sweetchildrens @vampirepvnk @sunsetsandmisadventure @vendettafrank @innocentlikeghostsinthesnow @coffeedeaths @tiredordead @sad-ghxsts @alllways-confused @deserrtsong @solitarystylet @basemntgerard @ramenpunk @sometimes-stuff-sucks @tvmeds @iero-gore @makeroomz @caluminated

anonymous asked:

Tobirama as a dad? Throughout the years i guess

Tobirama Senju

•Ridiculously overprotective father, doesn’t matter at what age. Babyproofs the shit out of his house. Watches his baby like a hawk. Literally, the second the baby starts crawling, Tobirama loses it. There are so many ways a baby can hurt themselves??? Every little possible situation just gives him anxiety. He would rather keep the baby in the crib all day to completely avoid any potential accidents. Or when he’s holding his baby, he doesn’t let them crawl 2 feet away from him before pulling them back into his lap. He just worries too much. He’s not that good with babies tbh

•He’s always going to be busy with work, whether he’s Hokage yet or not. So it’s likely he won’t have much time for his newborn baby. It sucks, but that’s just how it is. It’s a big downside to Tobirama starting a family, because he’s married to his work at times. Which he quickly regrets, because he knows he needs to be there for his baby during their early years, and can’t leave everything to his s/o. His baby needs a father

•A lot of the time spent with his baby is Tobirama helping them learn to walk or talk. Basically helping them grow. Imagine Tobirama walking with his baby around the house, holding their arms up as they slowly stroll around. So cute

•As they grow older, Tobirama still tries to be there for them, but duty calls. The village is paramount. He’ll have his child with him at the office on slow days though, but they have to be careful not to mess with his paperwork or he gets annoyed

•It’s around this age that Tobirama will train them, if they wish to be trained. He’s just as hard on them as he would be one of his students, maybe even harder

•Tobirama can’t stand their “rebellious” teenage years. Or the phase where they might be distant and isolated, refusing to talk to their parents. Tobirama is so used to being on top of everything that the moment he thinks he’s not keeping thorough tabs on his kid, he gets all paranoid. HE JUST HAS TO MONITOR EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE THAT’S HOW HE IS. But his child can’t really get away with sneaking around anyway, since Tobirama supervises them at all times, even when he’s in his office. You’re not likely to get away from a sensor like Tobirama. He follows their movements wherever they go in the village because he knows their chakra so well. Is it a little maniac? Sure. But Tobirama gets that way when it comes to his family

•Oooo Tobirama would get into soooo many arguments with his kid if they really were the rebellious, stubborn type. If they have his genes, they’re bound to inherit that personality anyway, and they’re also prone to arguing. “Just like your father,” people would probably say. But Tobirama denies it. Would blame it on his s/o tbh, like “They get that from your side of the family”

•At the end of the day though, he knows he can’t be too hard on his kid. He wants them to grow up strong and rational, and to know how to make the right decisions, hence why he’s so tenacious with their upbringing. But you’ll often find him coming home from a long day at work, and wanting nothing more than to spend time with his child. When they’re younger, it’s picking them out of their crib and holding them in his arms. When they’re older, it’s coming into their room to check up on them, ask about their day, offer to train or spar. Which means a lot, since Tobirama rarely has free time. The fact he’s willing to spend that free time on family, and not catch up on work, says a lot

BTS - Would You Rather

I was tagged by the awesomest @kittae thank you :D doing this gave me SO MANY drabble ideas like i should have plenty of material for months. by the way, someone please do a GOT7 version of this i would love that. :) anyway i need to atone for my dirty thoughts after this thanks for that and I tag whoever wants to do this its fun but will also make you die a little inside you have been warned enjoy!


Would you rather:

- Build a snowman with Tae OR Have a snowball fight with Hoseok

definitely snowball fight with Hobi! i can imagine how much he would be running around flailing and screaming haha

- Get coffee with Yoongi OR Get ice cream with Yoongi?

coffee for sure like im thinking of a cloudy day and sweater paws and quiet talk while sipping hot coffee yeah ima go cry now

- Go to the cinema with Jimin OR The amusement park with Jungkook

as much as i love Chim Chim, i love theme parks so much and im a rollercoaster junkie and i think kookie is pretty fearless too which means he would be able to keep up with me when it comes to rides

- Do a dance cover with Hoseok OR Sing a duet with Jin

dance cover with Hobi time and i will attempt to dance everything and making him smile or laugh is a bonus

