not just strong for a girl

the thing i like about the nohrian characters is that a lot of them share the same theme and that’s “putting on a face”

jpn effie had this sweet and cute voice and when ppl saw just how strong and how hard she trained, it throws ppl off. charlotte wore the mask of a cute and helpless girl but was really a super aggressive and strong girl that could crush u with her thighs probably

awakening trio gave themselves aliases to hide their true origin, zero made sexual innuendos but underneath all that was a vulnerable man who has a traumatic backstory. leon hid his insecurities behind a face of a prodigy who could accomplish anything and possess strong tactical abilities, flora literally hid her depression and misery and we dont see that until birthright.

and ofc there’s marx/xander who puts on a cold and aloof front bc he’s crowned prince and he has to rightfully fulfill his duties as such. but underneath that is a man whose heart is made of glass and wants nothing more than to be with his family and keep them safe.

Confession time:

If you are following me for inspiration from someone who has it all together, you are going to be sorely disappointed.

I suck.

I put myself down and skip the gym. I order pizza when I had to work 9 hours then head straight to the grocery store.

I physically cannot eat a grape that is even slightly squishy.

I hate avocados.

I look in the mirror and I hate what I see.

But some days that girl staring back is strong and motivated and wants kale.

Some days I want to train for a marathon and some I want to take a 11 hour long bubble bath.

I guess what I am trying to say is that I am not perfect and I don’t want anyone to ever think that!

I fail and I fail big. I’m not here to be an inspiration, just a partner in the journey.

I need you guys more than you will ever need me!

When love isn't enough:Light and darkness

Mature content and strong language
Divergent fanfiction: Eric/OC
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Eric’s POV
I lay here drawing lazy circles on my girls shoulder while she sleeps peacefully. More so just to keep my hand moving more than anything. It’s somewhat of a nervous tick. I hate not being in control almost as much as I hate Jeanine.
Right now I don’t feel in control of anything. Especially my emotions. I’m not sure if I am more pissed off or afraid. I’ll go with pissed but it’s probably a lie.
There is a hell of a war in my head right now between the light and the darkness, both struggling for dominance. The darkness is my mistress, an old friend who has danced in my head for over a decade. The light, she is new in town, I don’t know how much I like her because she brings pain and heart ache.
Words from my father’s letter tumble threw my head, hot like clothes in the dryer. I was his proudest accomplishment in life. But it pained and haunted him that he failed me. He asked that I always love and protect our little princess. That is a knife right threw my ice cold heart. Don’t let the anger and bitterness of a fucked up life consume you or you’ll end up a carbon copy of Jeanine, he hit that nail on the head.
The thing that tormented me the most was his closing statement. No matter how bad life beats you down remember some one will ALWAYS love you, I do I always have and always will. The irony is I finally know these things but he’s fucking dead. I was robbed and endured a fucking monster who made it his life’s mission to punish me. Now I have a ruthless, maniacal, insane cunt ruling me, or trying her damnedest at least. She has repeatedly robbed me of love, laughter and happiness.
I can feel the anger start to boil and rage like an unbalanced washer inside of me. It’s time to get up and leave. I try to make sure to distance myself from Aleisia when this beast awakens in me, I don’t ever want to find myself turning misplaced hate on her again.

She looks so peacefully and serene. I look at her longingly before I walk out the door. I think of last night and the wanton lust in her eyes as she looked at me while I gave her the first taste of a real man. It gave me pride to know I made her feel that, I set her body a blaze. I showed her the best I could how much I want and desired her without having actual entered her. I am saving that as a reward for both of us when initiation is complete, incentive.
I really should just let her sleep but I have to be able to gaze into those emerald eyes one more time.
“I hope you think of me all day,” are my smug and prideful parting words as I leave to hit some shit in the training room.

I have been beating the shit out of this damn ugly orange punching bag images of those who have wronged me swimming in my head. I suddenly see the light on my tablet start flashing green. It’s a new email from that bitch Jeanine.
It has been arranged that I accompany a nurse named Jen to Erudite for her CPR training so I don’t violate the no leaving the compound without a Dauntless member rule. Seems its time for us to chat as she phrased it.

