not yet happening affection

  • someone: why do you like roadrat?
  • me externally: haha idk man theyre just cute and i think theyd make a good couple
  • me internally: actually its bc i think that the fact that they both experienced traumatic events and obviously are dealing with it in it their own ways but i think they can connect together on what happened and how it affected them differently yet similarly due to their age gap, and in that find comfort in having someone that understands and is dealing with it in a sort of dangerous way but they care about each other's safety and try to keep each other from dying. they also are very close obviously physically and they could comfort each other on a physical and mental level.

Someone enlighten me but I, personally, haven’t seen any sort of mass millennial posts that actually bag on and actually speak hate towards genZ. Like, millennials are talked down to like we are the actual bane of this earth and that we are bad people, but all the posts from us to genZ I see are like, more so poking fun at them? Like the whole tide pod thing is not us spewing real hate and placing major economical blame on them, we just

“hugugu them kids want forbidden snack”.

People comparing that to how bad millennials have been/ are shamed and blamed for the major world changing faults of the previous generation seem silly to me? If anything I’ve seen people praising genZ because we’ve collectively agreed that they are funnier than us (which is tru). We are treating genZ like our younger siblings, poking fun at them and, honestly, enjoying their company and how well they are being brought up. Millennials are treated like problem children who grew up to be a hated generation (“kids these days” will always be referring to us, and that statement is never followed by anything but actual hate)

Please prove me wrong because I haven’t seen these bad posts people seem to be hinting at recently.

Another Time

Jeon Wonwoo x Reader

Word Count: 1.2k

Warnings: Just a lot of psychological talk

A/N. I got the Wonwoo one up! I love psychology and I’m studying it in school but I had to research a bit for this. I know it’s short but I hope it’s enjoyable!

As you walked down the hallway, unprepared for your newest patient, you frowned to yourself. Jeon Wonwoo was a college professor who had been described as one of the most charming people you would ever meet. His deep voice left people mesmerized if his face did not already do that. You would never suspect him of any mental illness but his brother had a feeling that something was off put about him. He was great at giving advice and charming people every which way but it felt like a facade. He got angrier now at the smallest of things and would always find a way to let it out on impulse. Although he hadn’t hurt anyone yet, there was no telling what was happening and how it could affect him. His eyes felt empty as he spoke to him sometimes, his voice lacking any real emotion. His brother did not act with true meaning anymore.

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‘Cause all I know is we said, “Hello.”
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed

Olicity + Taylor Swift lyrics

It’s moms day!! !

And if you know me, you know that my mom is literally a goddess to me. And I’ll fight anyone to the death who tells me otherwise.

She is so chill af, so sweet, and yet even with all the stuff that happens she never lets it affect how she treats others. And shes just my #1 role model in life. I love her to bits and I bother her 24/7 when I get the chance too lol. 

So just Happy Moms Day to all of you who have a mom thats part of your world! And if you don’t I’ll adopt you I’ll be your mom (even if you have a rl mom but if shes shit i’ll still adopt you). 

anonymous asked:

UF+SF+HT Bros reacting to their s/o dying of old age. (Due to being different species and the fact monsters live much longer.)

(Iii did a similiar request a while back, with the s/o’s soul getting put into a robot body like Mettatons after their death for UT/SF/UF I hope you don’t mind if the HT bros get their s/o back as a robo friend)

HT Sans: Hahahaha. He is laughing. The moment he realizes how old you have become, how frail, how close to death he can’t stop laughing. He just knew it, you would leave him too, one of the few good things in his life, and you will leave too.

He won’t live that much longer himself, Skeletons are not immortal after all, but he still has a decent amount of years infront of him. So he jsut loses it, locking himself in his room, not talking to anybody. The only sign of life coming from his room is the giggling that send shivers down your spine. Papyrus has enough of this after a few days and breaks down the door where you find Sans in a catatonic state.

Since Alphys is no more, and you honestly don’t even know about her, and Papyrus barely remembers her, only having met her a few times, the beatings from Undyne sligthly blurring his memories of the past,  you have to take him to the hospital. You are lucky that a lot of monsters needed medical attention after beeing freed, so the doctors there can help you out. All in all he is fine at the end of the day…well as fine as he can be.

The moment he realizes that it would be possible to extend your life by putting your soul into a robot like Mettaton has been, after your death, he is suddenly a bit to energetic. He can’t get Alphys to do that, Mettaton is gone to, so no reference either. He lost to much of his memory and to much of himself to make something like this himself, mostly since he wouldn’t have been able even before everything went to shit. But he won’t give up. He just can’t let you go that early.

In the end it’s a bit of a miracle, he doesn’t have a lot of human friends, but he was still fascinated by science, and did make a few friends with the same passion. They creat a robot together, not very good, not ver durable, but it works. You won’t life for much longer then you would without, but that way you can spend almsot your entire life together. Sans tries to force you at first, despereate and scared of loosing you. But after a lecture by Papyrus, who still has that spark that makes people overthing their choices, he realizes that he can’t make you stay, you have to choose yourself.

HT Papyrus: He is..strangely alright with you dying. He knew things never last as long as one wants them to, he learned it the hard way more then once. His friendship with Undyne, his dream to be in the Royal Guard, his need to help everybody. So he didn’t expect you to stay around foreer either. Instead of beeing sad he tries to cheer you up, telling you that he still has Sans, so he won’t be to lonely after your gone. And until then you two can spend some good time together.

