now i can go back to my life

“Honey,”

My knight, my sunshine, my love. You’re back for a while, back where I can see you and hold you and love you the way you were always meant to be loved. Seeing you breathes new life into me again and I feel so…so light, so free.

My mental health isn’t good this time of year. You know why, given all of my past tragedies and traumas that happened right around now. I’m going to struggle with feeling useless and lost and unlovable and there won’t be much you can do but reassure me that you’re here. You’re here with me even when you can’t be physically present.

I want a future with you. I’ve never been able to imagine a domestic life with anyone before, but I can with you, and I want it so desperately that it hurts. I want to share a bed and a shower and a home with you. I want you to come home after a long day at work to find me napping on my textbooks instead of studying. I want to cook and clean together and I want you to laugh at me for not being good at doing laundry.

It isn’t possible now, but years from now, I hope we get to have that. You said you would give me anything I wanted, that I could never ask too much of you. I want you. I want you and I to be together for as long as possible. I want us to keep making each other happy. I want to love you.

I promise to be patient if you do.

All my love,

“Beautiful”

PS: I know it’s not that big of a deal, and we really haven’t been together all that long, but I’m excited to cross that line where I become your longest relationship.

Update

Though I’m going back to work on this blog, I’m changing some things, this being:

1. Only one post per day, these edits really tire me out, so that’s the only way I can not make these edits ruin my life.

2. I will start closing my inbox every time I hit 10 requests, this is just to make sure my inbox isn’t flooded!

That’s it for now! Thanks for understanding, also, thanks for 700+ followers!

//Hiatus Notice

So I’ve been really stressed with irl stuff like school and I’m getting pressure to rp with lots of different people on here at the moment and while I love getting more threads I just can’t handle it right now.

I’m going to ensure threads don’t get lost on here or @smells-like-adventure, and I hope threads can continue after I come back (my worst fear is losing threads with people).

If you need me, you know where to find me.

Many of you have my discord or Skype and if we’re mutuals you may request either.

TL;DR: I’ve got a lot in my plate and while I might reply once in a while or like stuff, consider me gone till March. I have to sort out my life…

Thanks for everyone who has been supportive, I’ll see ya soon.

Edit: Please don’t message me about rps until the hiatus is over.

can we talk about this episode 10 scene for a hot second

You know, the one where Victor announces his and Yuuri’s engagement? The one that shattered us all into ecstatic little pieces and then brought us back to life? That one

Okay so, the first time I watched this scene and I started to hear the angry guitar music in the background and see the other competitor’s less-than-enthusiastic faces, my heart sank. 

I was like, okay, here’s where the homophobia comes in, I knew this utopia (lol) couldn’t last, now they’re going to start revealing their inner asshats. Buuuuut

can we talk about the fact that these sweet amazing friends aren’t actually about to reveal their homophobic tendencies? Instead the thing they get pissed about is Victor claiming that Yuuri’s taking home the gold. Completely bypassing the thing that most people would assume they’d freak out over; no, instead they just accept that as a fact of life as they should and the thing they get pissed about is the only thing they SHOULD be pissed about. This is the best bait and switch I’ve ever experienced oh my god

I love this show, I love these supportive cinnamon roll friends, I love this healthy competitive spirit and most of all I love the fact that nobody treats this queer relationship as anything abnormal. Say what you want about media addressing issues LGBT people face…as a member of the LGBT community I just wanna say it’s nice to have a story that treats a gay couple just like any other hetero pairing. So much appreciation, thank you Kubo-sensei for creating this beautiful healthy angst-free haven of a show. GAHHH

RFA HEADCANONS: They Get Jealous~

(It’s almost midnight, what am I doing with my life. ANYWAYS. It would be so great if someone would request something *hint hint* *wink wonk* because it’s hard trying to be creative. Lel.)

~~

RFA~ they get jealous. V+Saeran included.

~~

Yoosung:

Yoosung has always been a more jealous type. Literally, if he even sees you talking to anyone other than him, he can’t help but feel a little uneasy.

