not so great but my other ones were too big

I met Ray Toro from My Chemical Romance a few weeks ago. He was legit one of the nicest people I’ve ever met in my life.

He didn’t act like a “celebrity” at all. Yeah, he was meeting a fan (and others too), he was giving out autographs and taking pictures, but he was still humble and all around great with us. There were only a few of us there meeting him and the others were all around 12 or 13 (I’m 17 currently), and he was so nice and patient with all of us.

He seemed kind of amused watching us all flip out over meeting him, but he didn’t act like he was some big celebrity. He was just chill.

TL;DR : Ray Toro is officially the best. Carry on.


Hi friends!!

I had a great weekend in Michigan with scott! Hope you all had good ones too!

Since I had my first summer Friday (I work 9 hour days and get every other Friday off in the summer) scott had the great idea of going to cedar point! We hadn’t been in years so we were really excited!!

It was a great day together! The weather was hot, but not unbearable. And the park was surprisingly empty (making the fast passes we bought not worth it haha but oh well!). We also realized that we are indeed getting older because some of this big coasters made us not feel the best haha. But we had a great all day date together and I’m glad we went :)

On Saturday we headed out for a bike ride, but it didn’t go the best. It was super hot that day and scott was just not feeling the greatest. We were hoping to have gone further, but I’m still happy with 30 miles :)

That evening we got dinner with Scott’s family for Father’s Day, which was nice! My parents were out of town this weekend, so I wasn’t able to see my dad. But I’ll be back in a couple weeks for the 4th! Happy Father’s Day to all of the dads out there :)

Sunday scott and I were pretty lazy. We had a busy weekend so we used Sunday to recharge! It was a great weekend with my love though! I love weekends when we get a lot of alone time after not seeing each other for a while :)

Last week ended up being a down week in terms of exercise for me, not really on purpose though. I didn’t run at all!! This week I plan to kick it back in gear. The temps are supposed to relax a bit so it should be good :)

Happy Monday!!


OKay so I’ve been meaning to do this for a while now because seeing The Front Bottoms was probably one of the highlights of my life and i need to get this night down because im so scared parts of the night will slowly start to go from my memory and im sentimental lmao((I’m also failing english so you’re getting this as a just a list of things that made this night great sorrynotsorry))

  • okay for starters i looked hella good this day, had a sparkly top on, my hair in sick space buns and i just felt so confident with this new look it was so great
  • I’d been looking forwards to this gig for ages and i’ve wantted to see tfb for so so long 
  • it was a day after my mocks finished so it was such a relief and almost a celebration
  • It was at my favourite venue (kentish town O2 forum) and we ate cookies in the queue 
  • we met the nicest girl in the crowd and we spoke to her until the support act came on
  • we then met these other guys who were really nice too and quite jokes although they didnt actually like tfb and were just there for the support at Gnarwolves so we were with them/bumping into them every now again in the crowd during gnarwolves and then they left to go get high
  • I cant remember if we then met these other girls before gnarwolves too or before tfb, hence why im writing this all down because these are my fav memories and i dont wanna forget!! but anyway we got talking to these lovely girls(basically this was one of the friendliest crowds at a gig i have ever been to which is a big reason why this night was so great tbh) and they told me they’d been judging everyone and decided I had the best space buns which actually made me feel so so good about myself….FIve minutes later though and the music starts, someone crowd surfs over me and kicks my space buns out:// i guess it was too good to be true, typical eh?
  • Honestly i can remember the first support act, they were called Apologies, i have none but i cant actually remember their set. I guess no memories means it cant have been that bad tho??
  • Gnarwolves though were so sick, the crowd was so so mad and they put on a hell of a set. I’d listened to them before and knew who they were but only after i’d seen them live did i realise just how good these guys were and i would definitely see them again if i get the chance 
  • Every single second the front bottoms were on stage i had the biggest smile on my face, they were so so amazing and i actually love them and their music so much. Like not even just fangirling i have so much respect for this band and still dont understand why those guys we met didn’t stick around to see tfb
  • If i were to say the crowd was dead I’d be telling the biggest lie. For some reason I live for the feeling of near death, struggling to hold yourself up, having a lack of breath, being severely dehydrated and overheating, either being pressed up closer to someone than even thought possible or being in the pit throwing yours into and onto people left, right and centre in time to the music. Not to mention the surprise of suddenly having someone’s body part flung over you’re head from behind you and being expected to hold this person up when you can barely hold yourself up. To any non gig goer you wont understand and when i start to think about it i dont really either but theres something about being in these crowds which makes me feel happier than anywhere else in the world.
  • Having said that, and meaning it, during the encore some people had already started to leave and i wasnt bothered about being right at the front so for the last couple of songs i got myself a little space and danced and sung my heart out knowing full well i probably looked like the biggest twat going but i honestly didnt care in the slightest.
  • ‘WITH TEARS IN MY EYES I BEGGED YOU TO STAY YOU SAID HEY MAN I LOVE YOU BUT NO FUCKING WAY’ Putting every last emotion and breath into sing/screaming this made me so unbelievably happy and one point me and this guy sung the hey man i love you part to each other and god singing to strangers in the crowd is probably on of the best feelings i cant explain it. 