He tries so hard to go back to his cheerfull, positive self after leaving the Underground, but it is less cheerfull, then..scared and deperate. He tries to convince himself more then you that he will be alright. That this is alright. That everything is alright. That nothing is alright.

He will try to get out of your way, and turn to Sans for help. He is his big brother after all, he always turns to him when he is stuck in a situation where he can’t get trough himself. He is lucky, Sans has a good day and actually rememebrs about Mettaton. And Alphys. And how she can’t creat another robot body because she won’t be creating anything ever again. But maybe…. Sans has made human friends who coul help you out. 

Sans pretends not to know a solution at first, everybody dies afterall. He likes you, you are his brothers datefriend after all. But that doesn’t make you anybody special in his eyes. But after he sees how much your death is already affecting Papyrus, even though it hasn’t even happened yet, he gives in. You have a choice to live a few more years together with Papyrus, who is still trying to convince you that he will be fine no matter what you choose. But he won’t. In the end it is still your choice.

Complimentary Counterparts The Parallel Journey of Daenerys Targaryen & Jon Snow

Essay I: From the Outside Looking In

In troduction

A princess on the run, a bastard brought up in a castle, so begins the story of Daenerys Targaryen and Jon Snow. One might ask what these two characters could possibly have in common, well, a lot actually. Superficially they might be as different as the sun and the moon yet their journeys, experiences, trials and tribulations have an uncanny parallel to them.

Their worlds where forever changed before they were even born, losing both of their parents to a war that tore the kingdom of Westeros apart, Robert’s Rebellion. These two orphans have not had an easy roads since then, lovers lost, brothers dead, no home or place to truly belong to. Where their journey will lead them is still unknown, as the last time we saw them they were both at a crossroads.

In this series of essays we will explore their journeys, from two lonely outsiders to young leaders trying to change a world that for far too long has been stagnant in its routine. We will also look at their lovers, their mentors and the magic that surrounds them.

This essay will focus on Dany and Jon as we first meet them, lonely outcast trying to find a place to belong. Finally, we’ll look at their closest bonds, those they share with their animal familiars, Dany and Drogon and Jon and Ghost.

Spirited Away

She was born in the West and smuggled East. He was born in the South and smuggled North. Both infants whisked away from the common threat that almost decimated their entire family, Robert’s Rebellion. Had they not been taken away they themselves would surely have been victims as well of this war. A harrowing start to life for both Dany and Jon, taken away from their place of birth neither of them has ever truly belonged anywhere ever since.


The details of Dany’s birth and escape from Dragonstone are pretty slim. They were told to her by Viserys who himself was still a child when Ser Darry fled with them to Braavos in order to save their lives. Dany recounts the tail in her very first chapter:

“She had been born on Dragonstone nine moons after their flight, while a raging summer storm threatened to rip the island fastness apart. They said that storm was terrible . The Targaryen fleet was smashed while it lay at anchor, and huge stone blocks were ripped from the parapets and sent hurtling into the wild waters of the narrow sea. Her mother had died birthing her, and for that her brother Viserys had never forgiven her.

She did not remember Dragonstone either. They had run again, just before the Usurper’s brother set sail with his new-built fleet. By then only Dragonstone itself, the ancient seat of their House, had remained of the Seven Kingdoms that had once been theirs. It would not remain for long. The garrison had been prepared to sell them to the Usurper, but one night Ser Willem Darry and four loyal men had broken into the nursery and stolen them both, along with her wet nurse, and set sail under cover of darkness for the safety of the Braavosian coast.”

As we see Dany has been spirited away since conception, first her mother runs from King’s Landing before the rebels sack it and then she is take away from Dragonstone before the rebels reach it. So started her life, living on the run, never stopping for too long should the hired knives catch them. This can be very hard on a child, never knowing the comfort of home and family, the stability that is necessary to feel cared for and safe. Running from one place to the next never setting down roots, it’s no wonder why she yearns so much for the House with the Red Door.

This theme will continue throughout Dany’s life. After her time in Braavos (the longest she’s every lived in one place) she will continue to run from one city to another, never settling down. He time with the Dothraki is ironically parallel of this; she goes from one place to the next, as they themselves, are a nomadic people, never settling down. Next, after her time with the Dothraki she continues to go from one place to next, first Qarth, then Astapor, then Yunkai and finally she settles in Meereen, yet another place where she does not belong.


(Note, that for the purposes of this essay R+L=J will be treated as canon. )

Like Dany, what we know of Jon’s birth and the events soon after is very limited. Much of it has been inferred by the clues we have been given regarding his parentage. Early in AGOT we are told by Catelyn:

“When the wars were over at last, and Catelyn rode to Winterfell, Jon and his wet nurse had already taken up residence. That cut deep. Ned would not speak of the mother, not so much as a word, but a castle has no secrets, and Catelyn heard her maids repeating tales they heard from the lips of her husband’s soldiers. They whispered of Ser Arthur Dayne, the Sword of the Morning, deadliest of the seven knights of Aerys’s Kingsguard , and of how their young lord had slain him in single combat. And they told how afterward Ned had carried Ser Arthur’s sword back to the beautiful young sister who awaited him in a castle called Starfall on the shores of the Summer Sea.”

Ned had gone down South for the war and when he returned, he returned with a child. Catelyn thinks that Ashara Dayne might be his mother; Ned says to Robert that it was a woman named Wylla. Nonetheless, by all accounts we know that Jon was born South and brought North.

