not gonna be able to sleep now

can we please talk about Steve and Bucky getting married because back in the day in their scrappy lil apartment they’ve sometimes daydreamed about it, sure, during hushed early morning conversations and one day, I’m gonna make an honest man outta ya, Stevie just before drifting off to sleep, cuddled up together, limbs intertwined, but they knew it was never a real possibility, just a happy thought that made them feel warm and fuzzy on the inside during those cold, winter nights when the heating didn’t really work so they had to sleep even closer together than normally, but now, 70 years later in the future they’re finally able to actually do it, with rings and all and it’s completely legal? Stevie, can you believe two fellas can get hitched now and Steve feels like his heart is gonna burst out of his chest, he’s the luckiest man on earth, what did he do to deserve this? and Bucky can’t seem to get over it and calls Steve his husband any chance he gets, huge grin on his face and eyes so full of love and fondness, and on the first night of their honeymoon to the Grand Canyon, because just days before The Train Steve promised that one day, when we get back stateside, I’m gonna take you to see the Grand Canyon, Buck and they’re just lying in bed, still giddy and high on endorphins from the wedding with Bucky’s head on his husband’s chest he gets all quiet and serious and confesses that I’m glad HYDRA found me in that ravine Stevie, no shut up, lemme finish, because it means I lived long enough to marry you and show the world how much you mean to me, without getting beat up or worse, and honest to God, I’d happily go through another 50 years of brainwashing if it meant I’d get to wake up next to you every day for the rest of my life, Steve, you gotta know that and so what if his voice cracked up and he’s got tears rolling down his cheeks? he’s finally able to say it out loud because Steve and Bucky are now officially SteveandBucky and that’s all Bucky’s ever really wanted, being the sap that he is, to declare his all-consuming love for that scrawny feisty punk from Brooklyn that’s got a heart of gold too big for his skinny little frame and now he finally can? Bucky can’t quite get himself to believe it 

so yeah, can we please talk about that because I’ve got some Thoughts

Me, after the 47 second long trailer of Sherlock series 4 aired:

Originally posted by trust-no1

I´m not prepared for series 4, aka 270 minutes full of (more or less angsty) sherlock content distributed over three whole weeks. I´m not gonna survive this.


[17/100 day of productivity] 2016. 12. 31

D-321 until the university entrance exam

The last day of 2016! It has been really insane in every way. So many things have happened, and I have made a new mindset.

My sleep tracker says I have slept for average 6.87 hours a day this month! I think it’s enough. Now my winter vacation has started so I will be able to take regular sleep for months.

Gonna live more productive next year, though I am watching Frozen (again for like 100th time) as my last thing to do this year. I hope you all will have a super productive year in 2017!

Happy new year!

Okay so I’m unable to sleep so I’m gonna address a thing for no reason other than I want to

Every now and then someone in the fandom tries to write a post pacifist fiction with sans being spiteful/hateful towards frisk, and I’ll be blunt, it almost never works. Like, ever.

They always end his “coming around” arc too quickly, Or make him way too ooc, mean and unlikable

I actually like the idea of him having bitter and resentful feelings towards frisk depending on the interpretation, but I have not seen anyone able to pull it off competently yet (if you know a fic that does this please tell me)

But I think it really depends on the interpretation of frisk for it to work

Is it chara possessing frisk? Frisk making all of the decisions on their own with just charas influence? Does frisk have *any control* over the resets? And how aware is sans?

I feel like most fic writers, try as they might, just don’t know how to do this sort of story without coping our for a happy ending that feels forced and contrived

I think the only person that managed to pull out a good sans hates frisk story would have to be tsukithewolf (is that this their URL? Idfk), who put a lot of complex nuance in the story to keep sans and frisk on an even field and likable while still being flawed.

