not worth doing

anonymous asked:

Idk if this is a good prompt but trans sportacus leaves his binder on too long while he's hanging out with robbie. *Note: it is bad to leave binder on for to long.*

This is a GREAT prompt, thank you~

The first trans Sportacus prompt, which this ended up being a sequel to, can be read [here on ao3] or [here on tumblr].

Sportacus ran a hand over one of the disguise machine tubes, “You made all these outfits yourself?”

“Yes,” Robbie answered from the far side of the ramp, “I put a lot of work into making you leave town.”

“That doesn’t sound very lazy of you.”

“Why do you think I stopped doing it?”

“Because we’re friends?”

Robbie made a face, “Don’t say ‘friends’ like that. I swear, someone is going to come in and take my villain license.”

Sportacus let out a laugh. He was about to assure Robbie that he was still villainous enough when a sharp pain erupted in his torso. He hissed and automatically put a hand over the left side of his rib cage, trying to breathe through the pain. Every time his lungs expanded with air, he felt the sting again.

“Sportacus?” Robbie was beside him in an instant, ‘What’s wrong? What hurts?”

Through gritted teeth, Sportacus said, “My-my ribs. Just give me a second.” He sucked in shallow breaths, trying to convince his ribs that he needed air to live. It took a few excruciating moments but eventually the pain subsided. 

Sportacus straighten and lightly massaged his side. He gave Robbie a small smile, “I’m fine now.”

Robbie still looked concerned, “How long have you been wearing your binder?” he asked, eyes narrowing.

Sportacus felt his face color, “Um, I’m not sure? I put it on before I helped Ziggy out of the tree…”

“That was this morning. Have you taken it off since?”

“Well…” Sportacus thought about it, “I guess not. It’s been a pretty busy day so I haven’t gotten back up to my-”

“Sportastupid, you’ve had it on for almost 12 hours?!” Robbie threw his hands in the air, exasperated, “Why- That’s- That’s unhealthy! Take it off!”

“Now? Here?! Wait,” Sportacus held up his hands, not wanting Robbie’s abrupt panic to make things confusing, “Stop. Why do you know it’s unhealthy to leave a binder on that long?”

“I did some research after our… talk last week,” Robbie explained, “I actually wasn’t completely sure what a binder was so I looked it up. Of course I knew what they were for, but not how they worked,” He leveled a stern yet disappointed look at Sportacus, “And every website agreed to not wear one for longer than 8 hours at a time. And you’ve gone way passed that. No wonder your ribs are hurting you.”

Sportacus knew Robbie was right. Taking it off would be the best. But the idea of Robbie seeing him, once again, without his binder made him consider just fighting through the pain and leaving it on. From the look on Robbie’s face, however, Sportacus doubted he could get away with that.

“Okay,” he said, even as anxiety spiked through his stomach, “I’ll take it off.”

“Good. Bathroom’s down the hall.”

Sportacus made his way to the surprisingly clean bathroom. It took a few minutes and a lot of wincing to wrestle out of his shirt and binder but he finally had them off. He was just wondering if he should go back to his ship and cut this whole visit short when there was a knock at the door. 

For a terrifying second, Sportacus thought Robbie was going to come in. 

“Y-yeah?” He called, turning away from the door just in case.

“I’ve got something you can wear,” Robbie said through the door, “It might make you more comfortable.”

Sportacus heard Robbie snap his fingers. A moment later, there was a puff of white smoke and a purple hoodie fell to the floor. 

“Also,” Robbie went on as Sportacus picked up the hoodie, “I just realized that you made me give you a health lecture. I’m definitely losing my villain license.”

Unhindered by the binder, Sportacus was able to laugh. He put his shirt back on and tugged the hoodie over his head. It was a size too big and just baggie enough that one almost couldn’t tell he wasn’t wearing his binder. The anxiety faded somewhat.

With a grin, Sportacus opened the bathroom door. Robbie was still standing there.

“Better?” Robbie asked.

“Much better. Thank you.”

Painted a hurt Fenris and Hawke sneaked in there to kiss him better - went from pure angst to 100% fluff, I do not regret.

me: man being mentally ill sux

me: *sees recovery resources*

me

Happy birthday Zen!
Here’s my April Fools’ prank. I promised something spicy but you get fluff instead. I hope you’re not making a sad face. I’m smiling (: 

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last episode in the anime made me think about todoroki’s past,,, this is the corniest thing ive  drawn in a while

Okuyasu & Josuke’s Great Bizarre Adventure!!!

I’ve been meaning to draw Josuke and Oku as Bill & Ted for a while; dunno if anyone’s done it already ??? This will be up on Redbubble in a few moments. (I’m terrible, I have print designs to finish and end up drawing new ones instead OOPS)

Stop waiting for Fridays, and stop waiting for someone to fall in love with you. All of these things will happen, but in the mean time, enjoy RIGHT NOW.

anonymous asked:

Hi, 7goodangel. I am here to ask you about PaperJam as a shy, smol and innocent being (mainly thegreatrouge made him be). There has been some conflicts regarding his trait. Some said his canonical personality is a jerk, like what you wrote in his bio / info and some said that is severely wrong and being shy, (which made him shipped with Fresh), is his canonical personality. What are your thoughts about this? I mean, it is your character and people are taking control of it. Don't you disagree?