However, as the series continue we begin to piece together the events surrounding Jon’s birth and it seems that they were not as straightforward as we were initially lead to believe. Not only was the war a shadow around his conception and birth, like with Dany, but also like her, his departure from the place of his birth was also marred by fighting and death.

From the information we are given it appears that Jon was born near or at the Tower of Joy in Dorne after the sack of King’s Landing. Ned went South in search of his sister Lyanna who had been taken or had left willingly, this is still up for debate, with Prince Rhaegar. When he reached the Tower of Joy he was confronted by three kingsguard who stood in the way of him getting to his sister. After a battle ensued, seven men died, while Ned and Howlin Reed survived. When Ned was finally able to get to his sister she had given birth to a child who Ned then spirited away North. Ned then claimed the child as his own in order to keep him safe.

Jon of course, unlike Dany, did not have to flee any further. In Winterfell he had a home and family that cared for him. However, he never quite felt like he fit in, both being a bastard and being unwanted by his “father’s” wife Catelyn made Jon feel like he did not quite belong.

Dany and Jon

If we believe the rummers both Dany and Jon were conceived in violence, king Aerys raped queen Rhaella to conceive Dany and supposedly Prince Rhaegar rapes the Lady Lyanna to conceive Jon. Both of their mother’s where hidden during their pregnancies and both died during childbirth and finally both Dany and Jon were whisked aways from the place of their birth in order to keep them safe.

It wasn’t an easy start to life for either character. Loosing most of their families as infants that shadow has followed them overtly and obscurely throughout their lives. And while Dany knows what happen, Jon is still in the shadows, yet it has affected them both in many similar ways. As we will continue to discuss, due to these circumstances both grew up feeling like outsiders, never quite fitting in or feeling like they belonged.

An interesting contrast between Dany and Jon is their experiences with the relative who raised them. While Dany was resented and demeaned and abusively treated by her brother, Jon was loved and cared for by his uncle.\father Ned.

It’s Lonely on the Outside

For Dany and Jon not fitting in is due to completely different circumstances. While Jon is outsider because of his status as a bastard, Dany is an outsider for being an exclude princess. Dany spent the first few years of her life living in the Sea Lord’s Palace in Braavos with her guardian Ser. Darry. He time there was peaceful; she had her own room and was well cared for by Ser Darry. After his death, however, they were thrown out of the palace and forced to go from one free city to the next begging the help of anyone who would offer it. From the time she was born to the moment where we meet her she has lived in 8 difference places: Dragonstone, Braavos, Myr, Tyrosh, Qohor, Volantis, Lys and Pentos. And while she was a beggar of sorts, she was still a princess and because she was a princess there were things her brother would not allow her to do, like play with the common children Dany encountered on the streets. This caused Dany a great deal of loneliness as it meant she wasn’t really able to make friends and the only companion she ever had was her brother.

Jon on the other hand grew up in a stable home with a family that cared for him, sans his father’s wife. As a child he dreamed that he would inherit Winterfell one day only to be told that as a bastard he was not be entitled to his family’s processions. This was very hard for Jon as he began to understand that his status in life precluded him from many of the things he would have been entitled to had he been a true born son. This made Jon feel like a misfit, he was part of a family yet outside of it. It was a difficult position to be in especially as a child as it’s hard to understand why you can’t be like everyone else. As he grew up he still had his family’s love but his position in life and society was something that was ever present for him, something he could not forget and would not be allowed to forget by society.

As we see them through the series their role as outsiders is very apparent, they each have found comfort and acceptance in certain places, the Dothraki, the Wall, the Wildings, yet they have never truly felt like they belonged anywhere.


When we encounter Dany for the first time in A Game of Thrones, she has been living for the past six months at the manse of Magister Illyrio Mopatis. He is the latest person that has taken her and her brother Viserys in. For Dany it’s just another place to feel as an outsider. She is once again living on the kindness of a stranger, as she looks outside all she wants to do is be like everyone else:

“The square brick towers of Pentos were black silhouettes outlined against the setting sun. Dany could hear the singing of the red priests as they lit their night fires and the shouts of ragged children playing games beyond the walls of the estate. For a moment she wished she could be out there with them, barefoot and breathless and dressed in tatters, with no past and no future and no feast to attend at Khal Drogo’s manse.”

All she wants is to be free to play with other children, to not have the responsibility of helping to restore her family’s crown upon her young shoulder. Having never truly had a childhood, all she wanted to do is to be a child. There is a deep loneliness there as she looks at the outside world, unable to join it. Not only is her loneliness born of her being unable to play along with other children but also because she was never allowed to set down roots. The only home she has ever known was in Braavos and that too was taken away from her when she was still a young child:

“She remembered Ser Willem dimly, a great grey bear of a man, half-blind, roaring and bellowing orders from his sickbed. The servants had lived in terror of him, but he had always been kind to Dany . He called her “Little Princess” and sometimes “My Lady,” and his hands were soft as old leather. He never left his bed, though, and the smell of sickness clung to him day and night, a hot, moist, sickly sweet odor. That was when they lived in Braavos, in the big house with the red door .

Dany had her own room there, with a lemon tree outside her window. After Ser Willem had died, the servants had stolen what little money they had left, and soon after they had been put out of the big house. Dany had cried when the red door closed behind them forever.

They had wandered since then, from Braavos to Myr, from Myr to Tyrosh, and on to Qohor and Volantis and Lys, never staying long in any one place. Her brother would not allow it. The Usurper’s hired knives were close behind them, he insisted, though Dany had never seen one.”

