I’m sorry I always try to be postive as I can on this site, I always make sure you guys come first rather then what I am feeling, but some of you who I have known for awhile are ignoring me on purpose which its pretty sad since you know what’s going to end up happening in the end… I hate to do that to peeps I have grown to care about but if it keeps happening i have no choice.. thank you
Thomas I hope you're okay with all the current drama, I personally believe that you did nothing wrong at all. You're always making sure you're inclusive and doing the right thing, sorry your fandom's exploded :(
Hey!! Yeah, I’m doing fine!! Please don’t worry, these sorts of things happen sometimes and it gets very hard to address and handle all at once! I have made mistakes though, so please don’t feel like you have to defend all that I do, that’s not your responsibility, and I’ve been doing what I can to make sure things were addressed!
There was a piece of art of myself that was posted a while back that I put under a Read More and tagged nsfw because it was, and it was revealed later, after the artists’ bio was updated, that they were not of appropriate age, and that was a complete mistake on my part to make sure! I’ve always made a point to clarify, if people asked me, that if they were to do any nsfw art of me and submit it, that they should be of appropriate age to be doing so. My tumblr started as a personal blog and I thought tagging things appropriately would be enough, but this occurrence absolutely made me rethink how my blog was laid out and how much more consideration I needed to be putting into my blog and who was viewing it, so I made a public apology for it yesterday (in the #TSask) and decided to restructure my blog in order to make sure this never happens again. Posts I deemed too questionable, I have removed and if they ever go up again, they would be going up on a sideblog of some kind. I absolutely appreciate those who brought this up to me. I should have been the one to catch it, and I need to be far more vigilant about what I post from here on out!
There was also the post I responded to about why I felt it right to include asexuals and aromantics of any combination in the community. I’ve been having many really awesome and respectful conversations with people on both sides of this argument and its been really good, for me and I think for a lot of them, to gain understanding on where we’re both coming from. I am so grateful to those who came to me and got to discuss with me incredibly important things to remember and respect: the early struggles of the trans and gay community, the Stonewall Riots, the travesties and systemic oppression that still happen around the world today that need to be fought. We also got to discuss issues like arranged marriages that affect people on all areas of the spectrum. We talked about different demographics of the community and where they would like to stand or not stand. And the importance of limited resources made available to people of the community were discussed with me as well. I’ve been so absolutely grateful to those of you who came to me and are still coming to me to talk through these things, because I don’t claim to know everything, and many of the discussions were ended wonderfully respectfully. In the end, obviously, I have no, or maybe just really little, say in what defines the community. In what I say, I am absolutely making no attempt to prioritize people over another, because there are some extreme things that need to be fought. I can only be in control of myself and who I deem to be valid and who I would like to offer my support. I truly am trying to put myself in everyone’s shoes and see where they’re coming from. And I am so grateful so many of you came to me so respectfully to talk! That’s amazing! That, I think, is the most optimal form of discussion for people on both sides. I don’t like seeing anyone on either side attacking each other, and it’s so devastating to see so much of it.
I truly hope this helps bring clarity for those of you who were confused or looking for an update! The internet can be a confusing place and the truth can be mangled, but I am doing everything I can to make sure I amend for any bad decisions and hear you all out as best as I can. I’m only human, and I truly do care about you and where you’re all coming from, so I hope you can all bear with me!
wow, so you’re probably thinking to yourself or selves right now, “what are girls? where do i meet girls? how do i get them to like me? why does it feel like someone is peering into my mind right now?” and other pressing questions. today i will answer three of them.
what are girls?
girls are girls. they’re whatever girls are. girls are tall. sometimes they are not. sometimes they seem to have inverse heights that distort the space around them. some girls have vaginas or penises or any other variation and maybe even nothing. it’s amazing how many things that girls are and often these things are contradictory or paradoxical on the quantum level. if you’re reading this, you may yourself be a girl. if you’re not sure, try asking yourself “am i a girl?” if yourself says yes, then you’re a girl. if no, sorry, this isn’t for you. if you’re not sure or you find out new information later come back and read this another time.
where do i meet girls?
girls can be found just about anywhere. a cave. in a dream. at a noise show. anywhere. sometimes they don’t even exist at all for long periods of time before manifesting themselves physically after a series of rituals involving candles and/or swear-heavy incantations. girls like dark, damp places. sometimes they do not and they like other places. i once met a girl in a house i was living in. that girl was my mom. this is not a guide on meeting your mom. you want to meet a girl you can date.
how do i get a girl to like me?
no one knows. i once got a girl to like me by mentioning nihilism as a means of survival. sometimes they like it when you make a joke about a horse. i once liked a girl because i saw her lift 200 lbs over her head. there are likely an infinite number of ways to get girls to like or dislike you. this often depends on the girl. is the girl a goth? try wearing all black or, if you don’t own enough black clothing, blotting out the sun with your foul miasma. is the girl into hiking? try corralling deer and wolves into her home to recreate her favorite surroundings. is the girl a timeless entity beyond mortal understanding? try flowers.
i hope this helped and you can all meet some nice girls to kiss or hold hands or enact full communism with <3
so i love reading fic, its like my favorite pass time and that’s all i’ve been doing for the past three months so here’s a huge fic rec list of some fics that i have read and am currently reading and im in love with
big thanks to fic writers! yall are amazing and so important to the fandom <3
a lot of these authors are also on tumblr im sure but i don’t have all the urls so i’m gonna put the ao3 usernames for now. please if you’re on tumblr and would like your url to be in this instead of your ao3 username, just holla at me and ill change it! <3
(ps i’m so sorry i had to shorten up the summaries on some of them so it wouldnt be too long!!)
