not crying there's just something in my eye


“What is it?”

Promt list

1. “Thats my phone”
2. “Why do you have my bra in your hand?”
3. “I don’t feel so good”
4. “You mean everything to me….”
5. “You lost your ring?….”
6. “Great now the fire alarm is going off”
7. “You mean to tell me that you ate all my food?…”
8. “How dare you use me when you knew i loved you….”
9. “Forget it”
10. “Maybe wishes do come true after all
11. “Maybe soulmates are a thing”
12. “Lets go travel the world”
13. “Can we sleep under the stars?”
14. “I saw you sitting alone and thought you would use some company”
15. “Are you seriously horny right now?”
16. “Whats with the cheesy pickup lines?”
17. “Nooo! They belonged together”
18. “Your jealous over my celebrity crush?”
19. “Could i maybe get your number?”
20. “How about a date?”
21. “Netflix?”
22. “Was it really worth it?”
23. “Yeah well now you’ve lost me”
24. “Let me help you goddammit”
25. “Stop being stubborn and come cuddle me”
26. “You drove here at 2 in the morning to come and get cuddles?”
27. “Soooo…..what now?”
28. “I thought you locked the door”
29. “This is going to be the end of me”
30. “You are going to be the death of me”
31. “Your just another player and its game over for us”
32. “You’re seriously a man-child”
33. “I want you. Only you”
34. “Do you belive in love at first sight?”
35. “Im so stupid. I fell for my best friend”
36. “Its cute when you blush”
37. “Back off”
38. “Is there a reason your crawling threw my window?”
39. “Thats a cute laugh. I like it”
40. “Move in with me?”
41. “I guess this is it…”
42. “It wasn’t supposed to happen like this”
43. “You owe me 10 bucks”
44. “Can you bring pizza and beer”
45. “What did that asshole do to you?”
46. “What did you do?”
47. “Ewww thats gross”
48. “Stick that toung out again and i will cut it off”
49. “Im not crying. Theres something in my eye”
50. “Wow. Your stupid”
51. “Did i fucking stutter?”
52. “You should leave”
53. “Dont mind me”
54. “Nice moves love”
55. “What a dumb idea. Im in”
56. “Can someone shoot him?”
57. “Don’t say a word”
58. “Shit, thats hot”
59. “I dont care”
60. “You need to leave”
61. “Fuck off”
62. “NEVER!”
63. “Do you even love me?”
64. “I think i just fell in love”
65. “I cant do this anymore”
66. “You’re so whipped”
67. “Forever?”
68. “I fall in love with you more and more ever day”
69. “Your all i have left”
70. “Care to dance?”
71. “Please. Just dont”
72. “Im sorry”
73. “I said im sorry what more do you want!”
74. “You cant just sit there all day”
75. “You can lock yourself away from everyone else….but please dont push me away”
76. “You can’t banish me!! This is my bed too”
77. “Talk about awkward”
78. “If you die. I’ll kill you”
79. “That dosn’t make sense”
80. “Just smile. I just really need to see you smile right now”
81. “How funny. You think i care”
82. “Tell me what’s happened. Why have we changed”
83. “I don’t even know you anymore.”
84. “Do you really need all that candy?”
85. “Don’t yell at me”
86. “Good thing i didn’t ask for your opinion”
87. “She’s hiding behind the sofa”
89. “He’s respectable. But you know, a little dodgy”
90. “Your too good for this world”
91. “Only if you give me a piggy back ride”
92. “Let’s build a fort”
93. “Wait, you like me?”
94. “Wait….is this a date?”
95. “If i did anything right in my life, it was falling in love with you”
96. “Listen i really dont like you but you hsve a puppy so im going to be over a lot”
97. “I desere an explanation. I desereve an acceptable reason”
98. “You can hate me. You can dislike me. But why cheat on me?”
99. “Your hair is so soft”
100. “I thought it’d be less hurt if i left now. But it turn out i was wrong. I promise ill never leave again”

