not sure if i actually like the way this turned out

♕ –– Would you look at that! I got better at Photoshop since the last time I did one of these (or at least I’d like to think so, lol)
                Anyways –– I somehow hit 300+ followers? I actually did so a little while ago and the number keeps on growing and I honestly don’t even know what to say?? I’m honestly so grateful that you guys want to follow my blog and roleplay with me and just chat with me overall~ When I first made a multimuse blog I was pretty worried –– I had made one before that completely flopped, so making one again definitely had me anxious, but with the way things are turning out then I’m glad I did it~ Sure, I’ve had my ups and down, but I’m really proud of the direction this blog is going now uwu
                So!! To celebrate that then here’s a shout-out to all the amazing people I’ve had the honor of roleplaying with/seeing on my dash! Thank you guy for making this such a great experience! –– ♕

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About Yoon Bum’s mental illness

Honestly, I’m not sure he has Stockholm syndrome. I mean, I can’t say for sure but being a borderline myself, I’m just guessing. This is gonna be a little long so please bear with me.

So before I go into this, imma explain BPD a little.

Also, this might not really help with the stigma against us borderlines, so I’m saying this in the beginning, please, don’t give us shit for feeling this way. This disorder isn’t really something we asked for or something we’re happy with. As much as it might hurt the people dealing with us, it hurts us so so much more. We don’t like being this way, and having to deal with us either.

 If your someone who’s got something against borderlines, don’t read this. It isn’t a request, I’m serious. I’m being completely honest about everything in this, and I don’t want to be insulted for a mental illness that’s already hurt me so much, that’s already taken away so much from me. So please, I’m open to questions about BPD, but I’m not going to tolerate any insults.

I’ve also added some spoilers I found from chapter 15. So this is kind of a spoiler alert. XD

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anonymous asked:

how about a fic tho where yuuri asks yuri for russian terms of endearment and plisetsky (like a little shit he is) gives him a list of swearwords instead. just imagine viktor's reaction, lmaaaoo~ Удачи в изучении русского :)

“Ah! Yurio, there you are.” Yuuri stopped in his tracks and made his way over to the 15yr old.

“What do you want, Katsudon?” Yurio frowned, putting down his phone and turning his attention towards Yuuri.

“Can you teach me Russian terms of endearment?” Yuuri blushed.

Yurio’s eyes widened and he was about to refuse when he was suddenly struck with an idea. Yurio smiled, “Sure, I’ll help you.”

Yuuri looked shocked, but quickly put a grateful smile on his face. “Thank you, Yurio!”

A few hours later and Viktor was back from his outing. “Yuuri! I’m back лучик!”

Viktor walked over to where Yuuri and Yurio were sitting. “Welcome back, дебил!”

Viktor stopped in his tracks and Yurio fought the urge to laugh. “Yuuri?”

Yuuri got up and hugged Viktor who returned the hug, unsure of himself. 

“иди нахуй.” Yuuri murmered in Viktor’s ear.

Viktor grabbed Yuuri’s shoulders and pushed him back so that he could look at him. Yuuri never swore at Viktor, so he must have done something horrible to be on the receiving end of the Japanese man’s vicious words. “Why are you saying these things? What did I do?”

Yuuri blushed and thought to himself. Viktor is always saying sweet nothings, It’s time I returned the favor…

“You deserve it, сука блять.” Yuuri tried pulling Viktor back for a kiss on the cheek, but he was quickly pulled into a bone crushing hug by his lover who was spewing out apologies left and right in every language he knew.

“Yuuri, my love, my life, I am so sorry for whatever it is that I did to make you say such words.” Viktor, fearing this was the end of his relationship started crying. “Is there any way you can forgive me?”

Yurio was starting to feel bad, but only a little, because the confused and worried expression on Yuuri’s face combined with the snot and tears covered one of Viktor’s had the boy clutching his sides laughing. 

“Viktor! Stop bawling all over Katsudon you look disgusting.” Yurio gasped between laughs. “Yuuri was just trying to use terms of endearment.”