(pps i update this very frequently as i read so feel free to come back from time to time to look for any new fics!)
make sure you read the trigger warnings for some fics as they can get angsty!
Hey! Love your blog and your writing style! I think this is a bit of a tough request, but I request it to you because I believe you’re the one who can answer it the best. To safe you some time and stress, this is for NCT127 :) What are the pros and cons of dating each member? Like what would be the good things and what would be the difficulties? Good luck on your exams! Love Anon❤️
Thank you for the request! This is literally the fastest I’ve done a request because I literally loved this request! And thank you for thinking that I’m the best for this! I just hope that I’ve answered it correctly and that toy enjoy reading it!
The rest of the members are under the cut because this is a very long post lol. But sorry about the length of Mark and Haechan’s, I was in a rush to finish them so I didn’t get to spell check them!
Please request more units/members if you’re interested!
You can find the pros and cons of dating Ten here!
Chivalrous - Taeil, being the oldest member, is probably going to know how to treat his girlfriend/boyfriend. He’d be well-mannered and considerate, always making sure to open doors for you, pull your chair out before you sit to eat, having a hand at the palm of your spine to reassure you of his presence. Everything about him seems so traditional and gentlemanly and no doubt he’d be a total sweetheart in a relationship. He’d make you feel like a princess/prince in your relationship, as he’d always be putting you first and making sure to be polite as to not make you uncomfortable.
Stable - This one, again, I think comes with age and experience. He’s not like the younger members who might suddenly decide to change everything in their life and be totally unpredictable. He knows what he wants from life, he knows how to get there and he knows that there’s no point in committing to something pointless. At least in a relationship, you’d know that Taeil was in in for the long-haul; he’s not here for some petty fling or a couple months. He’d want the whole marriage and kids and growing old together kind of thing, and that would provide reassurance and stability in the relationship, knowing he’ll be completely faithful and loving.
Passionate - Although Taeil is slightly more on the introverted side and therefore probably wouldn’t show much skinship or physical affection to his S/O, he’d still be a very passionate person. He’d yearn for the physical affection in private, loving the skin contact and initiate moments. That being said, he’d probably also be quite passionate in bed and have a side to him that most people would not expect. It’d be comforting knowing only you got to see this side of him. The fact that he’d open himself up to you, physically and emotionally, would be a honour.
Often distant - Being an introvert, would mean communication in a relationship would come harder to Taeil than someone more open. He’d like his quite time and being by himself. He’d be used to not opening up and keeping it to himself. Sometimes he’d subconsciously close himself off you, not speaking or texting you for a few hour or even days at a time. It’d be hard. You’d think he wasn’t interested in you anymore or that you had done something wrong even though you hadn’t. He wouldn’t realise this though, which would always cause a few arguments and complaints from you when he decided to speak to you again.
People-pleaser - Maybe this is just a trait of introverted people, but I think he’s the type to want to please everyone. He doesn’t enemies or grudges held against him. If someone asks him for himself, no doubt he’ll do it. This would be quite irritating in a relationship. At the start of your relationship, you’d find out that he was still close with his exes, which you didn’t really like. It wasn’t because he was still interested them, but because he literally couldn’t bring himself to tell them that he wanted to be left alone. Although you’d love his big, warm heart, sometimes people would take advantage of it and he’d continue people to keep hurting him because he wanted to please them - and that would pain you a lot, to see the love of your life getting hurt time and time again.
Easily provoked - Again, maybe this is just a trait of quiet people, but Taeil, I see as having a short temper. I know this kind of contradicts my point above, but hear me out lol. With people he really loves and cares about, he only wants the best for them. Therefore if they make a decision or do something he disagrees with because he thinks it’s going to backfire on them, he’d get angry very quickly. He’d be snappy and sarcastic, and find it hard to understand why they would make just a “daft” decision. Likewise, if someone criticised his life, he’d get angry. It’d be quite annoying for you as you’d always have to be careful with your choice of words.
