not gary jules

KAZ BREKKER // A Playlist 

  1. Human // Rag’n’Bone Man
  2. Ain’t No Grave // Johnny Cash
  3. Beat The Devil’s Tattoo // Black Rebel Motorcycle Club
  4. Mad World // Gary Jules, Michael Andrews
  5. Staying Up // The Neighbourhoods
  6. Short Change Hero // The Heavy
  7. Hurt // Johnny Cash
  8. Lose Your Soul // Dead Man’s Bones
  9. Blood on My Name // The Brothers Bright
  10. Blackbird Song // Lee DeWyze
  11. The Preacher // Jamie N Commons 
  12. Seven Devils // Florence + The Machine
  13. It Will Come Back // Hozier
  14. Gold // Imagine Dragons
  15. Glory // Jamie N Commons


Credit (for the gorgeous art) “I was not a pet, not a doll, not an animal. I was a survivor, and I was strong. I would not be weak, or helpless again. I would not, could not be broken. Tamed.” 


Read all about it by Emilie Sande 

Mad World by Gary Jules 

Still Falling for you by Ellie Goulding 

Castle by Halsey 

Gasoline by Halsey 

Not Today by Imagine Dragons 

Once Upon a Dream by Lana Del Rey 

Sex by The 1975

Never Let Me Go by Florence & the Machine 

Winter Playlist

since it’s finally starting to feel like winter outside, I put together some songs to listen to when the days get darker and the weather colder. a mix of alternative, indie folk, and acoustic. 

1. blue moon - beck
2. black flies - ben howard
3. promise - ben howard
4. people help the people - birdy
5. winter white hymnal - birdy
6. blood bank - bon iver
7. the emotion - børns
8. northern wind - city and colour
9. christmas lights - coldplay
10. oceans - coldplay
11. delicate - damien rice
12. youth - daughter
13. the ice is getting thinner - death cab for cutie
14. kiss me - ed sheeran
15. i see fire - ed sheeran
16. black water - edward sharpe and the magnetic zeroes
17. hypnotized - fleetwood mac
18. syndicate - the fray
19. mad world - gary jules
20. picture frames - georgia fair
21. days go on - greg laswell
22. call me in the afternoon - half moon run
23. sedated - hozier
24. cinder and smoke - iron & wine
25. when we were on fire - james bay
26. in your atmosphere - john mayer
27. a bad dream - keane
28. one day - kodaline
29. stormy weather - the kooks
30. lamplight - lewis watson
31. windows - lewis watson
32. the yawning grave - lord huron
33. frozen pines - lord huron
34. buzzcut season - lorde
35. stubborn love - the lumineers
36. breathe - matt corby
37. winter winds - mumford & sons
38. align - nina nesbitt
39. dirty paws - of monsters and men
40. always - panama
41. chasing cars - snow patrol
42. sad beautiful tragic - taylor swift
43. back to december - taylor swift
44. out of the woods - taylor swift
45. red eye - vance joy
46. my kind of man - vance joy
47. unsteady - x ambassadors
48. hypnotic - zella day


TOP appreciation post:

All Twenty One Pilots music videos


Vine by Eeliah


it’s okay // listen here

whatever makes you happy. whatever you want. you’re so fucking special. i wish i was special. but I’m a creep, i’m a weirdo. what the hell am i doing here? i don’t belong here.

Memento Mori 1/2

You ever write a fic so fucking angsty that Gary Jules materializes next to you. That is this fic. This fic is a DICK MOVE. It will HONESTLY make 2:15 look like a happy funfair ride by comparison (and this is a two parter welp). Also this is Violets are Blue-verse, so if you’re slightly confused about some of the plotline, my masterlist will enlighten you

It also has a threesome in it, so it’s NSFW. - Jumin x MC x V

Trigger warnings for miscarriage and blood.


The anesthesia was wearing off and with it came a thousand thoughts. A thousand and one individual discomforts.

The first thing that crossed her mind when she opened her eyes was how bright the room was; so bright that it hurt and she closed them again.

Where was she anyway? Every time she tried to remember, she forgot what it was she was looking for.

The sheets around her were starchy-scratchy-and someone was stroking her hand. Someone whose hands were so gentle that she found herself remembering her own first day of school.

She remembered her Mother kneeling down to check her backpack, even if she couldn’t quite remember her face.

“Now, [Name],” she had said, “be sure to be on your best behaviour.”

And the little, child sized her had jumped up for a kiss to the forehead, promising that she would do her very best. [Name] didn’t know why it brought tears to her eyes.

The more she thought about it, the more she realized her lips were dry. At the back of her mind was the glass of water she knew she wanted, but the moment she thought of it, she forgot how thirsty she was and remembered the ocean instead.

The same ocean that lazily lapped the shore as she Jumin and V dined on the deck of the Kim family’s summer home: one of many residences that V’s parents retired to when inspiration proved fruitless. According to V, his Father would sit by the water with a blank canvas and a tortured stare, all while his Mother played the piano in the front room.

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