“W-what?” Viktor sniffled and wiped the snot from his face on his sleeve. 

Yuuri who had been frozen in place til now turned towards Yurio. “Yurio, those words… They weren’t nice ones were they?”

“No, they were swear words.” Yurio calmed himself down. “It’s your own fault for trusting me.”

Yuuri looking guilty, turned towards Viktor. “I am so sorry, I thought I was saying nice things to you.”

“It’s not your fault.” Viktor kissed Yuuri’s forehead. “It’s Yurio’s fault.”

That night in bed, Yuuri rolled over to face Viktor. “What did I actually say to you?”

Viktor pulled Yuuri to his chest with his chin resting on the smaller man’s head. “Well, first you called me an ‘idiot’, then told me to ‘fuck off’…”

Yuuri’s horrified gasp was muffled by Viktor’s body.

“…Then you said ‘you deserve it, fucking bitch’ and then I just lost it. I thought I had done something horrible and I couldn’t even remember!” 

Yuuri moved back from Viktor’s hold to loo up at him. “I’m sorry, Vitya.”

“You didn’t know.” Viktor smiled and kissed the top of his fiancé’s head. “Good night, зайчонок.”

I’ve been thinking a lot about how bi!annabeth could actually come into canon and I’ve decided this is how it happens (I may have pulled from my own experience slightly, but only briefly).

  • Annabeth had never considered her sexuality being anything other than straight until she turns 17.
  • She starts to question after realising that she has had too many ‘girl crushes‘ to not be properly attracted to girls, like why she ever thought it straight to feel the same way when a pretty girl comes along as a cute guy is beyond her.
  • She’s dating Percy by this point, and so she feels bad thinking about it, but she figures it doesn’t mean she loves Percy any less?
  • At first, she wanders if she’s a lesbian, but her feelings for Percy are too strong for her to contemplate that for too long (she is pretty sure her attraction is real).
  • She decides to go to Rachel for help, who had recently came out as gay and is now dating Reyna. This is the main reason she is worried, because Rachel used to think she liked Percy too? What if she is lying to herself?
  • Rachel explains that even though she thought she had feelings for Percy, it was down to compulsory heterosexuality, and that when Rachel had really thought about it she had known all along her and percy were platonic (and that she was forcing herself to like him because she was in denial and scared). 
  • This confirms to Annabeth that she hasn’t been stringing Percy along, because no matter how much she tries she cannot stop thinking about him shirtless.
  • She’s scared of what Percy will think, but at the same time she knows Percy, and she knows he would never be horrible about anything (especially stuff like this).
  • He’s the nicest and most understanding person she knows, so she tells him first.
  • She goes to the beach with him later, and at first it’s really hard for her to find the words but soon she explains and says that she doesn’t want it to change anything. Percy immediately jumps to comfort her, saying he would never think she was more likely to cheat, and he understands that, despite her attraction to girls being completely valid, that doesn’t stop her being his girlfriend and loving him.
  • She nearly cries about how supportive she is.
  • She struggles at first, when she thinks girls are cute she doubts herself (thinking she’s gay) and when she thinks guys are cute she doubts herself (thinking she straight), but eventually she finds a comprimise, no matter who she likes at the time, she is always bisexual.
  • She likes to wear the bi pride colours (pink, purple and blue) literally every day. Even if it’s just her bobbles or earrings (or something else small).
  • She manages to get Pecy to go to pride with her, once he also tells her he’s bi a few years later.
  • She does struggle a bit with jealousy about percy being bi at first, but she quickly pushes it away, reprimanding herself. He still loves her, that doesn’t change.
  • They both paint the pride flag on their cheeks (the bi flag on one and the rainbow flag on the other) and they meet loads of really cool people.
  • She is happier than she has ever been now that she can be her complete and authentic self.
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pairing: daveed diggs x reader

request: @marquis-de-labaguette: “oh actually could you write one with like daveed and a reader thats like a lot younger than him like obvi 18 but at the most like 22″

summary: a birthday dare introduces reader to daveed, who has a very nice present to give her

warnings: NSFW, smut! Alcohol, clippng lyrics (SHOCKER), kitchen sex, Daddy! kink, dirty talk, begging

word count: 3,459

a/n title from ‘body and blood’ by clippng, which is also the song used in this fic. i’m garbage. embrace it. PART TWO HERE