A rather sad memory for a child to have, seeing the only home they’ve ever known ripped from them and to never know another home again. Now, at the age of 13 she has been the Magistrate Illyrio has arranged for her to be given to khal Drogo as a bride in order for her brother Viserys to gain an army and take back his family’s kingdom.

Her marriage to khal Drogo is difficult at first but she learns to find comfort and acceptance with the Dothraki and yet, she never considers her the Dothraki sea home, she still delivers that her real home is back in Westeros:

“What do you pray for, Ser Jorah?” she asked him. “Home,” he said. His voice was thick with longing. “I pray for home too,” she told him, believing it. Ser Jorah laughed.

“Look around you then, Khaleesi.” But it was not the plains Dany saw then. It was King’s Landing and the great Red Keep that Aegon the Conqueror had built. It was Dragonstone where she had been born . In her mind’s eye they burned with a thousand lights, a fire blazing in every window . In her mind’s eye , all the doors were red.”

Even having found the family she craved she didn’t see her life with the Dothraki as home. She was still an outsider and what she wanted, was the home her brother had so often spoken to her about, their home in Westeros, the lifeline to the family she had never known. This home for Dany is a dream, she had never been there, what she imagined was an idealized version her brother had fed her. And yet, that’s what she was seeking, a place where she felt she could belong.

I think that’s what Dany is searching for when she is searching for home. She wants a place to belong, as she is discussing home once again with Ser Jorah she thinks to herself:

“Home? The word made her feel sad. Ser Jorah had his Bear Island, but what was home to her? A few tales, names recited as solemnly as the words of a prayer, the fading memory of a red door … was Vaes Dothrak to be her home forever? When she looked at the crones of the dosh khaleen, was she looking at her future?”

She knows that she has an idealized version of Westeros and question whether that could actually be her home, what exactly did that mean to her. But she knows deep inside that she does not belong with the the Dosh Khaleen in Vaes Dothrak.

Her search for home and a place to belong is also mingled with her duty to restore her house and the former glory of her family. As they are both intertwined one can see why she conflates her need to belong with her need for home:

“If I were not the blood of the dragon, she thought wistfully, this could be my home. She was khaleesi, she had a strong man and a swift horse, handmaids to serve her, warriors to keep her safe, an honored place in the dosh khaleen awaiting her when she grew old … and in her womb grew a son who would one day bestride the world. That should be enough for any woman … but not for the dragon. With Viserys gone, Daenerys was the last, the very last. She was the seed of kings and conquerors, and so too the child inside her. She must not forget.”

She thinks to herself that if she was not who she is, she could settle with the man she loved and just live a simple life. But alas that is not what she was meant for, she knows that she has a duty to her family, to their legacy, she feels an obligation to them, she cannot just turn her back on who she is:

“She had finally found a safe place, had finally tasted love and hope. She was finally going home. And now to lose it all … ”

“She could smell home , she could see it, there, just beyond that door, green fields and great stone houses and arms to keep her warm, there. She threw open the door. “… the dragon …” And saw her brother Rhaegar, mounted on a stallion as black as his armor. Fire glimmered red through the narrow eye slit of his helm. “The last dragon,” Ser Jorah’s voice whispered faintly. “The last, the last.” Dany lifted his polished black visor. The face within was her own.”
Home and family are forever intertwined in Dany’s mind. This comes to a head at the end of ADWD, while in the Dothraki sea she is confronted with the reality of what she wants and what she has to do:

“Up here in her garden Dany sometimes felt like a god, living atop the highest mountain in the world. Do all Gods feel so lonely?”

“Meereen was not her home, and never would be. It was a city of strange men with strange gods and stranger hair, of slavers wrapped in fringed tokars, where grace was earned through whoring, butchery was art, and dog was a delicacy. Meereen would always be the Harpy’s city, and Daenerys could not be a harpy.

Once again there is the realization that she does not belong, and will once again have to leave to find her way.


While Dany had a name but no place to call home, Jon had a place to call home but no name. Having a home, however, did not mean that Jon felt like he belonged. Even surrounded by a father who loved him and brothers and sisters that cared for him, he always felt like a misfit, an outcast, an outsider. The fact that he was a bastard and not a legitimate member of his family is something that is always present in his mind that although he had Stark blood he was not a true Stark.

“Bran and Rickon would be Robb’s bannermen and rule holdfasts in his name. His sisters Arya and Sansa would marry the heirs of other great houses and go south as mistress of castles of their own . But what place could a bastard hope to earn?”

Once his father left to go South to become the king’s Hand Jon knew that he would no longer have a place at Winterfell. He decided to take his uncle up on his offers and join the men of Night’s Watch. As he continues on his journey he goes to Castle Black a place where at first he has a hard time adjusting to yet he realizes that there is no where else for he to belong. He no longer could call Winterfell his home and his new home is now with the men of the Watch.

“A deep restlessness was on him as he went back to Hardin’s Tower for Ghost. The direwolf walked beside him to the stables. Some of the more skittish horses kicked at their stalls and laid back their ears as they entered. Jon saddled his mare, mounted, and rode out from Castle Black, south across the moonlit night. Ghost raced ahead of him, flying over the ground, gone in the blink of an eye. Jon let him go. A wolf needed to hunt.