- Kiss Namjoon OR Cuddle Yoongi

this is cruel i want both i need both damn it but it is my dream to snuggle with yoongi sorry namjoon baby i will kiss you another time

- Babysit with Jimin OR Dog-sit with Tae

children hate me and i love dogs so there you go

- Meet Hoseok’s family OR Have Tae meet your family

oh gosh i would much rather meet hobi’s family than traumatize baby tae

- Film a commercial with Hoseok OR Film a sketch with Tae

neither because i am super camera shy as hell and will hide under a table until the coast is clear

- Hug Jimin OR Hold hands with Jungkook

i want to hug jimin so bad and i will accidentally smother him but im thinking about the height difference if im wearing boots i can probably lay my head on the top of his head and that would be cute as hell

- Go to Paris with Jin with OR To London with Yoongi

london with yoongi all the way my love and one of my favorite travel spots hell yes no offense to jin or paris though

- Film a drama with Jin OR Do a photo shoot with Namjoon

again with the cameras well i suppose i could tolerate some pictures with namjoon as long as i maybe get to sit on his lap

- Attend an award show with Namjoon OR Wear couple t-shirts at the airport with Jungkook

you mean the couple beanie and oversize white t shirt and jeans deal yeah sign me the fuck up im cool with it and i can threaten to slap sasaengs while im at it hehe

- Spend a lazy day with Yoongi OR Explore a city with Hoseok

lazy day with yoongi is like the most important thing on my bucket list

- Fall asleep next to Jimin OR Wake up next to Jungkook

i wanna fall asleep with angelic chim chim

- Make up a silly rap with Tae OR A silly choreography with Jin

silly choreo with jin that would be hilarious

- Have a fun picnic date with Hoseok OR A fancy date with Jin

i love picnic dates that would be fantastic thanks hobi

- Have Jungkook serenade you OR Tae sing you to sleep

oh gosh if tae sang me to sleep i would probably never wake up again

- Have a dance party with Hoseok OR Sing karaoke with Yoongi

why cant i have both i want both and you cant make me choose fight me

- Go camping with Jimin and TAE OR Go to the beach with Namjoon and Yoongi

i dont really like the beach but my babes are there so im down to get my toes in the sand

- Cook with Jin OR Bake a cake with Jimin

i want to bake a cake and lick icing off his fingers just saying

- Have a sleepover with the hyung line OR A birthday party with the maknae line

oh yes sleepover time with eating junk food and having pillow fights and drinking wine and spilling all our secrets and maybe some kisses here and there who knows hey we’re adults we can do what we want

- Celebrate Halloween with Jungkook, Yoongi, Tae and Hoseok OR Christmas with Namjoon, Jimin and Hoseok

i love halloween so much and dont really care for christmas picking out costumes that go together would be so much fun id love it

WOULD YOU RATHER: NSFW VER

- Dom Hoseok OR Sub Jin

i have a hard time picturing a dom hobi but i guess anything is possible

- Wear lingerie for Namjoon OR Put lingerie on Jimin

oh lord have mercy i would love to hear namjoon’s comments on my lingerie i would put on a fashion show to be honest

- Tie up Jungkook OR Get tied up by Tae

i will tie up kookie and he’ll sing like a canary when im done with him

- Pull Yoongi’s hair OR Get your hair pulled by Namjoon

fuck yes daddy pull my hair i love getting my hair pulled

- Have shower sex with Jimin OR Have pool sex with Tae

me and chimchim would never come out of that shower to be honest someone bring us food please

- Perform oral on Jungkook OR Have Hoseok go down on you

oh heck no i plead the fifth on this one

- Have romantic sex with Jin OR Rough sex with Jimin

give me that rough stuff i would love to watch baby jimin try to get a handle on me

- Have angry sex with Tae OR Make up sex with Yoongi

im screaming right now i read this too fast and saw angry sex and yoongi and now that i see the real options im disappointed haha

- Suck hickeys onto Jungkook’s neck OR Get hickeys from Tae

i feel like tae would be so good at marking up skin and he would probably love the hell out of it

- Put a blind fold on Jimin OR Get blind folded by Namjoon

ill have both please but im not usually a fan of being blindfolded so namjoon would have to wrestle me first and i would enjoy that

