You tried to understand that your
boyfriend was busy being in an idol group and all. Tours, recordings, music
broadcasts, and promotions were tiring. Therefore, you always tried to stay out
of his way and cope with the loneliness. It was hard, but you didn’t want to be
in his way. You saw your friends more than your own boyfriend. You envied them.
Their boyfriends were always texting them or there for them. Yoongi, on the
other hand, was always busy. Even when your grandmother passed away, he wasn’t
there to comfort you. You never told him. It was hard for you, but you tried to
always put on a strong front and smile in front of Yoongi. You didn’t want to
be a burden to him.
You don’t know where it went wrong. He
was so caring and affectionate toward you in the beginning. After 3 years of
dating, however, he stopped texting you every morning, afternoon, and night.
Soon, the texts disappeared and so did Yoongi. He stayed at the dorm all the time
now. You haven’t seen him for months and he didn’t bother to text or call you.
“You need to be selfish for once noona.”
You were hanging out with Bangtan’s
maknae line and Jimin was starting to worry about your relationship with his
hyung. You brought lunch over for them knowing they would probably skip it,
like always. They were too engrossed in practice to know that their bodies were
“Yeah, Jimin is right. We’ve never seen
Yoongi hyung act affectionate with you. You’re always texting us to check up on
hyung. That’s not right.”
You thought Jimin and Taehyung were
right, but you just couldn’t. You knew if this kept going, one of you will
start to fall out of love. This relationship would become toxic.
“Why don’t you go and take the lunches
to the hyungs. We’ll continue to practice after eating.”
“Okay Kookie. Remember to rest before
going back to practice. You’ll get stomach cramps.”
They nodded and you left to find the
other 4. You found them all in the recording studio talking and laughing.
Hoseok was the first to jump up and hug you.
He hugged you and you laughed. You were
always close to Hobi cause you and him were closest in age.
“Hey Hobi! Hey Namjoon, Seokjin oppa.”
They all hugged you, except for your own
boyfriend. You were kind of disappointed, but you quickly got rid of the
disappointment in your eyes and held out the lunches you had made for the boys.
“I know you guys would probably skip lunch
like always, so I bought you guys something to eat. It may not be as good as
Seokjin oppa’s, but it’s edible. The other 3 already tried it.”
“Ey, your food is delicious. But you
know, if you need any help with anything, I’m here to help!”
“Thank you oppa.”
Everyone except Yoongi grabbed a lunch
box from the bag. The other 3 quickly sensed the tension between the 2 of you
and left the 2 of you to talk. You stood there awkwardly as Yoongi went back to
work. After a few minutes of just standing, you grabbed a lunchbox and opened
it. You set it down in front of Yoongi and turned his chair around.
“Please, take a break and eat.”
“I’m busy if you can’t sense that
Your heart cracked. His harsh tone was
enough to cause tears to form.
“I know, but you should at least eat a
little. Just a bite?”
You were practically pleading at this
point. He could be as cold as he wanted to you, but you wanted him to at least
take care of himself. You pushed the lunchbox closer to him only to have it
knocked out of your hands and onto his lyric notebook. Your eyes widened and
you quickly grabbed his notebook from under the food. You knew how important it
was to him. It was his life.
“(Y/N)! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!”
“DO YOU THINK A SORRY IS ENOUGH? YOU
COULD’VE RUINED EVERYTHING. You are so lucky it was closed.”
“I said I was sorry. If you just
“Are you blaming me now? Why can’t you
just leave me alone?”
Another crack in your heart.
That was your last straw. It hit some
nerve that you never knew even existed. And neither did he.
“LEAVE YOU ALONE? I’VE LEFT YOU ALONE
FOR MONTHS NOW! NOT A SINGLE TEXT OR CALL FOR 4 MONTHS AND YOU STILL WANT ME TO
LEAVE YOU ALONE? Sometimes I wonder if we’re even in a relationship. You could
at least send a text. I’m just asking for one simple, ‘hey’. Is that too much
to ask for?”