Im literally so done with this fandom you guys have absolutely no self control. Its not Disney’s fault its your fault. Its not like you guys were never going to see it. You just had a wait, thats what your reward is. Patience is key dont you think. Words can not describe how disappointed i am and im sure the starcrew is to. If you see anyone that is reposting the intro please tell them to delete it immediately. For the good of the fandom. We are now gonna pay the consequences. Weather that be they push season 3 to the fall maybe even winter. Or maybe they had plans for starco that you guys screwed up. Guess well have to wait and see. If anyone from the starcrew is reading this. Please know that i am truly sorry. i am so sorry that these 14 year olds have no self control🤦🏽♀️
I've read quite a few of the top 10 moments on the rival series that are so hilarious/lovely/cute/aww that seriously gotta compliment you for this nice touch. Not sure if this top 10 is somewhere in the page (lord I just stopped looking for a few days and its so full can't keep track) but here goes: top 10 moments where Yuuri unknowingly (or knowingly) said or did something that made Victor blush in public (and was caught by fans). If its already somewhere just let me know and ill look it up
Sorry, I couldn’t think of Ten so I did five instead 😄
Top Five Times Yuuri Made Viktor Blush In Public:
5) After they got together Yuuri came to watch the Russian Nationals. When Viktor got off the ice Yuuri complimented him on how amazingly he skated and since they had only just got together, Viktor wasn’t used to Yuuri praising him and started blushing and smiling at the rink side
4) During his ‘Fucked My Way Up To The Too’ routine for an ice show when he was wearing the Eros costume again, Yuuri winked at Viktor and blew him a kiss while he was skating and Viktor went really red and also all heart eyed
3) The first time Yuuri said ‘I love you’ in public (he had done it a lot in private before but not in public) Viktor blushed and could barely get out his ‘I love you too’
2) During one of the banquets Viktor was whining about being bored and to shut him up Yuuri just tugged him down and whispered something in his ear and Viktor went bright red and behaved perfectly the rest of the night and then practically sprinted back to his room as soon as the banquet was over
1) At their wedding when they were dancing together, Yuuri just looked up at Viktor and said ‘I don’t know how I ever got lucky enough to have you’ and Viktor blushed really hard and also kind of got a bit teary eyed because he was so happy
I wrote these a while ago and forgot about them, might as well post them now I guess
Poor sense of direction
he has no idea where things are in relation to each other
always sticks to the streets he knows, which makes him take enormous detours to get to places sometimes
((It’s not so bad, he likes walking and looking at the sky for a few hours anyways))
when walking with others, he lets them lead the way and barely pays attention to where he’s going
this gets problematic when they go to a place together but then leave seperately. Reigen figured this out after he called Mob 3 hours after a job, all “sorry for calling you twice in a row but can you come over again?” and Mob says sure he can, but it might still take him a while to find his way out of these woods
there weren’t any woods near that job. How the hell did that happen. Also he isn’t sure, but that might be a bear in the distance
((Reigen has never tracked down Mob’s phone signal this quickly. They always go back to the office together after that))
Very, very bad with numbers
not only when it comes to math, but with numbers in general
sometimes reads the time wrong or just immediately forgets it again after looking at the clock, is frequently surprised by how late/early it is
actually doesn’t know people’s birthdays. You’re insanely lucky if he remembers the month
he is painfully aware of this though. He forgot Ritsu’s birthday once when they were very little. Since then he makes sure to mark everyone’s birthday in every calendar and to set a few thousand alarms on his phone to remind him in time
can’t estimate numbers for the life of him
Reigen wants to call in for one of these TV games, like Guess how many paper cranes are in this jar, you can win 100k Yen! and Mob just looks at this jar for a while and goes “5 billion.” Because there’s gotta be a lot in there right, and that’s a big number, and no he isn’t joking, not on purpose anyway, why would you think that Master?
((Reigen grumbles unhappily and finally strikes clairvoyance from his secret list of possible Mob powers that he keeps in his desk))
Eats spicy food like a badass
as in, really spicy
as in, Ritsu’s eyes are already watering just from looking at that habanero sauce and Teru is desperately pretending to be okay after trying just one tiny bite, but he’s glowing red and tears are streaming down his face and he actually cannot breathe, somebody help him
Mob doesn’t really get it, tries another spoon full just to be sure and admits that “it does tingle a bit”
Shou tries to turn it into a youtube challenge, the Eat what Mob eats without dying challenge, but it doesn’t really gain traction
((mostly because nobody can see what’s going on in the videos, he’s way too excited and
they turn out all shaky. Also Ritsu keeps pushing the camera away))
It’s been a year since and a half since I came to Korea and in that time I’ve met many amazing people. EXO’s Lay hyung is a representative of those people. He is a great dancer and singer, but other than thatLay hyung has his own charm that can not be explained through words. I also want to have my very own charm one day.
Can i request RFA reaction when they recieve news that MC is dead or in danger but than she's actually alive and well
I’m sorry this took so long, nonnie! I had to rewrite it because I didn’t like how it turned out at first, whoops. hopefully this is what you had in mind? if not, make sure to let me know! warning: there are slight mentions of death, dead bodies, hospitals, kidnapping, accidents etc. nothing graphic, though, but read at your own discretion anyway!
- Admin Cat Mom.
sunshine boy goes apeshit crazy right after hanging up the phone.
who on earth would dare to hurt such a precious being like you?
whoever the responsible for this car accident that took your life is… they are in big trouble.
his brain is not responding properly anymore.
and he just plain refuses to live in a world where you no longer exist.
he could’ve easily succumbed to his tears, and trembling hands and legs.
but oh, no.
he’s going to take matters into his own hands.
so he pretty much grabs his coat and leaves the apartment as fast as lightning.
somehow he’s at the scene in less than fifteen minutes.
and you’re there, the police and paramedics are there, and your car is there too.
your car is wrecked.
but you’re standing right next to it safe and sound, and your legs, arms and head are all in the right places.
you seem a little distressed, that’s all.
after staring blankly at the scene, he runs up to you and holds you tightly, rubbing your back and kissing your cheek multiple times to prove himself that you’re there and you’re alive.
“what in the world happened oh my god MC.”
“jumin is a bad influence please stop hanging out with him.”
he’s going to punch someone.
he’s also going to punch himself.
it’s weird enough that you haven’t come home in the past few days, and he has tried to reach you plenty of times but you’re not answering your phone.
now that he’s heard about the dead body that’s been discovered near a river (which description matches you almost perfectly) he starts panicking.
and he wants to die too.
instead of going to the police to make sure it’s not you, he spends an entire night looking for you.
because the mere thought of seeing your lifeless body would destroy every inch of his soul.
yes, zen has a strong body and soul, but not when it comes to the idea of you not being by his side.
after checking every damn corner of the city, he goes home feeling defeated.
he has a lot of missed calls and texts from the rest of RFA.
does he care at this point? not really, he doesn’t feel like answering to anyone but his dear MC.
when he opens the door, he’s surprised to see you sitting comfortably on the couch and going through your phone.