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ALSO I’ve seen some people interpret the banquet scene as something that happened before that scene in the first episode where Yuuri turned down Viktor’s autograph, but I’m pretty sure that’s wrong? Viktor specifically says in his narration that the banquet takes place AFTER the competition is over and the way Viktor and Yuuri interacted (for what little they did) in that scene back in episode 1 definitely doesn’t seem like something between people who have met before, however one-sided. 

Which in my opinion is actually REALLY CUTE? 

Hear me out: in that first little glimpse we see of the banquet, Viktor is obviously watching Yuuri, probably having the realization of “Oh, that’s the guy who turned down my autograph, I didn’t realize he was another skater.” That first proper impression Viktor has explains why he would keep a bit of an eye on Yuuri even prior to Yuuri getting smashed because Viktor has this curiosity brought on by that brief initial exchange. 

And then Yuuri got drunk and the rest is history, but it means that Viktor left that night with only fleeting memories of a cute confident drunk boy who wowed him and was all over him only to disappear at the end of the night, not to be seen again until that DANG VIDEO which, from Viktor’s perspective, obviously carried with it a message of “Look what I can do. I remember that night, come be with me properly.” 

No wonder Viktor was shocked when he found out Yuuri didn’t remember.

anonymous asked:

Not sure how Zylpai feels about viewers feedback, but as a fan of both of you, would it be possible in future videos you both toned down the sexual talk? Or leave it out? His latest video got to the point it was uncomfortable to continue watching •﹏•

Oh boy;;; I can’t… sadly promise anything because the last video Brad uploaded I didn’t actually know he was turning into a video because we literally talk like that normally to each other. I would input the entire ‘this is why our content is always real and not just an act’ thing, I don’t sadly think we can change the way we act towards each other because listening to that would mean we have to change ourselves and that’s ….kinda bad. The only thing I could recommend him is to cut those parts out but- I mean.. sadly I think it’s not all too bad either, but that’s just my opinion. I’ll talk to him about it but can’t promise anything.

(also fuck my grammar for real)

*INFP and INTP sit on bed, ENTJ is curled lovingly at INTP’s side* ENTJ: When I was little I had a babysitter who I thought was really cool, so I gave her a dead squirrel. INFP: How did you give it to her? ENTJ: On a stick. ENTJ: I didn’t understand why she wasn’t amazed by how crusty and flat it was. INTP: I’m sure many people from your childhood are astounded that you didn’t turn out to be serial killer. INTP: The way you show affection is actually quite catlike. INTP: It’s like “the love of my life, there she is, sleeping, I must deposit food onto her face.”

Robin Hood is actually a video game player that isn’t good at stealth games.

So, like, the reason he became an outlaw is because, one time, there was this archery competition at Nottingham, and he was like “well I sure know how to shoot an arrow from a bow, might as well go get the gold and some panties”, but in the way, he happens upon some foresters, the Medieval equivalent of “sheriff but there’s too many of them”, and they see Robin, a rather scrawny lad, and they are like “there is NO WAY this little twerp has the meat to even DRAW a bow, what a NIMROD”, so Robin doesn’t exactly like their tone, and he takes issue, telling them “alright man, you see that deer over there 100 yards away? I bet you fifteen Medieval Currencies I can shoot that sucker right between the eyes” and the foresters are like “there is no fucking way mate” but, it turns out, there was a fucking way, mate, ‘cause Robin nailed it like a champ.