He was taken aback from your sudden
outburst. You were always a quiet person and you always kept calm even in the
most frustrating situations.
“I was busy. What’s up with you? You
“Maybe if you bothered to care, you
would understand why all this is happening.”
“I don’t have time. I wish you would
just understand me sometimes. I’m an idol. I can’t be there to comfort you through
everything. If you waited a little more, I would’ve been home. Stop being so
You were speechless. Everyone around you
were right. You have been too nice to Yoongi. He has taken your love for him
for granted. The tears you have been holding fell and now all your anger has
“Maybe I don’t want to wait anymore.
Maybe…maybe, I can’t wait anymore.”
With that, you left. You left him
standing there still taken aback from not only your words, but also your tears.
You left him to think about where this relationship went wrong. It took him a
while to finally figure out that you didn’t just throw a tantrum and leave to
cool off. You left him and your relationship with him.
“Hyung, how could you say that to noona?”
“Guys, I’m not in the mood.”
“How could you still say that?! You
haven’t talken to her in 4 months. She has to check on her stupid boyfriend
through us. She texted us to make sure you were eating, sleeping, and taking
care of yourself. She’s texted all of us because she didn’t want to bother you.
She’s been understanding. She has been waiting for you and here you are.
Namjoon scoffed. Jimin shoved 6 phones
onto the desk Yoongi was working at. There were endless conversations with you.
You telling them to make sure he was alright and healthy. There was even a
group chat he wasn’t a part of. And then there was his phone. Empty. Not a
single text since 4 months ago. As he finished reading, a sound from everyone’s
(Y/N) : You won’t be hearing from me for a while. Good luck on your
comeback. Please don’t tell Yoongi. I’m just a burden.
Hoseok quickly snatched his phone and
texted back. After getting another text, he turned to Yoongi and held his phone
out for him to see the conversation he just had with you.
Hobi: Where are you going? Please tell me you aren’t leaving.
(Y/N): Remember that offer I got at work to work on a fashion show in Paris. I decided to accept. I’m going to be gone for at least a year or maybe I’ll
just stay there.
Yoongi froze. You were leaving. You were
leaving him and never coming back. He looked up quickly when he heard another
text come in.
(Y/N): Guys, I’m leaving in 2 weeks to Paris. Please don’t tell
Yoongi. Tell him I met some other guy or you guys make up some excuse.
You still thought of him even though he
didn’t even glance at you for 4 months. Yoongi started to cry. He just ruined a
great relationship. He just ruined what could’ve been his wife and the mother
to his children. He made the woman he loved the most leave.
I don't want to be that person, but the writing in that notebook (the two ghosts lyrics) looks quite similar to a certain bear's...
yeah i think someone already compared the handwriting and it was iterally harry lol but again not that we needed a confirmation considering his fiance’s reflection was on the sunglasses of the bear once and it was glorious
Summary: Work shouldn’t be a place littered with distractions…but how could that be when you were working with one?
Word Count: 2547
A/N: idk how the whole making music process works…so sorry if my portrayal is inaccurate
“Hyung, hold on. You forgot this.” Jimin handed the brown leather bound lyric notebook to Yoongi. Jimin always knew that Yoongi carried it around, “You can’t keep on misplacing things, hyung. Remember what happened to Namjoon-hyung?” He snatched the book from the younger’s hand,
“Jiminie, I’m not going to forget something as important as a passport.” Yoongi scoffed as he headed out the front door of the dorms,
“Hey, hyung? Where are you going anyway? We have a meeting later…”
“Just…uh…I’m just going out for some fresh air. I’ll meet you guys at the studio later on.” Jimin knew his hyung well and he could tell that something was up. However, Yoongi wasn’t going to just tell Jimin that he was going to meet with the younger’s favorite girl group. He felt like Jimin would continuously nag him to let him tag along…that and because he didn’t want him to see a certain somebody.