nothing lasts forever except you and me

why-fren  asked:

Heyo! So I'm so overly hufflepuff that I almost cried when I found out sunflowers completely die every year (bc they are may babies I love them!) So can I get RFA + V and Saeran for MC in this situation? Sorry if this is weird, luv u ^^

yo yo yo!
Weird is good!
[ Admin Jiyeon ]

RFA + V & Saeran react to an MC who cried because sunflowers died


  • aww what a precious person
  • “so cute, someone protect MC!” 
  • He’d cry too tbh
  • Sunflowers are very nice for him, 
  • They’re bright, yellow (even if it reminds him of yoosung) it’s pure
  • for him, its a sign of hope or something 
  • but he’d also buy you some sunflowers every year (sometimes even the artificial ones so he cant see you cry)


  • cries
  • “Im sad because it reminds me of Rika”
  • lol sorry
  • He’d also cry because this boi is very soft hearted and he’s really a gentle person
  • so yea 
  • sunflowers for him, are kinda like a normal plant that is beautifully simple 
  • It’s plain yellow, then brown and green, simple but beautiful
  • He likes simple things so yes! “Like you, MC, you’re simple but beautiful!”


  • She has neutral emotions for sunflowers so she’d find it sad that MC cries that their sunflowers had died
  • Because it was really pretty and added an old fashion aesthetic to the designs
  • On more serious notes, she’d find it a little weird but she would melt at how soft you are
  • “Aww, MC… that’s.. cute.”
  • and that’s gay but who’s complaining 
  • “It’s okay, MC we can always buy another one every year.”
  • for her, sunflowers are just plants but since she was/is an assistant and im sure she researched plants, she’d know more about the meaning than her own connotative meaning


  • “do you know we can always buy one”
  • “stop crying its making me want to buy you every sunflower that exists.”
  • He’d be more logically thinking and says “its okay. Nothing lasts forever except our love. It lasts.”
  • Sunflowers for him dont really bother him. For him, it’s kinda too plain (its my hc of Jumin okAY CHILL) 
  • Imo, he’d prefer seeing more extravagant and beautiful flowers but there was that time when smol jihyun and smol jumin went to picture sunflowers because his bestfriend is too nice and polite to ask to go
  • like Jaehee, he’d know more about the dictionary meaning than his own


  • “what a crybaby” takes a video for future blackmail 
  • also, he knows 
  • but he’d also feel sad and he gets reminded people and plants actually die
  • He knows MC would die
  • he would die
  • the whole RFA would die
  • Saeran would die
  • just… everyone. and the new generations passes on. 
  • “its okay MC… let’s go buy sunflowers soon, now dont be sad okay? Come, let’s go prank Yoosung!” 
  • Sunflower’s death reminds him of death in general, however the sunflowers remind him of his own eyes. It’s nice, unique and simple

V/Jihyun Kim

  • he’d c r y lets be honest here
  • V is a marshmallow and he loVES PLANTS!! He loves them so much so he also cried
  • sunflowers are precious to him too. It holds memories. Lots of them
  • “Don’t worry MC, till death do us apart.” (idk if its correct rip) 
  • “When we marry, I want you to personally have a sunflower in your bouquet. It will  be our symbol to leave the past behind us and that how soft hearted you are.”
  • What a man!
  • lets pretend he can see ok let me live
  • Symbols of sunflowers for him are pure, sincerity, simplicity, memories of Rika, Jumin and new memories with MC 


  • Why would you cry over a sunflower.”
  • “It’s just flower. Everyone and everything eventually dies.”
  • for him its very weird
  • he prefers you crying over something more meaningful 
  • Im not saying he has a tough heart but the idea for him is a huge turn off (imo) 
  • It’s like saying you cried because your phone died
  • so
  • yeah
  • eventually, he just gets used to MC’s yearly sunflower deaths rants but he still doesnt know why MC would cry over that thing
  • Symbols for sunflowers: he probably doesnt have “its just a flower.” 
Loki vs Moriarty

Part one of ‘Loki vs Moriarty’

Was it requested: Kinda but not really? Idk, it’s yes and no. 
Fandom: Marvel/Sherlock
Pairing: Loki/reader, Moriarty/reader
Rating: Your gran’s gonna beat the shit out of me with a bloody used tea bag, and I don’t think that’s my cup of tea, so don’t show her. 
Warnings: *vague shrug*, smut, angst, swearing, smoking, drinking, ANGST, more angst, love triangles, all that jazz. 
Rock song prompts:
System Of A Down + 14, “You free your life”

Biffy Clyro + 5 + 10, “Wouldn’t go there without you”, “Nothing lasts forever, except you and me”

Good Charlotte + 4 + 11 + 12 + 13 + 14, “I could never live the way they’d want” “I will wait for you”  “I will stay” “Motivate me” “That’s what I’m told”

Five Finger Death Punch + 6 + 8, “She was a princess” “This is my time to shine”

Steel Panther + 5 + 12, “You’ll be screaming my name” “My love is pure and true”

Of Mice & Men + 7 + 8 + 14, “It’s always been you and me” “You know what I’ve been through” “Thank you for this”

Alestorm + 7 + 10 + 13, “We’re hoisting the flag to be free” “All we can be” “What I need”

A Day To Remember + 1 + 8 + 10 + 11, “Not afraid of anything”, “None of that ever seems to matter when I’m holding you”, “You had me at hello”, “Get me through another day”
Aerosmith + 1 + 3 + 4 + 10 + 11 12, “It started with a little kiss”
“Never judge a book by its cover”
“Dude looks like a lady”
“Without your love I’m just a beggar”
“The light at the end of the tunnel may be you”
“You’ll be alright”
Shakespeare prompts:

Doubt thou the stars are fire, doubt that the sun doth move, doubt truth to be a liar, but never doubt I love

Forty thousand brothers could not, with all their quantity of love, make up my sum.

Person A: You are a villain!
Person B: You are a senator!

Oh, I am slain!

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I’ll hold on to these little moments with everything in me, because time is a thief and we live in seasons and nothing lasts except what you choose to keep. The tiny footsteps, the cries for mama, the snuggles and the laughter. The exhausting nights of rocking you both to sleep, the waking up still tired to start the day together. Every little moment is magic no matter what and Im keeping it all for me, forever.