He had no destination in mind. He wanted only to ride. He followed the creek for a time, listening to the icy trickle of water over rock, then cut across the fields to the kingsroad. It stretched out before him, narrow and stony and pocked with weeds, a road of no particular promise, yet the sight of it filled Jon Snow with a vast longing. Winterfell was down that road, and beyond it Riverrun and King’s Landing and the Eyrie and so many other places; Casterly Rock, the Isles of Faces , the red mountains of Dorne, the hundred islands of Braavos in the sea, the smoking ruins of old Valyria. All the places that Jon would never see. The world was down that road … and he was here.

Once he swore his vow , the Wall would be his home until he was old as Maester Aemon . “I have not sworn yet,” he muttered . He was no outlaw, bound to take the black or pay the penalty for his crimes. He had come here freely, and he might leave freely … until he said the words. He need only ride on, and he could leave it all behind. By the time the moon was full again, he would be back in Winterfell with his brothers.

Your half brothers, a voice inside reminded him. And Lady Stark, who will not welcome you. There was no place for him in Winterfell, no place in King’s Landing either. Even his own mother had not had a place for him.”

Jon eventually finds a place with the men of the Watch, he makes friends and finds a role as a leader amongst the young trainees. However, even as he finds acceptance with some of the men on the Nights Watch, his status as a bastard is ever present, something he’s reminded about by one brother or another. Jon with time comes to accept his who he is:

“He was who he was; Jon Snow, bastard and oathbreaker, motherless, friendless, and damned. For the rest of his life— however long that might be— he would be condemned to be an outsider, the silent man standing in the shadows who dares not speak his true name.”

This realization, however, comes with the acceptance that he will forever be an outsider and there is nothing he believes he can do to change that. It’s a sad realization but a true one nonetheless. In the society that he has been brought up in and even with the men of the Night’s Watch, being a bastard is something you can never quite forget.

Next, he finds himself amongst the Wildings/Free Folk, these people, like the Dothraki, are somewhat nomadic, going from place to place trying to survive and keep away from the Wight Walkers. However, Jon finds comfort with some of them Tormound and of course Ygritte, he’s not judged for being a bastard (he’s judge more for being a man of the Watch), he’s judged by the man he is something he has not known much of. His time with the Wildings comes to a tragic end and he once again finds himself back in castle black.

“Thunder rumbled softly in the distance, but above him the clouds were breaking up. Jon searched the sky until he found the Ice Dragon, then turned the mare north for the Wall and Castle Black. The throb of pain in his thigh muscle made him wince as he put his heels into the old man’s horse. I am going home, he told himself. But if that was true, why did he feel so hollow? He rode till dawn, while the stars stared down like eyes.”

As he is returning to Castle Black after escaping from the Wilding, Jon once again finds himself conflicted. He had found comfort with the Wildings, mostly because of Ygritte, but as he was once again heads towards where he should belong, inside him he knows that even if he should belong there, it does not feel like that to him.

Dany and Jon

Trying to find a place to belong when you’ve never really fitted it, can be very hard. as those old scars can take a long time to heal. There is an inner isolation already in Dany and Jon and even as they reach out to other people and try to make a home for themselves, they still haven’t felt like they truly belong in the places they find themselves in. They have found acceptance in others and this is helpful and hopeful to them as they search for themselves and search for a place to belong to.

We will have a more in depth discussion of Dany and Jon’s leadership arc in the next essay but it’s important to note that their time as leaders is also marked by isolation. They both feel for various reasons that they must keep their distance in order to be as fair -minded leaders.

The Black Dragon and The White Wolf

We had discussed the importance and strength of the dragonlord and warg bond in a previous essay, so we will focus here on the specific bond between Dany and Drogon and Jon and Ghost. Dany and Jon’s relationship with their animal familiar is very unique to them. From the moment they first sensed them to the end of Dance where each comes to a crosswords involving their animal familiar, their shared experience with each animal have guided them to where they find themselves now.

Let’s start at the beginning when Dany and Jon first sensed their animal familiars. For Dany it was a stranger experience because she did not know what was going on:

“There are no more dragons, Dany thought, staring at her brother, though she did not dare say it aloud.

Yet that night she dreamt of one. Viserys was hitting her, hurting her. She was naked, clumsy with fear. She ran from him, but her body seemed thick and ungainly. He struck her again. She stumbled and fell. “You woke the dragon,” he screamed as he kicked her. “You woke the dragon, you woke the dragon.” Her thighs were slick with blood. She closed her eyes and whimpered. As if in answer, there was a hideous ripping sound and the crackling of some great fire. When she looked again, Viserys was gone, great columns of flame rose all around, and in the midst of them was the dragon. It turned its great head slowly. When its molten eyes found hers, she woke, shaking and covered with a fine sheen of sweat. She had never been so afraid …”

This dream occurred the night before her marriage to khal Drogo and of course before she received the dragon eggs as a gift. Yet, here we see her dreaming of a dragon, a dragon with molten eyes. As we know our old friend Drogon has been described as having molten eyes, in this dream Drogon appeared to her for the first time, perhaps as an introduction.

Jon sensed Ghost in a much more conventional way than Dany. After running into a litter of pups and distributing them amongst the Stark children, the group decides to head back to Winterfel when Jon suddenly hears something:

“Halfway across the bridge, Jon pulled up suddenly.

“What is it, Jon?” their lord father asked.

“Can’t you hear it?” Bran could hear the wind in the trees, the clatter of their hooves on the ironwood planks, the whimpering of his hungry pup, but Jon was listening to something else.

“There,” Jon said. He swung his horse around and galloped back across the bridge. They watched him dismount where the direwolf lay dead in the snow, watched him kneel. A moment later he was riding back to them, smiling. “He must have crawled away from the others,” Jon said.

