it’s okay. i’ll probably never be thin enough and i’ll never be a ballerina and i’ll never know how to spell “guarantee” and there’s never going to be enough money in my bank account for everything. i’ll never get good at finishing things and i’ll never love somebody as freely as that first time and i’ll never be good at trusting. it’s okay i guess it’s just when i was younger it felt like i had so many doors i could open that the world was a full cup. i never realized when i opened one i was giving others up.
Okay but just think of the dozens of Sterek fics that will come from that small scene of Stiles saying blindness is his biggest fear and Derek questioning him. I can just imagine one with Derek hearing Stiles heartbeat stutter and later confronting him about it and Stiles being all like 'of course it's not my biggest fear, don't you know me at all? My biggest fear is losing you again, watching you bleed out and not being able to do anything about it, not being able to save you.'