The numerous sheriffs were less than graceful and basically said “RIGHT-O, SO YOU EITHER LEAVE OR WE SHOOT YOU”, to which Robin said “k” and he left EXCEPT HE DIDN’T, THE SUBTERFUGE-FILLED EEL, he just camped nearby and tailed them. Turns out, it is a Poor Decision to piss off someone who can shoot deer from 100 yards away, because they tend to have GOOD AIM, which ol’ Robin demonstrated time and again by blasting their heads open with arrows.

Now this is kinda weird but he like tied a rope or something to his last arrow, intended for the last forester, it’s not exactly clear, but the thing is, he BROUGHT the guy to him with a shot from his bow, making Robin the first Roadhog main in history. While he lay vulnerable and stunned before Robin, Hoodie basically says “BITCH” and splits his head open with an arrow.

THE PROBLEM: This happened near Nottingham. so people heard. Robin killed those people too because Leave No Witnesses is a tried and true tactic. THE PROBLEM 2: PEOPLE KEPT HEARING, PEOPLE KEPT COMING, ROBIN KEPT KILLING THEM. My guy killed about half of fucking Nottingham by the end of it. After THAT kinda butchery, not a lot of career paths are open for you except “psychopath” and “outlaw”.

Long story short, Robin Hood is a very violent Metal Gear Solid 3 player.

stayinthecar  asked:

okay, so i'm completely new to everything star wars, and i'm wondering if you'd fill me in on the 'finn is a skywalker' theory? if there's even an actual theory? b/c holy shit i'm IN

this is probably gonna be a mess cause i’m tired and lazy but there are a lot of parallels that people have pointed out between finn and anakin/luke

finn and anakin were both raised under strict organizations (the first order/the jedi order) from a young age and ended up turning away from them, but in very different ways, obviously. they were both about 23 years old when this happened if i am remembering correctly

something that i’ve noticed myself and i’m sure other people have noticed is that luke’s whole thing in The Force Awakens was that he ran away and maz kanata said to finn “if you live love enough, you see the same eyes in different people. i’m looking at the eyes of a man who wants to run” which really parallels luke

we also have no idea in canon who finn is related to. his family is as much a secret as rey’s. finn saying “i was taken from a family i’ll never know” really seems like foreshadowing to be, tbh. it’s been pointed out that if poe has comics centering around his family, why doesn’t finn? probably because they don’t want us to know who he is related to yet. also that line of dialogue parallels luke’s “i have no memory of my mother. i never knew her”

Here are some smaller parallels that I think are fun to point out

  • Luke to Vader - “Come with me”, Padme to Anakin - “Come away with me!” and Finn - “Rey, come with me!”
  • Luke and Finn both dressed as stormtroopers, taking off their helmets and “I’m Luke Skywalker. I’m here to rescue you!” and “This is a rescue! I’m helping you escape!”
  • The fight between Luke and Vader on Cloud City and Finn and Kylo on Starkiller Base mirror each other. Luke and Finn face off a family member (while they don’t know they’re related to them yet) who is more trained in the ways of the force than them and fight said family member using the same exact lightsaber. They both do pretty well, even hitting their opponent in the exact same spot. Luke cut Vader’s right shoulder and Finn cut Kylo’s right shoulder. They were both beaten, Luke getting his hand cut off and Finn getting his back cut and becoming unconsious. This actually isn’t a small parallel tbh I think it’s rather important. Finn and Luke both even end the movie in a medical facility.
  • Finn’s stormtrooper identification is FN-2187 and Leia’s cell number in A New Hope is 2187.
  • Luke gets attacked by the creature in the trash compactor and Finn gets attacked by the Rathtar. Both of these creatures have tentacles. The creature in the trash compactor is apparently called a Dianoga, if anyone wants to know.
  • Padme gets her back cut open in Attack of the Clones and Finn gets his back cut open in The Force Awakens

this meta does a good job explaining why finn could very well be a skywalker and i agree with most of it (click the word “this” if the line under it is hard to see and you’ll be directed to the meta, which is not mine obvs)

x, x, x here are some gifsets i’ve come across with some finn/luke and finn/anakin parallels

on a less serious note, finn hates jakku - a sand planet…anakin hates sand…there it is folks

So, I think Bowie is actually a girl (tenrecs have a cloaca, so it’s not like you can just turn them around to check). (S)he is a full grown adult now and most adult males have a broader head and larger canines than the females. So far, Bowie has quite the feminine face, but one can’t be 100% sure - you’ll need a DNA test to confirm.