- Have phone sex with Namjoon OR skype sex with Hoseok

just thinking of namjoon’s voice makes me… happy

- Ride Jimin’s thigh OR Ride Jungkook’s thigh

they both got such beautiful thick thighs i love thighs theyre my weakness

- Have Jin call you “kitten” OR Namjoon call you “babygirl”

i would hear babygirl once and melt into a puddle to be honest

- Wear a collar for Jin OR Put a collar on Jimin

meh not a fan of collars so id probably bow out of that one and chain up jimin haha

- Beg for Yoongi OR Make Jungkook beg for you

i would beg all day and all night for yoongi

- Have sex backstage with Hoseok OR In the kitchen with Jin

aint nothing like getting some on a kitchen counter am i right

- Get teased under the table at a dinner by Namjoon OR Tease Jimin

i would love to watch namjoon get away with that

- Play never have I ever with Namjoon, Yoongi and Jungkook OR Strip poker with Hoseok, Jimin, Tae and Jin

never have i ever with the holy trinity of death by sexiness for a thousand alex thank you

- Do body shots with Namjoon, Yoongi and Jin OR Get lap dances from Hoseok, Jimin, Jungkook and Tae

i can only imagine what hobi would do oh lord i cant get the mental image out of my head now haha

Let’s face it – as fans of Korean music, there unfortunately aren’t many places we can get merch that doesn’t scream “LOOK AT ME, I LIKE KPOP.” Speaking for myself, I’d rather wear a shirt out knowing I won’t have to explain “what’s Bangtang?” to everyone I interact with that day. Not that I mind talking about my tastes, but if people who wear Maroon 5, Bruno Mars, or Adele shirts don’t have to do it, why do I have to? Hopefully, you feel the same way.

There aren’t many sites and resources selling merchandise with subtle references to the artists we love, so I created my own. At first, I only planned on buying these for myself, since I have no desire to make a profit off of these (I already have a job, I don’t need two). However, it only seems fair to share it with other ARMYs as well :)

I created a REDBUBBLE so you all, if you’d like, can have merch with subtle hints to Bangtan as well. The six above are a few of the designs already on the RedBubble account, so feel free to take a look!

Each design is available as shirts, jackets, phone cases, table/laptop cases and skins, pillows, mugs, notebooks/journals, bags, and prints/posters of different varieties. I’m willing to slightly alter designs (colors, placement) if need be, and don’t mind taking recommendations. However, I put a lot of thought into the meaning and look of each design (many of them were altered drastically, and some are graphics I never continued, so I have done a lot of reflecting on each one), so the way they are published is how I intended for them to look. I hope you’ll give my work a glance!

Thanks for reading!

RedBubble: HERE

ok real talk there’s a huge problem with the way fandom treats discussion of harry’s ptsd. my recent post about various characters helping him manage it post-war was derailed several times by people complaining ‘but c’mon there’s no way he was the ONLY one with ptsd’ and ‘but what about all the others!!! what about harry helping THEM out!! can’t they all help each OTHER!!! let’s talk about that!’ and it’s not only annoying and distracting but also false.

it’s extremely frustrating because i think, in the same way many people believe depression = being sad, a lot of fans are confusing ptsd with ‘having normal issues after trauma.’ and look i’m not the headcanon police okay? you think ginny might have developed it after the war? cool. you have a character that you identify with that you’d like to believe might have struggled with it? awesome. but let’s get something straight: post-traumatic stress disorder is a very real anxiety-based mental illness with specific diagnostic criteria and there is canonical evidence that harry dealt with it.

facing trauma is common, having ptsd as a result is incredibly uncommon; statistically speaking, there is only a 7-8% chance of a person developing it, according to studies based on the us population. of course the weasleys and hagrid and everyone else had issues after the battle. of course they all had stuff to process. the war was shitty for everybody. but ptsd is what happens when the mind, instead of following a relatively typical path through recovery from trauma, gets stuck in a cycle of anxiety that makes it very difficult to move on from that trauma.

it’s highly likely that the prolonged neglect and abuse harry suffered as a child, if not in fact causing a form of ptsd itself, effectively re-wired his stress and panic responses (being abused as a child can prime certain people to develop ptsd). by the time harry gets to hogwarts there’s evidence that he’s probably already dealing with depression and ptsd (trouble eating/sleeping, nightmares, trouble focusing, anger, obsessive and reckless behavior, etc). add to that everything that happens to him throughout his years at school (constantly being in life-threatening situations, being severely injured and attacked emotionally and physically, not only experiencing but personally witnessing the deaths of friends and loved ones) and it would practically be a miracle if he wasn’t suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder. and the fact that people feel the need to take a post that talks about a character’s friends and family helping him through the difficulties of his mental illness and turn it into a discussion about how instead maybe HE should focus on THEM is frankly disgusting???