I really do not want to even give a shit about her wants and demands anymore. After everything she has taken from me. I know I have to keep playing the part for now at least. She’ll kill me or even worse Aleisia.

“Amar could I have a word privately please,” I have to tell him I have a meeting with Jeanine.
“Eric you look like hell. What’s wrong?” he sounds genuinely concerned.
“Heh, everything. But I have been summonsed to Erudite for a meeting with that evil bitch this afternoon. If, if I don’t make it back tell-”
“Nonsense Coulter. Your still to important in her schemes at the moment. Tell her nothing of what you know or have seen. Keep it to business as usual. Keep up your poker face.”
“Easy for you to say. Your not the one the bitch torments for sport.” he subtly flinches.
“Don’t be so sure about it that. Oh and I shouldn’t be telling you but I can’t have you miss it and I won’t hunt you down. You MUST be in the dorms by one thirty. War games tonight.”
“Shit. Alright. Don’t suppose Aleisia could join us?” can’t blame a guy for trying.
“She isn’t a member so sadly no. I wish she could. Little bit would kick some ass.” his voice is full of pride.
“Yes, yes my girl would.”

I sit outside of Jeanine’s office for twenty minutes waiting. She’s trying to make me sweat. She knows better, I don’t break easily. She made sure of.

“Ms.Matthews will see you now,” her obnoxious assistant nods for me to follow her.
I can’t stand her. She always eyes me like candy. Licking her lips or always trying to find a reason to touch me. It’s annoying.
“Good afternoon Eric. It’s time to discuss your future. You’ve been a bit of a disappointment as of late,” she glares at me with hate.
“The feelings are mutual,” shit, had to open my mouth.
“Need I remind you of your place on the food chain? No? Good. So what seems to be the problem for you to be poor performance?” is she kidding me?
“ I have worked my ass off. I’m ranked second,” I seethed.
“Yes second. To the son of Marcus Eaton no less. Maybe I should just eliminate you all together and recruite him.” she plaster her face with her fake smile.
“Don’t do me any favors.” I don’t know how much more I can take before I become unhinged.
“Is your pet becoming to much of a distraction? Or is it stress over the sudden disappearance of your pathetic little brat?” it takes everything I have not to advance on her.
“Did I strike a nerve? Are you angry? Maybe even a little sad,” she mocks.
“Get it together Eric. If you don’t I will make the girl disappear next. Which would be ashame. I would rather make her a useful weapon.” fuck I knew I should have just let her go.
“Get out of my sight. Pray to whatever deity you believe in you can still land leadership. I have task for you to complete.”

The train ride back to Dauntless is spent talking myself out of going back and murdering her. I am running out of options and patience. Amar and I are going to have a serious talk about involving Aleisia. Maybe he was right. Maybe it is what will keep her safe. The thought sickens me.

One more week until initiation is complete. The outcome might just seal my fate. In the mean time I need to find my girl, make sure she is fine. Try to get her to take a nap with me so I can get some sleep before war games tonight.

I literally love girls so much?? Like they’re so pure and beautiful and soft but also strong and powerful and just perfect? Like every single woman is great? Especially trans women, big women and woc like…. help I’m gay

“I know Nikki Bella gets a lot of shit, but she’s not awful in the ring. I think the issue is she still has the stain of the “Diva era” on her entire gimmick. If she’s planning on staying in the WWE, I think she should switch it up, maybe get a striking based move set, make her more brutal and let her actions speak for her, why not turn her heel but instead of being a catty high school mean girl type, just let her run through people? I know we have Nia Jax for that, but honestly I’d be down to see a face Nia if it meant a heel Sasha, and Nikki has strengths in her physicality that the WWE don’t play to. Like, she’s strong as hell, but having her cut these bland face promos just shows how weak her promo work can be.”

anonymous asked:

advice from a stubborn girl: fuck those disgusting people who are erasing you from the fandom. your stories matter, your experiences matter, & your beliefs matter. just keep doing you girl, keep writing, keep posting your ideas, & keep on going - i really appreciate finding strong, opinionated, creative girls like you to follow - so keep on keeping on

As for my two cents guys: 

Know nothing is written in stone. The guy or girl you hurt? a break doesn’t mean “come back when you good”.