“MC? Where… where have you been?”
“you silly! I told you I was going out of town this weekend to visit my family. I even left you a message! because I didn’t have any signal there.”
oh, so that’s why even mr. trust fund kid has been calling non stop.
you spend the next day cuddling, and kissing, and talking—he feels so relieved that you’re not dead.
from now on you’re not allowed to leave this wreck of a man alone for more than a day.
her heart sinks to her stomach as soon as she hears the news.
you are her guardian angel, she said it herself.
you cannot leave just yet.
a relative/acquaintance of yours had called her that morning to let her know that you’re in hospital and things aren’t looking too great.
after all, you’ve been sick the past days, that’s a fact, and you weren’t taking care of yourself.
she scolded you a lot, but she also did her best to make you feel better.
still, she thought it was just a cold that would go away eventually.
it turns out now that your life is at risk?
on her way to the hospital, all she can think of is you lying on a bed connected to a hundred wires.
but she tries really hard not to focus on worst-case scenarios, takes a deep breath, and drinks her entire cup of coffee in one sitting.
staying calm and thinking straight, that’s all she gotta do.
she already has a contingency plan anyways, and jumin is more than ready to help with anything you need (he cares about your health as well).
when she arrives at the hospital, she’s surprised to see you on the entrance blowing your nose and looking like a mess.
a regular, definitely not on the verge of death kind of mess.
“jaehee, what are you doing here?”
she sighs in relief and gives you a hug.
you then explain that your relative/acquaintance tends to blow things out of proportion, that you’re just a bit sick and that’s all.
“for the love of god, MC, please take care of yourself.”
and… you have your very own personal nurse now.
this man turns into a mess.
he knew it, he knew that he should’ve taken you to the airport.
he only let you convince him to go alone because you told him you didn’t like goodbyes, and that everything was going to be just fine.
the report on the news says otherwise.
the plane you took a few hours ago has crashed.
he sits calmly on the couch and lets the information sink in, it takes a while.
an hour passes by, he should start making calls.
his rational side is telling to send help, helicopters, anything in order to save you and bring you back home safe.
his sense of revenge is telling him to sue the airline, find the culprit of this injustice, and make them pay.
but his body is not responding to his orders, he’s gone completely numb.
how could you, MC? how could you leave him like this? you are his source of happines and stability.
god… his clothes start feeling way too tight, he’s having trouble breathing.
and then, when he’s about to call assistant kang, his phone rings.
your name showed up on the screen. “hello? jumin? I don’t know if you’ve heard about the plane crash—”
like a sweet lullaby, your voice soothes him instantly, so he clears his throat and manages to say only one thing: “MC, I am so glad you’re well.”
you had lost the flight and decided to wait for the next one as you didn’t want to bother jumin, but after hearing about the accident, you thought it was best to return home and postpone your trip.
he refuses to hang up the phone until he’s there because yes, he’s going to pick you up (feat. good ol’ driver kim).
he knew something like this would happen sooner or later.
just when he starts feeling like he can live a normal, happy life, someone decides to take you away from him.
with the amount of enemies he’s gained through his job as an agent, he should’ve know.
yet there he is, in shock, sweating, and feeling extremely nauseated.
he’s panicking so much he forgets for a moment that he’s a skilled hacker.
he doesn’t know what this person that took you wants because the message they left was too vague, but he’s going to find out one way or another.
even if it costs him his life.
the only problem is that he can’t seem to focus and he’s making mistakes left and right.
MC please be okay.
he keeps picturing you locked in a filthy basement, tied up, scared and alone.
that is until you finally showed up—you were buying groceries.
prepare yourself for a tacklehug.
wait, if you’re here and you’re well, what’s up with this weird message?
wrong number? a distasteful prank?
he’s baffled and doesn’t understand what’s going on.
then decides to dig into it later and increase security, you can’t take threats like this lightly.
he’s a clingy mess for the rest of the day and does everything you ask him to, he even cleans the living room and eats a proper meal.
this sweet, selfless man just can’t catch a break.
it took him so long to heal his wounds and allow himself to love someone healthy and good for him.
a building has caught fire and collapsed, and not many people made it.
the same building you say you were going to.
he hasn’t heard anything from you yet, and you’re not answering your phone.
so he calls every person he knows and does everything he can to find the tiniest bit of information about the fire and the survivors.
his efforts are useless.
his chest is hurting so much? he doesn’t think he can take it?
all he can do is hold his head in his hands, bite his lip and quietly swallow his tears, because he knows how much you hate to see him sad.
and as expected, he blames himself for it.
it should have been him.
you didn’t deserve such a horrible death, let alone such a short life.
after all, you brought so much joy into his life.
when it seems like he’s lost all hope, the door opens.
you swear you’ve never seen him smile so brightly, like he’s witnessing a miracle of some sort.
he asks you where you were and you explain that your job interview was cancelled, so you weren’t there when the building caught fire.
he holds you so tightly he leaves you gasping for air, but you don’t complain and instead comfort him with tender kisses.
I Just Want You All To Myself Tate Langdon x Reader
Request: @multihxe :Could you do a Tate imagine where he gets jealous because y/n was having a study session with some boy from school and the boy was getting a little too close to her??