“Or been driven away,” their father said, looking at the sixth pup. His fur was white, where the rest of the litter was grey. His eyes were as red as the blood of the ragged man who had died that morning.

Bran thought it curious that this pup alone would have opened his eyes while the others were still blind. “An albino,” Theon Greyjoy said with wry amusement. “This one will die even faster than the others.” Jon Snow gave his father’s ward a long, chilling look. “I think not, Greyjoy,” he said. “This one belongs to me.”

It is interesting that Jon was able to hear Ghost, when we know that Ghost is a mute. But whatever bond Jon and Ghost share allowed him to sense him, to hear his call when no one else would have been able to. It’s also interesting to note that as Bran described Ghost was the only one in the liter to have his eyes opened, while Drogon was the only one of the eggs to come to Dany, to announce himself to her in her dreams.

As Dany and Jon continue to build their relationship to their animal familiars, they come to see them as more than companies, to them these familiars are part of them. For Jon:

“…the Old Bear’s raven peered down at him with shrewd black eyes. My last friend, Jon thought ruefully. And I had best outlive you, or you’ll eat my face as well. Ghost did not count. Ghost was closer than a friend. Ghost was part of him.”

Dany describes what it feels like to ride Drogon:

“A silver moon, almost close enough to touch. Rivers running bright and blue below, glimmering in the sun. Will I ever see such sights again? On Drogon’s back she felt whole. Up in the sky the woes of this world could not touch her. How could she abandon that?”

Now, of course given the nature of each animal the bonding is different. Jon cannot ride Ghost and Dany cannot skin change Drogon, but nonetheless these animal familiars give each character a sense of wholeness. They feel like they are part of each other.

Throughout the series we have seen Drogon and Ghost being very protective of their masters. Two of the most memorable instances where Dany’s journey through the House of the Undying and when the Wight attacked Jon and Lord Commander Mormont. It was thanks to Ghost that Jon was able to defeat the Wight:

“Then he saw it, a shadow in the shadows, sliding toward the inner door that led to Mormont’s sleeping cell, a man-shape all in black, cloaked and hooded … but beneath the hood, its eyes shone with an icy blue radiance … Ghost leapt. Man and wolf went down together with neither scream nor snarl, rolling, smashing into a chair, knocking over a table laden with papers. Mormont’s raven was flapping overhead, screaming…”

For Dany, Drogon’s intervention was even more crucial as she had fallen under the spell of the Undying and it was Drogon’s who woke her and saved her:

“They wanted her, needed her, the fire, the life, and Dany gasped and opened her arms to give herself to them …

But then black wings buffeted her round the head, and a scream of fury cut the indigo air, and suddenly the visions were gone, ripped away, and Dany’s gasp turned to horror. The Undying were all around her, blue and cold, whispering as they reached for her, pulling, stroking, tugging at her clothes, touching her with their dry cold hands, twining their fingers through her hair. All the strength had left her limbs. She could not move. Even her heart had ceased to beat. She felt a hand on her bare breast, twisting her nipple. Teeth found the soft skin of her throat. A mouth descended on one eye, licking, sucking, biting …

Then indigo turned to orange, and whispers turned to screams. Her heart was pounding, racing, the hands and mouths were gone, heat washed over her skin, and Dany blinked at a sudden glare. Perched above her, the dragon spread his wings and tore at the terrible dark heart, ripping the rotten flesh to ribbons, and when his head snapped forward, fire flew from his open jaws, bright and hot. She could hear the shrieks of the Undying as they burned, their high thin papery voices crying out in tongues long dead. “

The interesting here is that both Drogon and Ghost saved Dany and Jon from cold, dead things. Perhaps the fact that both creatures are magical makes them even more acutely aware of these magical threads.

Drogon and Ghost have also played important roles in helping their familiars find their way when they have felt lost. It was Drogon who appeared to Dany in Daznak’s pit after she had decided to remove her “floppy ears” and during her time in the Dothraki sea it was him who stood guard over her while she re-discovered who she was and what was her purpose. For Jon, it was Ghost re-appearance that reminded him of his purpose to the Wall and of his oath, seeing him again gave him the answers he was searching for:

Red eyes, Jon realized, but not like Melisandre’s. He had a weirwood’s eyes. Red eyes, red mouth, white fur. Blood and bone, like a heart tree. He belongs to the old gods, this one. And he alone of all the direwolves was white. Six pups they’d found in the late summer snows, him and Robb; five that were grey and black and brown, for the five Starks, and one white, as white as Snow. He had his answer then.”

This also ties in with the importance of the protection each familiar offers their master. For Drogon his appearance in Daznak’s might have also saved Dany’s life. Dany was able to capture and chain her other two dragons but she was never able to capture or chain up Drogon. In comparison Melissandre warns Jon to keep Ghost near him and she sees “daggers in the dark”. Jon, however, does not head her advice and leaves Ghost behind, locking him inside when he is assaulted by men of the Nights Watch. As we suspect, however, Ghost will be able to at least protect Jon’s mind as it seems that at the end of Dance Jon warns into Ghost, so his familiar is till offering him protection.

Curious enough and I’m unsure of the significance of this, but neither Dany nor Jon have had romantic relationship while their animal familiars where with them. When Dany was with Drogon the dragons were still eggs and although she flirted with Daario while Drogon was still around it was not until his escape that she began her relationship with Daario. Likewise, Jon did not begin his relationship with Ygritte until he had send Ghost away and although there has been flirtation with Mel and Val while Ghost has been around, the relationship(s) have gone no further at this moment.

