My brain: Are you serious? You’re still crying over Anton? For god sakes dude he’s been gone for two months. Admit it, he is NEVER coming back! You have to move on.
My heart: I DON’T CARE! He has so much to live for but time was cut short! Nothing will ever be the same now without hearing his words, “I can do zat” and “Keptin on ze bridge.” No one will ever replace his cuteness.