You are not what people say you are, okay? Life is about finding yourself, and if you’re so unsure of everything to the point where you just don’t know what to do anymore, then all I have to say, is just live life day by day and don’t ever expect anything from anyone. Don’t chase happiness, don’t look for it. And don’t even try looking for love. Be patient, focus on yourself, and it will come to you. Love yourself first to be loved. Loving yourself and being confident doesn’t make you selfish. Confidence is key. Once you’re confident, nothing will ever tear you apart. Fuck all those bitches that call you selfish. They don’t know your story, they don’t know what you’ve gone through. No matter how many problems you face, there will always, always be a way out. Being positive is good. Don’t get too positive to the point where you even start believing in forever and happy endings. Be more realistic. Well, be both positive and realistic. Because being positive and thinking happy, good thoughts actually attracts good things to your life. So you have to be positive and say something positive while looking at yourself in the mirror everyday. Everything at some point have to end. Except family. You have to know that your family would never hate you no mattter what they say and do. They love you because you’re a part of them and you’ll always be. So when you feel alone and feel hated, just remember that and be sure they’ll always be there. What stays and lasts are the things that you aren’t too caught up in. Accept things and life for what they are and I promise you, you will never be unhappy again. Tbh, for me its heartbreaking to just hear the phrase “Nothing lasts forever,” because I always wished I would find my forever someday.  And every time I thought I finally have it, It slips away. But if we can’t live forever, then nothing can last forever. Allow experiences in your life and learn from them, you were born to experience things and comprehend life and be able to confront the consequences. Just because you’re alone now or you don’t have a girlfriend or a boyfriend, that doesn’t mean you’ll forever be alone. You can’t just be alone forever. You will find someone eventually. But don’t expect everything from that person.  Don’t be negative though. Just live life day by day, and cherish every moment. Things will be okay.
—  My words
Heart Broken


Requested by @mrshemmings26 

 Y/n was a musician like Luke but due to various reasons they didn’t click anymore as a couple. Regardless of fans wishes this was a reality and was difficult for the both of them to process, but on a night out when y/n is seen with someone else things get complicated.

 If you have a request do ask! :) 

Originally posted by outerspayne

 We were called ‘The Dandelions’ as we were seen as light, sweet and can make dreams come true, since we are a primary example. Two years ago we were not well known, there was simply me and my three friends forming a band and recording covers for YouTube, trying to get by or known by any means. Then we got an email from a company who were interested in our music, instantly we agreed and it was an almost overnight success. A few videos later we were nominated for a teen choice award, that was when I had first met him.

 We were on the red carpet having photos taken and I looked past the flashing cameras to see a group of guys, most of them were talking but one was looking at us, observing our movements and once I smiled to him he turned away quickly. Once we had gotten past the photos and were onto the interview stage I asked an interviewer who the group were, she started to gush on about them and that they were this Australian group '5 Seconds Of Summer’ if only then I had known how much of an impact that name would have had on me. I remember the interviewers then directed questions about the guys onto us, then I heard his name, Luke Hemmings; the first time I had heard his name and it stuck to me. Eventually the interviewer stopped talking about the guys and about our music, about how I felt about singing and playing the piano and how I learnt, all of it was fascinating being the first time we had been put in that environment. 

 Once we had been seated inside I glanced around for these four guys, trying not to look like a desperate fan girl I spotted him, again he was looking back at me. Now it was my turn to dart my head away but y/f/n noticed and waved to them instead. It was after winning the award one of the other guys came up to me to congratulate us on the award, that was when I was given his number. That was the night it all started. 

 When speculation came out about the two of us talking all the time on social media, interview topics began to turn away from our music and to dating rumours except neither of us had made anything official, that was until Mikey had made a comment in an interview about us dating and since then it seems that the fans had made it official for us. 

We met up whenever we could, talked all the time and slowly but surely fell in love with each other. Fans of both the bands loved the idea of us being together, that it was the perfect combination of people and music genres. So many of them wanted us to tour together but then things began to get complicated as both our bands rised and blossomed. 

 We were touring at different times, we found we were never in the same time zone anymore and when we did have time for each other we were exhausted. Two solid years of being loved up began to crumble beneath our feet, articles and social media began to tear us apart. They created lies upon lies about Luke seeing someone else, about me moving on or about both of us being miserable or avoiding each other. 

 The truth of the matter was we just couldn’t click, no matter how hard we had attempted to keep it alive and make it work we no longer had the same excitement we had when we first met. Me and Luke broke up five months ago officially, yet the fans still ask about us and about the two of us being the ultimate couple. How we were goals and everyone loved us together, that whenever we were seen with other people of the opposite gender not only us but they would receive mass amounts of hatred or abuse for being seen. On many occasions I tried and tried to bring myself to talk to Luke, but the endless amounts of touring got in the way and I couldn’t bring myself to calling him.

 The last time I saw him was when we ended it, it wasn’t exactly the prettiest of break ups but then again when are they? Luke was never there completely for a few months prior, neither of us spoke much and I found myself bottling it inside. Then I burst into tears one evening and the yelling, the screaming, the cries began to get worse. Then came the fatal words, 'why don’t we just end it.’ I remember how he yelled them in the heat of the argument, how I stood up and quietly walked past him refusing to say a single word whilst I packed a bag of belongings, enough for a few days. He didn’t follow me, nor try and hold me back as I walked out of that door that night and I never looked back. For a while I was radio silent, y/f/n got my belongings and I moved in with her just to keep myself secure. As soon as we were touring again I got back to my old self, questions about relationships were no longer aimed at me which I was thankful for. 

 Now I spend most of my time touring, writing, sleeping and partying. Initially I mostly partied a bit too hard and managed to get myself a bit of a state but part of my inspiration to write these songs came from that, my attempt to make something good from a bad situation. 

