not like i needed my heart in one piece anyway

anonymous asked:

Not 2 bother u but did u see Dan's ripped jeans,,,,... god is real and I love her for this

LITERALLY NOT A BOTHER AT ALL… i wanted 2 reblog a picture of them to scream about it but i feel really weird reblogging stalker pics or pics where the person taking a pic with them is cropped out or credit isn’t given so i’ve been holding in my screaming all day

anyway THE RIPPED JEANS ARE SO GOOD. ur absolutely right!!!! 1) he looks amazing in them 2) i’m a fan of ripped jeans. who needs fabric that is in one piece 3) i love that he’s embracing an alternative style!!!!!!! speaking from experience it’s genuinely the best feeling in the world to finally start dressing like how u always wanted to when u were younger but were afraid to :’’) i love that he’s not holding back anymore and he’s embracing a style hjdfkhdsajfkhaskjd IT FILLS MY DECREPIT HEART WITH LOVE AND LIGHT

Done (Nate Maloley)

“I’m so fucking done.” I said as stood up from my chair. “And don’t come to with me with that bullshit ‘I need to be seen in the public eye’. You go out everyday. I don’t even see you anymore!”
“You’re overreacting” Nate responded while.
“Overreacting?” I asked “Nate your hanging out with drop dead gorgeous girls, acting really really friendly with them. You can’t just expect to be okay with all of that.”
“Maybe we should break up” Nate said looking me directly in the eyes. There was no emotion in them.
“W-what?” I said barely above a whisper.
“We should breakup” He said again.
“If that’s what you want.” I walked towards the door, looking back at Nate. There was no remorse in his eyes. He meant everything he said.
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It had been a week since, Nate and I broke up. He didn’t call or text.
I walked the familiar route to Nate’s and I shared apartment. I was getting my clothes and some of the furniture that I had bought.
I knocked on the door several times but there was no answer. I still had the key to the apartment. Would it be rude to use it? Would it be considered a break in? I decided to use it anyways I was in desperate need of some new clothes.
So I unlocked the door with my key and walked in. It seemed like there was no one home. I walked upstairs to the master bedroom where all my stuff was at.
I opened the door only to be greeted by naked sleeping Nate and another girl joining him. She was also asleep… naked.
Nate moved on… In a week. He was over me. I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces again. I was crying over him again. Why do I love someone who brings me so much pain? Who breaks me, hurts me?
I walked towards the closet so I could get my stuff. By now Nate was shifting in the bed.
“Who’s there?” He said. “Y/n?” He questioned, I turned around. He was covering himself with a pillow.
“I-I’m just getting my stuff.” I tried to say without stuttering. My tears were rolling off my cheeks and creating little drops on the hardwood floor.
“Y/n… I… You should have called before you came.” He then turned around and talked to blonde laying besides him. “Babe wake up” she started shifting in the bed. “Babe she’s here can you give us some privacy.”
I had my back towards them, but I could hear her stand up from the bed, they kissed and she left the room. He called her babe. I was just “she” and he said with so much anger and annoyance.
“Y/n you can’t just come here without telling me. You don’t live here anymore.” He said to me.
“Nate shut the fuck up. I own the apartment. Oh and I already to the landlord I’m leaving so you have a week to get you’re shit out.” I said.
We stayed quiet while I put my clothes in a suitcase.
“Was it hard?” I paused. “You know moving on after spending four years with a person.”
“No” he bluntly said. He was leaning on the wall next to me. “Are you almost done?” He asked.
“Yeah.” I said closing the suitcase and standing. “A moving truck is coming tomorrow, so can get my furniture.” I walked out of the room and down the stairs Nate not even bothering to help me.
She was sitting on the couch. “Can you please not sit on my couch? I don’t want all your herpes around it.”
“I’m not a fucking slut, you’re the one who couldn’t keep your man.” She said with a smirk.
“I think you’re more of a whore, but you and I both know that nobody’s ever going to pay for that shit” I said before walking out the door.


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A/N: part 2?