Either way, out of all people, I think David Bowie wouldn’t have cared one bit if this Bowie is male or female.

Also, I bought a ferret harness because Bowie likes to walk around and I’d love to be able to bring her (I guess I should start saying her, now) to the park or forest in summer - unfortunately, but hilariously, it is way too small:

… clearly meant for slender cat snakes, not round potatoes.

soriel on friendly terms with supportive asgore

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torigore on friendly terms with supportive sans

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sansgore on friendly terms with supportive toriel

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all three as friends or even in a poly situation

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any of the above with volatile jealousy or passive-aggression

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Intoxicated Love {Wonho Drabble}

59 (… or we could make out…) & 43 (Pick up lines only work when I’m drunk) with Wonho, thank you in advance💕

Note: You all need to stop with the Wonho requests, I’m having a hard time trying to stop him from wrecking me teehee~ (But srs, that blue and silver hair actually makes me feel things). I hope you enjoy this. I wasn't so sure I liked the way it turned out, but I haven’t posted in a few days, and I’m very sorry for that, I know I have quite a few requests I need to catch up on. Thank you all for being so patient with me, please enjoy this and have a good day wherever you are. Fighting~! Mami x

Disclaimer: I don’t own the gifs/ images used.

Originally posted by kihqun

Warning: This one shot does include themes of alcohol and being under the influence (though no aggression is portrayed, swear words have been used for comical use.) Read to your own expense.

Your blood coursed through every inch of your skin, intoxication of alcohol coursing alongside. You giggled at something Wonho had said, it hadn’t been that funny, not really, but in such a state, you weren’t thinking clearly.

Wonho watched you, a similar state, but even so he was still admirable of you. He watched the way your lipstick coated lips parted with every giggle that slipped, and the way your carefully crafted eye makeup complimented the glint in your eye.

Even though Wonho’s affections didn’t alter while under the influence of alcohol, his brain did work in a different way, and like anyone else that found themselves completely hammered out of their usual rationality, he was spouting abnormalities.

“{y/n} I really wish I was toilet paper.” Wonho smirked, “That way, I’d be able to touch your arse.”

He looked smug, as if he had just expressed something completely intellectual.

You continued to giggle, even though you’d never react in such a fashion if you were clear headed. “Wonho-ah, pick up lines only work when I’m drunk.”

“You are drunk.” He responded, giggling along with you as you agreed.

“Okay, maybe I am. Just a little bit. But it’s not my fault! Kihyun should have never brought out the shots. You all know it’s my weakness. But either way, pick up lines don’t work on me if I’m drunk or sober.” For someone that was completely intoxicated, your words somehow managed to jumble out in perfect coordination.

Wonho seemed stumped, but then, he simply shrugged “Or we could just make out?”

You looked at him. In a sober state, your heart would have been racing, your cheeks pounding with heat in a crimson blush. But under such an influence, a false sense of confidence overtook, like the smirk that plastered across your face.

“Skip the talking, will you?”

He leaned across, pressing his lips against yours, grazing them so softly it regained consciousness in your mind somehow. You felt a little less out of it, but there was still enough to keep you going, to keep your confidence enough to get you through the kiss. But as he pulled away, a smack of actualisation suddenly hit you.

“Let’s always do things like this, {y/n}, because I fucking love you, you know?” Wonho slurred, putting his arm across your shoulders.

“Oh yeah? A sober confession would be much more romantic” you teased.

“I’d never do it sober, I don’t have the guts. But when I’m drunk? Well, don’t they say you’re the most truthful under the influence of a bit of alcohol?”