Description: You invite a boy over to study and it starts going south, espcially with Tate.
Author’s Note: @multihxe I hope this is what you wanted!! I apologize if it is far from ehat you wanted! Requests are open! Enjoy reading. XOXO
I had just moved to the infamous Murder House in Los Angeles, California, a couple months ago. It wasn’t as bad as I thought moving across the country and starting brand new. The reason why my family and I moved was because my dad had an affair on my mom. My mom isn’t happy. I know that is because anytime my dad tries to hold her hand she takes her hand away from his. Also if he enters the room she has to be at the other side of the room so that there isn’t any arguments. I just don’t get why they don’t just get a divorce. I mean seriously they are both unhappy in their marriage. Even though my mom still says they love each other. I could actually care less. i have someone in my life who loves and cares for me. His name is Tate Langdon. He is one of my dad’s patients. My dad is a psychiatrist. I didn’t really care if he was crazy. At least he is seeking help to get better. It was all really fate how we met. I was just walking downstairs and I bumped into him while going to the kitchen. It was awkward it was just us staring into our eyes. He then broke the tension by laughing. I muttered a ‘Sorry’ and he said ‘Don’t me.’ I guess what they say is true. Love at first sight is real, well for me and Tate that is. There was something wrong with Tate though. The thing is that he is dead. I don’t care though. He admitted to all the wrong things he has done and I couldn’t be happier.
Anyways I was at school at Westfield and was getting my books to go to my next class. I closed my locker shut. When I did there was a jock right behind where the locker was.
“Hey (Y/N)!” Jacob said.
“Hi Jacob. Would you mind getting out of the way for me to go to my next class.” I said while rolling my eyes.
“Oh, come on. Don’t be like that (Y/N). I just want to talk!” He said.
“What do you want to talk about? You better talk fast because you have thirty seconds.” I said.
“Okay well you know that big science test we have?” I shook my head yes.”Well I was wondering if maybe I could go to your house and we could have a study session? Maybe you could help me ace it?” He asked.
“Okay. Meet me at my house at four, okay?” I said not really wanting to let him come over.
“Thanks (Y/N)! You’re the best!” Jacob goes to kiss my cheek but I put my hand infront of my face before he could.
“Sorry but none of that!” I said then he awkwardly left. I went to my last period of the day, Science. Jacob was staring at me the whole time during class. “How am I supposed to help him study if he isn’t paying attention at all?” I mentally groaned. The bell rung and I rushed to get out of the classroom before Jacob could approach me. I arrived at my locker and I grabbed my science textbook and notes to help me study with Jacob. I quickly packed it in my backpack and I ran out the school doors before Jacob could once again approach me. I walk to my car and unlock it. I got in and drove to my house. I quickly got out of my car seeing that both my parents were still out of town for a day trip. I rushed inside to see what time it was and it was three fifteen. I let a sigh out of my mouth as I knew that Jacob wasn’t going to be here soon.
“Hey babe!” Tate said. His voice startled me and I jumped landing in strong arms knowing that it was Tate.
“Hey!” I said and turned around in his arms to see his face. He let go of the frip he had on me and put his arms around my waist while I put my hands on both of his cheeks. “I missed you so much today Tate. Why do you have to be isolated here?” I whined.
“I don’t know but it is worth it to see you come home and be able to be with you as soon as possible. I missed you too.” He said then kissed my forehead. He brought his face closer to mine and I stepped on my tippy toes and kissed him. We had a little make out session in the kitchen but I didn’t care. There was no one there to see it. I broke apart and went to look at the kitchen timer and saw that it was three fifty-eight.
“Oh my gosh! Tate you have got to disappear like now!” I said.
“Why whats going on? Are your parents here?” Tate asked.
“No. I have a friend coming over for a study session.” I said.
“So? I would love to meet them. I think it is about time that you tell your friends that you have a boyfriend.” Tate said.
“Yeah and then whta would happen if they wanted a double date and NOT on Halloween, huh?” I said.
“And that is why you are the smart one in this relationship.” He said.
“Tate, can you PLEASE just disappear?” I begged.
“Okay. I love you” He said.
“I love you too.”I smiled and pecked his lips but then he grabbed my neck and started kissing me more.
“TATE!” I said by being muffled by his lips on mine.
“Okay fine. Bye.” He smiled and said.
Then I blinked my eyes and he was gone. I heard the doorbell ring and I rushed to answer it.
“Hi Jacob.” I said while letting him in.
“Hi (Y/N)! How are you today?” Jacob said and smiled cheekly.
“Are we ready to study?” I said wanting to get this study session over with.
“Yep.” Jacob responded.
“Alright. Follow me.” I said. I closed and locked the door and we walked up my staircase to my room. “Here you can set your bookbag next to my desk on the right.” I said.
“Okay!” He said while putting his bookbag down. I pointed to the two chairs at my desk as saying to sit down here. Jacob did but only after he pulled my chair out.
“Oh, thanks.” I said while sitting down.
“Anything for the lady.” He said. I mentally prayed hoping Tate wasn’t lurking in the corner watching all of what was happening. Little did I know that that was exactly happening. I soon let that thought slip my mind and that was the worst thing to do. I saw Jacob looking through his bookbag over and over again.
“What is wrong?” I asked.
“I might have accidentally left my science stuff in my locker.” He said looking down embarrased.