We can see the importance of these relationship for both Dany and Jon. Not only are these familiars part of them but they are also their guardians and protectors. These animals were most likely sent to them to help Dany and Jon them from what was coming, and it’s important for both them to understand and maintain these bonds as it seem the closer we get to winter the more these familiars will be needed.


Dany and Jon started their lives much the same way, on the run, and although their lives have versed into completely different directions those early years still mark the people who they became. Throughout their journey the feeling of being an outsider and the need to belong (to be part of something) is still very strong for these two young heroes. They have taken completely different path yet continue to share many parallels throughout each stage. As we explore their arcs further we will continue to see the multitude of parallel shared by Dany and Jon.

lots of barry love!! alright so
barry works at a science musuem, but his job doesnt come up much a lot in the au(well, it might later but for now not so much) 
he doesnt do much in the youtube side of the au, although hes the kind of guy who might do unboxing videos and the occasional weird music album review for obscure bands 
im not sure how blupjeans comes to be in the au, as we dont yet know how it happens in canon, but there is mutual affection and they do start going out over the course of the “series”
barry lives in the bluejeans bachelor pad (jad, jean pad)
he does guest on lups channel, but is very awkward 

anonymous asked:

Could you draw Pavel going through the six stages of grief when he first noticed he was being affected/infected? (Shock, denial, anger, bargaining, depression, and then acceptance).

The whole thing wasn’t a bit more complex than that, but here is a breakdown, featuring Pavel’s sister who still needs a name and a design:

Edit to add: This is also at the point when no one really knows what is happening yet, since Pavel belongs to the population who where affected first.

my issues with season 3 Athos:

  • throughout season 2, Athos has grown as a character. His interactions with Milady changed tremendously. Still underlined by a clear lack of trust and a love-hate she knows is there and points out, he learns how to listen and rethink on the events that led him to order her hanging. Whilst there is no apology or no voiced admission of guilt for what he wrongly did, he realises where he failed. He even lets himself be surprised by her actions in Through a glass darkly where she earns his respect and, for the first time, his care / worry about her safety.There is redemption at work here. For the both of them. Athos doesn’t stubbornly insists that he did what he had to do because she was lying.

  • as a consequence, he considers leaving with her and rebuilding something together. He leaves Paris and his new function as Captain of the Musketeers to meet her. The fact that she’d already left by the time he got there devastates him. We aren’t given any explanation for Milady’s early departure or the loss / drop of her glove on the dirty ground and this is both ridiculous and frustrating but Athos is deeply affected by yet another loss after everything that happened between them. His presence at the crossroads is clearly the sign that he decided to try to trust her and believe that she only acted out of self-defence when she killed his brother

  • therefore, Athos in season 3 cannot be the man we were given. What the fuck happened? We left a man in love, destroyed by his own guilt and the loss of a life he wanted to give a chance to with his wife, and we resume the same man’s story with none of it. It’s as if nothing happened over the length of season 2.

  • Athos has been to war, years of battles and subsequent trauma in its wake. Again: nothing. You’d think losing his wife a second time combined with the trauma of a war and the heavy duty of leading men into battle would have affected the Athos we know who drinks a lot and often as a mean to find solace. Nope. Athos seems almost cheerful back in Paris, doesn’t suffer from anything and is ready to wait for it… jump into bed with the first woman he sees.

  • yes, I’m getting to Sylvie here. I have no hate towards a character I found rather interesting. My issue lies with the way Athos treated her. A relationship was happening 5 minutes after meeting her and it even brought a rare smile on his face. Then, later on, he realised that meh maybe I’m not ready to get to know the woman I’m fucking so I’ll just tell her that and send her on her merry way. This is plain cruel. This is not something Athos would do.

  • we might argue that Athos needed (or deserved?) a happy and healthy relationship at last. I would agree on the condition that his relationship with MIlady had come to closure. There hasn’t been any closure. In fact, Athos and Milady were given the opposite of a closure: she believed he had abandoned her and he believed (I suppose, given the lack of evidence one way or another) that she had left him and / or had been played and lied to again. Given all of the above, how on Earth can Athos be perfectly happy and ready to love again and so quickly with a woman he’s just met and doesn’t know that well?

  • i do not believe that five years (of war, might i add) have done anything for Athos to behave the way he did in terms of trust and love. And most importantly, the way he reacts when surprise surprise, MIlady is waiting for him in his office, glove in hand. He hears from her very mouth that she had believed herself abandoned. She gives him nothing but love and affection. His reaction goes from kissing her to denying her because of Sylvie (whom he had dumped out of duty) then to choking her because the mere mention of her name compels him to believe that Milady has harmed or killed his beloved girlfriend of 5 minutes. Don’t even get me started on the whole choking issue. How can he do that to her? His reaction is completely irrational and out of character. This isn’t the Athos we’ve seen throughout the first 2 seasons - let alone the one who rode to the crossroads to meet his wife.

  • last but not least: the “to hell with the law” line clearly intended to show that his character growth on this matter benefits Sylvie over Milady - whose face and eyes are overwhelmed by pain. With good reasons! Why do this?? Why ruin everything that happened in season 2? Why destroy (or deny?) the redemption arc so beautifully and cleverly written in season 2?? I can only think of one reason: have Milady back to season 1 MIlady. But what for if season 3 is the last season? WHAT WERE THEY TRYING TO SHOW AND ACHIEVE??

there is no redeeming quality to what they did to Athos this season. The growth he underwent has either gone to shit or was used to serve his relationship with Sylvie. Of the love and the feelings he had for his wife, nothing remains but contempt and hatred that just came out of nowhere.