 I get messages from fans everyday asking what I’m doing or how I feel, you know being indirect about Luke but I usually I just answer those that I find more funny, sometimes I check up on Lukes Twitter or Instagram to see how he’s been, what he’s up to. It makes me glad that he is happy, that he has these chances like me to go to unique events or just chill with your friends. Except I try to not let the inner bitch get wound up when I see the same girl frequently in his photos, if he’s moved on its good for him. Maybe it’s just taking me longer since I keep it bottled inside.

 'You tore it up, what I believed you could treasure. Guess that goes to show how nothing can last forever’ I wrote down the odd lyric that came to mind, occasionally I would go to the studio and test it out, experiment with it and the keys of the piano. 

 "Y/n?!“ I placed my pen down and closed my notebook, getting down from my bunk to see y/o/f/n stood before me, dressed in less than usual. "You coming to the club or what?” She asked, seeming inpatient with my current appearance being my pyjamas. 

 Wondering up and down I negotiated with myself on going out for one night, it had been a while since I allowed myself to let loose. All I have to do is be moderate with myself, not be excessive like the last time. Letting out a sigh I turn to face her and nod, she squeals before calling the others.

 "Yo Dandos! We got y/n back! Let’s hit The Nice Guy!“ She yelled as I quickly found something to wear before changing and leaving the bus. 

 As soon as we got inside of the club I was greeted by fond memories, coming here with Luke and dancing, drinking and letting ourselves go for a few hours or all night on many occasions.

 I felt someone tap my shoulder and as I turned y/f/n stood there holding a shot glass. "Oh come on, you know you love them.” She egged me on and I didn’t oblige, knocking back the shot before she had considered hers. “Shit, I forgot how much you liked them.” She joked and I shrugged my shoulders, now taking hers. 

 "I just needed to take the edge off of being here that’s all.“ I yelled to her and she nodded, knowing exactly what to do. 

 "Let’s party!” She yelled as we made our way to the crowded dance floor. 

 After a while of dancing and grinding I went to sit down for a few minutes, just to regain some sort of sense. Whilst I kept my head down I heard a shuffle and as I glanced up a stranger smiled to me. He had light brown hair that was swept back out of his face allowing me to fall for his dark green eyes and small smile. "Y/n, right?“ He asked with a now wide smile. 

 "That’s right.” I giggled and played with my hair, unsure of why I was doing either.

 "Can I get you a drink gorgeous?“ He now smirked and placed his hand on my thigh, as his hand continued to move up I went to stop it but someone had beaten me to it. 

 "I’d watch where you put your hand mate, it’s not something you get a choice in without consent.” His hand was torn off of my thigh and the voice was rough.

 "Chill dude, it was harmless.“ He said scoffing and walked away, leaving me with the all too familiar voice.

 "So, you’re here? Of all places.” He jokes and I tut, wanting to go back to my friends. As I stand up he places a hand on my shoulder, being gentle as he always was not wanting to inflict any form of force. Even in the dark lighting I could see the sorrow in his eyes, the glistened look he had when he was upset. 

“Look, I’m over you and it’s obvious you are over me so why interfere? I could’ve handled that.” I state crossing my arms, trying to appear more certain that I was. 

He rolled his eyes and sat down, “Sure you were.” I turned my face away from him, since I couldn’t leave as my balance had not been on my side it didn’t mean I had to talk to him. “Why can’t we just talk this out?” His tone changed, it was less sarcastic and more sincere. I slowly turned to face him to see he had his hands, shaking his head. 

I cautiously reached my hand out to his knee, and immediately he cocked his head back up. “I got jealous.” He mumbled. “I don’t know what it is y/n, you just remain a constant on my mind. No matter how often I convince myself that we weren’t good together I contradict myself.” He huffs and raises his arms in annoyance whilst I sit in silence, I focus less on the music and more on his mannerisms. 

How he would run his hand over his stubble and sigh, bring his hand around the back of his neck before placing it on his lap. How his eyes would glance around trying to avoid observing me in a less than discreet manner, and that he didn’t want to seem shy or lacked confidence so he sat up right, trying to reinforce his manliness. 

 "Luke, things are different now.“ I told him, trying not to focus on him as I spoke knowing he would be a clear distraction. "The way things ended I, I can’t risk going back to that.” Abruptly I stood up, before collapsing back into the chair with a thud. 

“For Christ’s sake.” He muttered under his breath as he picked me up, regardless of my protests and lead the two of us out of the club. Once we got outside immediately we were greeted by flashing lights and noise. I shut my eyes and wrapped my arms around Luke’s neck, burying my head in his chest to block them all out. 

“What happened to y/n, Luke?" 

"Did someone drug her?" 

"Is she completely wasted?" 

"Looks like someone can’t handle their drink." 

"Are you two together again?" 

 Various questions and statements were shouted towards us as Luke kept walking until we were far enough away to get into a car for privacy. As Luke set me down he shut the door and got in the other side. I closed my eyes and rested my head on Luke’s shoulder, tiredness overtaking me. "Can I go to sleep?” I yawn as I close my eyes. 

 "Of course y/n.“ He mumbled into my hair as I shuffle next to him and drift off. "I’ll always be here for you.” He kissed the top of my head as I shut my mind off for a little while longer.


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Request By Anon.



I was getting very bored waiting to be called for the simulation. Like yesterday, I was the last one to be called, and it took forever. There was nothing to do but wait. Even when all of the initiates are in here, nobody talks. There’s nothing to talk about except what you might see in your simulation. And believe me, nobody wanted to talk about that.

Finally, the door opened, and the initiate that went before me came out. I sat there for a moment, waiting for Four to come out and get me. Then I saw him, and he motioned for me to come in. So, I slowly stood up, not wanting to see what fear I had to face today. I followed him back into the room. Nervousness was just one thing I was feeling right now.

“Don’t be nervous.” Four said, as if he were reading my mind.

I nod, as he gets the serum. He proceeds to stand next to me, and tilts my head to the right.

“Ready?” He asks.

“No. But go ahead.” I respond, being completely honest.

He lets out a small laugh, and then sticks the needle into my neck. I flinch at the pain, but it soon becomes nothing as I slip into the simulation.

