since it’s finally starting to feel like winter outside, I put together some songs to listen to when the days get darker and the weather colder. a mix of alternative, indie folk, and acoustic.
1. blue moon - beck 2. black flies - ben howard 3. promise - ben howard 4. people help the people - birdy 5. winter white hymnal - birdy 6. blood bank - bon iver 7. the emotion - børns 8. northern wind - city and colour 9. christmas lights - coldplay 10. oceans - coldplay 11. delicate - damien rice 12. youth - daughter 13. the ice is getting thinner - death cab for cutie 14. kiss me - ed sheeran 15. i see fire - ed sheeran 16. black water - edward sharpe and the magnetic zeroes 17. hypnotized - fleetwood mac 18. syndicate - the fray 19. mad world - gary jules 20. picture frames - georgia fair 21. days go on - greg laswell 22. call me in the afternoon - half moon run 23. sedated - hozier 24. cinder and smoke - iron & wine 25. when we were on fire - james bay 26. in your atmosphere - john mayer 27. a bad dream - keane 28. one day - kodaline 29. stormy weather - the kooks 30. lamplight - lewis watson 31. windows - lewis watson 32. the yawning grave - lord huron 33. frozen pines - lord huron 34. buzzcut season - lorde 35. stubborn love - the lumineers 36. breathe - matt corby 37. winter winds - mumford & sons 38. align - nina nesbitt 39. dirty paws - of monsters and men 40. always - panama 41. chasing cars - snow patrol 42. sad beautiful tragic - taylor swift 43. back to december - taylor swift 44. out of the woods - taylor swift 45. red eye - vance joy 46. my kind of man - vance joy 47. unsteady - x ambassadors 48. hypnotic - zella day
You ever write a fic so fucking angsty that Gary Jules materializes next to you. That is this fic. This fic is a DICK MOVE. It will HONESTLY make 2:15 look like a happy funfair ride by comparison (and this is a two parter welp). Also this is Violets are Blue-verse, so if you’re slightly confused about some of the plotline, my masterlist will enlighten you
It also has a threesome in it, so it’s NSFW. - Jumin x MC x V
Trigger warnings for miscarriage and blood.
The anesthesia was wearing off and with it came a thousand thoughts. A thousand and one individual discomforts.
The first thing that crossed her mind when she opened her eyes was how bright the room was; so bright that it hurt and she closed them again.
Where was she anyway? Every time she tried to remember, she forgot what it was she was looking for.
The sheets around her were starchy-scratchy-and someone was stroking her hand. Someone whose hands were so gentle that she found herself remembering her own first day of school.
She remembered her Mother kneeling down to check her backpack, even if she couldn’t quite remember her face.
“Now, [Name],” she had said, “be sure to be on your best behaviour.”
And the little, child sized her had jumped up for a kiss to the forehead, promising that she would do her very best. [Name] didn’t know why it brought tears to her eyes.
The more she thought about it, the more she realized her lips were dry. At the back of her mind was the glass of water she knew she wanted, but the moment she thought of it, she forgot how thirsty she was and remembered the ocean instead.
The same ocean that lazily lapped the shore as she Jumin and V dined on the deck of the Kim family’s summer home: one of many residences that V’s parents retired to when inspiration proved fruitless. According to V, his Father would sit by the water with a blank canvas and a tortured stare, all while his Mother played the piano in the front room.