So, he would go to the restroom for a brief few seconds, and when he gets back..

You’re. Talking. To. Another. Guy??

Now, he didn’t know that this ‘other guy’ was a cousin you haven’t seen in a while.

His stomach goes in knots, and he balls up his fists, wanting nothing more than to go push the guy away from you.

Sadly, he is probably too shy to just walk up there, but for a few moments, he tries to gather up his courage to go take you back.

When he realizes he’s just too nervous, he starts to think that he lost you, and starts tearing up a bit.

At this point, you’d be like “damn boi, how long it take to pee?” And start to look around..well, o shit, your cute blondie is just standing all the way back there.

“Yoosung? Come over here! I’d like you to meet my cousin…wait, are you crying?”

“Wha- cousin?! Oh..! Uhm..I- I wasn’t crying..!! I yawned! Aha. Hi. Nice to meet you, (C/N)..!”

~~

Jumin:

Uhm. Who are you talking to?

He is pissed off when he see’s you talking to one of his better looking security guards.

L I T E R A L L Y JUST SHOVES THE GUY AWAY.

He’s probably gonna start getting really touchy on you, (kink) and grip you by the waist h a r d.

Casually starts questioning the security guard as to wHY WAS HE TALKING TO YOU?

you’d get really embarrassed, and tell jumin to stop making a scene, buT HE IS JUST “NO” NO ONE ELSE CAN LOOK AT YOU LIKE THAT?

Straight out fires the guy. Oops.

“Jumin, what the hell?! Why would you fire him? He wasn’t trying to steal me away! I love you, and only you.”

“…Hm. I don’t like people eyeing you like that. That’s for me to do, no one else. ..(Y/N)..you know I love you. I only want what’s best for you.”

~~

Jaehee;

You two will be at one of Zen’s musicals, just enjoying the show..wheN THIS IDIOT JUST DECIDES TO START FLIRTING WITH YOU???

You try to tell the guy, you don’t swing that way?? But he doesn’t listen??

Jaehee goes into extreme jealous woman mode, and actually lashes out on the guy.

“She said she doesn’t go that way. Do you not get what she meant? Are you that idiotic? Do I seriously have to show you who she BELONGS to?”

Will casually start making out with you right then and there.

The guy will scoff and walk off, giving Jaehee the middle finger.

Jaehee awkwardly pulls away, refusing to make eye contact. She’ll probably start nervously running her hand though her hair.

She apologizes??

Nono, sweetie. No need to apologize. You’re a d o r a b l e.

You both end up leaving the theater, just so you can cuddle the rest of the night in peace.

“Jaehee, it’s fine. If anything, I thought it was cute..now, come here and love me, baby girl~”

Will high key melt at being called baby girl.

“I’m glad that you could just put the situation behind you so quickly..but, I’m warning you. Next time, I may not be so calm. You’re mine, (Y/N).”

~~

Zen:

Everywhere you went you seemed to get hit on in one way or another. Normally, Zen would brush it off, knowing that you only had eyes for him.

But oh.

One day. ONE DAY. He’s just had enough.

“Hey, cutie~ I lost my number, mind if I-”

“Yeah, she does mind, actually. Back. Off.”

He would roll his sleeves up, intimidating the guy with his muscles.

“Woah, chill. I was just being nice to the lad-”

“well, that lady happens to be taken. Now, if you ever so kindly..back the hell off, that would be great.”

STARTS GETTING REALLY INTIMIDATING IN GENERAL.

LIKE YOU CAN FEEL THE TENSION.

HE IS READY TO BEAT THE GUYS ASS.

He’s already a big fan on Pda, but ohhh, it’s gonna increase.

You practically can’t be farther than 5 inches away from him from then on.

“Zen, you know you’re the only one I see..”

“I know, Princess. I’m sorry, it’s just becoming so frequent..I want people to know not to mess with you.”

~~

707:

You two will be joking around, and then you’ll probably trip into someone. (Klutz.)