Okay so these next bits werent actually at the gig but it was still that night so im counting it.

  • So me and my mate got on the tube absolutely buzzing and chatting away about the gig and this guy opposite us obviously realised we’d been to the same gig as him and he was listening to his music so he started humming and singing along and as it was the front bottoms we joined in singing and so he took his headphones out to play the music out loud and it was just quite jokes. also he was really drunk and basically invited us out with him but we had to get the train home
  • then on the way to the train station we stopped at a shop and got some grapes and water but let me tell you grapes are the best after gig snack like its soo refreshing.
  • we then got on the train home and oh my god this is my favourite train ride and favourite story to tell ever, basically me and my friend sat on one table of four and there was another one next to it with this drunk guy(Nick from Sevenoaks with a brussel sprouts christmas jumper) on and we were just happily sat with our grapes and cookies on the table still buzzing and this group of drunk people in their late 20′s probably came and sat on both tables(there was like 8 of them) and they were the funniest people and at first we were just kind of listening in to thier conversations and like laughing to ourselves but then one of the guys was like ‘omg do you guys have food!?’ so we were like yeah and passed over our grapes and cookies to them(bc sharing is caring) and that kind of made them start talking to us and it was so eventful like being the sober one you realise how much shit drunk people chat it’s so so funny and anyway we were talking to them for quite a while as i think we were all on the train together for like a good hour and somehow we got on to the subject of relationships and one of the girls asked Nick the one who was originally on the train if he had a girlfriend and he was like no so then they asked me and i said no to so they got the bright idea to set us up and they all were so excited and were like come on molly swap seats swap seats so i’d be opposite him and i was just there like nahhh and i kid you not they like dragged me up and made me move seats and then they put the grapes and cookies(which they’d pretty much ate all of) on the table in between us to make it ‘date like’ and then one of the guys went all speed dating mode and starting asking us both questions about us so we’d get to know each other and this may sound weird but trust me it was the funniest thing ever to happen. We also got them listening to tfb and we were all sat on the train listening to them so yeah that was a pretty fun train ride

So yeah that was the night I saw the front bottoms and even though it was the whole night that made this i cannot wait for the front bottoms to tour again and if you havent already….LISTEN TO THE FRONT BOTTOMS !!

If you want to do big pulls tanks, please use your cooldowns

I’ve been working toward the Goddes of Magic title and ast & whm are my last 2 classes I need. I decided in all my wisdom, if I level them both at the same time I’ll get my title much faster, so that’s what I’m doing. It was a mistake, dungeons feel longer because I focus one up a level the switch and focus the other. So yeah, feels like an eternity on each dungeon. Would not recommend.

I only had 2 tanks ask me if big pulls were okay, which was great, they actively communicated instead of assuming I could do it. However that was back when my ast and whm were level 63, now at 68 and doing Doma Castle, tanks just gung-ho it. Headlong rush for big pulls which, for the most part, I can do. I may not want too, but I can. What I can’t do, is a big pull when the tank isn’t geared up enough, uses no cooldowns what so ever the ENTIRE dungeon AND STANDS IN EVERY. SINGLE. AOE. POSSIBLE. Which is exactly the experience I had just had.

I always have the tank focus targeted, unless we get to a boss then I focus target the boss but I still have my main focus on the tank. So I KNOW with 100% certainty that the tank used zero cooldowns.

They go for the first big pull and I usually can pop a regen and cure a couple times before using thin air and presence of mind to holy quickly, not this time. The tank’s (a paladin) health kept dropping so fast I had no time to do that I had to use presence of mind to try and keep them up and they still died. They asked what happened and even though I tried everything I could to keep them alive, I said that I didn’t know, maybe I had lag. I took the fall for something that wasn’t my fault. I didn’t know that until the tank got to the second big trash pull.

The pld used flash, but it only got 1 of the guys I could see clearly it only got 1 of the mobs (one was red, the other were yellow) and I know from running these dungeons and had enough plds complaining that flash has a little delay. But anyway the pld was running up the ramp to the other group in front of the first boss and says “Regen!” their health dangerously low already. I knew that using cure of regen would immediately aggro the 2 guys flash didn’t reach but I did it anyway right as the tank pulled the other mobs and I aggro’d the 2 I knew I was going to aggro and 2 of the other mobs that the plds other flash didn’t get and I died. Of course.

The tank goes “No big pulls D:”

I said “Flash didn’t reach 2 of the mobs.”

“Yeah it did, I saw it reach them.” Bullshit.

I didn’t say anything after that, though my inner salty healer wanted to say, “Then why the fuck did I immediately get aggro on them with I healed you?! Huh?!” We get back to the mobs and the tank doesn’t do a big pull this time, which after watching them closely, and how fast their health fell all of the time, was when I realized they weren’t using any cooldowns. At this point, I’m grateful they said no big pulls, it would have been more of the same. Wipe after wipe. OH and not to mention the tank was constantly fighting the mch for aggro too.