Dramatical Murder - Sentence Memes
  • “We’re not dogs.”
  • “What am I trying to hide? Everything.”
  • “Conversations make me feel uncomfortable.”
  • “His/her tone is sickeningly sweet. It’s poison.”
  • “Anger and sadness are the fruits of adulthood.”
  • “You think we’re parasites of this town, don’t you?”
  • “I wonder if I’m already numb to that kind of feeling.”
  • “I wanted to give myself over to the flow of not caring.”
  • “This is a farewell part for me and the boss certainly…”
  • “I don’t want you to go away. I want you to stay with me.”
  • “Your most prominent trait is your lack of self-awareness.”
  • “It’s not like we ever really pledged our allegiance to you.”
  • “If you’re unsure, you’re sure to stumble. Follow your heart.”
  • “I wanted to apologize but I couldn’t. I didn’t know what to do.”
  • “It’s a lot easier to just listen to what we say obediently, right?”
  • “The moment before the crash is the most magnificent, isn’t it?”
  • “Don’t waste your time sitting around like a useless piece of shit.”
  • "You try so hard and fail all the time. You are very disappointing.”
  • “Dispose of me. If I become inefficient, I will just be trouble for you.”
  • "Everyone believes in you, and you don’t even believe in yourself.”
  • "Two devils encircled in death; let’s see how far we can fall, shall we?”
  • “You’re full of shit, but I’ll let you eat those words. I’ll beat you to a pulp.”
  • “If you’re normal you would resist it. I think you would definitely hate it.”
  • “Why do I have to take this treatment? Who should I resent? Fate, god?”
  • “What someone considers the light, may actually be dark to someone else.”
  • “I might try to act cool, but the heart is something unexpectedly soft, a'int it.”
  • “No one knows what’s right and wrong. It’s the people themselves who decide that.”
  • “Stop being so sensitive. You won’t live very long if you let everything bother you.”
  • “I know I’m fucked up. I don’t need to be told I’m fucked up by a piece of shit like you.”
  • “It was always a somehow empty feeling, like there was a filter into my emotions.”
  • “Even though I am imperfect, I am loved by you anyway. For this, I am truly thankful.”
  • “If you’re just going to stab them in the back later, then close off your feelings from the start.”
  • “It doesn’t matter if you’re a hero, sometimes you’re just not strong enough to find happiness on your own.”
  • “You think you don’t know who you are, right? Wrong. The truth is that you do know, but you don’t accept it.”
  • “No matter how much pride you have, it can be easily stripped away by repeatedly causing your mind grief.”
  • "It’s not like we can do anything about it. Even if we’re unhappy, we can’t do anything but endure and swallow it.”
  • “I believed in these guys and thought it was fine to continue on with normal days. Was it wrong for me to think that?”
  • “It’s horrible. You feel the the noose tightening around your neck, but you can’t find the motivation to do anything about it.”
  • “You didn’t have any will to live because you were set on dying. You abandoned any hope of living at the beginning.”
  • “I don’t know what would’ve happened to you… if you lost all control over your heart and my voice couldn’t reach you anymore.”
  • “Their empty hearts only move in order to capture something enjoyable.·But no matter how much they fill it they won’t be satisfied.”
  • "What do you think happens to people the moment they put their intentions high on a pedestal, thinking of themselves noble? Nothing.”
  • “I’m losing what I’ve always taken for granted. The reality of it all leaves me hopeless … reality and my imagination are different things.”

First piece of fanart I’ve done that I acutally like and feel confident sharing with people! It’s a pretty big step for me to share it, considering the only one who’s seen my art folder is @mintchocolateleaves because I usually hate everything i draw…

So yeah… anyway! Have some angsty-ish nalu with a lil Happy in the corner. I guess this could be Natsu is falling into the darkest part of his heart?

I know it still needs improvement… but i still like it :)

*Please don’t repost!*

niallslaugh-deactivated20160601  asked:

narry and “You broke into my apartment drunk thinking it was your friend’s house and I should call the cops but my cat kinda likes you so we’re good” AU omfg

A/N: Dedicated to niallslaugh​ of course, hope you like it love :)

The first thing Niall realizes when he wakes up is the terrible headache he has, blood rushing in his ears and his temples throbbing, he drank a lot last night. The second thing, after he almost passes out from sitting up, is the cat sitting on his thighs. Liam doesn’t have a cat. Neither does he have floral print couches or modern art hanging around his home.

“What the fuck,” Niall breathes and he can still taste last night’s scotch and soda on his tongue and the lipstick stained on his teeth from the girl he almost pulled.

“I was wondering when you’d wake up,” Someone that’s definitely not Liam says, “There’s water and Tylenol on the stand next behind you.”

He’s sitting at a kitchen table near the back corner of the room with a mug of what Niall is assuming is coffee and a plate of breakfast that’s making him nauseous.

Niall downs both the water and pills but he’s still really fucking confused, “You aren’t like a serial killer are you?”

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