They’ll help you up, and give you a cheeky smile.

DANG THEY ARE H O T.

They’ll pull some lame pick up line, like “oh, you fell for me kdkfkfk ha.”

SEVEN WILL GET SO MAD.

B A C K O F F M Y W I F E???

His normally cheerful attitude is gonna change real quick.

He will get really serious, and pull you closer to him, making sure you aren’t hurt from falling, first. (Or diseased from the guy.)

High key starts sassing the guy.

Starts to laugh, and gives the guy a lil chest bump thing, as they 'make up’

Yeah, well. Seven stole his wallet out of his pocket.

That guy just lost everything, lol.

His money, his ID card, his credit card, business cards.

Oops.

“Well, you got over that fast. I’m impressed.”

“Heh. Babe, look what I got!”

“IS THAT HIS- oh my god. You’re evil. I love it.”

~~

V:

He’s so gentle, he just stands there awkwardly, shifting his weight on a different foot, waiting for you to hurry up.

You were at an art museum, and this guy came up to you, trying to show you the “best art works” there. He started cracking jokes, and yOU WERE LAUGHING AT THEM?

you didn’t know it was bothering V so much, but he was literally starting to tear up?

He wanted to step in, but if you were having fun, and you were happy.. He would stand it.

He actually felt his heart sink when the guy gave you his email address.

“Yeah, email me sometime. I can teach you a lot more!”

You sighed the moment the guy left, and crumpled up the paper, tossing it in the trash.

“What a waste. I didn’t want to be rude, but God..he was showing the worst pi- V? What’s wrong?”

“Oh..Nothing. Don’t worry about me. Shall we go over here?”

HE GOT THIS SMALL, CUTE LITTLE SMILE WHEN YOU THREW THE PAPER AWAY, THO, LIKE SKCIFJFJNF.

~~

Saeran: (Mild spoiler?? Maybe??)

Literally doesn’t like you talking to anyone.

Anyone.

He’s not the kind of guy that is like “oh, you can’t do this, you can’t do that.” But it’s easy to get him jealous.

In fact, he got jealous of his own brother.

“SAERAN~ SEVEN JUST TOLD ME THE GREATEST JO-”

“Yeah? Well if you like his jokes so much, why don’t you just date him instead?!”

Ends up getting in a huge fight with Saeyoung.

Low key starts trying to crack jokes (and fails) to keep up with his brother.

He starts getting so frustrated, thinking he was never going to be as good as his brother. That you would leave him for Saeyoung.

Poor smol bean. You had to reassure him that he was the only Choi for you..in fact, he was the only one at all for you.

“Saeran. You know that I love you, right?”

“Hmph.”

“Saerannn.”

“….I..love you too, I guess..”

“YOU GUESS? IS OUR LOVE IN QUESTION.” (He freaks out a bit when you say this, lel)

“Wha- no! No.. I..Uhm, I love you, (Y/N). I really do.”

10

* Can you believe it’s been a year since I started this blog, and what a life-changing year that was for me.

* As mentioned above, I first sketched this comic way back in March, on a really bad mental health day - a kind of day that I would be going through on an uncomfortably regular basis at the time. However due to the rise of this blog’s popularity, and growth of my fanbase, I can honestly say that I have had the best year of my life. I never received any hate mail. I never got into any arguments. All that you, my followers, have ever given me, was the kind of mass support I’ve NEVER known online until now.

* This comic was, obviously, made with Papyrus in mind, and how he helped me face my issues, but today, fully finished, it’s for all of you as well. For your support, for giving me something I can look forward to every day I check the internet, for all the encouraging words, for caring for my health, for all the beautiful fan art, for the lovely people that I met.

* Undertale, Papyrus, and this blog have changed my life in ways I never thought possible, and for this I want to sincerely thank you.

* So here’s hoping to another year of silly comics and good vibes!