Suggest who you would like it to be with and what number/s. Stay groovy 😎

Originally posted by winterxblogger

Homesick - Neymar

Originally posted by neybutt

I put the beer bottle between my lips and sipped on it, trying to ignore the fact that I still hated beer, even through I was half german, which gave me enough of a reason to actually like beer, because every german did, right? But I still didn’t and as much as i tried again and again the taste didn’t change, and the attempt in getting drunk didn’t change either. So it was two minutes later that I replaced the beer bottle with a vodka shot glass in my hand and shifted it down the next second, as I felt the hard liquor running down my throat I shook my head slightly. The taste of vodka wasn’t much better then beer but it got you drunk faster than beer ever could and that’s what I wanted to get; drunk, right? I sighed as I turned around and filled in another shot glass of vodka for me to take but before I could put the glass anywhere close my lips I heard my friend walking in the kitchen and telling me to wait for her and that she also wanted one. I sighed but nodded as I took another shot glass out of the cabinet and poured her another vodka in. We drank shots after shots and as I felt myself getting kinda tipsy we decided to get outside and sit on my balcony.

I closed my eyes for a second - alcohol had this strange way of making me tired in a way that I could fall asleep on the street without even caring - as I opened my eyes again I directly looked at Barcelona in front of us. i always adored the city lights. when I came here first I thought there was no better view than from Turó de la Rovira to look over the city not until I or rather we moved in here I found that we had the greatest view of Barcelona there probably was. I should be used to it by now, I sat outside on this balcony every evening for the last year but I would never get tired of watching the sun going down and the lights going on and for Barcelona to wake up. I was afraid of moving here but now that I lived here for years and now that I called this home I didn’t thought of ever going elsewhere. Spanish became my language and Barcelona my city.

“Is he coming home?” my friend asked which made me look over to her, my breathing changed and my lips parted and I hesitated in answering her back but as I shook my head slightly I sighed.

„Not tonight“ I told her before looking back on the beautiful city in front of me.

Truth is, he wouldn’t be coming home tonight just as much as he wasn’t coming home tomorrow, or the day after. Sometimes I wondered if he was even alive, if he even still lived here in Barcelona, but then I saw pictures of him going out with friends, partying, playing football, scoring goals and then I knew he was alive, he just didn’t wanted to talk to me. He didn’t wanted to answer any of my so many calls or message me back. He was fine with ignoring me maybe not a happy-fine, but an okay-fine. Okay maybe I didn’t even knew what fine. All i knew is that he ignored all my ways in contacting him and that I had stopped trying a few weeks ago.

„Did you hear anything from him?“ she asked.

“Other than him scoring his hundredth goal for Barcelona through the news?” i said but it sounded way more than a question.

“Nothing” I told her and shook my head slightly as I looked down.  

“Y/N..” she started but I shook my head.

We had this conversation before, a lot, actually. She was one of my best friends and she hated seeing me hurt so she thought I was better off, when I ended whatever there still was between him and me, but sadly it really wasn’t that easy. And as much as she thought it was the best for me, i really didn’t. I knew he was the best for me. Even if people always tried to tell me otherwise - they started telling me differently from the start of the relationship - and now that we were on a break or however you might call it it wasn’t anything different. My friends tried to tell me that he wasn’t coming back, that I should let it go that I should let him leave, move out of this apartment and forget about him, move on, live life. But I couldn’t. I couldn’t just let him nor this apartment - with the most amazing view, even through this really was just a bonus effect - go, i couldn’t just leave this place where all our memories were made and kept in. I loved him I still do even after months or weeks of not seeing each other I still loved him like back then and I believed he loved me back, I believed in him actually returning back home. Even through everyone else didn’t, I knew he would come back. I just didn’t knew when. But i hoped it would be soon because I couldn’t stand being separated from him any longer.

„Why am I even saying anything anymore“ she said.

„You’re not changing your mind anyway“ she said sighing.

„I should be going now“ she said and I nodded.