I was standing next to the Chasm, watching the water fall and crash against the rocks. I didn’t get what I was afraid of at first, but then I saw him. Four came around the corner, with his arm around a girl’s shoulders. She was laughing, and he was smiling. But what really killed me was the look he gave her. He looked at her as if she were the light of his life. He was truly in love with her. And I wouldn’t care if I wasn’t in love with him.

I walked up to him and said, “Four. What’s going on?”

What he said next, completely broke my heart. “Oh my goodness. Y/N! Can’t you see that I’m happier with her than I am with you?”

I was trying to hold back tears, and managed to respond. “What? That has nothing to do with-”

“You will never make me happy. I’ll never love you.” He spits out.

I couldn’t take it. I ran off, letting the tears run down my face. I couldn’t believe he said that to me. Why did he have to be so mean? It doesn’t matter. I have to get over him. If he doesn’t love me back, there’s nothing I can do.

I stood up, wiping the tears off of my face. I didn’t care if he loved me back or not.

Then, I awoke in a chair. Looking around the room, I saw Four staring at me, his mouth hanging slightly opened. Oh my goodness. He saw that! He saw all of it!

“Y/N.” He said.

I looked away, letting the tears fall. I couldn’t face him. Not like this. I never wanted him to find out this way! I don’t even think I wanted him to find out at all! Now my seceret is out, and he’ll probably laugh at me and make fun of me.

I get up and run out of the room. Thank goodness I was the last one. If anybody saw me right now, Four wouldn’t be the only one making fun of me.

I run. I don’t know where to. I just run. Soon, I get tired of running and sit down in an empty hallway. I cry even more and let it all out.

Long after I was done crying, I was still sitting in the hallway. I would have to face Four at some point.

“There you are! I was looking everywhere for you! You scared me!”

I look up and see Four walking towards me.

No. No. I didn’t meant I wanted to face him right now. I take it back. I don’t want to face him. I don’t want to.

He sits down next to me. Great. That’s great.

“So. About your simulation today.” He says. looking over at me.

“I don’t want to talk about it.” I reply quicker than I meant to.

“Well I do. What was that about? You’re afraid that I would be happier with someone other than you?”

I don’t say anything at first. I really don’t want to talk about this. Especially with him. But I guess I’m going to have to be Dauntless for a moment.

“Yeah. I’m afraid that you would be happier with somebody else than with me.”


Here goes nothing. “Because I like you. I’ve liked you for a while now. There. I said it. Go ahead and laugh.”

“I was never planning on laughing at you. I just wanted to find out if my suspicions were true. And they were.”

“What suspicions?” I question.

“That you liked me too. I like you too Y/N. I like you a lot. And I would never be happier with somebody else other than you.” His voice is very serious.

“Really?” I respond, trying not to sound too happy, but probably failing.


I smile and lean up and kiss him. Surprisingly, he doesn’t try to pull back. He grabs my face in his hands and kisses me back.

Later we get up, both of us smiling, and walk out of the hallway hand in hand.


“ fear’s useless. either something bad happens or it doesn’t. ”
“ some magicians are rich, some are famous, some are stupidly good-looking. ”
“ some of us manage to be stupidly good-looking on our own. ”
“ you can help cook by standing in a corner and not touching anything. ”
“ do it carefully. “
“ he only shot one person, but the night is young. ”
“ my life was going to flash before my eyes, but it decided to hide behind my eyes and quake with terror instead. ”
“ how many times have you lied to me? ”
“ nothing lasts forever. except demons, of course. ”
“ has anyone ever told you that you’re a charming conversationalist? ”
“ one shiny free knife with every packet of cereal bought is not a good message to send out to the kiddies. ”
“ you never take me nice places anymore, baby. ”
“ you know the rules. don’t shoot the messenger. ”
“ do they say ‘don’t cut the messenger in half with your great big sword’? ”
“ being undressed for dancing occurred to me. ”
“ there’s something very wrong with you. i thought you should know. ”
“ you felt that what you truly are is a christmas tree with too much tinsel. ”
“ no thanks. we’ve got mtv. ”
“ the girl might have an unsettling crying problem, but she was pure steel. ”
“ many people think i’m a blueberry scone. ”
“ now there was a question hanging in the car like very awkward air freshener. ”
“ if we start selling my body to rich old ladies now, can i quit school? ”
“ aristotle can bite me. ”
“ i am in full possession of the amazing power of being sarcastic. ”
“ i’ve never been called weird by someone who summons demons before. ”
“ let’s not argue with the crazy person holding an enormous sword! ”
“ let me show you my magic knife. ”
“ her mouth says, ‘i cannot imagine what they all see in you’ but her eyes say , ‘take me, wild stallion.’ ”
“ i’m not all that accustomed to the walking dead. is it all right if i cry with terror? ”
“ you are not something that can feel. ”
“ men, eh? can’t live with them, can’t kill them and sell their organs online. ”
“ your mother’s never fed people to demons? poor you. ”
“ i was there when you made that tin of beans explode. ”
“ i won’t leave you. i don’t want to. ” 
“ we’re going to go home. ”

Loki vs Moriarty, 3


Part one 
Part two 

Rating: Let me put it this way, your gran will kill me. 
Warnings: Angst, swearing, smoking, love songs, Black Adder quotes, smut, love triangles, physical fights (I guess?), all that jazz.
Rock song prompts: (ones that are crossed out have been done in the first part, and the second)
System Of A Down + 14, “You free your life”
Biffy Clyro + 5 + 10, “Wouldn’t go there without you”, “Nothing lasts forever, except you and me”
Good Charlotte + 4 + 11 + 12 + 13 + 14, “I could never live the way they’d want” “I will wait for you”  “I will stay” “Motivate me” “That’s what I’m told”
Five Finger Death Punch + 6 + 8, “She was a princess” “This is my time to shine”
Steel Panther + 5 + 12, “You’ll be screaming my name” “My love is pure and true”
Of Mice & Men + 7 + 8 + 14, “It’s always been you and me” “You know what I’ve been through” “Thank you for this”
Alestorm + 7 + 10 + 13, “We’re hoisting the flag to be free” “All we can be” “What I need”
A Day To Remember + 1 + 8 + 10 + 11, “Not afraid of anything”, “None of that ever seems to matter when I’m holding you”, “You had me at hello”, “Get me through another day”
Aerosmith + 1 + 3 + 4 + 10 + 11 12, “It started with a little kiss”, “Never judge a book by its cover”, “Dude looks like a lady”, “Without your love I’m just a beggar”,“The light at the end of the tunnel may be you” ,“You’ll be alright”Shakespeare prompts: Doubt thou the stars are fire, doubt that the sun doth move, doubt truth to be a liar, but never doubt I love, Forty thousand brothers could not, with all their quantity of love, make up my sum, Person A: You are a villain! Person B: You are a senator!, Oh, I am slain!