You smiled, leaning into his embrace because there was a confession.

You weren’t sure if he would remember this by tomorrow, or how hazy your own mind would be, but for now, you clung onto the moment, knowing that right now, you’d settle for a little bit of intoxicated love.

You’ll Be My American Boy by headscarvesandtattoos


Chapter 17/17 COMPLETED

“Actually, Louis, can you take Harry to Westminster tomorrow? I have to work all day. Sorry, Harry. I tried to take off but I couldn’t,” Niall apologizes.

Louis isn’t exactly the person Harry wants to spend his first real day in London with, but there’s no way he’s going to find his way around on his own already.

Niall and Harry both turn to Louis expectantly.

“Yeah and after that we can stop at Starbucks to get your non-fat, shit latte, and maybe if I’m feeling super generous I’ll even take a picture of you posing like you’re holding Big Ben in your hand!”

or the one where Harry’s an American studying abroad in London and Louis ends up showing Harry more than just London

1. if you turn the volume all the way up, and listen to your favorite song with your eyes closed, you will feel less alone.

2. when you fall in love with being alone you will learn a lot about who you are; then, when you are surrounded by people, you won’t feel so afraid, you won’t feel so out of place. because when you are sure of yourself you don’t feel so obliged to fit, in some place.

3. you will meet people who have never heard your favorite song. and you may not fully understand, but somehow you will trust them with enough of your heart to recommend it to them. those who matter will listen. and they will surprise you.

4. in all your years on this earth, you have learned more than you think. you are more capable than you realize.

5. you don’t know everything. you are not the best, at anything, and you are never the only one. you are not the only one looking for a place to exist honestly - you are not the only one willing to create a place, to exist honestly. people will surprise you.

6. people love you - people will love you. even when you don’t want them to. even when you are ready to give up, even when you are at your lowest point and everyone you love doesn’t have the words you need to hear - they still love you. they will always love you, in whatever way they know how. and it will be enough.

7. God exists. there are shadows you will try to hide behind, and excuses you will try to build - but God exists in the realest way imaginable.

8. these things, this growing, takes time. do not rush it. do not expect to be something, or someone, you’re not - just because someone says you should be. take time to breathe. don’t worry so much about who you’re becoming, rather, focus on what you’re doing. make art. love others. write poems about your love for the moon; learn to love the sun. don’t cling so tightly to the identity that has been handed to you. don’t be so afraid to do what the ache in your chest is telling you to do; do not be so afraid to reach for something, to act on something, bigger than yourself. and you will find, with time, that you’ve become exactly who you need to be.

9. eventually everything will fall into place. it is hard to believe now, that this heartbreak is preparing you for love. it is difficult to grasp, that this displacement - being thrown into such harsh uncertainty - will light your path home. but, listen: you are not a mistake. you are not an accident. you are living, with purpose, and everything surrounding you - every person connected to you, every moment that touches you - is going to make sense one day. i promise, it will all make sense one day. just wait.


Dear Me, (things i learned in 2016) / misplacedpens

things i learned in 2015
things i learned in 2014


An unforgivably late Christmas present for my twin, living on a different continent, @kate-the-rabbit, who is also a good friend of mine and incredibly talented writer. It took that long because I was trying to make it look understandable enough (also because of the damned finals), but I’m still not completely sure if I got what I wanted. But I really hope Kate likes it.
Also, happy holidays, y’all!

who am I, really...

Some days I really can’t help but think about how I come off to other people? I am sure we all do this, but I feel like I simply amuse people with my antics and that’s the only reason they really stick around. From my experience with having (or more not having) friends, it seems as though I am not the most pleasant person to spend time with. In fact, there has been so few people who willingly go out of their way to TRY and contact me to, you know, spend time together, that i can’t help but believe that I am one of those people that other people just like on the outside and could care less if they ever see outside of the school/work relationship.

