not sure about this tbh

like no offense but after coming out to my dad 4/5 years ago and him saying he still loves me we havent talked about my sexuality once and tbh im not sure how he feels about it, but everytime i hear him say ‘lesbijka’ 'lesba’ or any variation of that word, believe me when i say i genuinely wish i could die. the first time he said it i locked myself in the bathroom and cried for half an hour lol

smash that like for trans paladins

[*commissions info*]


I’ve been working on designs for a new project I was invited to. 

Mage Oikawa who wanders into the woods looking for a rare hearb and gets lost and meet the Forest’s Guardian, the Fairy King, Iwachan….. or smth xP

Shout out to everyone who is trans/nonbinary/questioning their gender and identifies as ace and/or aro - spec but aren’t sure if they are actually ace and/or aro or if it just dysphoria acting up.

You are valid in using the ace or aro labels. If you find out later it was dysphoria or something else that made you identify as ace or aro and you want to change labels, then that’s completely ok and great!! And if you always identify as ace or aro, that is also completely ok and great!! I love you all and I wish you all the best!~

anonymous asked:

Could you do a jealously headcannon please?!?!

No one’s ever asked me for a headcannon before I’m so incredibly honored. Ignore me crying in the corner

Like most RebelCaptain headcannons, these take place in an AU, post-Scarif, in an Everyone-Lives-Everyone-Is-Happy universe. I’m also picturing a pre-relationship, feeling-aren’t-quite-expressed RebelCaptain here.


  • Cassian Andor barely knows what to do with the feelings he has for Jyn, so he especially doesn’t know what to do with the green fingered jealousy gripping his insides when he sees Jyn laughing at a random pilot’s joke
  • His fist clinches at his side and he forces it to relax because he can’t just go around throwing punches in the middle of base, but the rifle he’s examining definitely has it’s scope removed more roughly than normal
  • “No, K, everything is fine.”
  • “I estimate you used 43% more force than was necessary to remove that scope, Cassian.”
  • “It was stuck.”
  • “No it wasn’t.”
  • “Shut it, K.”
  • During dinner, that same pilot comes around and taps Jyn’s shoulder, drawing her attention away from the story Baze was telling, forcing her away to shift away from Cassian to face the pilot. 
  • He’s young, the pilot. Probably a year or two younger than Jyn. Fresh-faced, over-eager, over-confident, like all the other X-Wing pilots.
  • Cassian just glares. Stares at the pilots and hardens his face, knowing how many people have run in the opposite direction from his “Do Not Mess With Me” face. 
  • It takes a second for the pilot to notice, he’s so focused on whatever nonsense he wanted to tell Jyn, but Cassian knows the exact moment he sees the death glare. The pilot’s eyes go wide and he swallows loudly, quickly making his excuses to Jyn and practically running away from their table. 
  • By the time Jyn has turned back to the group, Cassian’s face is perfectly neutral. If it hadn’t been for Bodhi’s quiet snickers, Cassian might have gotten away with it, too. But, of course, Jyn takes one look at him and just understands
  • Because, after all, isn’t that who Cassian is? 
  • Silent but deadly, able to complete his mission without a hitch.
  • Except around Jyn Erso. Around her, all the normal rules go out the window.


  • It’s weird for Jyn that so many people around the base have known Cassian for years
  • She’d gotten so close with him since Jedha and Eadu and Scarif that when another intelligence officer teases Cassian about a stupid stunt he pulled when he was 19, she stops short
  • Rebels call to him from across the mess hall, need his opinion in the War Room, want to catch up in the barracks
  • Of course the other rebels know Cassian – I’ve been in this fight since I was six years old – with a length that she’ll never be able to match. He has a history here that he can’t have with her. It makes sense. She just doesn’t like it. 
  • She refuses to name the emotion that sucker punched her in the gut as another young female officer with pretty brown eyes and hair entirely too shiny for a rebellion comes up to congratulate Cassian for Scarif, rubbing his arm in the exchange
  • So Jyn does what she does best: pulls herself back, out of the situation, putting emotional and physical distance between her and Cassian
  • She finds work repairing some of the fighters damaged in the battle of Scarif with Bodhi. She’s no expert mechanic, but she knows enough to be useful and focusing her mind on the task helps pull her away from the Captain. 
  • But it isn’t long until he finds her, pulls up an empty crate to sit on as she reworks wires and tighten bolts and just talks: about his day, the sassy remarks Kaytoo gave a general earlier, what she’s been doing, the size of the Rebel fleet, everything 
  • And he keeps coming back, everyday, no matter where Jyn tries to hide
  • They don’t run into Lieutenant Perfect Hair for another week, this time in the barracks, as Cassian and Jyn were preparing to say goodnight. 
  • Jyn had planned on going to bed quietly, but that woman tossed her hair and smiled flirtatiously in response to Cassian’s “Good night”
  • Jyn raised an eyebrow and rewrote her plans for the evening, because these kinds of intense emotions required action, dammit
  • Cassian turned to her, probably intending to give her the same message, but Jyn moved faster, throwing her arms about his neck and kissing him
  • And if he responds in the same way, pushing her back into her door, causing that unnamed emotion to fade, well, Jyn won’t complain
  • 707: urgh... I don't feel so good...
  • Zen: Whats wrong dude?
  • 707: I feel all nauseous and I've got goose bumps all over.... and my face keeps getting all flushed...
  • Zen: [laughing] Sounds like you're in love....
  • 707: What do you mean I'm in love!?! HOLY SHIT IS IT CONTAGIOUS!?!?

gilmore girls appreciation month ☕ week one part one: favorite female character
ㅤ ㅤ ↳ i have a huge dilemma that i need your opinion on. am i more beautiful today than i was yesterday?


“Listen to me, I sound like a Blake Shelton song!”
“Yours is better!”


a nice day!