tl;dr harry potter’s battle with ptsd and depression is incredibly important & he doesn’t have time for ur bullshit lmao bye

((-wheezing- Hey guys! So…. I think its about that time now where I have to close the inbox again. ^^; I wish I didn’t have to, but right now I have way too many messages and my thesis is in need of some mayor attention right now, so I can’t really sit down and respond to them all in one go. Just as last time I’ll tag everyone who sent messages bellow so they know that they’re not being ignored cuz of my lack of speed in answering stuff. :’D Once again I’m really sorry and I’ll do my best to respond them when I can and hopefully not take too long before its opened again!))

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Grandma. It was really great. I think we found ourselves here. We finally got to see some other parts of the world. We saw some beautiful things here. Things we’ll never forget. We got to let loose. God, I can’t believe how many new friends we made. Friends from all over the place. I mean everyone was so sweet here. So warm and friendly. I know we made friends that will last us a lifetime. We met people who are just like us. People the same as us. Everyone was just trying to find themselves. It was way more than just having a good time. We see things different now. More colors, more love, more understanding. God, it’s so nice to get a break from my uni for a little while. I know we have to go back to school, but we’ll always remember this trip. Something so amazing, magical. Something so beautiful. Feels as if the world is perfect. Like it’s never gonna end.

What I am Writing

@dimpled-halo  and @a-writerwrites tagged me to do this. Jacky. Lisa. You don’t realize what you’re asking. There are so many!!! i mean, I know you knew there were a lot but… (Also, I think four of these were my prompts for the HL 2016 Exchange but it’s not looking like I’m going to get a fic so I just started them myself.)

Currently actively trying to finish:

1.How To Love: The medieval royalty au I have currently started on AO3 for Rearviewdreamer that is in desperate need of an update. Prince! Harry

2. Fic for the Mpreg fic exchange. Of course, I can’t say more right now.

3. For Reasons We Don’t Understand (You Will Find Me): Co-write with Rearviewdreamer. About formerly dead Harry and Louis learning to cope with their second life.

4. We Will Find A Way (Through the Dark): The Blind! Harry soulmate Au I just posted part of here. By popular demand.

5.Fake Dating Au. 

Working on when I have time or get stuck on the others:

6. August Rush Au: Where Harry’s kid he’s only just found out about has gone missing, Louis is a former one night stand who had always wished for more, and music brings everyone together.

7. Catch and Release Au: Where Harry’s fiance Liam passed away just before they were supposed to get married. Now, Harry is unraveling secrets he didn’t know Liam was keeping and having to deal with Liam’s annoying best friend Louis along the way. Hate to love.

8.What’s Your Number Au: Where Harry is the lothario next door neighbor who helps Louis track down his exes when he worries about what having more than 20 lovers in his life might mean about him. So he refuses to go over his current number, even when Harry would be a very tempting 21.

9.Sing Au: This is based off of a really old movie.The bad boy and the popular, straight-laced one are paired together as captains for the annual Sing musical competition at their school.

10. White Oleander Au:Teenager Harry is forced to go into foster care when his mother kills her former lover. Life is not a bowl of cherries. Eventually he meets Louis in one of the group homes. And Louis may be exactly what he needs.

11: The Fae Au: Where Louis is the prince of the Unseelie fae and Niall is the prince of the Seelie fae and Harry is an empath caught in the middle.Betrothed to Niall but seduced by Louis.

12. This Foolish Magic: Medieval au where everyone is born with some kind of magic but Harry hasn’t figured out his gift yet. When he meets Louis on his quest to figure himself out, weird and wonderful things begin to happen. Featuring Zayn with nature magic, Liam with storm magic, shapeshifter Niall, and Louis who talks to animals.

13. Love Is A Mix Tape: Harry is in a coma after a bad motorcycle accident and Louis is devastated that he never got to know the boy he’s had a secret crush on for ages. But then a disc finds it’s way into Louis’ possession. It seems, even in a hospital bed, Harry has a story to tell.