The rest of the dungeon is much of the same, no cooldowns, health falling dangerously low where I resorted to benediction where I normally don’t and standing in every single aoe, not even bothering to dodge or to move a teeny tiny bit to the left to get inside asylum and fighting the mch for aggro. And finally get to last boss, tanks pulls while the blm is viewing the cutscene, thankfully they got in in time. More of the tank not moving out of aoes and almost dying and me rescuing the mch to get to safety then finally over.

I get my loot then leave, no comms. Now, I don’t need comms to feel good or to feel like I did a good job and usually brush it off like yeah whatever. I main rdm and smn, I’m kinda used to not getting comms. But it was purely the thought of the dps giving their comms to the bad bad tank that literally made me cry. Silly I know, heck they could’ve not given it to anyone, or to each other for all I know, but the thought just got to me.

Please for the love of god tanks, if you want do to big pulls, USE YOUR FUCKING COOLDOWNS.

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anonymous asked:

Hihi! I was wondering if you have a favourite Ravus pairing(s)/OTP(s)?

Ravus x Happiness.
Ravus x Everyone.
Ravus x The Thing.

Haha, okay, okay. I’ll be more serious now. Though the second one’s probably the most accurate out of them all. Like, I’m usually the kind of person who ships everything and everything, right? But literally with Ravus, I can ship him with anyone and everyone, and I’d be pretty okay with it.

Like, I started off as an Ardyn/Ravus shipper (because let’s be real, that was begging to be shipped the moment they appeared on screen together), so they have a special place in my heart, but hm…
Why don’t I just tell you about some of the many pairs I like for Ravus? Yeah… Why not?

Originally posted by giphygiff

Ardyn Izunia x Ravus Nox Fleuret – As I said before, I started shipping these two right off the bad. The first instinct of ‘TWO HOT MEN BEING HOT AND SEXY TOGETHER’ plus the fact that you could totally tell that they had an interesting chemistry that was both mysterious and kinda intriguing. So I was all ‘Yes. I approve of this ship!’ And then what do you know? Verse 2 came out and I was all ‘THIS SHIP IS ALOT MORE PROBLEMATIC THAN I THOUGHT.’ But then I sort of shrugged and ended up shipping it even more. 

Because, like, the fact that it is problematic was really interesting to me? Ardyn probably got the chance to see Ravus fight his way to the top of the Niflheim ranks, probably was there was Ravus healed and adapted to his MT arm, probably knew Ravus was going to betray the empire and kept him out of trouble (and his way) so Ravus could do it. There’s just alot of behind the scenes stuff you can speculate, and I think it just adds more to what you can imagine with this ship. The comedy, the angst, the comfort, the pain, all of it together, I imagine. And I really do enjoy the thoughts of them and the things you can imagine with them!

Ravus Nox Fleuret x Noctis Lucis Caelum – With this ship, I didn’t really think too much of it until someone had asked me to write Night over here. After writing it, I began to come to a revelation that ‘Wow, I really liked this ship!’ It was the whole bonding through coping type relationship that really struck at my heartstrings. And it struck a chord with me even more so when I was asked to write Night Terrors, as if Ravus was coping with the aftermath of Luna’s death and of Ardyn’s manipulation. It was a really angsty ship, and I really enjoy writing them like such.

But also, they have alot of comedic aspects with them too, with the whole ‘You’re a little shit/you’re an asshole’ banter between the two. I live for that kind of banter, and these two just make it so fun to write. Like, even if Ravus is a butthead, he still respects Noctis to an extent. Even more so when Verse 2 was released. Calling him by not only his first name (for fucking once!) but also calling him ‘my king?’ Yes. Yes, please. I hope that I can write more of these two in the future!

Gladiolus Amicitia x Ravus Nox Fleuret – These two were purposed to be though, not a prompt, but a headcanon written by @thekindmagic about the dynamic between Gladio and Ravus and how they would make a great ship. And needless to say, my thoughts were immediately swayed. Like, they have so much in common with one another: both brothers, both protectors, both with an awful temper. They’re practically made for each other and act as foil characters despite them also being radically different. They’re got a unique chemistry that I’m a super sucker for, and I adore them.

But at the same time, consider this too: the rivalmance. Yes, I am a big fan of the ‘rivalmancy’ trope, and I really dig it when the both really hate each other, but for some reason find a way to click. You see it reoccur throughout some of my works whenever they interact with one another, but the fact that these two are competitive rivals, but also have the potential of probably having a really good ship together… Ah, it brightens my world~ I’d wish to explore more writings with them too, that’s for sure.

Ravus Nox Fleuret x Prompto Argentum – At this rate, I may as well say I ship Ravus with all of the chocobros (though I still gotta ponder more on Ravus/Ignis). But out of the quartet of pretty boys, Prompto and Ravus is  a favorite of mine. Because, like, they’re so cute? The idea of the grumpy cat and the cutie puppy developing a relationship together is super precious. Like, when Prompto smiles, how could you resist smiling as well?? It’s inhuman if you do! Like, I can see Ravus admiring Prompto’s optimism and willingness to keep pushing forward, and I can see Prompto really looking up to Ravus (literally too) as a protector and a hero he wants to one day become. They’d have actually a really pleasant relationship, I think.