Tagging: @damnbuvky, @tinaruthbelcher, @jemin-guay, @ichimaruai, @littlesnorlaxx

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Chen’s EX’ACT Interview

If EXO was a movie genre, which movie would EXO be? What about your life?
EXO would be a movie about friends in their youthful 20’s. The members all have overflowing energy, and have exciting experiences. We laugh together, fight sometimes, are sad together, and these youthful appearances would add up to a youthful movie. For my life um, a normal documentary would be the closest. It was really boring. Before I did music. While doing music my personality changed a lot, and my life has changed from a documentary to a youthful movie.
In this album, which of the lyrics do you like the most?
I like truthful lyrics. In “Lucky One”, “In the same time Oh, the moment we become one I am the lucky one” seems to be the best to me. It’s saying that that moment is lucky. Rather than lyrics like “We met and it was fate”, I like these expressions more.
What time and place do you like?
I like midnight. At 11:59:59, after 1 second the day changes. That standard is fun. I’m just sitting still, nothing is changing, but at midnight the day changes in the entire world. It’s as interesting as growing older.
I don’t know about a places that I like. Rather than liking a certain space, I think I like places with certain feelings. Rather than new and stiff places, a place with a subtle mood, a vintage feeling. The charm of vintage places is that there is a comfort in increased value.
Do you prefer familiar or unfamiliar places?
Familiar places. It’s comfortable with people working or in a familiar environment. But even though I like familiar places, I can have fun in unfamiliar places. There are times when I try new things in familiar places. For example, in music I like working with unfamiliar genres.
What brings up memories the most?
These days, there have been more TV programs and experiences of listening to remakes of old songs. So when I listen to songs with a lot of memories, I suddenly think of memories. For example, ballads that were popular at the time, or when I listen to seniors’ songs I think of that time. How old I was, and what I was doing when this song came out. Rather than pointing out a concrete song, I think of TVXQ hyungs, when TVXQ debuted I was in elementary school. Then I think of how much I liked TVXQ hyungs and sing along with the memories.
What do you want to always be curious about?
Songs. Ah, rather than saying songs, saying music is more accurate. Rather than only liking to sing, I like music itself, so I want to try more diverse genres and challenge different areas of music in the future.
Of the past, present, and future, which is the most important?
The present. I think of how I can make my next self from today’s self. I don’t want to dwell on the past. The past is gone, and you can’t return. Of course, past experiences have shaped my present existence, and I will exist in the future. But I can only shape the future today, in the present, so I think right now is the most important.
One thing that’s good because it’s old, and one thing that’s good because it’s new?
One thing that’s good because it’s old is relationships. Of course, meeting new people and having new experiences and making new connections makes good things happen. But I’m the type, when I meet someone, to first see whether I can meet the other for a long time, and I’m more comfortable when I’m with people for a long time. Of course, I like trying new things and learning from meeting people. Recently, on a music program I did a duet with Chanyeol, and it was a very new experience. I knew that Chanyeol was good at singing and had a sense for music. But doing the song with just the two of us, I felt that Chanyeol’s musical sense was intact, and that part was new to me. So in the future, I want to work with more artists. Like I felt when singing with Chanyeol, I was motivated to work with others with musical sense.
What moment do you absolutely need in your life?
I want to make myself a song that I want to sing, and I want to sing it onstage.
In daily life, has there been a moment that you thought was perfect?
As I’ve been working, that kind of moment has not happened as of now. There’s always something I found regretful, or a greedy part. Ah, a few days ago I was with my family, and all of us were gathered together in one house, that was really perfect.
Have you had an eye-opening experience?
When I entered the company and debuted. In the beginning, my breadth of thought was too narrow. And when I started music, I thought the areas of music were restricted to vocals, everything was drawn in a narrow world in my head, entering the company and debuting and promoting I started seeing many other things, I started trying other music genres, and I met a lot of people who think differently from me.
When do you have the most confidence?
Honestly, I think I’m the most like myself when I’m singing onstage. And when I’m with my family. When I’m with my family I’m Kim Jongdae, when I’m singing I can show Chen’s appearance the best.
If you had a twin or a doppelgänger, what kind of person would you like them to be?
A model student that follows the rules. I like living freely, but it would be fun if that person followed the decided frames and lived by the textbook. But at the same time it would be good if they were very gentle. Facing that myself would be fun. When I meet that person they would be influenced by my methods. And say, ‘You can’t live like that.’ (Laughs)
Do you think you’re a consistent person?
I have consistent beliefs and promises, but to some extent I change according to the surrounding environment or situation. My unchanging belief is that ‘I don’t regret my choices.’ Because of that, I make careful choices.
Do you think people change due to internal factors or external factors?
External factors. Definitely because of the environment. There is good change and bad change. Rather than saying that people change due to internal factors, external motives are more important. For example, if someone’s attitude toward me changes, I change according to that as well. And aren’t there people who change based on what is available to them? But at the same time, I think that not changing and holding the belief of sticking to your priorities is part of existing.
Is there someone who you were close with that you suddenly found unfamiliar?
When I debuted and gained fame. People I knew for 10 years were still seeing me as ‘Kim Jongdae’, but suddenly they saw me as ‘EXO’s Chen’. People become unfamiliar to me when I’ve known them for a long time and they don’t say that ‘I know you as Kim Jongdae’. With those people, when we talk or go around it’s not as comfortable as before and I have become more careful.
Are you burdened from others’ expectations? At what moment do you let go of that burden?
Always. When I think of others who expect from me, I think of the fans’ expectations first. I always have to try to show a different color or a different appearance. When we prepare for an album, recording or practicing choreography, just because we’re pros doesn’t mean that we have a burden and we settle. But that burden is not stress. I want to keep doing music in the future and giving better songs, so that kind of thing is like fun homework. And I know that I’m still lacking, so I think it’s a problem that I definitely have to cross.
What are you most afraid of?
Nothing is scary. We don’t know what sort of thing is approaching us, and it’s unbelievable, but Earth could be destroyed tomorrow. Rather than worrying and preparing for that part, I think of it as passing anyway and I stay faithful that the things I do today will help me in the future.
Do you believe in coincidences, or inevitability?
Coincidences. I don’t know much about inevitability. It’s like saying, ‘This is your fate.’ I don’t have things like that. Everything is a coincidence, even if it’s just for a moment. Every moment can become an opportunity, those opportunities should not be dropped and grabbing them is a coincidence, if they pass then they pass. I even think that my appearance right now is a coincidence, really.
Do you like clear or ambiguous things?
I like clear things. Ambiguous things have a lot of variables. So you handle plans according to the situation. But if you particularly pick a clear answer, you can have clear situations.
When does silence demonstrate the most force?
When you need silence more than words is when you’re talking about your feelings with others. Rather than just me talking, I think it’s more important to be quiet and listen to what the other person has to say first. When you find that people are hurt by others, or need something, or find something in particular, when the other party is talking, always be quiet and listen.
If you could make one thing in the world last forever, what would it be?
I don’t know. Health. But I don’t really show a lot of concern for health. So I think I want more health. Of course nothing is forever, everything changes, grows old, I know that everything goes on, but I want my health to last forever. But I don’t want everyone except for me to get old. Sometimes there are scenes like that in movies. It looks really lonely. So that’s a contradiction. I don’t not want to get old, but I want to stay healthy.
What is the most valuable thing that you cannot see?
Trust. Reciprocal trust between people.
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anxiousplantoid  asked:

