not like anyone is reblogging it from me anymore

if anyone has any stim things like these they dont use anymore please please please message me!!!!:

     - tangle jr. (normal, textured, fuzzy, metallic, etc. any works)
     - bouncy ball with visible glitter in it
     - spinner ring
     - stretchy things! ranging from just a little stretchy to almost slime-like!!
     - stretchy spiral keychain things… if that makes sense??

If you don’t have any of these, please at least reblog this!!!! I really need stim toys!!!!!! I am in a very, very poor state right now and only getting worse without things like these to stabilize me. thank you so much!!!!!!!

please help me move out of an abusive household

The situation with my mother has only gotten worse, landing me in a mental hospital, and causing some unhealthy tendencies in my behavior. I need to get out. I turn 17 in December, and in my state you’re allowed to move out then.

this is where you all come in. I have no way of getting to and from a job, because of funds. I can’t go through drivers training even, because my family refuses to pay for it, not to mention my transition. I cannot afford hormones, or SRS.

I hate to ask this of everyone, I really do. but please please reblog and or donate if you see this, I can’t live like this anymore. please.
message me for more details on donating, and REBLOG

there’s no way people will see this if you don’t reblog. I’m in a very tough situation.

for anyone that donates, you will get an automatic follow from me if you don’t already have one, and a sketched drawing/painting/pixel drawing.

thank you all for being here for me.

I don’t even know if anyone does these anymore… And I know I’ve been super inactive but I’m like 200 away from my first 1000- (goal is to reach it by my birthday in March!) -so I thought, why the hell not? 

R U L E S :

  • mbf me
  • reblog this post (likes only count as bookmarks)
  • ends Friday, March 17 
  • winners will be announced by end of March
  • each category will have one winner (unless there happens to be a tie) and one runner up
  • if you want to have your edits or creations considered, send me your tag
  • you cannot win more than one category
  • any blog can enter
  • this post has to get at least 40+ notes or this never happened

C A T E G O R I E S :

elysian award: best url

kalopsia award: best theme

arcadian award: best mobile theme

metanoia award: best icon

serein award: best posts

lethe award: best multifandom

coruscate award: friendliest blogger

euphuistic award: best creations**

tristful award: best newcomer***

saudade award: best overall

zenith award: personal favorite

*multifandom blogs still qualify for these awards

**if you want to have your edits or creations considered, send me your tag

***if you want to be considered for this award, send me a screenshot of follower count. (must be 500 or under).

P R I Z E S :


  • a follow from me (if not already)
  • a spot in my updates tab for a month
  • unlimited promos (at request) for next 3 months
  • 3 edit requests (includes graphics, icons, aesthetics, moodboards, playlists etc.)
  • an 800 word ficlet (at request)


  • a follow from me (if not already)
  • a spot in my updates tab for a month
  • maximum 5 promos (at request) for next 3 months
  • 1 edit requests (includes graphics, icons, aesthetics, moodboards, playlists etc.)
  • 1 icon request

If you have any questions, comments or concerns feel free to shoot me an ask

Breathless, pt. 7 (of 7)

Emma and Killian share more than just a heart.

A/N: This is it! Never in a million years did I think a simple one-shot would turn into more than 30,000 words, but here we are. @caprelloidea​, you’re the best friend/beta/head-canon partner anyone could ever wish for. Thanks so much for your help on this. To everyone who read, liked, reblogged, or commented, I can’t thank you enough. Thanks for sticking with me.

Part 1. Part 2. Part 3. Part 4. Part 5. Part 6. AO3.

~4,000 words.

Emma watches as Killian slowly pulls himself back together.

She didn’t think it was possible to be any prouder of him. He keeps proving her wrong.

She helps as best she can, and it doesn’t escape her notice that he finally lets her. He doesn’t hide his nightmares anymore, curling away from her silently or slipping from the bed to suffer in silence downstairs. He reaches for her instead, allowing her to draw him tightly into her arms. Sometimes she holds him until his heartbeat slows and he’s able to drift off once again; others his lips will find hers and he’ll drown in her touch, passion pushing away the nightmares as they find solace in a tangle of limbs and sweat, interlocked fingers and mingling breaths.

She almost always accompanies him when he goes sailing now. She doesn’t tell him he’s being cautious or push him to go out by himself, not after he explained what happened to him that day (he knows there’s a phrase for it now, that panic attacks are a thing and he’s trying to come to terms with the fact that it doesn’t make him weak). He’s always at his best out on the water anyway, and she adores watching him work, light and free and easy as the wind whips through his hair and he squints against the sun.

He puts himself on a schedule, too, to keep himself up and moving and engaged - some days patrolling with Emma, some at the library, some at the docks, and even the occasional friendly sword fight with David in the park (an event that draws a bigger and bigger and crowd each time it happens; the betting pool is getting a little out of hand).

Keep reading

The Edward Gal Rollkur Compilation (incomplete)

On Glock’s Undercover… the bottom left looks the most painful.

On Totilas

On Undercover again

On Totilas again

On Rubin Cortes…

On Gribaldi

The video of him on Undercover has been taken down and deleted from Facebook, surprise, surprise.

I’ve seen many other  photos of him doing this on  other horses, like Gribaldi and Glock’s Zonick, but I can’t find them anymore. If anyone finds them please add them to this or message me! (If you want to reblog and add a photo, make sure you do copy image location instead of copy image).

On Blue horse Romanov 

On Lingh 

Glock’s Undercover (Yes I know the first photo isn’t full Rollkur but look at the blood in his mouth) 

On Gribaldi 

If anyone (lgbtqia or not) is struggling with depression or suicidal thoughts please please come to me if you want to. My ask is open for anyone. You can stay anon I don’t even care. I don’t want anymore people to feel like they are alone in this world or that no one cares. if you aren’t accepted in your home, Fuck them. I care for and accept you. You and your identity are valid. You are amazing. You deserve to live your life to the fullest. No one should steal that away from you.