Not to mention too that there’s potential for angst. Just imagine it: Prompto being the light of Ravus’s life after he thought hope and happiness were memories away. And then Prompto shows him that maybe there was something better than just always being angry. Both can bond over the fact that they are products of MT experimentation, both sharing their pain, their experiences of loneliness. And imagine too: Ravus turning into that daemon monstrosity and Prompto being there at Ravus’s side as he fades away. Because nobody should have to be alone ever again – Prompto knew that the best out of everyone. slkerkls Happiness, angst, drama, oh my! Give me it all with this Ray of Sunshine ship!

Other ships include…
- Ravus x Aranea
- Ravus x Loqi
- I think at one point, I thought about Cor x Ravus
- Sephiroth x Ravus came to attention at one point too
- I planned on editing an MEP part with Genesis x Ravus x Caius before too

slkjrjksls I really like Ravus. And I really like shipping Ravus with other people too~ C: All of the ships! Tell me about all of them!

Just Friends Part 2

The much anticipated second part of the imagine! I hope it’s just as good as the first :o


“I’m on my way,” Andy informed me excitedly. He was coming to pick me up for Ashley’s party tonight and I have to admit, I was rather excited myself. I had been thinking about my night with Austin a lot and it was going to be nice to be able to let go of all that stress. I checked over my outfit and make up one last time, making sure everything gave off the right amount of sexy. 

“Let’s do this,” I whispered to myself. My phone buzzed and I checked it to find another txt from Austin. I hadn’t answered any of his calls or anything since I left the morning after. I knew that was horrible of me, but I honestly had no idea what to do.

“Y/N, I’m here!” I heard Andy call. He must have let himself in. I walked into my living room/entryway to find him standing there looking incredibly amazing in his leather jacket and black skinny jeans. “Damn, you look great,” he complimented, giving me a hug and quick peck on the cheek, our usual greeting. “Ready to go?”

“Yeah, let’s go!” He draped his arm around my waist and escorted me to his car. We made pleasant small talk on the ride to Ash’s. It was really nice. Andy made me laugh and smile and forget about everything going on with Austin right now. 

“Alright, you ready to head in?” he asked when we pulled into the drive. 

“Just uh…give me a minute,” I told him, taking a deep breath.

“Y/N, are you okay? You aren’t having a-”

“No, it isn’t that,” I assured him. Andy knew probably better than anybody that I suffered from panic attacks. He was amazing with me whenever they hit so I always grateful when he was around to help. “It’s just…” I paused, not knowing how to put it into words without giving everything away. “Andy, I want to get completely wasted tonight.” He laughed low in his throat and raised an eyebrow. 

“That is fine with me and you know it!" 

"Awesome,” I replied with a smile and a sigh. We got out of the car and headed in, Andy’s arm comfortably around me. 

“Heeeeeey!” Ashley yelled when he spotted us, raising his cup. “Y/N! Babe! It’s so good to see you again!” He gave me a hug which I returned and did the same with Andy. “So glad you guys came. Man, you may have the hottest date here, damn,” he teased, nudging Andy’s arm and winking at me, causing me to blush.

“Hell yeah I do,” Andy told him, looking down at me with a grin. “Come on, lets get some drinks.” Andy and I headed for the booze, grabbing what he liked and walking around talking to different people. We ran into the rest of Andy’s band members and talked happily with them throughout the night. Andy definitely took my request to get smashed seriously. He always made sure I had a drink in my hand. I was seriously feeling good in no time.

“We,” I said, poking him in the chest. “Are going to go out there and show these motherfuckers how it is done.” Andy laughed and finished his drink, allowing me to pull him out to the middle of the dance floor. I kept my hand in his as I began to move my body to the music, pulling him into me. 

“Come here,” he growled in my ear, spinning me to face him as his hands snaked around my waist. My arms laid around his neck, our smiling faces only inches from each other. “You are so fucking sexy.” I bit my lip, looking up into Andy’s gorgeous blue eyes. He smiled down at me and spun me around again, then pulled my body against his.

“I think I like this,” I said, grinding on him. He moved his hips with mine, his hands making sure I didn’t get away. I wasn’t thinking about Austin one bit and it was amazing. “You know, I need another drink.”

“Hm, so do I. Come on,” Andy grabbed my hand and we went back into the kitchen to grab more alcohol. We ended up staying in there to get away from some of the noise, finished most of our drinks. 

“I have a little problem,” I half-slurred. 

“Anything I can help with?” he asked, cocking an eyebrow and giving me a half smile. 

“Well, I really want to kiss you right now, and-” I was cut off by Andy’s lips on mine. It was hungry and passionate and hot. It was more than just kissing, we were making out hardcore and I loved it. His tongue completely dominated my mouth as my fingers ran through his black hair. Andy backed me into the counter and we continued to feel each other’s bodies.

“I have a little problem. Think you can help me now that I’ve helped you with yours?” Andy whispered gruffly in between kissing and biting my neck. I hummed in response. “Well, I’m really turned on right now…” I bit my lip happily.