14. Love You Through it: Warning: sadness and angst. This is a cancer fic (no one dies) where Harry’s daughter is diagnosed and Louis is the nurse that he talks to that helps him get through dealing with his daughters treatments and all of the unknowns. It was requested for an exchange and I wasn’t going to do it but then my dad passed away from cancer (really quickly. He was diagnosed Jan 3rd and passed away Jan 21st) so this became my catharsis. 

15. To Cold Outside (For Angels to Fly): Prostitute!Louis, Guardian Angel! Harry

16. Because I Said So Au: Harry has horrible taste in significant others, so when his mother butts her nose in, putting out an add for someone to date her son, Louis decides he’s a good candidate. Even if Harry’s mother doesn’t agree.

17. Porn to Be Wild: Popstar Harry stumbles across a cute guy writing porn about him in the library he’s ducked into to hide out from fans. So he decides to show him what Harry Styles porn really looks like. (This is almost finished. Literally all that’s left to write is the Larry smut.)

18.Cupcake Wars Au

19. Sequel to Have A Little Faith In Me: Told from Liam’s perspective.

20: Sequel to Keep Holding On: Larry parenting stuff.

21. Part 2 of Hallway Boyfriends: All over school boyfriends.

22. Dive: Harry doesn’t believe in love. Or he does but he’s had it drilled into him that he’snot worth loving. Louis sets out to prove otherwise.

23. Rock On (Like You Don’t Miss Me): Ever since Harry’s band hit it big in the industry, his ex has been trying to get him to take him back. Harry struggles with saying no because he still loves the guy but he knows he’s only asking for heartbreak if he does. Enter Louis to save the day.

24. Someone Turn Me Up, I’m Speaking My Mind: Pump Up The Volume Au where Louis runs a pirate radio station and the parents and school administration want him shut down. Harry is the eccentric and alluring boy that urges him on. (*whispers* pick someone who’s supportive)

25. Leave This Blue Neighborhood: 1970s au where Harry Styles is a gangly 16 year old who has a crush on the boy across the street. 18-year-old Louis Tomlinson is beauty incarnate. In a time when homosexuality is shunned, Louis flaunts his male lovers and Harry secretly yearns to be one of them. A chance meeting gives Harry a chance at friendship and possibly a whole lot more. 

26. Hawksong Au (it’s a book) - Shapeshifter au, enemies to lovers, arranged marriage (kinda), royalty, I mean this one has everything.

27. Victorian Larry 

28. I Kinda Need A Hero (Is It You) - After a really bad breakup, Louis has trouble finding reasons to smile. So the boy that works in the flower shop across the street decides to give him some. Cue flirting through flowers and  cute notes.

29. Actor Au

30. Powerful: Soulmate superpowers au

31. Seven Deadly Sons: The devil had seven sons, each the embodiment of one of the seven deadly sins. Harry Styles has no idea he’s one of them until he wakes up on his 18th birthday and everything is different. It seem’s he’s the embodiment of Lust. Louis is the angel sent to send the brothers back to Hell now that the last one has gained his powers. Unfortunately, powers or no, Harry Styles is a loving and gentle young man, which puts a big crimp in Louis’ plans. How do you kill someone you’re falling for?

32. It Ain’t About the Money: Harry is in an arranged marriage and it’s customary for Harry to remain a virgin but his soon-to-be husband wants him to learn how to please a man, so he hires a prostitute to teach him. Harry wasn’t supposed to fall in love with him. 


Whew! I think that’s it. 

I tag @all-these-larrythings and anyone else who’s up to it!

I was tagged by @thefantasyhasnolimits

I had to post a picture of myself (eww im gross but whatevs) surrounded by characters I relate to. funnily enough, i have cosplayed or plan to cosplay all of them in one way or another. (also rip how do i resize photos to be the same size on this godforsaken website) for some of these characters, it’s hard to say why i relate to them, but I just do.

anyway….. I tag: @afireintheflame @vivimstotallyrad @scorpiomonster @3wayfinders (I cant think of many ppl who would want to do this so….)

I was tagged by @orsonkraennic Thank you!  🖤 🖤

Rules: Answer the 20 questions and tag 20 amazing followers you’d like to get to know better

Name: Shona

Nicknames: I honestly don’t have any…?

Zodiac sign: I’m really premature so I should have been a Scorpio and that’s what I relate to the most! 

Height: 165 cm (exactly the same as you Hel aha :P )

Orientation: Pansexual

Nationality: Australian, and also I’m half Irish. 

Favourite fruit: Cherries. 