Idk it’s just something I see every now and then

kinda wanna watch 5 straight hours of sailor moon

You know what, I don’t want to anymore. I’m tired. This meant so much. So so so much to so many people and they just threw in the gutter.
I wasn’t able to watch the episode live bc I was on a plane to California and I had been awake and on the go for like 2 days and then I arrived, completely exhausted but I didn’t care bc watching tfp and experiencing “television history” was more important to me. I have never felt so let down and yea sure MAYBE there’s secretly still something to come but tbh I have lost hope. I’m too tired. We waited and waited and we let this consume our lives and for what?
I’m just gonna cry myself into sleep now bye. Don’t wake me up until someone ACTUALLY gets this right.

It’s horrible because last night I had a dream that became a nightmare and it involved a bug, a mix between praying mantis and a stick insect brrrrrrr,  that was thrown on me ahhhhhhhhhhhh////// and I still have the pic in my mind even now, PLS DISAPPEAR UNTIL I GO TO SLEEP TONIGHT////

Also……..when I woke up after this, I’ve got some hair falling on my cheek and I slapped myself so bad xDD poor me 

Missed You

Originally posted by keepbuckybaby

Your boys were on a mission and you didn’t care, except you did care

A/N: So this is like a trial for some polyamorous happenings which might hopefully happen fairly soon

Word count: 591

Warnings: polyamorous relationship, fluffyyy


Curled up on the couch, you waited for your boys. It was a couple of days after Valentine’s Day and they had been on a mission for the last week. They were supposed to be back on V-Day, but it was now 11 PM as you fought sleep, waiting for them to arrive. Steve had called to tell you once they knew they wouldn’t be able to make it home.

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It was supposed to be a slow 60 minutes run (145-155 bpm) but guess what I’m not able to do so without freezing to death or getting anywhere. So you could say I kinda failed? Well anyway, I got my ass of the couch despite only getting about four hours of (poor/bad? ) sleep and working early. So I guess I’m proud of myself for not skipping 😊.

(btw ran on asphalt for first time in forever aaaaaannndd it suuucckked, surprise surprise🎉, at least I’m gonna eat chocolate fondue with some friends now 😍)

Idk if I should go to work tomorrow like it’ll b good to distract me I probably shouldn’t stay in bed all day but.. I need to pick up some mail and also sort out that post box maybe I’ll do that stuff and see if I can do a little work in between.

I also have to get a bin delivered tomorrow hopefully and start tidying up.. I slept from 6pm to 1am so idk how sleep is gonna go from now on and if I’ll be able to get up in the morning but… I probably should.. At least do that stuff in the morning and if I can’t concentrate at work I’ll come home and do the bin stuff and tidying?

I just don’t want to be lying in bed all day with nothing to distract me… I kinda feel like what’s the point of continuing to do nothing…

It’s too hot in my room for the fan heater but it’s hard to sleep without the comforting warm air blowing on me… Even with the big fan on and no blankets it’s still too hot..

I’m scared I’m going to be distracted and forget yo look after my other pets too…

Everything’s starting to hit me and I’m getting a little messed up and sad… I think it’s gonna be pretty bad tomorrow…

I guess depending on when we can get the bin delivered I could do stuff first and then go home for that..

anonymous asked:


superstitions are weird. if you believe them then they become real. *x-files music* ok i’m not gonna be able to sleep now. happy?

Friendly reminders for my fellow BABYz:

Last time Yongguk suffered really bad from mental illness, he wrote a song. This time he’s taking a break from work, seeking professional help.

He’s not really “having a hard time right now” but rather he’s had a hard time, and now he’s started on his journey towards recovery.

Please don’t blame yourselves for not seeing the signs. Don’t drown in bad thoughts. Yongguk has been in much need of rest ever since they came back, and now he’ll finally get it. He’s doing exactly what he needs to do in order to get better and be able to keep doing what he does.

Have faith in him, and let’s make him happy and proud by being excited for Noir. He’ll be watching his members perform from home wrapped up in a blanket with Tigger sleeping on his lap :)))

Everything’s gonna be alright.

Empty Threats & Hollow Lies- Part Three

Have you ever wondered what John was doing while Dean and Sam were searching for him? Here’s my take on it.

