not really sure what im doing

anonymous asked:

I love Colin so will def listen to it all soon, I heard read that Colin kinda knows more about season 7 but lets see. I really hope if Hook is there, they keep Emma. Because i love both and i cant see them without each other,. Im just being sad right now. Sorry.

Personally (and this is my own feelings, mind you, but I know others are in agreement with me), I feel like if ABC is pulling for another season that they’re also doing what they can to make sure both Colin and Jen will be there. Because we all know Captain Swan is the biggest selling point of this show to a lot of people. A large portion of their promo relies heavily on Captain Swan, so I think they’re well aware they need to be there for the show to continue in any real successful capacity. Also, with where the show is heading this current season with Captain Swan, it would be really odd to go into the next without one of them.

All that being said, I’ve talked about how I’m here for Colin. He’s always been the reason I came to this show. I adore Emma Swan and Captain Swan and Jennifer Morrison to pieces, but my loyalty first and foremost is Killian Jones (and thus, Colin O’Donoghue). If he is here, no matter what capacity it’s in, I’m still here. If he’s not, I’m out. That’s how it’s always been for me and how it will be until this show has officially run it’s course. 

What I’m writing

I was tagged by @tayathestrange thank yooouuu!

So, what I’m currently working on, is, uhm, well… I’m currently having a few some (17) corpses in my cellar google drive which I’m kinda working on but not really bc i don’t get along at all ): Idk, I’m not good at writing and I rather do fanart so I rather end up doing fanart when I sit down to write lol

The last thing I’ve been working on was a Jingyeom work in which Yugyeom buys condoms for @pizzabuttqueen (the fic’s for her, not the condoms) bc she’s been blessing me with youngbam and jinbam and I love her<3

I’m sorry for the disappointing answer orz

I tag @pizzabuttqueen @cutepimook @got7arrived @sugarplumjae and @okjb (only if you want to/got time to ofc)

anonymous asked:

View on masturbation? And how often is normal would you say???

this is probably the most unusual thing someone has asked “advice” on but it’s kind of a selective opinion in a way? like, it’s not universal where everyone thinks it’s bad or everyone thinks it’s good, it dependes on the person themselves. so if someone doesn’t like it or puts the act down, it shouldn’t affect your views/make you feel bad for doing it (i know that’s not what you asked but i really wanted to make that clear. it’s so easy for people to be affected by other people’s views and words).

personally, i think masturbation is great. it helps my mind clear up, calms my emotions, and helps relieve stress.

i will say though, i don’t do it often because nowadays my depression makes me more lazy than hyper sexual. i do it, once every 2/3 weeks? im really not sure but it’s not often

but a lot of people do do it often! they orgasm more than once as well! i haven’t tried multiple orgasms in one sitting, but it’s possible

i live with my parents still, so i don’t own any sex toys. i could purchase some, because im 19, but my parents are very nosy and it’s just something i’d rather not deal with

there’s no such thing as “normal” when it comes to sex/sexual activities. “normal” would only apply to the sense that you’re comfortable with what you’re doing and what the other person is doing.
how to study as a busy student

i personally go through this a lot because i have to balance saturday band, honor band, auditions, performances, history club, national history day with school and nonexistant friends. so here u go, friend!! this is my advice to keep up with your (busy) studying!! ha see what i did there im so funny

1. have a planning system. this is a no-brainer. but honestly you’re going to need something to help you keep track of all your deadlines AND your afterschool activities. it doesn’t have to be expensive or fancy; heck it can even be on your phone. but make sure you’re keeping track of everything.

2. use all the time you can to do your homework. if you’re really behind or you have a lot of homework and not enough time to do it at home, do your homework when you can during school. this does NOT mean trying to set the world record for fastest writer while your teacher is collecting the homework. this means on the bus, waiting for your food/the bus/your friends, those down periods during and between classes, during sports practice, and even during lunch. however do NOT make a habit of this!! i get that its a lot, but please still try to have a life!!!

3. set aside a day a week to solely catch up on school work, and another day just to relax. i usually have saturday as my school work day and sunday as my day to relax and prepare for the week. this may seem contradictory, seeing as you may have sports practice or rehearsal on saturday or something. but think of it this way: you’re already going to be working your butt off that day. you might as well keep that flow going and get all your school work together and catch up on any missing assignments. you can also use that sunday off as your motivation to work hard because youre being rewarded with a completely free day.

