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in my feminism class my professor always gives us a question and we all answer it and todays was “whats your most treasured memory” and since i just spent the weekend with The Gf i was like “i just saw my long distance gf for the first time and it was amazing. and disclaimer i didnt finish my essay because i was too gay” and then everyone laughed and i guess i forgot that ppl don’t just say that they’re too gay irl and my professor was like “did you just say you were too gay” i was like yeah and she thought that was a valid excuse for not doing my essay so. art school is great sometimes

you know i can’t say i’m all about that pepperony but any couple that gives each other heartfelt gifts that are made out of materials that were slowly killing one half of said couple is okay in my book.

You know that feeling you get when you think you’ve forgotten something or it feels like something is missing? I’ve felt like that ever since I saw her for the first time in 4 years. I thought I would still carry rage or completely break when I saw her but there was just nothing. The only thing that hurt was mourning the loss of a mother that hadn’t died but I knew I no longer had.
—  K.N.B.

the train of lost souls ; teaser  {jungkook | hoseok | reader}

“The moment you step inside the train, you are given two options.

You can choose to live, to be given a second and a last chance in life, in exchange for your memories and your previous existence. You can choose to be alive again, but it can only be an entirely new life. Everyone you’ve ever crossed paths with would forget your name. All the pain and the love you knew, all the ups and downs that made you hurt and made you smile — all of it, completely gone.

Or you can choose to move on, to give your life away while keeping your memories until the end of time. To step out of the world of the living and to embrace a new kind of loneliness, but with the warmth of your past always safe between your cold hands.

You are dead, but it’s up to you to do something about it.

The choice is solely yours.”

“Laugh, even when you feel too sick or too worn out or tired. Smile, even when you’re trying not to cry and the tears are blurring your vision. Sing, even when people stare at you and tell you your voice is crappy. Trust, even when your heart begs you not to. Twirl, even when your mind makes no sense of what you see. Frolick, even when you are made fun of. Kiss, even when others are watching. Sleep, even when you’re afraid of what the dreams might bring. Run, even when it feels like you can’t run any more.And, always, remember, even when the memories pinch your heart. Because the pain of all your experience is what makes you the person you are now. And without your experience—you are an empty page, a blank notebook, a missing lyric. What makes you brave is your willingness to live through your terrible life and hold your head up high the next day. So don’t live life in fear. Because you are stronger now, after all the crap has happened, than you ever were back before it started.”

Amulet of Memory +2

Originally posted by theworkingcup

I always misplaced my pendrive, so when I had to take it with me to school or work, I put it on a string and hung it on my neck like a necklace, so I always knew where it is. Since I’m a RPG nerd, I used to call it “Amulet of Memory +2″ because it was a 2gb one.

And today I got a new memory stick gifted to me and couldn’t figure out what to do with it, I don’t need so many. Then it dawned me - why not make it an actual amulet of memory?

Ingredients

  • digitalized sigils for memory (your own or found from people on the net)
  • dried rosemary
  • dried bay leaves
  • an energetic song that you like
  • a file about something you remember really well (song lyrics you know by heart, a photo of your precious pet, a text file containing your phone number - anything)
  • a pendrive that looks pretty and has a hole you can thread a string or cord through
  • a piece of string in a nifty color that you associate with memory, long enough to comfortably go around your neck (I’d go with green)

How to

Cleanse the pendrive however you please, cast a circle if you like. Chuck it in a bowl with dried rosemary and bay leaves, and play the energetic song next to it for however long you please.

Then, load it up with the same energetic song, the sigil and memories files, and put it on the string - either by attaching a small circle of thin thread to it, and then putting bigger and prettier cord through the thread circle, or just putting the cord through the hole if it’s big enough. 

There you go, you’ve made yourself an amulet to enhance your memory and allow you to remember more things, more clearly, and forget less.

Wear it as a necklace and maybe periodically recharge by plugging it into a computer. If you want to have some actual normal files on it, I suggest making a separate folder, calling it “Core” or “Magic” and putting the spell-files in there. Also perfect for carrying your digital grimoire with you. 

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TRUE DETECTIVE Episodes - 1.03 The Locked Room.

“To realize that all your life - you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memories, all your pain - it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream, a dream that you had inside a locked room, a dream about being a person. And like a lot of dreams, there’s a monster at the end of it.”

anonymous asked:

Thank you for the interesting game, Pocket Mirror looks great! So I kinda think about the first phrase "Hold your memories close to your heart" on picture with a knife and fork. But, oh my, this is Egliette's Regalia! Is this "heart" a reference to regalias? As pieces of Goldia's heart? Maybe I'm overthinking this. And I kinda feel Elise said that phrase to Goldia.

Yes, and yes! Elise did say it to Goldia too right at the start of the game! ( ^ 0 ^ )/ 

anonymous asked:

I hate seeing former friends of mine have fun memories with my abuser and talk about how close they all are and these friends are people I've known for years.

Often when we leave an abuser we wind up losing mutual friends who have been manipulated into supporting the abuser or even turned completely against the victim. They often claim neutrality but in instances of abuse there is no such thing as neutrality. You either stand with the oppressed or you choose the side of the oppressor. My advice would be to avoid spending time with these people or reading any updates from them. If you minimize contact you won’t have to listen to their memories of your abuser. If you need any more advice or just someone to vent to please feel free to write in again. I hope this advice helps a little. 

anonymous asked:

my ex boyfriend and me have been together for 2 1/2 years and broke up in November, we agreed on doing this bc we grew apart and he also cheated on me. however, he now has a new girl (at least i think so) and it kinda makes me feel weird, knowing that he will say all those things he once said to me to her. i know i deserve better and i don't even miss him, i just miss having someone.. and everything is so weird and awkward now

You will feel better. Sure it’s nice to have someone that loves you, but it’s not that easy. We only need ourselves. Time will pass and you will learn how to handle living on your own. Memories will haunt you and that’s okay. Stay strong okay?