Favourite season: Autumn/Fall. <3 

Favourite book: There are way too many but the ones I can think of right now include; A song of Ice and Fire- George r r Martin, Dune-Frank Herbert, The Secret History-Donna Tartt, Alice in wonderland & Through the Looking Glass,Lolita-Vladimir Nabokov, A Clockwork Orange- Anthony Burgess, The Vampire Lestat- Anne Rice, The Bloody Chamber- Angela Carter, The Tombs of Atuan- Ursula le Guin, Thus Spoke Zarathustra- Nietzsche and Erotism: death and sensuality- Georges Bataille.  

Favourite flower: Either bloodflowers, foxgloves or orchids. 

Favourite scent: Amber, tobacco, mossy forest ponds, bonfires, blackberries and coffee!

Favourite colour: Emerald green or blood red. 

Favourite animal: Wolves. 

Coffee, tea, or hot cocoa: Always Coffee!

Average sleep hours: 4-8 ???

Cat or dog person: I love my dog, but I’ll always adore cats most of all. 

Favorite fictional character: Arya Stark, if I had to pick one!

Number of blankets you sleep with: At the moment 3. 

Dream trip: Time-travelling, through Space, Germany, Romania, New Zealand, Alaska, Norway. 

Blog created: I think around  2014?

I’m tagging whoever reads this, I truly am curious about everyone!!! 

I’ve been having so many feels thinking about Myde and his different ships lately. Each ‘version’ of him is slightly different and I just love how it gives different dynamics to his different ships. 

Take Myde and Ienzo, he’s just completely and utterly in love with that boy. It’s something he never expected to happen, but now it has he just can’t imagine anything different. Loving Ienzo is something that just comes so easy and naturally to him that he just never even pauses to question or second guess himself. They’ve both done some pretty terrible things, but Ienzo knows everything so loving him is safe, he doesn’t have to be scared of Ienzo finding out about his past and everything imploding. Likewise, they’re both kind of broken in their own ways, but they’re so good for each other. I don’t think Myde would ever have been so well adjusted to life, all things considered, if it hadn’t been for having Ienzo around through it all. It was as though Ienzo was one stable thing he could cling to, even if forgiving him for his part in Myde losing his heart came with its own set of lessons to be learnt.

Then I compare that to Myde and Aoba and that Myde is so just naive and innocent. He’s good but he’s got himself mixed up in some not so good settings with some not so good people. Myde never really intended to be caught up in Rib and he doesn’t know what he’s doing and at times is forced to do things he isn’t okay with, all because when it comes down to it he’s scared of the people running his team. He knows if he gets on their wrong side he’s in trouble, but Aoba is like an escape from that. For now at least, he doesn’t know anything about the mess Myde’s got himself in so he doesn’t have to think about all that when he’s with him. Being with Aoba is just fun and exciting in ways he’s never really experienced before and he likes just being able to relax around him, to poke fun at him and just feel normal.

This one is pretty much unestablished still, but I just love the potential dynamics behind Myde and Lea as well. Axel is one of the very few people I can imagine Demyx being close to as a nobody. As a general rule with me Demyx either doesn’t like or just doesn’t care about those in the Organization, but Axel is one of four or five exceptions to that rule, so Myde would just be so happy and comfortable around Lea. Myde’s a mess right now, but I feel as though with Lea he’s be able to just forget about everything that’s going on and have fun, even just for a while. Then, when they need it, they both know exactly what the other went through between losing their hearts, working for an organisation they came to not really trust, everything around dying and coming back to life again (now with hearts again). All that has got to mess with you somewhere along the line and I feel like that level of understanding would be so significant to them. 

These are just the main ones I’ve been thinking about recently, but basically I just love Myde and his ships. I just find it so fun and interesting to see how fundamentally he’s the same and a lot of the dynamics are so similar, but when it comes to actually writing them out they change so much.

Basically, you wanna ship with Myde? Come at me! I am so down for all kinds of shippy fun sad times. I live for this stuff right now.  

perforatedsanity replied to your post “Session 3: Now You’ve Gun and Done It OR Ears to You”

I need in on this game. Whom must I bribe and with what? :D

Well I am GOD the DM, so I would be the bribee, but right now I’m not sure I can handle expanding the party. There’s already six, and I’m super new to this so I don’t want to overload myself right off the bat.

BUT there’s been interest from at least one other person, so I’m thinking of seeing if I can figure out a way to maybe run a second, parallel game. Because apparently there is a massively underserved niche of lady-led and lady-only D&D games and I have watched too many hours of Matt Colville to not want to be a river unto my people.