4. do your homework on friday. please. just do it. this kind of follows the same concept as above: you have school that day anyways, so keep working your hardest. now, if you have no friends like me, this’ll be easy. but if you have plans on fridays (which you should, seriously, go out), stop working 1-2 hours before you have to go somewhere. you can continue any work you havent completed on your catch-up day.

5. drop one or two things. this sounds really painful!!! but being in a lot of extracurriculars and having a nice application/resume is not as nice as your mental health. not being able to balance too many things at once will stress you out and make you sick. like, i used to be in drama club and i also had piano class on wednesdays. once i got older, i realized that these things looked nice on my honor society application, but i didnt have time for what really mattered. (plus i didn’t rly like them anyways.) if you can work your way around it, fine. but otherwise, keep the things close to your heart and drop what you absolutely don’t have time for.

6. if worst comes to worst, talk to your teachers. they will understand, if you’re struggling to be a well-rounded student and keep up your grades at the same time. this doesn’t mean lie or use your teachers as an easy way out. but rather, if everything becomes too overwhelming, talk to someone.

i really hope that helped @ the original anon who asked me this question! sorry this was so late! i’m quite the busy student myself hahaha


HEY LOOK AT THIS THING I FOUND did you know an unfortunate events game exists

i found it at a thrift store and the instructions book is missing so im not really sure how you’re supposed to play it but it’s still Very Neat 

it looks like it’s mostly count olaf trying to kill the baudelaires’ guardian and them trying to invent, bite, or read things in order to find ways to stop him 

meanwhile mr. poe also exists. i have no IDEA what the poe player does

the count olaf cards do various things to sabotage the guardian 

and the baudelaires do clever things to stop him (the sunny cards are the best)

and there’s also cards with rooms on them but im not sure what those are for 

sorry to ask this, but i’m really struggling financially for several reasons right now and donations would be really appreciated. my mental illness symptoms got so severe that i had to go to the hospital (i can provide proof if needed) and miss days of work + my hours were temporarily cut. additionally, my wallet, which had over 100$ inside, is missing. the financial issues are really taking a toll on my mental health. i’m not sure how i’ll pay for things like my medication, which is vital to my wellbeing.

any help would be appreciated- even just reblogging this post! if you want me to pay me back, let me know, and i swear, i’ll repay you as soon as i can. i can also make icons (i don’t have a ton of experience, but i’ve made some before) in return! a link to donate is!

anonymous asked:

How do you do the line thing (lol) where it's black lineart over a ryb or myc looking mother layer of line art and it makes the lines look somewhat blurred and like your looking at a 3D thing without glasses (I laughed while typing this bc ur getting anons asking about things ur not sure what they're talking about and it's not like something I need to know immediately. Thank )


OK THIS ONE I THINK I KNOW WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT LOL its called chromatic aberration! i use it modestly since it can strain the viewers eyes or it really just depends on my mood. there LOTS of ways to achieve this effect, but this is how ive been doing it for years0

go to the channels panel which is right next to the layers panel

select one of the channels, i usually like going bottom up

*i should mention i usually zoom really close into the canvas to do this step. the farther the distance you move the channels from each other, the stronger the 3d effect

*i blurred the edges of her hair, added a grain gradation from the left.

hopefully this helps!! (and was the right tutorial LOL)

im not even excited for anything anymore. it takes so much to get me excited and then i get so excited i annoy the shit out of everyone who’s around me.

Unpopular opinion: I really don’t want Lotor to be manipulative towards Lance

I want a Lotor who falls for Lance and recognises Lance’s abilities as a pilot and a sharp shooter. I want Lotor to help Lance with his insecurities, and in return I want Lance to open Lotor’s eyes. I want the two of them supporting each other, I don’t want any of that “manipulating the weakest link” stuff. No, I want them to be as healthy as possible in any situation even if theoretical.

I want Lotor and Lance to get along despite differences. Seeing their personalities clash or connect would be amazing to me but only if it’s healthy.

Do I think this will ever be cannon? No. But if Lancelot ever IS cannon I kinda hope this is how it plays out.

ive been reminded that its canon that chikariko, despite being actual neighbors and can literally just go to their balconies to talk to each other face to face, call each other on their phones and just talk to each other for So Long that chika’s battery dies

I am going to break, some time soon, im not sure when but I do know that my mind is almost saturated in all the shit, when I do I really hope you realise what you have fucking done to me, I hope you finally realise that what you do has consequences

ok yikes i made these the other day and i wish i drew them better but i still love them so LMFAO WHILE my bestie and I are chatting I wanted to see if anyone had some Klance or just Lance or Keith ideas or requests??