Well… I have talked to people and seen public conversations and this has happened several times to me over months. I guess I’ve gotten a little numb to it now… or maybe it’s due to school that I haven’t given it the attention that it deserves. Probably due to school. 

I just can’t update constantly like others - even though some others in school were and are able to update constantly. I can’t keep going around and holding up my bio of PJ and police people. It’s exhausting to me… it really takes up the small bit of free time I have. 

I think after I get a solid job that I’ll be able to go around better… but anyway - back to your question. 


While I love seeing interpretations and do not want people to be limited by something and have their imaginations go forth… it’s proving that a huge con comes with that mentality - which you have pointed out. A lot of people swear that PJ is the cute, innocent interpretation that really, did get PJ popular in the first place. While I did have him as a jerk from the beginning - I kinda kept that info to my RP blog - so you could say it is my fault this is all happening and I do think that. I could of done something to make it not as bad as it is now… 

It’s just like the NSFW stuff… people just assume the first thing and run with it. And it really does make me feel like I really am not needed for my own character at points. 

It’s a struggle - I don’t want to have people stop interpreting PJ within AUs… but I also don’t want people to just see him as an innocent child to ship with Fresh. 

And I’m still trying to find the best solution to it. 

But… I feel like the damage is already done. It’s too late for me to talk to all of these people going around swearing on their life that PJ is canoncally like Rouge’s interpretation/AUs. It feels like an hopeless battle to me. 

And I guess I needed someone to ask me this question so then I can fully say my thoughts on this. 

So in short, while I love creativity and don’t want to snuff it out (considering some people would probably think I’m doing that already with saying “No Sin”), I still don’t like it. It irritates me, irks me, frustrates me, and I feel like even as the person who thought of PJ in the first place, my voice isn’t enough. Communities seem like they don’t care about artists unless they reach a ‘certain goal of popularity’ or seem like they have a more professional style of art. I know I do not reach either of those titles. 

People misspell my username all the time - I actually claimed ‘7goodangle’ on tumblr for that reason.

People still say “I’m too lazy to find who made PJ” when they clearly mentioned they looked at the bio on the wiki. 

People still go around arguing others on the canon ship of OmniPJ and swearing that FreshPaper is the true canon ship, when all people are pointing out is that they need to keep the canon ship in mind when going around with information.

Even just basic personality traits… and these things are happening on sites that I do not nor want an account for. 

I still want others to have fun - to be happy; but I don’t know… I guess I’m cutting out my own happiness to get everyone else happy? I want to eventually write a version of PJ within his own universe and story… and he is more like the version I created within the UT verse. Not exact - but close. Though who knows… I might shove PJ to the side and replace his role with another character. I’m still weighing options.

Cause PJ was the first character I ever put this much time and thought into… my first character that was balanced, well rounded…

And what happens?

…well.

You said it Anon. 

They took it - changed it (initially as an AU but now people think it’s canon) - and I can’t do much about it. Due to school and not much free-time… due to how many don’t know the true creator… and just back talking anyone who is just mentioning it to people who swear by it. 

As an artist and a character designer…

It makes me not want to show designs, characters, and stories ever again online.

Considering if this is how I was treated on the first one… why even take a chance at a second one? If it has brought me so much stress, frustration, and time… why even try it again?

I said I was only going to do fanart so if anyone stole it, it didn’t really matter. 
I think I should have stuck with that thought process. 

In conclusion, there are some major things to take away here. First – that yes, I do not like how it has skewed this far to the point of arguing over a fandom version with the canon. Canon is canon and I get the different AUs – this is too far. Way too far. I am emotionally drained from this – from this whole mess that I have been defending throughout majority of PJ’s lifespan. I will state this – Paper Jam is my character. He is my original character that I created more than a year ago. And the UT AU fandom took my character and warped him to something he is not and all of his original meaning is lost. I do not like to hurt others or make other sad – but I must put my foot fully down. This miscommunication needs to stop. I am tired of repeating things over and over and I have past my breaking point time and time again. I just want people to see PJ how he really is… and I wish that people could be focusing more on the reality of him instead of the alternate that they all claim as truth.

Final words: I still like Undertale – I still like creating characters and having fun – but the Undertale AU fandom is ridiculous now. The Amino UT community is insanity in an app, and there is a lot of stuff that has made many artists and creators to their breaking point and leaving the fandom entirely. Everyone in this fandom needs to take ten steps back and look at what they are doing. Go back to the game. Play it again – watch your favorite let’s player’s videos of it again. 

And just… food for thought… please don’t jump the gun on someone else’s OC’s personality and actions. 

I do not want anyone to experience what I had.