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Hopeless Love pt 3 [Jungkook]

Originally posted by sugutie

Genre: Angst 

Characters: Jungkook; Reader (You); Seoyeon; Taehyung

Word Count: 2370

Notes: It has been a long time since I updated this fic and i’m sorry about that but here is the third part. Thank you for waiting as long as you did for this and feedback is greatly appreciated!

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Jungkook had started dating Seoyeon and soon it seemed that he had no more time for you. Every time you invited him over for a movie night he always canceled last second and it was always the same excuses: “Seoyeon wanted me to come over”, “I have a date with Seoyeon today”, “Seoyeon wants to go out tonight”.

You wanted to hate Seoyeon, you wanted to blame her for taking Jungkook from you. But he was never yours to begin with, you were always just his best friend and nothing more. Now it felt like you were even less than that. You quickly became just an afterthought to him.

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anonymous asked:

How long does it take for you to draw a drawing for these fanfictions? 💕

Honestly it really depends. I have a full time job, and other little responsibilities besides that.. I try to get out art for it once a week but sometimes things get in the way :x

hiii guys!! i always have too much time in my hands during the summer break and so I thought to myself,,,why not make a follow forever?? so here i am! making it! anyways! shout out to all you wonderful people for making my dash so amazing and making me smile and laugh everyday! I hope y’alls summer is going great and i hope y’all are staying hydrated in this freaking h e a t

ok so first i’d like to give a special shout out to Naghma aka @uniquely-mii!! although we have a six hour time difference, i just wanted to thank you for always being there for me and for simply being you! you’re honestly one of the best people i know (and one of my best friends on here:’)!) and i really enjoy talking to you! (i also love how we always talk in caps unless it’s something serious,,idk how that started but i love caps and it’s my aesthetics)hopefully one day soon our schedules will align and we’ll be able to skyPE once and for all:’)! i really hope we get to meet one day so i can finally give u the biggest hug in the world and so we can finally get to hang out! i love u so much and stay amazing (ps my rooster says hi:) ) xxx

also shout out to the LOUIS MAKES EVERYONE (?) gc aka my lovely wife becca, zoe , keri , america , and bella! idk what the question mark in a box that comes after “EVERYONE” bc as yall know, i still havent updated my phone so im left in the dark when it comes to those things rip (i should probably update my phone soon),,which brings me to my next point ! thank yall for putting up with my constant emphasizing “..” and me being ghost 78% of the time rip i still love u all tho and i hope we all get to meet each other some day:’) know that im always here for you all:’) stay cool guys xxx


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once again thank you all for everything and following this mess™ of a blog! i may not talk to u all but i still love every single one of yall!! stay safe and have a fantastic summer!!

This one’s for you.

Authors Note: Hey everyone, I am sorry it has taken me a while to finally post some sort of writing, things have been hectic for me, both good and bad. But, here is a small little something I managed to come up with. 

The song I used is ‘This one’s for you, by Luke Combs.' 

There is a bit of a funny story on how I found this artist. But, it is a really good song, in my opinion. (It is country).  Enjoy! Xx

He had heard all the excuses, all the lines, and had been through all the of the hardest goodbyes. All he wanted was to drown out all the noise, and the void in his heart, the void that had built a home in the most vulnerable part of him. She hurt him in the worst of ways, she was home to him, and now he is a lost somewhere in the distance of what could have been and what was — Dying inside.

He was in desperate need of a helping hand, someone who wasn’t his mother or one of his guy friends who allow him to find himself at the bottom of a bottle.

You push his hotel door open, not surprised when your eyes scan the mess of clothes on the floor, everything scattered everywhere like a tornado had ripped through the room.

He’s sprawled out on the bed, the sheets messily enveloping him, just covering his lower back.

“Shawn, Shawn get up,” you sigh, placing the two coffees and the breakfast you had gotten down on the table that is sporting a t-shirt and a pair of jeans.

“Babe?” he mumbles drowsily, his voice rough, a pitiful indication that he is more than likely hung over.

The sound of him calling you babe, sends shivers down your back. You shake your head before breathing out and stepping closer to the bed.

“No, it is me. Remember me?” You challenge, drawing the coverings away from him, exposing him as he lies in just a pair of sweatpants. “I’m your best friend that you have failed to communicate with. Did you forget about me, or did you just want to be a dick?” you continue, casting the sheets to the floor, allowing them to waddle up in the corner.

“Oh ha, ha. I know your voice anywhere,” Shawn mumbles into his voice, unamused by being woken up.

“Mhm, whatever slacker, get your ass up,”

“No, sleepin’”

You raise a brow, shaking your head disapprovingly as he stays on the bed, not moving from his sprawled out position.

“It is almost twelve, get up. I have coffee and food to cure your hang over.” You insist, stepping away from the bed and walking to where you left the food and the coffees.