I needed to rant and put this in words. It hasn’t helped me understand what happened but somehow it felt good.

anonymous asked:

i’m not sure what i’m feeling right now. felt like i’m all over the place emotionally. just something about the whole situation... personally tried to stay away from social media to get my mind & emotions sorted out but find myself looking through all the # related to him.. it’s like you shouldn’t do it but you can’t help it. it’s like why do you put yourself through this knowing you get affected but yet it just happened.. 🤷🏻‍♀️

I get you. This happened to me multiple times within the span of 24 hours. You just can’t help it, you don’t want to face the reality, but it’s there.

SHINee Reaction #4

SHINee being interested in you, but up till now your only just friends and seeing that you are really close to another male idol.


Originally posted by on-ho

Onew wouldn’t think much about it. You are not a couple yet and also you haven’t been on a real date either. He wouldn’t enjoy it, but he knows that he too, is close to some female friends. In the end he would keep an eye on you two, but apart from that he would just try his best at making you laugh whenever you talk or he sees you


Originally posted by littleshinee

Jonghyun would interrupt the two of you, trying to get your attention back on him. He wouldn’t be able to be mad, since he too, was friends with that male idol. His full energy would be used to be more entertaining and funny than his friend.  


Originally posted by xingblingmi

Key wouldn’t like the sight, feeling like he is moving to slow, minimising his chances with you. He would casually try to get to know that male idol better, asking him subtle in what relationship status he and you are.


Originally posted by sabrina-lhaggazi

Minho would watch you. He wouldn’t think into it, since you aren’t in that stage of affection yet - that’s what he wished to happen. In reality he hates it. In his mind he would ensure himself that he still has a chance since you told him your single, last time you talked.


Originally posted by shawollet

Like Jonghyun, Taemin would try to interfere when you and the male idol are talking alone. He would try to casually bump into them, joining the conversation really naturally. He won’t leave till you two part ways to get back to work.

It was really interesting what this episode did with time.  Two different times, yet one ongoing, interwoven story- what happened in the past affected the present, but also what happened in the present actually affected the past.  After all, there’s no reason that trapping the Soul Eater would eject all the souls, and Bobby suspects as much himself- yet it does make sense that killing the soul-eater would eject the souls.  And if Bobby and Dean were in the nest at the same time, then what Dean did there would affect Bobby as well.

To build on the theme of time, the two stories were filmed in such a way that they were essentially interchangeable, and yet the parallels threw into sharp contrast the subtle differences.  Sam and Dean followed in Rufus and Bobby’s footsteps almost exactly, including what they argued about, but because Sam and Dean had just one extra resource, they were able to take the hunt one step further.  Not just trap the bad, but kill it, and free the souls trapped within.  History is repeating itself, with an outcome that appears to be similar, but is actually fundamentally different.

-which of course has serious implications for the mytharc this season.  Finding a way not just to repeat history but to expand on it, find a real solution that will allow for life to continue afterward.  Not just accept that you can’t save everyone, but fight to do it anyway.

Lastly on the theme of time, I also found it interesting that the Bobby & Rufus story was “some years ago” rather than a specific date.  The ambiguity of the time period added to the interwoven quality of the two stories, placing them in that space outside of the linear dimension of time.  It also meant that even with Bobby mentioning the apocalypse, it was unclear when in the show’s history the hunt took place- until Dean mentioned Lilith at the end, it wasn’t even clear whether the hunt was before or after Lucifer was set free.  Given the context of season 11, I assumed that the hunt took place during season 5.  But Bobby’s hunt took place in the period before Lucifer was set free, back when they didn’t realize that Lilith was the final seal, that Sam is Lucifer’s true vessel and Dean is Michael’s, back before they knew they wouldn’t be able to kill the devil, only trap him.  It’s almost as if Bobby’s hunt took place in the window of time before the Darkness was released, reminding us that it’s not just the individual hunt that’s repeating, it’s the entire timeline.

With that, though, we’re also reminded that even though it seems that history is repeating itself, this time won’t end up exactly like the last.  Maybe they’ll find a way to actually kill the devil- maybe they’ll find a way to actually kill Amara.  History isn’t worth anything if you don’t learn from it, build on the work that others have done before you.  And maybe the way that Sam and Dean solve this problem will have a profound impact not just on the future, but on the way they view the past as well.

Apparently Tumblr has been deleting blogs for posting music. I have not yet been affected by this, but it might or might not happen sooner or later. There really is not much I can do about it (deleting posts would be rather futile considering what this blog is all about).

I just wanted to let you know, that I’ll continue my daily posting of a piece of classical music for as long as possible. Sharing those wonderful works with you all is very dear to me. Thank you for sticking around!

My head is just swimming in theories of what jack’s first text was.

Was it super Jackish like a “see you soon”? Or “have a good summer”?

Or was it more romantic? Where Jack is like “fly safe, plane’s got precious cargo on it, text me when you land.” Or something simple yet affective like, “I’m glad that happened. Text me when you land I miss you already”.

Or was it romantic but also Jackish “how do I send the picture of the yellow guy blowing a kiss?” Or “how do I download beyonce on my phone?”

I need to know.