A Song About My Favourite Animals
Hannah
A Song About My Favourite Animals

A quality song, with quality lyrics, brought to you by someone with arachnophobia.

“I hate spiders, they make me feel so afraid
I hate spiders, though I know they don’t deserve this hate

I hate their webs when they touch my face
I start shaking when I see one in my place
And I’m probably a racist for hating their entire race
Let’s all put them on a spaceship and send them to spaaaaaaaace

I hate spiders, they have way too many legs
I hate spiders, some of them eat their lovers after they’ve had sex
And that’s really gross and morally wrong
Like spiders in general which is the moral of this song
And if you hate them too you should sing along
And I’m out of rhymes …but I really hate spiders

Some of them are hairy, some of them are big
And I wouldn’t dare to poke one of those with a stick
In fact, if I had to, I’d run away real quick
And you can all guess the next line: SPIDERS CAN SUCK MY DIIIIIIIICK

I hate spiders, I really hate them, just leave me alone
I hate spiders, I want to die when I see one in my room
I hate spiders, they’re the worst motherfuckers in the animal crew
I hate spiders, I just really fucking do.”

sweariwouldnt  asked:

It's so weird how, despite many of us having same friends and people we follow, the experiences and what we see can be so different. As in, I see my dash and interpret in one way, and sort of start to think it's a similar dash to what everyone is seeing - which is not, and sometimes it's difficult to remember that we are so involved in our corner that our views are not necessarily commonly shared. For example, most of my dash has been very cynical and unexcited since the start, and I thought/

that it’s ‘common’ for the majority of the fandom to currently be very negative towards Harry’s solo stuff (because I also don’t follow the holo blogs, so though I’ve seen comments about them being nasty, I’ve protected myself from that) except for the handful of excited people. And now it literally surprises me to see many people say they’ve now started to see people tame down on the excitement! A good reminder of how quite bias our fandom experience really is.


I’m not sure if it’s me misreading things people reblog or not. I don’t follow any holo blogs either, so mostly it’s just reblogs of all of the various tweets and other bullshit that we’ve gotten. and then the tags under those where people are screaming. I definitely see what you’re saying about our fandom being biased and I know that the GP are not following this closely like we are. I’m sure that my sister, who is a fan but isn’t in the fandom, doesn’t even know about these rumors. She just doesn’t pay attention to social media or anything like that. 

Also, for me anyway, any talk of his supposed album makes me itchy. I’d rather sit in my little corner and ignore it. It’s just easier for me that way. I don’t like thinking about it because it bugs the hell out of me for all of the reasons I’ve seen other people say.

I love Harry. I want to support him. But this whole thing just rubs me the wrong way. 

Witchy Interview

I got tagged by @orcaoracle, thanks! I think I did one like this before, but why not :)

Rules | Answer the 20 questions and tag 20 amazing followers you’d like to get to know better!

Name | Ali
Nicknames | same as above, ha
Zodiac sign | Capricorn
Height | 5'2
Orientation | Straight-ish
Nationality | White - Italian/Polish 
Favorite fruit | Cherries
Favorite season | Fall all the way
Favorite book | This is literally impossible for me to answer, I love so many books.
Favorite flower | day lilies
Favorite scent | the ocean, the entire month of October in Canada
Favorite color | pink!
Favorite animal | dogs so much
Coffee, tea, or hot cocoa | hot chocolate since I can’t really have caffeine
Average sleep hours | 7 if I’m lucky!
Cat or dog person | dogs so much
Favorite fictional character | I’m rewatching all the Avengers/Marvel movies so right now Loki
Number of blankets you sleep with | one massive, sweat-inducing duvet
Dream trip | the south of France because my parents just went and it looked beautiful
Blog created | December 2016
Number of followers | 1,054 as of right now!

I’m not gonna tag anyone because I dunno if you wanna do it, but if you see this and do, feel free to use me as the person who tagged you!

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So I’m going to be 100% honest…I’m not sure how I’m supposed to “be” right now. I mean what to say, what to do, how to “be”

I am trying to be respectful. (I have so many thoughts…I keep them in DMs cause I think the tag needs to stay calm) The only way I know how to proceed is to just keep my mouth shut. I just I don’t even know what to say half the time. I’m constantly afraid that I may say the wrong thing or say something that might get in the way of what ever Zach is trying to do….whatever his goal of that ZRL was. 