You turn back around with the coffees in your hand, your eyes observing his body as it sits up on the bed, his body tanned, and toned.

“Two sugars?” he queries, working his unsteady hand through his ruffled hair that is just as smooth resembling as it was when he left for tour four months ago.

You roll your eyes, handing him the coffee, “Yes, it is exactly how you like it. Want to tell me why the hell you have been neglecting me?” You question, sitting on the edge of the bed while he takes a few sips of the beverage.

He looks down, refusing to make eye contact with you for a brief moment, gathering his thoughts— thoughts that have been hung up on his now, ex-girlfriend, for the last seven months.  

“You could have called me, you know?” you whisper, handing him a paper bag with a Danish in it,

“And say what? That she fucking left me without warning, without reason? She got up and left one morning and nobody knows why.” He raises his voice slightly, “What am I meant to say to anyone? Everyone wants me to have explanations and I don’t. I don’t know why she left me, I don’t know why, okay. Didn’t think calling you would give me the damn answers… What would you have said? Huh? 'I told you so?’”

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anonymous asked:

are you ever going to fucking update again?

I try not to reply to rude messages like this anymore, but given that I’ve gotten several messages like this over the past few days – 

I’m sorry it’s taken me so long between updates, truly sorry. It was never my intention to make people wait, especially when I have so many lovely people who have supported me and my fics. I feel awful about it every day

This will probably just sound like I’m making excuses, but things have not been great on the mental health front for a while, or just on the health front in general. I’ve been trying to focus on that, and sometimes that means that writing gets pushed to the side for a bit. 

I have a lot of original fiction projects I’m working on, too, and lately that’s what I’ve been called to write. It means a lot of silence on the fanfic front, and I’m sorry for that too. 

I am working on both ALID and Ghost, but both fics are a little on the intricate side, so I’m trying to write as much as possible so there are no last minute plotholes or snarls that mean a bad experience for anyone who reads them. I want these stories to be my absolute best, and that means a lot of writing and rewriting and revising and second-guessing myself along the way. 

I’m not trying to make people wait, and I hate that it’s ended up this way. I totally understand if you, or anyone else, stops reading my fics because of the long delays between chapters. And to everyone who has stuck with me, in spite of the wait – thank you. Thank you so darn much. I’m sorry. 

None of these delays are malicious, so please think twice before you send another batch of nasty anons like this to any other author, because it sucks, and just compounds the guilt over not updating to begin with. 

anonymous asked:

Hi I'm wondering if if you think if Steve was thinking about Killing Tony in civil war? When Steve was on Tony and raised his shield to attack I thought he was about to kill him and my friend said that's bullshit cap wouldn't do that and the person that was reckless in the fight was Tony cuz he started the fight for no reason and cause Bucky to lose his arm. So I'm wondering do you think Steve thinking about ending Tony for a split second?


OKay, so I kinda talked about it once here

Listen, your friend is clearly heavily biased, so starting there we have a problem. Tony attacks Bucky in a moment of uncontrollable rage after finding out his parents have been murdered. Furthermore the reason Bucky loses his arm is because he tries to claw out the arc reactor, so Tony defends himself and sadly bucky’s arm is lost in the process. 

I am not excusing tony’s actions, btw. It isn’t okay to try to kill someone, but his reaction is understandable. 

Now, Rogers was defending Bucky, as he did for the entirety of the movie. He stepped in and kept on fighting Tony. In film, there’s something we call the allusion of death, which is when the creators want to you to emote as you would if a character died + show certain character qualities, without having to pay the consequences of actually having to kill a character. 

For example, having someone be shot in a film, and them almost dying, is showing you that there was an intent to kill (without there being consequences in terms of character as a resource). Steve goes for the arc reactor which, up until IM3 kept Tony alive. This is an allusion of death. If you watch the scene closely Steve rams in the shield and then pushes deeper with his hand. Tony’s body seizes and then falls slack on the floor. This is a clear allusion of death, showing an intent to kill on Steve’s part. 

Furthermore, considering the fact that Tony is left with a powerless suit in a siberian base in sub-zero temperatures (tech doesn’t work properly if it’s too cold or too hot), without any means to get reinforcements, is another allusion of death. 

So, in short, yes, the film indicates to me that Steve was indeed trying, or thinking about ending Tony’s life in his quest to protect Bucky. 

Jimmy Vesey #1

Anonymous said: Hey! I love your writing. I was wondering if I could request a Jimmy Vesey one about how big his hand are (his hands are huge)? Thanks!

A/N: hi!! first off i’m so so sorry for how long this took to get out and i cheated and barely added the whole hand thing cause i couldnt think of anything sorry!! :)) also disclaimer i know like shit all about jimmy and brady and what their personalities are like so just go with it??