“I think I can help with that,” I told him seductively. Well, as seductively as one can manage when they’re black-out drunk. I snaked my hand to the top of his jeans, undoing the button and reaching down to palm him through his underwear. Andy moaned and I let out a giggle. Oh, I could definitely help with this problem.

~The next morning~

“Shit,” I mumbled as I opened my eyes. My head was pounding. I felt movement next to me and turned to find Andy starting to wake up. We were on a little couch in a room in Ashley’s house. All of our clothes were still on. We didn’t end up going all the way, which was probably a good thing since we were both super drunk. 

“Morning sunshine,” Andy said, his sleepy voice extremely sexy. I groaned in response. “Rough night, huh?" 

"Why did I tell you I wanted to get wasted last night?” I really regretted that now.

“Don’t ask me, I just did what was asked,” he chuckled. We sat up and stretched out. We stood up and walked around many other sleeping forms on the ground. “Why don’t we grab a late breakfast?”

“That sounds good,” I told him. We left and stopped in at one of our favorite little cafes. Coffee and a small amount of delicious food did us both some good. 

“We should hang out and have a movie day, get over our hangovers together,” Andy offered. 

“I’d like that.” So, we went back to his place and hung out. Andy gave me some of his clothes to wear instead of my party ones. They were big, but I didn’t mind. We had a great time being with each other just hanging out. We binge watched American Horror Story and managed to kill the entire day. And evening. When I finally looked at the clock, it was pretty late. I was laying down across the couch, my head on Andy’s chest.

“I’m really glad you came with me yesterday,” Andy said softly out of nowhere. I turned to look up at him. 

“Me too. I had a great time,” I replied, giving him a smile. 

“So did I.” He gave me a wink and we laughed, my cheeks going red. “Awww, don’t blush! Come on.” I sighed happily still looking up at Andy. He brought a hand to play with my hair. Something changed in the air and we both felt it. Andy stopped and his expression changed, becoming more soft and serious. He leaned down toward me, paused to look in my eyes for confirmation, and then closed the gap between us. It wasn’t a kiss like last night. This one was sweet and soft and passionate in a whole other way. 

After staying that way for several minutes, I broke the kiss and sat up, straddling Andy’s hips. I returned my lips to his, my arms wrapping around his neck as his hands gripped my hips. We deepened the kiss, our breathing becoming more labored. I could feel myself, and Andy, getting turned on. He must have realized this, too, because he stood up, holding me against him, and walked us back to his room. 

“Are we continuing from last night?” Andy joked as we laid back on his bed. I shook my head, keeping him close.

“No. I’m going to remember this in the morning and its going to be a hundred times better,” I whispered, looking him straight in the eyes. Andy smiled, making my heart flutter, and began to kiss my neck. He knew exactly where my sweet spots were (this wasn’t exactly our first time doing this). I let out a gasp as Andy nibbled my collarbone, throwing my shirt aside. I quickly removed his as well, running my hands over his chest. 

“You are so beautiful,” he whispered in my ear. Andy skillfully removed my bra and gave my chest attention, making me moan in pleasure. One of his hands slipped under my panties, teasing me. I dug my nails into his shoulders. Andy removed his hand and pulled off his own underwear, teasing me more before finally throwing mine off as well. 

“Andy…” I moaned softly as he entered and began to thrust slowly. “Oh, god.” He bit my lip playfully and I was going crazy. He picked up the pace as I wrapped my legs around his body, allowing him to go even deeper.

“Fuck, you feel amazing, Y/N,” he groaned. Andy’s hands found mine, lacing our fingers together and pinning them above my head. He gently kissed my exposed neck. “You’re so absolutely beautiful,” he whispered in my ear again, sending shivers down my spine.

“Andy, god, I’m close,” I let out, feeling the knot in my stomach build up as he got faster and faster. 

“Let it go,” he told me. And so I did, my body shaking as waves and waves of pleasure overtook me. Andy followed right after and we rode it out together. Andy pulled out and laid beside me, pulling my body to his and kissing my forehead. “You’re amazing,” he told me. 

“You are,” I said back, meaning it completely. Andy was amazing, every part of him, of us, of our friendship. He fell asleep soon after as we talked softly and I studied his sleeping form. He looked so peaceful, so happy. My stomach twisted with guilt. 

How could I do this to the two most wonderful men in my life?


Ok, so here we go! My bullet journal spread for @studyign’s #bujo battles !