I wanna start drawing the two more and I really need practice (the sketches above are my first real attempt at themkelrej) but im not really sure what to do with them?? We’re gonna try and throw some HCs around but i’d love to hear from you guys! Just message me in my ask box or reply if it lets you??

  • DHS: you have to include gift money when youre applying for food stamps
  • me: thats not fucking income why would i have to do that its not like im getting it every fucking month
  • DHS: 8) its income to us
  • me: what so do you want me to start including pennies i find on the ground to make sure I'm not scamming the system with my fucking street pennies
  • DHS: (: Yes.
  • me: oh my god. yall really are the devil.


(Hopefully this uploads properly. please see below for important announcement)

Sorry about the mess! My comp broke so i cant properly scan or link bc mobile sucks. There are tags for each part on my blog tho. Sorry! Eventually these pages WILL be properly uploaded but idk how long that’ll be. I can fix the links when i can get to the library, but fixing the uploads could take time.

Im also gonna transcribe the pages because i have cannot hand-letter very well.

Frisk (thinking): What?

Sans: heh, sorry. got carried away. but really, in two years you never wondered what i did before i was a sentry? never questioned my weird physics books?

Frisk: You mean it’s NOT light reading before bed?

Sans: pretty sure i said sarcasm wasnt funny. anyway. i used to DO stuff with that.

Please help me get my life together!

Hello followers and non followers do I have a story for you

The name’s Madison but you can call Me Maddie Im a 20 year old lesbian who is so mentally ill that it has been effecting me physically Ive lost almost 20 pounds in over a month as well as having little to know appetiteI’ve been very emotionally unstable recently,Feverish off and on,I have a suspicion i may have schizophrenia, And i’ve been having problems i’ve been watching im concerned about and not too sure what too do  ive been getting with chest pains and once a week sometimes two weeks my heart feels like its struggling and i cant do anything for a few seconds??? its terrifying and of course my heart racing feeling its going to beat out my chest when im just sitting around

somewhat came out to my mother a few months ago but really she looked at my private information on my phone when i was going through some serious lesbophobia and trying to get some advice with friends shes been off and on about accepting me that night i had told her even though i already knew that she knew she made me feel like something was wrong with me and I had some sort of demon and PCOS

The money I’ve made I’ve gotten through my job gifts through holidays and some help from other people have been taken by my parents as well

The point is I really need some money If any of you have a couple of extra bucks to share I would be soooo Greatful! It will go to: 1. Putting aside savings for emergencys 2. Giving proper care to my dog (Who needs medicine to prevent heart worms and his rabies shot soon) 3. A laptop so i can draw away from home 4. Getting some money aside for driving lessons (I’ve been too mentally ill and let my parents walk over me for too long its hard to get a job when i have to rely on them i had to sob to my mom to take my dog who was bitten to the vet and tell her to please take me to the doctors for a week when i was sick) That’s what im starting with for now im trying not too overwhelm myself My mom put me through three anxiety attacks in almost 2 weeks i called my brother up telling him i was not doing well and he rescued me about two weeks ago today which i am so greatful I will immediately follow you!

I really need help and made these examples today to show my improvement and what i can do

Heres a simple but cute sketch which will be 5$ or lower Depending on how complex the character (I’ll leave out the guidelines at the face and put more effort)

Colored and cute 9$

Detailed sketch 6$ (Again i’ll put more work in it I most these examples in several hours today)

Lineart 8$ added characters 2$ each

Colored 10$ shaded 12$

Background an extra 2$ (Old example)

Memes 4$

Im not the best with humans,Backgrounds,and Inanimate objects but I will do my best! Thank you so much for listening and if you cant help me out please spread the word! To those who are willing to help me out I can’t thank you enough

To those willing to help me out please give me time to get it done my anxiety has been through the roof lately and I really want to make sure you’re all happy with all i make for you in return!

Thank you so much!

Support me here:

I’m worried… He thinks Jesse thinks little of him for some reason…?


That’s definitely not the first thing that should have come to mind, Kuroo

(tho it looks like no one really minds

aside from bokuto that is)