Slides into ask box. Tell me more about the premise of bloodweaver? Who are the main characters?

hooo boy you always ask the best questions! here we go.

premise: i would say the world of “lady knight,” except i’ve got almost nothing about it on this tumblr (check /lk if you want to see) so i’ll just say imagine a fantasy world. we’ve got gods and demons and an ancient, forever lasting war between the two, mages and corruption and mythical creatures that entangle themselves with the gods themselves - except the halcyon wild, now that is truly a myth - and humans, little humans that run around and honestly seem so insignificant when you put the whole world into perspective. except. except, when you think about it, it’s them who change the most.

but i’m getting ahead of myself.

lemme try again.

the premise: imagine a fantasy world, one that has magic and gods and demons, but before that. before the gods came to be, before the mages, when all that existed that matters are the demons and the humans and, let’s not forget, the witches. bloodweaver takes place in the northern kingdoms. i’m not too sure about the details but there are seven of them. small, petty, they’re constantly at war and there are witches who hide in the mountains. magic runs abundant, thriving in this age, so heavy in the wind that if you try you can feel the air humming around you, except nobody knows how to use it. nobody except the witches, and they have an unfortunate taste in blood and human hearts.

the main characters are, a tentative list (i only have a few at the moment, so you can’t really grasp the entire storyline unfortunately), below.

amaria freiden: resident mc and our dearest “snow white,” except she’s not everything you expect her to be. snow white, wicked red, she won’t sing to the birds. rather, she calls and they listen, because she is cursed and the world preserves its child. here’s a little secret: don’t step too close or she may just devour your heart.

reine de la tierre: she might appear only in the prologue, i haven’t quite completely planned it out. she is the queen of a growing empire in the west, and magic runs through her veins like it is blood. human, but a little different. human, but the demons call her name and you might want to keep an eye on her because she is incredibly important to the lady knight series.

torrin navaire: see above about reine. he is considered the queen’s knight, and is her childhood friend. he watches out for reine, but she doesn’t always listen to him. he knows that there is a shadow growing over his lands but he doesn’t know how to stop it. more information in a side story called “the queen and her knight,” coming never (sorry).



Change pronouns / descriptors as necessary!

  • “I wouldn’t be here if I had a choice, but I have to do these sorts of things now.”
  • “Nobody showed up at his funeral, except me.”
  • “When they bury me, it won’t be in my backyard, and when they come to pay their respects, they’ll have to wait in line.”
  • “Separate the wheat from the bullshit.”
  • “I’ve always said that power is more important than money. But money gives power… well, a run for its money.”
  • “Go fuck yourself.”
  • “Christ, that felt good.”
  • “We used to make each other stronger, at least I thought so.”
  • “I didn’t think I deserved her.”
  • “I was half the man before I met her.”
  • “And now, I’m just weak and small and I can’t stand that feeling any longer.”
  • “It’s you that’s not enough.”
  • “She can go after me all she wants, but she goes after her and I’ll slit her fucking throat in broad daylight.”
  • “Am I shattering your illusions about the guy?”
  • “Are you afraid of what I wrote?”
  • “Legacy is their only child.”
  • “His motivations were atrocious, but his logic was sound.”
  • “This isn’t pretend. I’m real.”
  • “I wasn’t invisible anymore. I couldn’t escape myself.”
  • “I will put you in your fucking grave.”
  • “He is my friend and you came very close to killing him.”
  • “Please, slit my wrists with his butter knife.”
  • “As least you got laid.”
  • “You better not fuck him over.”
  • “He’s not foolish. I wouldn’t take a bullet for a man who was.”
  • “It’s like you want me to fire you.”
  • “I only care about the man.”
  • “Nothing is forever - except us.”
  • “You don’t have a monopoly on secrets.”
  • “We have to do something.”
  • “The last time I got this drunk, I broke into a library.”
  • “He had more courage than you’ll ever have.”
  • “I don’t believe you love your husband more than ever.”
  • “You don’t add up.”
  • “You can’t love the people you kill.”
  • “You have to love the people who are trying to kill you.”
  • “If you’re doubting yourself, I can’t indulge that.”
  • “Why did I hold back? Why did I show him any mercy?”
  • “There’s a fine line between duty and murder.”
  • “Refrigeration. Are you talking about refrigeration?”
  • “I don’t have that many close friends, I count you among them.”
  • “I love this man as if he were my son.”
  • “Love? Is that what you’re selling?”
  • “You should consider a career on the stage.”
  • “Imagination is it’s own form of courage.”
  • “Well hey there. You want a peanut butter and jelly?”
  • “Have you asked that of yourself? What are you willing to die for?”
  • "The American Dream has failed you. Work hard? Play by the rules? You aren’t guaranteed success.”
  • “I’m leaving you.”
  • “Must I destroy this man?”
  • “You’re nothing without me.”
  • “You wanna know what takes real courage? Keeping your mouth shut, no matter what you might be feeling.”
  • “I was trying to rile you up. And I succeeded.”
  • “He’s a son of a bitch.”
  • “No writer worth his salt can resist a good story.”
  • “What is the face of a coward? The back of his head as he runs from the battle.”
  • “What I hate is… how much I need us.”
  • "You are entitled to nothing.”
  • “It’s tiresome, constantly swinging a sledgehammer at the facade, just to get a glimpse through the cracks.”
  • "We’ve been lying for a long time. Not to them. To each other.”
  • “This is what happens when you don’t sleep for three months.”
I never got to thank you, Delena.