For my bullet journal I’m using big grid moleskine. I like grid one the most, I tested other options but I found that it’s easiest for me to use grid. 1. The first page. I’m planning to edit it soon, I think it’s too boring
2. Page with code I use in the journal. It actually changed a bit since I started the journal and some of them are not used anymore, for example the prioritizing letters, which were a great idea but just didn’t work.
3. Page full of motivation containing my favourite quotes. Because I’m a big procrastinator :|
4. Yearly spread decorated with washi tape. I don’t really mark here anything but I like that page. It’s only for crossing out the days passing, although I marked November 3rd, because that’s when I’m going to twenty one pilots concert which is my reason to live these days ;)
5. This is a photo of my May monthly spread. I marked all test here. It looks really nice but actually wasn’t really good for me. I didn’t manage to update it on time and some of the things were written down after they happened.
6. This is a very special page to me. I mean, the habit tracker is pretty basic thing, almost everyone does it (btw it didn’t work for me…) but the second thing is 100% my invention. I have some mental disorder and it’s important to me to note how I feel during a longer period of time so I can check if I’m making any progress.
7. These are my first pages of bullet journal. I went with really colourful and fancy layout but I didn’t really managed to go on with that when finals started. As you can see, I added the “+” and “(◕‿◕)” things for special plans. It worked pretty well, although I decided to change the layout into something much easier. You can see it on picture 9.
8. This is the start of June, with smaller calendar, just to mark the days, without writing the thing that’s on this day. It’s not my original idea, I saw it on someone’s else blog, but hey, the whole studyblr community is to inspire, right? I also added some sea accents, as it’s the first thing that comes to my mind when I think of summer.
9. and 10. This is how my layout looks now. This is actually the end of May. I drew a lot then in my journal, and on the last picture you can see June, which is so far much more minimalistic. This easier layout works much better for me, and although I really love the previous one, it also suits more my aesthetic. ^ω^ I kept the colour scheme tho, just to give it some more life. Also the “+” and emoji thing is now replaced with small sticky notes which also looks better with that layout.

That’s basically all I had to say! Hope you like it! ~Ven’s out

What's Done in the Dark - Ch. 1, The Diary

So, here’s that bad boy kainora au based of off this post I made on the OfficialKainora blog. There are several subsequent posts based in the same au, but that was the main/first one about it.

I’m going to post the first chapter on tumblr and then I might just reblog future chapters from

Rating: Rated T as it stand right now. Liable to change in future chapters.

Summary: Seventeen year old Jinora Gyatso is a straight A honor student, daughter of Professor Tenzin Gyatso, supposedly all around good girl… and in a tight-lipped secret relationship with Kai Fong, Republic City High’s resident bad boy and delinquent. After they’re exposed, they now have to deal with the consequences and judgments of their year-long secret.

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One should always beware of keeping secrets because surely what’s done in the dark will always come to the light.

“Jinora? Jinora, we’re home!”

Jinora’s eyes snapped open. No way. No. That could not be her family already. They weren’t supposed to be home until tonight.

She had to be dreaming. Oh Raava, this had to be a dream because her parents could not catch her boyfriend sleeping in her room. It wasn’t the fact that he was in her room that was now raising a panic inside her. That could actually be dealt with in some difficult fashion. The problem was it could only be dealt with if somebody actually knew about him. As far as her family was concerned, Jinora didn’t have a boyfriend let alone one who was fast asleep on her bed. Picking her head off of Kai’s chest, she listened in just to see if her mind was playing some sick joke on her, but there was no doubt about the distinct voices coming from downstairs.

Why were they home so early? Did they even call? Out of the corner of her eye, she could see her cell phone light blinking. Snatching it off the nightstand, she looked at it. There were several missed calls from her parents and one text message from Ikki: Mom and Dad just picked us up. We’ll be home in 20 minutes.

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Your First Time.

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Today was the first time you were meeting Luke’s parents, and you were the most nervous you’ve ever been in a long time. You really wanted his parents to approve of you and like you. 

You went through your closet looking for an outfit that would say “She’s classy and smart” You fell upon a pink dress that you wore once to an outing with your family. You took it off it’s hook to look at yourself in the mirror next to your desk, putting it against your body eyeing it trying to imagine it already on yourself, “This is the outfit i need” you said to yourself, cute little black heels and you were ready to go.

You looked at your phone to see Luke had messaged you asking when you’d be on your way. You answered him with a “in 10 minutes.” You were now parked in front of his house, taking a few more nervous “breathe in and out” breaths, to hear a knock on your car window, you looked up to see Luke smiling and giggling at you for being so nervous about all of this. “Hey, so are you gonna stay in the car all day or come out and meet my parents?” He said with a smirk. You opened your car door as he held his hand out to yours, “It’ll be fine, trust me. My mom loves everyone and may i add how beautiful you look?” You felt your cheeks go red. You and Luke have been together for 6 months now and you felt it was stupid that you were meeting his parents only NOW, you wished it was sooner, but his parents seemed to understand what was going on and respected the long wait in meeting you.

You were both standing on his front porch, he grabbed your face with his hands and kissed your forehead and your checks that still felt red from blushing. “My parents will love you” he said, as he now placed a warm kiss on your lips. When the kiss ended, he opened his door and let you in first like a gentlemen he always was, you both walked in the living room hand in hand, “Mom, dad this is (y/n)” You smiled and did a little wave. “Hi Mr and Mrs Hemmings, it’s such an honor to finally meet you both” His mom got out of the chair she was sitting in and approached you both. “You can just call me Liz, it’s a pleasure to meet you, i heard lots about you.” You looked over to Luke who was now blushing. “And you can call me Andrew” His father said as he was getting up to shake your hand and leaned in for a hug. “Were known as big huggers” Liz said with a little laugh, as Luke stood there still. “Well, how about we go in the kitchen and have some dinner, shall we?” Liz said to break the tension as she saw Luke blushing more and i guess she could tell he was feeling a little embarrassed. 