I believe there was a goal. He had to change things to get his life back. I have so many thoughts but hell I could be wrong right? I always admit I can be wrong. I know this. (I don’t think I am though LOL)

But see no matter what…I mean I can’t pretend THIS didn’t happen. I don’t know that I’m supposed to. I don’t love Zach ONLY because I wanted him to be with Frankie. I love Zach for who he was flaws and all and HOPED he would be with Frankie cause I saw how he glowed from within every time they were together. Cause well, cause THIS!

But this is up to them…this is their whatever it is, was and will be. So I shut up and sit back and don’t speculate and I just let it lie where it is “for now”. Cause whatever is now may be something else tomorrow or the next day. Who knows? I mean we never thought we’d ever see this….So who knows what life holds for Zach and Frankie.

All I know is what I’m told…that they are great friends….that Frankie seems super happy…that Zach seems satisfied and gearing up for future plans.

That’s all I know with confidence…the rest is the rest….but this…these pictures…this night happened. You can’t ignore it right? You can’t re-write it. You can’t blame it on the game. This was real, tangible and undeniable. I’m not even sure that they are trying to deny it. Notice there was absolutely no mention of this in that ZRL….

So yeah…I never know what to type or what to say LOL I just know that I love the guys in this pic. They made me love BB and months later I just want each of them as individuals to find happiness and success.  I have faith that things will work out for the best and am willing to admit I have no idea what “the best” is for them. But they will get there. They will find it. It will happen…in time…

Updated tag dump 

Originally posted by 1piece-ace

// There are lots of tag to keep you guys (and myself) on track with the posts (threads, musings and so on) but many of them have changed along the journey. So decided to delete the old tag dump and gather all the current ‘main’ tags under this post. 

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10 things about me

I was tagged by the wonderful, awesome fic-writing, sandalwood-loving @gutterballgt


Let’s see if I can fill all 10 things….

1) I’ve played the flute for the past 12 years, I don’t think I’ve ever mentioned the fact that I’m absolutely a band kid lol. I can also play the guitar, the piccolo, clarinet, and the French horn. But I’ve always wanted to play the saxophone, I just haven’t learned yet.
2) I have quite a lot of scars. Scars from working in a kitchen, from an ex’s dog, from out old cat, from falling, etc. I’ve got way too many honestly, but each one reminds me of the story of how I got them, so I kinda like them in that aspect even if they don’t look good.
3) I really miss studying English. Now that I’m getting further and further into my master’s degree, I really miss the undergraduate days of reading and analyzing literature and lit theory, of writing research papers and discussing themes in class with others. I’m glad I decided to pursue my other major because I can’t imagine my life being any differently right now, but I do still miss English.
4) Like the wonderful person who tagged me, horror movies are my favorite movies. I LOVE jump scares. If I’m watching a movie and I jump out of my seat, it was a good movie.
5) The only foods I dislike are olives, mushrooms, and sardines. No idea why, I keep trying them every year but I still don’t like them. I’m not a picky eater in any sense of the word, I’ll eat anything, but for some reason I can’t get past those.
6) I’m an ambivert. I love talking with people and going to parties and I love social interaction to an extent, but some days I want nothing more than to climb into bed with my heated blanket, a good fluffy fic, and a mug of coffee with no type of interaction all day.
7) I’m easily one of the most straight-forward people you’ll ever meet. I’ve just got no time for bullshit or no inclination for passive-aggressiveness, so I always say what I mean. I’m often told that I’m too brash or rude for it, but I’d rather just be honest about what I’m thinking and feeling.
8) I used to draw and paint all the time but I haven’t in the past year or so. Haven’t had the time, but I do really miss it.
9) My best friend is the most important person to me in the world, even including family. I would never imagine myself finding a friend in her the way I did, but she is honestly like the light of my life and I can’t imagine. We’re actually watching criminal minds long distance with each other as I’m typing this.
10) Wow I did actually manage to come up with 10, which makes this one the number 10. I don’t often think about “things about myself” unless I get tagged in something like this. It’s really easy to forget the things you’ve done or to forget who you really are unless you regularly reflect on that. I could definitely stand to reflect on that a little more, and I plan to.


If you’re tired of me spamming these “about me” things, please let me know lol. I tag @schizzar @a-salty-parabola @jungle-feeveer @yumimages @artsyblue and anyone else who wants to ~