* Nyehfully yours,

* -Jim

club penguin bans sentence starters
  • "i'm a fucking piece of pizza,"
  • "holy shit toto, we sure as fuck ain't in kansas anymore,"
  • "i ain't fucking with these christmas lights anymore,"
  • "why is the only angry one black?"
  • "get in loser, we're going sledding,"
  • "jesus fucking christ, that cookie hot as shit,"
  • "ah yes, my meth lab is ready,"
  • "i need this life vest 'cos i'm drowning in the pussy,"
  • "i could kill you right now, no one would wear you scream,"
  • "i could go back and pretend to be you,"
  • "fashion police, you're definitely under arrest,"
  • "you're tearing this family apart, ___"
  • "what do you mean you're being murdered? that's illegal, people can't do that,"
  • "i'm wanted for stealing yo girl/boy,"
  • "wanna hear a joke? your future,"
  • "i would like to order all the money,"
  • "when i see stars i think of you. because you're only beautiful from a distance,"
  • "do it for the vine,"
  • "you dress like an idiot,"
  • "girl/boy, are you because i want to take you out,"
  • "hey you forgot something. your social life,"
  • "help me hide this body in here,"
  • "did you just propose, using emojis?"
  • "do drugs they said. it will be fun they said,"
  • "it's called capitalism,"
  • "thank you for helping me commit cannibalism,"
  • "shit, we on national television,"
  • "bitch, throw one more snowball at me,"
  • "can you leave my house please?"
  • "i'm sensing you're a bit of a bitch,"
  • "can i pay you in swag?"
  • "excuse me, do you know where i can find the booty?"
  • "what the flipper?"
  • "santa isn't real,"
  • "what do penguins do in a race? they peng-win,"
  • "a milkshake ain't a goddamn pizza,"
  • "locked up because my eyebrow game was too strong,"
  • "man, look at all this fuckin' dope,"
  • "fuck it, i ain't running,"
  • "hey, do you wanna join my gang?"
  • "i'll ask my mom,"
  • "smooth as butter,"

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

“I can feel it all wash over me. The heat. The force. The radiation…the fear. It’s the end of the world - all over again. I close my eyes, I see my life before all of this. Before the bombs. Everything can change in an instant, and the future you plan for yourself shifts - whether or not you’re ready. At some point, it happens to all of us. This, wasn’t the world I wanted; but it was the one I found myself in. The Commonwealth, my home. Ripped apart, and put back together. I thought I…I hoped I could find my family. Cheat time. Make us whole again. The way we were. But now, I know. I know I can’t go back. I know the world has changed. The road ahead will be hard. This time, I’m ready. Because I know, war…war never changes.”

10

one gifset per episode
▬   ユーリ!!! on ICE 自分を好きになって…完成!!フリープログラム (04/?? )
Until now I thought I was fighting all by myself. But now that Victor’s here, that’s totally changed. Some things are still the same. Some have changed. Now everything feels so new. I may never be able to regain what I’ve lost, but I can clearly see what’s in front of me now. 

2

I was born and raised in Nashville. Looking back on it, it’s such a pleasant place to call home. Of course it’s known for music but I was never in the music scene. I got started in the local community theater scene, which is really lovely. When I was younger, there wasn’t a whole lot of film work. Just little things here and there. Now, I guess, it’s starting to pick up, as is the rest of the city. It’s kind of blowing up every time I go back, which is as often as I can. My family is still there, my friends are still there. So, I go back as often as I can. It’s really exploding, lots of people are moving there. There are new things every time I go back. But it still has a very nice, mellow, Southern pace of life, which is the best thing coming from the city.