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Originally posted by siriuslyilluminaeted

Never were you ever coming over to your friend Brady’s place for drinks. If you knew it’d end up with you being peer pressured into chugging your coolers and playing truth or dare, you wouldn’t have showed up. But it was too late to just up and leave now. No amount of excuses would work on Brady, or Jimmy either, and now you were stuck here. 

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yes hi y’all I was tagged by @extraongdinary, @boovely, @1yjs, @jeo-jang, and @kingdans (I think that’s all???) to do the selfie challenge thing so here’s my face pls excuse it idk how to selfie correctly

anyways I tag @wannabl @wanna-one @producedwannaone @kpoppoopie @wannaoneioi and @darkpastwoojin (y'all don’t have to do it ofc and sorry if you’ve already done it rip)

Another apology

i don’t want to make excuses bbecause i know i should be writing. in three days time (23rd) it wouldve been the one year anniversary between me and my boyfriend. i won’t lie, i’m still dealing with the break up after almost 3 months and it’s just been really super difficult for me. i won’t lie, i still love him with all my heart, i’ve never fallen for someone so hard and i just cant let him go even though he’s turned into the worlds most egotistical asshole…

but yeah, theres my excuse and i’m sorry i’ve been letting you guys down more frequently


I’m not the best but I’ll tell you how I’m better than the rest.
Five foot one but say it with your chest.
Buck o’ five, could you say it with your breast? Oh, I’m sorry, did I say breast?
“They only pick on you because they like you.”
Let me give credit where credit is due.
To that jackass and the other few.
Five foot one but on I grew.
“Sticks and stones may break your bones but words will never hurt you.”
Don’t worry, sit still dear, wait in queue.
If the scar tissue wasn’t evidence enough, those years were more than rough.
I was equipped with the ability to over love to compensate for a lack of self-love.
I gave them the excuses they needed, wise words I never heeded.
Now experience runs fruitful, it makes me all the more truthful.
Two guarantees of those surrounding me.
Everybody lies, everybody dies.
Often times it’s hard to decide, which version you wish they would rather reside.
Now an honesty that leaves no room for doubt.
From the rooftop I’d yell, “How do you like me now,” I’d shout.
Why do those people still sway the way I think, I feel.
But they gave me perspective so surreal.
So, now outside in, I’ve had the time to heal.
It gives me what they don’t have, I can choose who’s unapologetically real.

Two hours at Blenheim Palace

Better late, than never. I’m sorry, but my friend and my family kept me really busy. I’m sure I have nothing as great to tell as ‘Joan_0814’ on Twitter, but I still want to give you a quick rundown about my two hours at Blenheim Palace yesterday (July 19, 2017). [Please excuse the ‘far away’ pictures. The zoom in my phone is broken.]

Up until the moment when I entered the bus, it wasn’t sure if I would be able to visit the set. I was in Oxford for the day anyway – totally by chance – but it took almost a fight with my best friend for me to leave her in town and go out to Woodstock. But enough of my semi-dramatic life and on with the show:

I only managed to get to the palace at 4pm, so the majority of stuff was already done. The palace is impressive in itself, but entering the grounds and seeing the set’s base camp is just awesome.

Inside the palace courtyard, I was greeted by vans, tents and a film crew. They were not filming at the front entrance at that moment and not knowing my way around at all or where to look for them, I used the time to actually take a look at the grounds and the palace. I paid for the entrance after all, and if I wasn’t lucky enough to see any of the cast, at least I spent my time and money checking out the place where they play house. The gardens and grounds are super pretty and extensive and you can imagine Alex & Tom running around, not to be found again.

In between visiting the gardens and the palace, I went to the toilet somewhere down in the basement, where they reserved one room for the make-up team. Shooting on location is never romantic and always complicated, so the basement it is for them.

In the palace, I was held back for what felt like ages, because the place was pretty deserted and the employees all wanted to tell me stuff about it. After a while I was able to get away and left through the chapel.

The moment I stepped out, Tom was standing in front of me under the alcove that lead to the chapel - all alone, looking for something. He was dressed in his bodyguard uniform and boy, that guy is something else. Taller than I imagined, but I’m rather short, so what do I know?! What stunned me the most, where his facial features. I mean, we all know that he is handsome, but that jaw and his cheekbones were carved by Michelangelo himself – I’m sure of it! For whatever reason, I wanted to get out of his way quickly. He seemed very concentrated and determined to go somewhere – without knowing where that ‘somewhere’ was. So, I walked past him, when he decided to change directions and bumped into me. We both said nothing and went on our ways. I was totally stunned, sent out a tweet and watched him walk away. I usually don’t run after stars – I always feel really bad bothering them (or anyone for that matter) – but when I saw two girls following him, I felt less ‘stalkery’ and went after them. Tom went to the catering truck and met up with Sarah Armstrong who was getting something to drink. The two girls, who turned out to be Twitter’s Joan_0814 and her friend, asked Tom for a picture and Jo got one. Sarah was waiting next to us during it and Toby Sandeman arrived while the picture was taken. Tom and Sarah left to get back to set and the three of us went after them.

