You are not a failure, love. I agree the biology thing is a total bitch, but you know you can get through it. I've watched one of my high school friends transition and trust me it was very difficult for her...But you got this. I KNOW you got this. You're already taking great steps in the right direction. You can do anything you fucking want because this is your life. Grab it by the balls and make it your bitch. Cause it is. And take the hard way, because at the end you'll be way more satisfied<3
It’s not just that, really. It’s everything from my past hitting me. I shut off for years and I wake up at such an inconvient time. I’m still groggy.
Metaphors aside, there’s something deeper that’s wrong that needs to be discovered and I feel like somehow, transitioning completely will make it go away.
idk im rambling or something. gonna go purge things.
and thank you <3333