“Okay. I guess we will just have to share.” I said
“Okay. Sorry.” He said.
“It’s fine.” I said. I started to read section by section. When I was done with a paragraph I would ask him if I needed to explain anything to him and he would usually say yes.
“Can I say something before you continue reading?” He asked.
“Sure.” I said not sure of what he was going to say.
“You are really cute when you are explaining this stuff to me.” He said.
“Um, I think you should know that I have a boyfriend.” I said.
“Well he isn’t here so that means I can do this.” He said.
“That means you can do w—” I tried to ask but his lips met mine and struggled to pull him away from me. He put his hand around my neck and pulled me closer. I couldn’t escape. I started to kiss back. We parted and started to kiss again. My thoughts soon interrupted me. ‘(Y/N)! Are you kidding me? YOU HAVE TATE! STOP KISSING JACOB NOW!’
“Stop! I shouldn’t be doing this. I think it is a good thing for you to leave now.” I said standing up and taking charge.
“Why? I thought you liked me.” He said.
“No! I have a boyfriend! That I am happily with!” I said. Jacob stood up and started approaching me.
“Oh come on don’t be like that!” He grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer to him. We were just inches apart when Tate barged in the door.
“HEY! HANDS OFF OF HER!” Tate yelled. Everything happened so fast. The next thing I know is Jacob is on the ground with Tate on top of him, beating Jacob to a pulp.
“TATE! STOP!” I yelled making Tate stop and look at me.”Run Jacob!” JAcob got up and ran for his life and I heard the front door slam shut and let out the breath I was holding.
“Tate! Why did you do that?” I asked yelling.
“He had his hands all over you! I wasn’t going to let him touch you like that!”
“Yes but I had it undercontrol! I was going to stop him until you barged in and trampled him!” I said.
“YOU DID NOT HAVE IT UNDERCONTROL!” He yelled.
“I DID! IF YOU WOULD HAVE WAITED JUST FOR A COUPLE SECONDS! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO JEALOUS?” I yelled.
“I AM NOT JEALOUS!” Tate said.
“YOU SO ARE! When my guy friend came over here you lurked in the corner and when he just reached over me you started yelling your head off at him. It’s like if a guy just looked at me then you would kill him!” I said.
“Oh I’m sorry that I can’t be protective of my GIRLFRIEND!”
“WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS NOT PROTECTION, IT IS JUST YOU GETTING JEALOUS!” I yelled.
“I JUST LOVE YOU! Is that a crime?” He yelled but then started to cry. “I just love you!” Then he started to cry even harder. Then it made me cry.
“Yes but what you do isn’t what I want. I don’t want to become your…property.” I said with my voice being choked up.
“Then what are you going to do then (Y/N)?” He said.
“I’m going to do something I never dreamed of.” I said while crying and shutting my eyes.
“No please (Y/N). Don’t do what I think you’re going to do.” He pleaded.
“Go away.” I whispered with my eyes shut. When I gained confidence I said it again but louder.”GO AWAY!” I yelled. I opened my eyes adn i didn’t see Tate anymore. I collapsed to the ground and tried to keep my body from shaking.
“I’m sorry (Y/N). I love you.” Tate said but I couldn’t hear it.
The next few days were awful. I didn’t have anything to look forward to when I came home. But i still didn’t want to see him. I want to wait for a little bit. I want him to rethink what he is doing that made me do this to him. My parents started to travel more without me. I was just home alone moping wanting to feel him around me but I knew that it was to early. I was doing this to save our relationship and maybe start again or begin where we left off.
October, Four Months After
I think I am going to let Tate back into my life now. I walked around my house on October 7 calling out his name. I went to the basement.
“Tate? I’m ready now. I’m ready to pick up our relationship. I miss you too much.” I said while walking around. I finally saw him come out of the shadows and I started to cry when I saw his tear stained face with a tear trickiling down.
“(Y/N). Is that you? Really you?” Tate asked.
“Yes baby its really me.” I said. I start running towards him and he picks me up and twirls me around. “I missed you so much. I am sorry for doing that to you but I had to let you know what you were doing and how it bothered me.” I said letting him know the reason.
“I know the time you spent away from me allowed me to think about what was wrong with me. What I was doing wasn’t love it was crazy obsession jealousy. I am so sorry.” He said.
“It’s okay. I forgive. I thank you for protecting me Tate. I love you.” I pulled away from the embrace we found ourselves in.
“I love you (Y/N). I care about your feelings more than mine and I am thankful that you gave me a wake up call if I continued what I was doing.” Tate said. I pulled his neck down to mine and we kissed. We kissed for a long time and it was full of passion and longing for each other.
After that day everything was back to normal. It was the day before Halloween and Tate had told me to go downstairs to the basement. I did.
“Tate?” I said and then turned to walk facing away from the stairs. I turned around I was met with a man in a black suit. “TATE!” I yelled backing away but the man just started walking towards me. “TATE!” I was pressed against the staircase as the man was infront of me pressed against me. All of a sudden I heard him laughing. He unzipped his cap and it was Tate.
“YOU JERK!” I yelled and pushed him.
“I scared you.” He teased.
“Did not.” He then leaned closer to my head and we kissed.
“I really didn’t scare you?” he said as we pulled apart.
“I said no. When are we going to go on a real date?” I asked.
“On Halloween. That’s the only day of the year where I am allowed out of this house.”
“Okay!” I said and pecked his cheek. “What did you want me to come down here.” I asked.