You were sitting next to Luke as his parents were across from you both. “This is my mom’s famous spaghetti i was telling you about” Luke said with a smile, he looked over to his mom to see what she’d answer. “Famous? You’re such a liar” Liz said laughing. “I use to make this all the time, Luke use to get so fed up of having it, due to how often i would make it” She added. “This spaghetti is the best I’ve ever had” You added. You now saw Liz smiling and blushing to your comment “Awn, you’re a sweetheart” She said with a cheerful voice.

The dinner conversation didn’t feel as awkward as you thought it would be, talking to his parents felt more natural then talking to teenagers your age, and you felt so welcomed here. His mom loved compliments as much as she loved giving them, she made you feel special and welcomed. The dinner went by and so did the conversations. Luke laid his hand on your thigh. “So, i think we’ll go watch some TV in my room, if (y/n) wants to” Luke said, Liz and Andrew looked over to you waiting to hear your response, “Sure, that sounds like a great way to end the night” you said. Andrew got up to pick up all the plates to put them in the sink, “You two don’t cause any trouble watching your TV shows now” You giggled and commented with a “We wont”

Luke took your hand in his as he lead you upstairs to his room. He took the remote from his desk and jumped over to his bed, as he patted the side next to him, “Come lay next to me” You went over to the other side and laid next to him, he put his arm around your waist and turned on the TV. How I Met Your Mother was playing. You were both now laying there for an hour and you felt your body and eyes falling asleep on you.

You felt Luke kiss your head, as his free hand pulled your face to his to kiss your lips, your little kisses were now into a passionate make out. You felt his hand close to the back zipper of your dress, his hand debating if it was a good idea to unzip it or not, you unbuttoned his shirt to give him a sign that it was ok. You now felt him unzipping your dress, you moved just enough for it to fall off your body leaving you in your under clothes. You two went back to your make out session, as you felt a little cold and you could tell he felt how cold you were.

“Here, lets go under the covers, i don’t want you to be cold” Luke said, you both got up to go back on the bed with the covers now both over you two. Before your lips were attached to each other again, you both looked into each others eyes. “Are you sure you’re ready to do this?” Luke asked, you kissed his forehead as you went to kiss his lips and now down to his collar bones to answer him with a “yes”


You were now sliding your dress back on, as Luke helped zip it up. Once the zipper was all the way up, he kissed your shoulder “I’m so happy i met you” You both sat on his bed to remember what you two just did moments ago and it made you feel that this was exactly how you wanted your first time to be, let alone how perfect the person you had your first time with was. You both sat back up to finish a 3rd episode of How I Met Your Mother in season 6, laughing at the jokes that were said in the show. You heard a little knock on Luke’s door, to see Liz pop her head in, “Hey loves, i just wanted to say good night.” You both looked over to her, to wish her a goodnight as she closed the door quietly. 

You sat there starring at the TV forgetting where you even were, to just realize his parents were still here in the house. You now felt a little paranoid that they might of heard what happened in his room, but you didn’t want to say anything to Luke about it, you two were both very silent and you thought it would be the best way to end the night. You laid your head on his chest, to feel your body fall asleep. 

The next morning came around and the sun was shining through Luke’s blue curtains that lead you both to waking up around the same time. “Are you hungry? I think my mom might be making some pancakes” You both got up, you were wearing one of his baggy sweaters along with your own shorts you brought along.

You both sat down at the table to see that Luke was right, his mom was making some pancakes. They were delicious, It felt like everything his mom made was always tasteful. You knew that is was close to the time of you having to head home, but you didn’t want to leave.

You were now getting your bag and car keys to head back home, but before you left, you gave a big hug to his mom and dad as they said their goodbyes. “It was so lovely to meet you, come back anytime you want, it was a pleasure to have you here.” Liz said “You’re a sweetheart and you keep my son smiling, come back soon” Andrew added. You smiled to them with a big “Thank you so much, it was great to meet you both” They gave you one last hug before they left you alone with Luke to say you’re goodbyes to him. “I love you” Luke said. You were both now hugging, “I love you too” you finally said. You felt like you could stay this way forever. You two gave each other one last kiss before you headed home. “Text me when you get home” Luke yelled out to you.

You were now home and as soon as you got into your bedroom you took your phone out of your bag to text Luke to tell him you were home, as he replied with a picture of him and his mom with the caption “Our first time was not heard, oh and my mom says hi” You couldn’t help but giggle at the memory of last night, you two were more than just a couple, you two were in love.

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Author: Not moose

Character: Sam Winchester

Reader name: Katie

Warnings: Mention of suicide and blood. Fluff

Dark. That’s all I see. No faint light at the end of a hall or a crack in the ceiling letting me know that the outside world still exists. There is just nothing. I hear voices at the end of a hall, or are they in the next room, I really can’t tell. I strain to hear their hushed conversation.

