not when i already like someone else too

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But we love you so much! I’m still in the middle of “Addicted to You” …I’ll need something to read when I’m finished…

I love you too! :D

But I am so lazy and I look at how much work I’m going to have to put into the story and I’m just like *sigh* I want to read it not write it.

Cuz like… It’s really good, yo.  lol I’m feeling like the best writer in the world right now.  I want to read my own stuff.  Where is my magic machine to translate my brainwaves into an instant book so I can just read it?

The Everything Rant

I was gonna rant about something specifically but I’ve decided fuck that everyone’s getting it. 

The Edits Rant:

Both of my blogs have already passed 420 yet I still haven’t made that 420 video that I hyped so much because all the weed jokes are either over used or take too much effort to make and I don’t know how to. Originally I was gonna wait a while til a few days passed til someone else’s 420 video died down. Now I’m too busy watching the one I did recently that I fucking can’t make it. after this I probably am. I hate it when 2 people make like the same fucking video and its even worst when u don’t realize u made the same video as someone else til like they have 800 notes and u have 200 its like at that point its too late. Then if u do catch it close enough to when it was posted u just threw away 20/10 mins of your life making the video. Also have like 2 other ideas that I have to make but I cant get that other one out my head.

The Drama Rant:

Everything at this point has blown over besides the fake leafy being exposed Now all you have to do is like wait a day and someone would’ve called someone else gay then the LGBTQ+ community is gonna be like wtf being gay isn’t a bad thing then next thing u know its on drama alert.

The Fake Leafy Rant:

Everything that I can say about it has already been said :L And if it put in my input this is all it will be

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and i don’t know who I am anymore and if the person I was was enough and fun and lively and not just a ball of negativity and sadness, but most importantly I don’t know who I am anymore and I can’t remember who I was and I feel very lackluster and unimportant and boring and unlovable and undateable and like a piece of trash person not worth talking to or befriending, all because this one person had already had his share of me in someone else and only I know what I mean in this and am I really that common and even though I’m not and he made me cry those times he what the fucked me when I suggested something genuinely me but sometimes silly like eating the lollipop before going to bed or getting two fortune cookies each time even though he was not with me i am weird and not enough and too abrasive sometimes and boring at conversation and insecure now, publicly insecure because i don’t measure up and because I love a person who wilted me and almost ripped me out of my soil. I am limp, with a pulsating headache. i want to scream and cry on his stupid face

anonymous asked:

i feel like i've found my asriel in this life. i want to reach out to them, confirm my suspicions, that it's really them. i want to prove myself in this lifetime. show them i just wanted what's best for them. but now it's just like how i was with mom and dad back then, when i first fell. why does my heart quicken in fear when i think of you? why am i compelled to run and hide whenever i consider approaching you? you know i get the feeling you've already replaced me with someone... else, (1/2)

already. just like how you replaced me with frisk that one time, didn’t you? god, i’m too scared to ask. i’m too scared to even talk to you. -a chara with avpd (2/2)