I wanna thank you for giving me everything I always wanted. A love that consumed me.

And adventure. 

And passion.

There’s nothing more that I could’ve asked for, except for it to last forever. 

But it can’t.

This is the last time I’m gonna see you.

I love you. But I have to let you go. 

5.23.09 (A Delena Meta)

The night Elena met Damon was a turning point in her life for more reasons than one. It wasn’t just the night her parents die. It was the night she realized she wanted something more from life. Something freeing. She came to realize that there was something sort of unappealing about looking into the future and knowing exactly what laid ahead. A safe future she wasn’t really sure she wanted to begin with.

“I don’t know what I want.”

 And then she met Damon. The entire situation of their meeting instantly intrigued her. Because it was out of the ordinary of her very ordinary life.

“Its Mystic Falls, nothing bad ever happens here.”

And she found a certain comfort in that. Which is why she found it so easy to confined in someone she just met. That instant spark. That instant sense of belonging. There was a certain feeling that came with her meeting him. A certain mystery that intrigued her from the moment he mistook her identity. A certain exhilaration that came with the unexpected. 

“There was something different about him. Dangerous. But not in the way that scared me. It was exciting.”

“And how did that make you feel?”

“Like anything was possible.”

And for reasons of his own, he felt that same spark too. Because it took him about half a second to realize she wasn’t Katherine. That she was nothing like Katherine. So, when she opened up to him about having her whole life mapped out, he got a sense of the kind of girl that she was. 

“You don’t want it?”

“I don’t know what I want.”

“Well, that’s not true, you want what everybody wants.”

“What? A mysterious stranger who has all the answers?”

“Well, lets just say I’ve been around a long time. I’ve learned a few things.”

“So, Damon, Tell me, What is it that I want?”

So, he looks into her eyes like he is reading straight from the depths of her being and tells her.

“You want a love that consumes you. You want passion, and adventure, and even a little danger”

Words that despite forgetting, she would have commit to memory.

“When I’m with him, he just consumes me.”

“Thank you for giving everything I ever wanted. A love the consumes me. Passion. Adventure, There’s nothing more I could have ask for except for it to last forever but it can’t.”

He knew exactly what she wanted. Because he wanted to same thing. It’s what he was looking for with Katherine so many years ago. What he was still looking for now. And he saw the future he could possibly have with her. Could possibly give her right then and there. 

“Hey look at me, Do you see a future with me? Because that is all I see.

“I saw it the moment I laid my eyes on you , Elena.”

Because Damon is the type of person that revels in the unexpected. And frowns upon other people’s expectations of him.

“And I don’t want to have to live up to anyone’s expectations.”

Thus, creating a sort of reckless personality for himself. And its that reckless personality that seeks passion, creates adventure, and can even be dangerous at times. Adding to the reason he knew what he can give her.

“I saw it the moment I laid eyes on you, Elena.”

And serving as proof later on that all the memories Damon was telling her she had forgotten were real.

“And I know that I loved the fact that you were reckless and it probably made me feel very free

Because she didn’t want to be limited to other people’s expectations of her either.  She didn’t want to feel trapped by the expected and what was expected of her. Which is part of the reason why she fell in love with him. 

“Being with Damon makes me happy…. When I’m with him… it’s unpredictable…like I’m free.”

She wanted to makes choices of her own. Choices has they unknowingly presented themselves.. And that’s exactly what he did for her from the very start, really. Present her with choices she never expected to make. 

“I’d quit cheerleading if I were you. I saw you at practice today, you looked miserable.”

“You saw that.”

“Am I wrong?”

“Things are different this year. Everything that use to matter, doesn’t anymore”

“So don’t let it. Quit. Move on. Problem solved. Ta-da!”

And all the other choices along the way. The choice of disconnecting from reality for five minutes. The choice of seeing her real mother. The choice in fighting for her survival. The choice in giving in to her feelings for him. The choice between him or Stefan. The choice in her first feed. The choice in taking the cure or an eternity with him. The choice of driving to their impending deaths. The choice of compelling it all away. 

I find it funny that people say that Damon took away her choices, when in reality, he was the one who created so many for her to make, and made her aware of them from the beginning.

And he still does.The choice of opening the door and letting him in. The choice in wanting her memories back. The choice of confronting those feelings for him that she has inside.

Ironically, the only choice she was never truly able to make for herself was…falling for him. 

"And in that moment I loved him. I mean… I didn’t want to. It terrified me. But for that moment, I loved him.” 

My point is, from the moment he met her, he had her all figured out because he saw himself in her. And he felt that same spark that she did. And lived from choice to choice like she wanted. So, once again he is presented with a choice. And that night he chose to compel her to forget him.

"What do you want?”