“Oh right! I got you this rose.” Tate said as he handed it to me. I gladly took it. “I painted it black, I know how you don’t like normal things.”
“I think this is the sweetest thing that a boy has ever done for me. Thank you.” I stood on my tippy toes and kissed on the lips. We broke apart. “Is that it? I have to go back to do my homework if thats all.”
“Yes thats it. I love you.”
“I love you too. See you tomorrow for our date.” I winked and started to walk upstairs to my bedroom.
Tonight is when Tate and I were going to go on our date. I got ready for it. I didn’t know where we were going but I knew that anything was going to be perfect with him. A knock came on my door and I opened it to see Tate.
“Are you ready for our date?” He asked.
“Of course I am! Where are we going?” I asked.
“Somewhere that I loved to go when I was in high school, where i could let all the stress free from my head when times got tough.”
“Okay! Do I need to bring anything extra?”
“Nope. If it gets cold you have me to warm you up.” He warmly smiled. We exited the house and started to walk. It was a good fifteen minute walk and then we reached our destination, the beach. We walked over to the lifeguard booth and I sat down on a concrete wall. When I had just sat down I felt my phone buzzing. I took out my phone and I saw that it was my mom calling.
“(Y/N) where are you?” my mom said frantically.
“I’m just hanging with friends.” I said and looked where Tate was and he was fooling around on the lifeguard ‘porch’. “I’m sorry i should have called or left a note. Is this the part where you make me come home?” I said praying it wasn’t.
“Are you safe?”
“Are you having fun?”
“Was there anything that happened while we were gone?”
“There was some banging but I think it was just some little kids playing a prank.” I felt something on my neck and I realized that it was Tate.
“I want you home in an hour.”
“Okay. All right. Bye.” I tried to hang up quickly so I could spend more time with Tate. I finally hung up.
“Who was that?” Tate asked and stopped kissing my neck.
“My mom.” I smiled.
“Oh.” He said. Then he leaned closer to me and kissed me. We pulled apart and we walked down to the beach. When we reached the sand I layed down and he got on top of me and started kissing me again.
We eventually stopped not wanting to get any further. He sat up with me and put his arm around me. He got up and light a fire. Then he returned and sat next to me, pulling me close. I rested my head against his.
“I used to come here when the world would close in and got so small I couldn’t breathe. I’d used to look out in the ocean and think, ‘Yo, scum bag, high school counts for jack. Kurt Cobain, Quentin Tarantino, Brando, De Niro, Pacino.” I looked at him as he turned his head to look at me. “All high school dropouts. I hated high school. So I’d come out here and I’d look at this vast, limitless exspanse. And it’s like, thats your life, man. You can do anything. You can be anything. Screw high school. That’s…that’s just a blip in your timeline. Don’t get stuck there.” He looked at me and I leaned my head on his.
“Very knowledgable Tate. I love you.” I looked at him and kissed him.
“I love you too.” He said when we pulled apart.
“Tate, can I ask you something?” I asked.
“Anything.” Tate responded.
“Why would you get so jealous?” I said with my head leaning in his. He took in a deep breath.
“I would get so jealous because I saw what it did to my parents when my dad didn’t care. When he would just let go. They were so much in love until he stopped caring. I didn’t want that to happen to us. I love you too much but to be completley honest it was because I just want you all to myself. I don’t want to share you. I want you to be with me and only me.” He said and then kissed me deeply.
“I understand Tate. I don’t want that to happen to us either. I will love you forever.”
“I will too.”
That night was filled with love. I didn’t want whatever happened to Tate’s parents to happen to us.
I wouldn’t allow that but I understand why he reacted that way and I can’t say I blame him. I will spend forever with him. No. Matter. What.
I was rewatching 7x07 and something stuck out to me! The camera pans over the file for Mary’s second child (Spencer) just enough for me to read this:
I’m sorry for the terrible quality (I can’t take photos on iTunes or Netflix so this is from YouTube) but this is what the ‘Physical Exam’ section says:
Procedure normal. No complications due to prior birth. Vitals normal. Both stable.
“Both stable”. This can’t be talking about Charlotte’s birth - why would that be in the file of Spencer? I’m sure this means that both Spencer and her twin were both stable!
edit:to the many many people telling me that this means both mother and child are stable, yes you are most likely right. But we know that this show likes things to have multiple meanings, so I’m not ruling it out, okay? A girl can still dream!
aka: magnus has an awakening and even is unfortunate enough to be near it. (for ceecee aka @westiris, thank u for supporting my impulsiveness love u)
“I gotta ask you something.”
Magnus blurts it out over lunch one day when it’s just him and Even sitting at the table. Even doesn’t even have to look up from his phone to know that Magnus is staring intently at him, hands in his lap as he waits for Even to tell him, “go ahead, lay it on me, I’m a human search engine.”
“What’s up, Magnus,” he all but sighs instead, tossing his phone onto the table.
Magnus doesn’t even hesitate before beginning with “So you’re bisexual,” and Even’s patience is already compromised.
I just adore your art style, it's so cute! I'm thinking of making comics myself. Do you think you could give me some tips on angling or facial expressions or overall detail?
Thank you so so much! I really appreciate that! Like, a whole lot. ^^
I’m not exactly sure how much I’ll be able to help you, though I can at least give you some pointers on expressions! I’ll do my best. I’m sorry this is coming a bit late!
I’m going to use Bendy for my examples, just because he’s super easy to draw and I have him on hand/mind at the moment. But! These can be used on just about anyone.