There has been so many times, in fact, that people have “forgotten” about me when inviting people to events that i just shrugs it off. My fourth grade teacher actually told the entire class to be nicer to me and to be my friend because i had no friends. How sad. yes it was a long time ago, but it’s sad isn’t it? that I fail so miserably at making friends and keeping friends that other people have had to step in to remedy that.

It is actually shocking to me when people tell me that i am a great person. Because honestly i don’t see that. I don’t see that at all. I am a horrible person. I keep grudges and i get upset for no reason; I talk openly about emotions which i am sure makes people roll their eyes and cringe; I have been called a bitch on more occasions than not, including by my family… the family i’m closest too as well…

is it sad that this all feels like reality to me? It isn’t a point asking for sympathy, asking for forgiveness, asking for fuck all. It is simply facts of my life. That I am such a miserable human being that the best friendships I have are online and I can still screw those up. That I am still openly forgotten about, ignored, pushed away. I should be damn well used to that shouldn’t i?

Maybe I should, maybe I just need to toughen up and take it as reality. I do. I let these things slide and only on occasion do they get to me and really sink in.

When they get to me. oh they do… when they do…. are the days i consider the worst things, the days the thoughts i try so hard to keep away creep in. Am I really any good of a friend? I don’t think I am.

I try really hard to be.

I am trying so sooooo hard. you wouldn’t believe how hard it is to keep smiling some times.

I smile for you.

I smile so you smile even if my smile had been fake for yeaarrrrss and years.

But it’s when i stop… when i break. oh fuck well that’s when i’m the worst isn’t it? Because you don’t want to see that, to hear that…

That’s when I get pushed to the side.

That’s when I am the last person anyone wants to see.

I get left alone and al i think about is how easy it would be to just get in my car and drive and never come back.

So you don’t have to deal with me anymore and my shitty friendship skills.

thathomestar’s loosely cobbled together 2016 game awards

Game I Thought For Sure Was Going To Be Garbage But Turned Out Super Good: DOOM

Game I Imported For Full Price And It Wasn’t Worth Full Price: Ryu ga Gotoku Kiwami

Game I Bought On A Whim And Haven’t Played Since July: Street Fighter V

Game I Don’t Own But Is So Gosh Darn Fun I Should Probably Own It: King of Fighters XIV

Game I’ve Been Playing For Years But Only Technically Came Out This Year: Killing Floor 2

The Dream That Came True: Dragon’s Dogma on Steam

Game I Bought For Half Off At A Half-Price Books Like A Few Days Ago But Haven’t Played Yet: Uncharted 4

Game With The Cutest Playable Character: Gravity Rush Remastered

Game Expansion That Was Overpriced But Still Enjoyable Regardless: Destiny: Rise of Iron

One Of The Only Mods I Actually Bothered To Play This Year But Was Super Good And Is Worth Giving A Go: MetaDoom

Game I Have No Strong Feelings One Way Or The Other On: Devil Daggers

Game I Totally Forgot Existed Until Just Now Whoops I Should Probably Play This Sometime: Rhythm Heaven Megamix

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My Honors US history teacher in my high school is incredible. And by that I mean insane in the best way possible. He drinks at least three cups of coffee throughout a 90 minute class, gets really into explaining certain subjects and once threw a 200 pack of paper clips across the class and just left them there. He loves his job, and we love him.
However, I digress. When he asks the class a question, and someone gets it right, he high fives them. But when someone gets it wrong, he likes to let them think their right (walks up to them to give them a high five but then turns around and says their wrong) and it’s hilarious. But, one time he asked the class a really hard question and said that he would give who ever answered the question correctly an automatic 100% on the upcoming quiz, regardless of what they actually got. So this one kid starts shouting out an answer and sounded so confident and sure of them self. So my teacher starts walking down, hand raised and smile on his face, and right as he was about to high five him, he executed the most perfect dab I’d ever seen a man over thirty perform and he shouted “DAB” at the top of his lungs whilst he did so. We then spent the rest of class critiquing his dab.