They don't have to, and it’s important to understand that going into it. A break is the result of two people who really care and see something valuable enough to consider and take measures to figure it out. And I believe how strong you are, how much you had on the table, and the factors PRIOR to before you got there determines the outcome.

Just because you’re on one doesn’t mean you’re in the clear. They also have every right to take their time.

Back off, Let them heal, Let them think, and distract yourself sometimes if it gets hard. if they KNOW you’re amazing, If they SEE  that effort being made? If the issues can be worked out, then they get back to you, and wanna discuss how they might want to rebuild things. 

I notice a lot of times people go on breaks, and no one reflects. lol. No one really takes steps and shows actions that they still want to keep their relationship or build a friendship again. They just kinda shrug and be like, “you ready?” and then that shit falls apart again.

Really think about the shit you’ve done, really get a grasp on what it all means, and if you’re spiritual ask god for direction, and if its right, and genuine, then good things might happen. 

anonymous asked:

We're actually freaking out because 1) henriks filming with the girls 2) henrik looks power Even as fuck 3) if him and tarjei are filming it means that ISAK x Even are still going strong 4) there's links to a party so perhaps noora birthday is coming up. Just to give you a 360.

Ohh I know, trust me! And I’m freaking out about ALL of it too. I just saw that photo and people exploding lol, that’s what I meant. I started freaking out the moment I saw the ‘looking for extras’ post, actually 

anonymous asked:

am i the only one that always has the worst experiences with aries?? their close minded nature makes them so inconsiderate,always so so loud. fire signs in general are just so obnoxious

I should admit, it’s my least favorite fire sign. I can’t say too much about them though. They seem quite difficult to get along with because of their strong attitude & stubbornness. The girls are much sweeter than Aries men!

I must look utterly haggard today. A girl at work just made me a coffee without any kind of prompting, and I swear, it was so unbelievably strong that I can’t feel my face. I have tunnel vision. I can hear my eyelids. … I might die.

The thing is like I’m not just attracted to Noodle on a physical aspect (even though she is a gorgeous woman) but I’m also attracted to her feminist side, the fact that shes a strong independent woman, the part of her that wants change and the genuine concern and care she has about young girls believing they’re not good enough for a specific career because of their gender. Not to mention her determination and drive to succeed and understand no matter how difficult it may be. And my possible favourite thing about noodle is her ability to find magic in things the world considers ordinary. She’s constantly improving as a person by observing the people around her and she has so much love and passion and consideration and genuinely just wants to let girls know they can do whatever they want

anonymous asked:

I hope this isn't rude but I just needed to say or something. I just don't think life is for me anymore, I don't have a job or have ever had a girl said she liked me or just anything that's good. I can't remember I time when I was happy, I'm just tired of going along with everyday and doing nothing with my life. Sorry I just needed to try and talk to someone or something I hope I haven't annoyed you

Aw sweetie I’m sorry you feel that way… I swear it gets better though! Please stay strong and don’t give up

boss-snikrot said: Don’t confuse weak with being the whipping girl to show off how strong the big bad is. Super unfortunate that the writers continue to make her that way.

didn’t want to mean it in a bad way. I still think she could show some strenght sometimes, because she has to have some, come on, it’s just not fair she keeps losing against the bad guy so the mane6 can appear to save day

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We don’t need boys to get along…! Is that bad?

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dctv ladies appreciaton weekfavorite character: 
Iris West ( The Flash )

“ You raised me to be tough and I am. “

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“It just felt playful, like you’re playing make-believe. I can imagine myself during recess or before school on the playground being like, ‘I’m Scarlet Witch! Pow!’ To think of little girls being like 'I’m powerful and strong and tough!’- that’s really cool.” – Elizabeth Olsen