“I want you get everything your looking for, but right now I want you to forget that this happened, Can’t have people knowing I’m in town yet. Goodnight, Elena”

Some people believe that Damon compelled Elena to find everything she was looking for that night. I don’t. I believe when he compelled her to forget him, he compelled her to forget everything he told her along with it. But if there’s one thing I know for certain, its that feelings aren’t erased when one’s compelled to forget. 

“There are things you can erase and you know that.”

And that’s the reason I think that Elena went after what she was looking for. Not because he compelled her to. But because she felt like something was missing. And it was. Because that spark was shaded by the hole that was left from losing her parents. A void that Stefan was able to fill. But that spark she felt on the road that night was only ever felt when she was with Damon. That same intrigue was there the second time they met for her first time. Which is why she always knew that underneath all that apathy Damon portrayed, there was something more. Something good. There was that same spark that he felt too.

So she pushed him. She challenged him.

“It matters and you know it.”

She understood him.

“You know, I really think that Damon believes that everything he’s done, every move that he’s made, he’s done for love.”

She presented him with choices.

“Don’t make me regret being your friend.”

She questioned him.

“Why don’t you let people see the good in you?”

She chose him.

“And of all the choices I’ve made, this will prove to be the worst one, but I’m not sorry that I’m in love with you.”

When she chose Stefan the night her human life ended. It was because she wasn’t aware of when that spark between her and Damon ignited. And she would confuse it with the void that Stefan filled after her parent’s death. So, when she regains that memory. That night on the road full of intrigue in mystery and the unexpected. She realized where that spark between them came from all along. So, after defending herself in the choice she made. She confronts him about it.

“I remember everything. The highlight of my transition… remembering everything you compelled me to forget. Like how you and I met first. You were a stranger that told me you wanted me to get everything I wanted in life. Damon, Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Would it have made a difference?”

And she stays silent. Because she honestly wouldn’t know. But to answer his question. It wouldn’t have. Taking that question as not just being about choosing Stefan, whether he ever told her, or never compelled her to forget in the first place. That spark between them wouldn’t have been affected. So, no… It wouldn’t have made a difference.

He made her forget him.

It didn’t matter.

They still fell in love with each other eventually.

She had herself forget ever loving him.

That didn’t matter either.

They’re still in love with each other even now.

Because despite all the odds that were against them.

They still ended up where they are suppose to be, 

In each other’s hearts.

           “But the wind, yes, the wind,
                                                          keeps pushing you to me.”

Starter Sentences [ Death Edition ]
  • “The pizza’s delicious”
  • “I invite you to contemplate how insignificant I find you”
  • “This is one little planet, in one tiny solar system, in a galaxy that’s barely out of its diapers.”
  • “You know you can’t cheat Death.”
  • “He made me his weapon.”
  • “I’m more powerful than you can process.”
  • “I’m enslaved to a bratty child having a tantrum.”
  • “I recall loaning you that temporarily.”
  • “I’m sorry— you assume that I don’t know where you’ve hidden it.”
  • “Now we’ve established that you have hubris, but no leverage.”
  • “Quit shuffling, and deal.”
  • “I might make an exception once, not twice, so…pick.”
  • “What do you think the soul is? Some pie you can slice?”
  • “Nasty, those memories. You don’t want to know what they’ll do to him. Believe me.”
  • “Nothing lasts forever.”
  • “I never said I’d do it.”
  • “Don’t roll your eyes. It’s impolite.”
  • “No, I’m being incredibly sarcastic.”
  • “I’m surprised to hear that. Surprised and glad.”
  • “Wrecking the natural order not quite such fun when you have to mop up the mess, is it?”
  • “You throw away your life because you’ve come to assume that it’ll bounce right back into your lap.”
  • “The human soul is not a rubber ball. It’s vulnerable, impermanent, but stronger than you know.”
  • “Most people speak to me with more respect.”
  • “You’re an affront to the balance of the universe and you cause disruption on a global scale.”
  • “Right now, you’re digging at something. I want you to keep digging.”
  • “That easy to soothe me, you think?”
  • “This isn’t going to end well.”
  • “What makes you think I can do that?”
  • “Annoying little protozoa, aren’t they?”
  • “I personally found them entertaining.”
  • “Stupid little soldier you are.”
  • “Service? Settling petty vendettas? Quite the humanitarian.”
  • “Should we kickbox now?”
  • “I’m not here to tie your shoes every time you trip.”
  • “Here we are again with your little planet on the edge of immolation." 
  • "Maybe I should spend my effort on a better planet.”
  • “Don’t thank me. Clean up your mess.”
  • “I try so hard not to pass judgement at times like this.”
  • “I’ve been waiting for you.”

Sentence Meme || Lyrics Edition #2
  • “I’ll build you a kingdom." 
  • "You said that you love me." 
  • "I wake up alone." 
  • "Time can bring you down." 
  • "You’re not easy to find." 
  • "You tear us apart." 
  • "Nothing lasts forever, except you and me." 
  • "I don’t believe that beauty will ever be replaced." 
  • "I don’t believe in magic." 
  • "I believe in you." 
  • "You can’t always get what you want." 
  • "You will never love me again." 
  • "You’re hiding from me now." 
  • "I’ll be waiting when you call." 
  • "Let me hold you." 
  • "You’re my little bird." 
  • "When I’m with him, I am thinking of you." 
  • "I’m looking tired and feeling quite sick." 
  • "I’m wearing my brand new shoes." 
  • "Maybe we could make it all right." 
  • "We could keep trying but things never change." 
  • "I don’t look back." 
  • "You’re just somebody that I used to know." 
  • "Do what you want." 
  • "I live for the applause." 
  • "Don’t stop thinking about tomorrow." 
  • "It’s all for you." 
  • "You’ve got time." 
  • "The dog days are over." 
  • "What’s going on?" 
  • "Look at you." 
  • "Isn’t it ironic?" 
  • "You’re a Womanizer." 
  • "My fingertips are holding onto the cracks in our foundations." 
  • "Time may change me, but you can’t change time." 
  • "Is there life on Mars?" 
  • "Call me!" 
  • "I will follow you into the dark." 
  • "She moves in her own way." 
  • "Try not to get worried." 
  • "Dreams can come true." 
  • "Wouldn’t you love to love her?" 
  • "People get older."