We had to wait for a bit down the side, because they were setting something up for a scene. Roughly 80 extras in casual, every day clothes were brought into the courtyard. They had to stand in a throng and just wait. In the end, they had to wait for an hour in the cold wind before their scene was canceled for that day.

While we had to wait, Max Brown was walking past us, done for the day.When we were allowed to cross again, we saw Mark Schwahn on the other side. Jo and her friend waited for him to have time for a picture, I kept my eye on the set.

After a few minutes, they set up for rehearsal. Alex, Tom, Sarah & Toby were in the scene. They rehearsed it once, Mark gave his instructions and then the actual waiting period began, while they set up the scene. I worked on set before, but nothing this upscale. I quickly realized that “High End” TV Drama is just a synonym for “everything takes AGES!!” I had a bus to catch, but wanted to stay for the first take at least. I did manage to and had to run afterwards, but it was still worth it. In the end, it was just me there, with the few visitors to the palace who couldn’t have cared less and went on to visit the gardens.

I don’t want to post what they were shooting here in case of spoilers (even if hardly anything there did would be considred a spoiler and it was a very short scene anyway). But if you want to know what happened, just drop me a message and I will let you know. The girls on Twitter and I were wondering when the scene would take place and today I did remember that I saw a slate, that said “Episode 3, Scene II”. But that could have been from the scene they shot before, so don’t quote me on this.

Finally, my thoughts about the cast - from what little I saw of them:

1. Tom (because he was the first one I saw, the one I saw the longest and because he is Tom): Like I said, he is really handsome (he gets better looking with each season / with age) but also very brooding and concentrated. Might have been preparation for the scene, might be his persona. In the picture Alex took with him in front of the door, he is smiling (of some sort) but that really was the only time he did do anything close to moving his features. But I’m sure it was a long and taxing day for him, so I can’t fault him. I never smile either, so at least I’m in good company.

2. Alex: I only saw her from far away, so nothing I can really say about her. They were all really concentrating on the scene, just like we want them to, so no jumping around or being playful. They had been at it for 10 hours at the point already, so again, we would all just want it to be over with as well.

3. Sarah: Pretty girl – they all are. She was talking to Tom or Toby the majority of the time and was patiently waiting for Tom when he took the picture.

4. Toby: He was the most active one. Joking around, having fun and didn’t seem bothered that they still had a long evening ahead of them.

5. Max: Only saw him for a moment, but he seemed really nice, really handsome and glad to be able to go home. I might not like Robert at all, but we need a villain in the show and its good that he is being played by someone who is actually a great guy to be around.

6. Mark: He seemed nice as well. Really took some time to take multiple pictures with Jo and her friend.

Okay, that is all I can think of right now. It might have not been the most exciting day on set, but I’m just so happy that I got to go there and see the cast once. Never thought that it would actually happen during my time here in England.

But now I’m super pumped and once I’m rested enough tomorrow morning, I will get back to my Jasper fanfiction that I promised last week. Things got in the way, scene were added in my mind, but I will push it out quickly.

anonymous asked:

idk if this has been said already but like. akutagawa doesnt like baths bc he doesnt have his clothes w him so no weapon. BUT WHAT IF SOMEONE GAVE HIM A CUTE HAIR RIBBON. RIBBONSHOMON. AND NOW HE CAN BATHE WHILE STILL FEELING SAFEISH? this was an excuse for akutagawa to have a cute hair ribbon im sorry


especially when you’re fans of villains, cherry-picking canon is almost required to create a character that isn’t awful. grant morrison is a notoriously shitty writer who does shitty things for shock value. ignoring what he wrote into canon? sure. but jervis tetch has a history, not linked to morrison, of uncomfortable intentions and proximity towards children, and mind control raises consent issues. i fully support batman drop kicking his tiny hat-wearing ass into the sun.


!!! I realized I never posted this here ;;o;;
These were taken back in March (when I was in Manila) :D
I was like – who wants to hang out at the mall or something lol
Then these super nice MM fans dropped by and gave me all these prints and gifts and food and kjahkjsa i was so surprised hhuhu so precious ;;o;; LOOK AT IT EVERYTHING IS SO GORGEOUS ((im so lame i only doodled a crack 707 in their notebook kjdshfs))

I brought all the prints and stuff with me here to NY and I’m gonna take proper photos when I’m done with my room (along with other MM stuff a few people have sent me as well! You know who you are heehe) :D Thank you so much hhh

She’s white, medium size, and has brown circles around her eyes.

my nayme is Deen
in al the lande
no grayter dood
than bruthr Sam
and wen he falls
but is not ded

i hold his face
i lik his hed

[ oops there’s a sam version | + more