Keep in mind: this is just my way of doing things. There isn’t one “set” way to create great art! There’s a lot of experimenting, testing and growing when it comes to artwork.
When it comes down to expressions, there are a few things to consider: what are they feeling? How intense is this feeling? How far can, or should you push it? How can you make this feel realistic? In visual storytelling, showing what a character is going through is far more important than telling the reader. In a comic setting, there’s a very fine balance–since you have images to go with the words, but you can’t convey each minute action… At least in a reasonable amount of panels, the dialogue and the images have to work together when they’re used in tandem.
When a character is shouting, you have to push their expression further–it won’t be enough to show them with their mouth slightly open, or with a flat face. Give them wide eyes, or shut their eyes completely with frustration. Open their mouth wide, maybe even get their body language involved if you have enough room. Throw their arms in the air, have them pulling at their hair!
Likewise, if what they’re saying is quiet or somber, soften their expression. Have their gaze ill-focused, or looking to the ground. Their shoulders could be slumped, their brow could be low. Their mouth could be almost, or entirely closed. Or are they happy? Raise their eyebrows, widen their eyes with joy! Bring out that smile! Use as much variety and as many shapes as you can!
Because I’m a visual person, here are a few examples to give you a better idea of what I mean:
(I’m sorry if my handwriting is hard to read)
Which facial expressions are more interesting? Sure, the ones on the left are going through the motions of emoting, but the ones to the right REALLY show how the character is feeling!
Body language is also immensely important when it comes down to expressiveness. Every part of the body can be used to convey a message. The crossing of arms can indicate disgust, or even put a small barrier between two people. Slumped shoulders show disappointment or sadness. Every little movement a character makes can have a massive impact on their overall tone. Here are a few examples like the above:
Even minute changes to a static pose can make a BIG difference! Test around and see what works best.
I’ve noticed that some animators have mirrors near their desk. This is so they can look up at their reflection and make a face into the mirror. They project their character’s feelings onto themselves, that way they can see what sort of facial expression would be best suited to that emotion. Nowadays we can just google this, but it’s still a good idea. Don’t be afraid to look up references whenever you need them. I know I do frequently! There’s no shame in using references!
I’m sorry I can’t help you quite as much with angles. I feel that I’d need to do a little more research in order to be able to articulate this more fluently. Perhaps some other time I can try and revisit this and go more into depth about perspective and foreshortening, but for now, here’s another great guide that might help you along in the right direction. I use a similar structure for my own drawings!
I know you didn’t ask for it, but I’d like to give you some tips about comic making. If you don’t want them, then I guess you can just stop reading, pfff. Either way I’ll put it under a cut so this post doesn’t take up so much of the dashboard.
talesfromcallcenters: "I'm totally not a sex-offender. Oh, my social is [social.] What do you mean, you found my profile and you know I'm a sex offender?"
(*During my job at 211, I worked with a few sex offenders who were homeless and needed a place to stay. There are three different types of sex offenders in Ohio, tier 1, tier 2, and tier 3. The gentlemen in the story was a tier 3 sex offender.)
Me: “Thanks for calling [agency] how can I help you today?”
Man: “I need a place to stay.”
Me: “OK, what’s your full name please?”
Man: “It’s [not his name.]”
Me: “OK.” Not knowing the man, I pull up nothing in the database. Me: “Sorry, I’m not finding you. Can I have you repeat the spelling of your last name?”
Man: “Sure, it’s [still not his last name.]”
Me: “OK, let me check one more thing. Can I have your social please?”
Man: “Sure, it’s [number.]” Pulls up profile
Me: Reads profile: all info is erased but social and name, and all information is replaced with: TIER 3 SEX OFFENDER, BANNED FROM ALL SHELTERS. He would still be allowed at the winter shelter, but that was not yet open.
Me: “I’m sorry, but I’m afraid that we don’t have any shelters open that you can attend—”
Man: “I’m NOT a sex offender!”
Me: Blinks “I’m sorry?”
Man: “I’m not a sex offender! I need a place to stay. I’ve stayed at name of shelter before.”
Me: “Just a moment.” I put him on hold and called the shelter he’d stayed at before. It had just been a day. It turns out he’d lied to the first rep who had gotten him, but the shelter had somehow found out the truth and immediately evicted him, as the *shelter was near a school.**
Me: “I’m sorry, but we can’t serve you at any of our current locations, and our winter shelter won’t open for several more months now. I can try and—”
Man: “No! I need a SHELTER! I am not a sex offender. She deserved it!”
If it had hit me with what he’d said, I’d have terminated the call there, but at that point I was used to strangeness, so nothing phased me for good and bad. Me: “I understand that, sir, but we don’t have any options HERE–”
[He called back several times, getting multiple people. Each time he would refuse any other resources, swear he was someone else, and would give his correct social. He always seemed amazed when we found him in our database.]
Hi Everyone ( ^ 0^ )/ I say thank you for all those who have liked my work, reblog, etc. Right now I’m just going to post a Gravity Falls fanart that I’ve colored, if you want to see my work before coloring you can look it up on my Tumblr. I’m sure I’ve posted it.
This is Fanart GRAVITY FALLS episode WEIRMAGEDDON part 1
[XPCVEAOQFOXSO part 1] a.k.a [WEIRDMAGEDDON part 1]
note: that watermark reads “REICHI” my OC name (original character)
Once more, I say thank you very much, see you next time.