“Can we just eat her already? I can hear the blood rushing through her veins and it’s driving me nuts!” A woman says with clear agitation flowing through her words.

“No we can’t. You know he won’t like it. He say’s she is special and that she is all his.” A man with a gruff voice replies. If you were not kidnapped right now that would be a turn on.

“We can however eat her little friend.” The gruff voice says cackling. I knew instantly who they were talking about, my best friend Olivia. His words made me struggle even harder against the ropes binding my hands to a post. This action only allowed the ruff material to dig into my skin further. Damn it! Next thing I remember is Olivia screaming, a  lot of blood and then nothing except for spine chilling words echoing through my mind.

“I want you next dear.”

I awake from my awful dream so fast that I fall on the floor of the motel with a loud thump. Sweat is dripping down my face and I can hardly breath. I quickly glance around the room and reassure myself that it was a nightmare. I haven’t been in that dreadful place for three years. You are safe. You are safe. You aresafe. I whisper those three words over and over again, slowly regaining my strength. It seems silly that three simple words can calm me down so much, but they take me to my happy place. They were the only thing that drew me from the dark. When I was rescued from the vampires I was dead inside. I had just lost the most important person in my life and thought I would never see the daylight again. Those words saved me. Sam, the man who pulled me out of the dark, said the words to me as he pulled me off the cold hard ground. He said them to me over and over again as I laid in the back of the impala, stroking my hair. He said them to me as a whisper when I woke up from a nightmare very similar to this one. The words saved me. Sam saved me, and for that I owe him everything.

I still keep in touch with Sam and his brother. Three years later and I have become pretty kick ass if I do say so myself. I never wanted to feel that alone and helpless again, so I took some lessons and learned how to shoot a gun. I also brushed up on research and now know quite a lot about the ‘supposed to be mythical but are actually very real’ creatures. If I was ever in a situation like that again I would know what to do. With my mad skills and great research tactics I help the boys out every now and then. I sometimes even inform them of cases I have found. I’m pretty sure that is why they asked me to help them on a case that popped up in my town, to help with research. Lord knows Dean does not have the attention span to get any productive work done and Sam could really use a hand. Plus, it’s nice to see Sam more, and this way I can keep an eye on the Winchesters. I try my hardest to keep them safe and they deserve to be looked after for a change.

I’m pulled out of my deep thoughts when there is a knock at the door.

“Katie? You ok? I heard muffled screaming and then a loud thud.” Sam questions with a hint of worry in his tone. He is so protective of me, it’s actually kind of sweet and I have to admit, I have feelings for him.

“Oh ya. I was just doing a random gravity check. Good news, gravity still works.” I laugh trying to get him to stop worrying about me. The last thing he needed was more weight on his shoulders.

“Haha. Alright. Well I found something so Dean and I are going to go stop the vamps for good. We will stay in touch and there should only be like 10 vampires tops.” Sam said attempting to lull my wondering thoughts but to no prevail. I would not relax until they were back arguing about something stupid that never failed to make me smile. My mind would only stop racing when they were back smiling and drinking a beer.

Well that 10 vampires turned into a little over 20. Both boys came back with some serious gashes and stomach curdling amounts of blood coating them. I don’t know what is making me act this way. Maybe it is my natural motherly instincts but my heart is filled with worry, clouding my better judgment at the moment. I am running around like a chicken with it’s head cut off trying to gather all the make shift medical supplies we had lying around.

“Damn it! Why don’t we have actual medical supplies? I mean, dental floss and alcohol. Come on. I’m surprised neither of you have gotten an infection.” I am practically screaming now as I sew up deans right arm.

“Because we can’t afford it. Now would you stop pulling so hard, you’re going to tear my arm off.” Dean says taking another swig of his cheap gas station beer.

“Oh. I’m so sorry.” I say as worry fills my eyes and I slow down my movements. 

“Katie you need to relax. We have had much worse than this. We will be fine.” Sam is now walking over to me while simultaneously poring alcohol on one of his gashes. Our gaze meet and I got too look into those beautiful hazel eyes of his.

“I just can’t help but think that I could’ve done something to prevent this. I could’ve tried harder, or even come and helped you guys. I’m not a damsel in distress. I could’ve tried harder.” I can now feel some tears dance in the corner of my eyes.

“No you were perfect this week. You’re always perfect. It’s one of the things I love about you.” Sam reassuringly says while tucking a piece of my hair behind my ear.

“In fact, you are so great at research that Dean and I were wondering if maybe you would, I mean if you can, you don’t have too-”

“Geez Sam. Spit it out. We aint getting any younger.” Dean laughs as he plops down onto one of the creaky beds placed on the other side of the room.

“Sam glares at Dean before turning back to meet my eyes."We were wondering if you wanted to come to the bunker with us. You can help me research, which would be a big help. Plus seeing you every day would make my job that much easier. But again you don’t have too.” I just laugh at his words and lean for a soft kiss, stunning Sam for a few second before he finally kisses me back.

“Sam, I’d love too.”