This story begins shortly before Season 1 of Supernatural. Sam’s away at Stanford, Dean is hunting on his own, and you (the reader) have been hunting with John, but now, you’re embarking on a new romantic relationship with him.

Buckle up, kiddos. This is gonna be a bumpy ride. :)

CHARACTERS: John Winchester, Female reader, Pastor Jim Murphy (mentioned)
WARNINGS: Language, oral sex (male receiving, female implied)

TAGS: @crzcorgi, @winchesterenthusiast, @fandommaniacx, @kittenofdoomage, @mrs-squirrel-chester, @mrswhozeewhatsis, @manawhaat, @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog, @mamapeterson, @deandoesthingstome, @aprofoundbondwithdean, @deanwinchester-af, @abaddonwithyall, @spnfanficpond

Part One—-Part Two

Originally posted by darlingcap

John watched you as he brushed his teeth. You hadn’t been able to go back to sleep after your dream. Instead, you’d laid in his arms until just before dawn, when you went ahead and showered, fixed your hair, did your makeup. Now, you were sitting on the edge of the bed, hands folded in your lap, staring out the window.

John walked back into the bathroom and spat into the sink, washing his mouth out before walking into the room, over to the bed and kneeling down in front of you. He set a hand on your knee and you looked at it, before meeting his eyes. You gave him a smile.

“Hey back. Are you okay?”

You nodded, and he clicked his tongue behind his teeth.

“I don’t believe you.”

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anonymous asked:

I miss your writing

Me too. I’m working on a story right now that’s a long-overdue Secret Santa piece, and it is so good and it’s gonna have such boning and I’m very excited to finish it. However, my real life has been very busy these days and I’ve only had a couple of hours a week to spend on fanfiction. I’d like to be able to write as much and as frequently as I used to, but I’ve got to sleep sometime. There really isn’t enough time in the day for all of the things I want to do!


Just some shots of a kid and his dad. When my ex wife completely disconnected from us…i was scared to do this parenting thing alone. I was angry at her for abandoning the son she swore she would never leave. I was sad for my son because he’s now without a mother. BUT i realized that the stronger i was mentally. The more pain i was able to overcome emotionally. Putting financial/business goals in place was the smartest thing I’ve done since going through separation. My son and i are happy. He’s getting all the love he needs. And every night before he goes to sleep he tells me “Daddy, you know i love you so much?” I tell him “yes papa, you know i love you more?” He says “yes” then hugs me and tells me he’s never gonna leave me. Im the luckiest man alive. Even after going through all the bullshit of my ex wife cheating on me and leaving us. It made us stronger together. I love my son. And i just thought you guys should know. Goodnight y'all ✌

    ;; out of naps -

  One, why is Noctis awakening the ‘way too many words’ part of me, these posts are getting out of hand and I apologize and again urge everyone to take your sweet time replying and don’t match me if you don’t want to. I’m just insane.

  Two, as is the silent case with every weekend, I’m going to be pretty scarce in favor of what little sleep I have time for. This is different, though, because I am actually just gonna call a quick semi-hiatus from now until January 17th! Not only is work kind of crazy, but one of my best friends is getting married on the 15th and I’m going to be traveling down to Florida for the weekend next week to be a bridesmaid! So go ahead and reply at leisure, hit me on Skype, what have you, but I may not be able to reply or get on Tumblr off of mobile for a short while.

humanitygained  asked:

casually uncapping a marker with mischief on the brain. they're gonna draw on this poor sleeping man's face.

【 Let's waste 'em!】

This highly “dangerous” mercenary was passed out on the couch, unaware of the artistic attack he was about to suffer. Who would be able to save him now? No one. He was under Frisk’s mercy now.

LUMINOUS. · turns out sleeping from 8pm to almost midnight is able to cause me bad dreams like wtf ?? anyhow, guess who’s gonna be here till like 5am now bc they can’t sleep ?? no, me neither   ¯\_(ツ)_/¯