Left taken: June 2010
Right taken: July 2016

This is the evolution of my weight loss journey through six y(going on seven) years. In between those years, my weight has yo-yo'ed as life gets hectic and working out or eating healthy isn’t a top priority. Over time, my love for working out has intensified more than ever - as of late, I’ve grown more comfortable with running outside and can now run up to 5 miles without stopping! I never would’ve thought I’d be able to do such a thing back in 2010!
Working out is only half of the journey though; clean eating habits have to match in order to see such change. My eating habits in 2010 consisted of chicken nuggets, soda, chips, and fries (a palette of a 7 year old). The past 5 months have been focused on clean eating - no fast food, no soda, eating breakfast (which I would always skip) and including more veggies in my diet. As of a week ago, I’ve transitioned from clean eating to a strict vegan diet. Being Mexican and a huge lover of chicken and cheese, I know this journey of being vegan will be a huge test of willpower, but I’m so determined to learn more about the plant based diet and to live a truly healthy lifestyle.
This year I plan to continue my vegan lifestyle, all the while training to run a half marathon! I’ve started to increase my daily running as well as getting my ass more into the weight room 3 days a week. I’m so excited for this year and to see the many changes my body will go through during this process! Pictures of my vegan food dishes, workouts, and more will be posted more now that I’m back from my Tumblr Hiatus! Happy to be back & ready to kick ass (:

  • Oswald: Ed are listening to me?!
  • Ed: I'm listening
  • Oswald: Say something
  • Ed: I loved her Oswald.... an-
  • Oswald: No you didn't
  • Ed: Yes I did
  • Oswald: No Ed you didn't
  • Ed: DONT ARGUE WITH ME OSWALD YES I DID
  • Oswald: No offense Ed, but you can't fall in love with someone after only knowing them for a week
  • Ed: I may have only known her for a week, but it felt like I knew her for-
  • Oswald: Oh please Ed if you are going to go back to "It feels like I have known her my whole life" bull crap you can just shoot me now because I'd hate for that to be the last thing I hear.
  • Ed: SHUT UP!!! I will defend the fact that I loved Isabella for the rest of my days
  • Oswald: You know what Ed? You are right.
  • Ed: What?
  • Oswald: You did love Isabella. It is definitely a fact.
  • Ed: .....
  • Oswald: it is
  • Ed: Don't you dare
  • Oswald: Definitely
  • Ed: Oswald
  • Oswald: ...
  • Ed: ...
  • Oswald: An Alternative Fact
  • Ed: [Shoots him]
You were so nice to me when I was having my problems, but now that you’re having yours, it seems there’s not a thing I can do for you. You’re all locked up in that little world of yours, and when I try knocking on the door, you just sort of look up for a second and go right back inside.
—  Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood
6

Hi, Josh. I’m Shawn. Well, this is the second time I’ve been in a hospital this year, and I don’t really like the way the first one turned out, so I want you to listen to me. I’ve been out of town. See, I was in a real bad way and looking to see what’s important in my life. I met a lot of people out of town looking for the same thing. And now you’re in a real bad way. And I came back here ‘cause I wanna tell you something: Don’t go out of town. Don’t go anywhere. Life is right here with these people. With your family. And my family. We got the greatest family there is, Josh. I want you to be with us so we can watch you grow and see you change and make great memories together.

Hi Taylor!!
A lil 2016/life update!! I had a rough year health wise with my heart condition but it is going uphill now and I’m so excited for this year. I’m a junior at UConn and I can’t imagine myself anywhere else. I found real happiness in the friends and experiences around me. I’m living my life the way I learned how to from growing up with you for the past decade. I’m forever grateful for you in my life! 2016 was hard for me but I have so many happy memories to look back on from pushing forward through it all. I’m sure we both don’t have everything totally figured out yet but I’m enjoying the journey. I love you so much, I hope we can meet someday soon❤️ xo, your friend, Dana

One of my teachers lost his young child and on that exact day, he buried his child and then went to class and taught all of his lesson. The students said, “Shaykh, are you sure you are going to teach today? We understand you have been struck with major calamity!” Can you imagine the pain, the tragedy and the test?

The shaykh replied, “My son has died and I can’t do nothing now. I have come to class because the ummah is spiritually dying and I know I can do something about it. I am teaching you with the hope that you shall bring this ummah back to life!” - These people literally put aside every single thing for the sake of this ummah.

—  Shaykh Mohammad Aslam