„I see you“ I told her and she patted my shoulder as she stood up, and pulled the door open before stepping inside and actually closing it behind her again.

I sighed out as I closed my eyes one more time, it was late already and even through Barcelona just woke up I was tired, tired from being tired, from waiting and mostly because of the too much alcohol I was drinking at the moment. There was barely any day I had no glass of wine or vodka. Even through I really wasn’t that big of a fan of alcohol - months ago I barely even drank something, maybe from time to time a glass of champagne or wine to special occasions but it really wasn’t something on a regular basis. I didn’t needed to drink alcohol to have fun - Now on the other hand it was something like a companion, a friend who was keeping me company when others didn’t. It was minutes after my friend had left that I heard the door being pulled up again.

„Did you miss something?“ I asked after I had opened my eyes again and turned around, expecting my friend to stand in front of me, but it wasn’t her I was facing, it was him.

Him who i had been missing all this time. He, he was here, standing in front of me, he returned home. And even through I didn’t knew why he came back home, whether it was to break up with me or to continue our relationship. I felt my heart beating faster and my breath going uncontrollable. I gulped as I realized it was really him, all this time I pictured him coming home, actually standing in front of me, like he did now, and now hat he did I didn’t knew what to do.

„I expected y/f/n“ I said referring to the question I was asking before.

„I know“ he said.

„I met her in the driveway“ he added and I nodded in understanding.

Silent fell between us, which brought my thoughts back to the time when he still lived here and we were close to our break. It was often silent between us back then. We didn’t really knew what to talk about other than yelling at each other and ending in another fight. Now it was different through, i didn’t feel the need to yell at him, the way I did back then. I wanted to yell at him every single piece of pain he or rather life made me feel, back then. It wasn’t really his fault back then, I knew that now. Even through back then, I wanted him to be, because if I had someone to blame it wouldn’t hurt so much anymore, right? But I was wrong and I knew that now, because I couldn’t blame him for all the things that went wrong in my life. I couldn’t blame anyone but myself. I made my own decisions so I had to live with it.

„I’m glad you came back“ I told him to break the silence and maybe to start an apologize if that even helped anything.

He walked over to me and sat down beside me, not that our bodies were touching in any kind of way, but still the way we were close to each other. It was enough closeness to make my heart beat faster. He begin chuckling and as I looked over to him confused to what he was laughing about he turned his face and looked at me, our eyes locked and I felt my heart beating even faster.

„I haven’t seen you for months“ he started.

„And I only need to see you for a minute or two. I only need to sit this close to you and my heart is going crazy. It’s like we haven’t even been separated at all“ he said shaking his head slightly as he turned his face and looked straight to the city.

I gulped as I watched his face expression. I waited for him to say something because god knew I didn’t know what to say next, or what to do next I didn’t even knew what to think next.

„I couldn’t forget you even if I tried“ he said.

„Which I didn’t“ he said and turned his face again as he looked back at me.

„i’m sorry“ I said softly.

„I’m sorry for taking my anger and frustration out on you“ I said.

„I shouldn’t have done that. I knew all of this is my fault. The fights it shouldn’t have escalated this quickly“ I said biting down on my lip, hoping my apology would change something.

„Theres always two people in a fight“ he told me.

„Still if things go wrong that gives me no reason to let it out on other people, on you“ I told him, I hope he knew I meant it.

„I realized all of this when you left and its making me so mad because is this enough? Is this apologize enough?“ I said.

„It gotta be“ I told him. Tears had welled up in my eyes minutes ago and I knew I was close to spilling them out it was just that I didn’t wanted to cry in front of him now.  

„It is“ he told me as he slung one arm around me, he pulled me close to his side and I closed my eyes sighing out.

„I do forgive you“ he said and pressed a kiss to my forehead.

I felt the tears spilling out of my eyes and a sob leaving my lips as he rubbed my back and pulled me even closer to him.

„I’m right here“ he said as I pulled my head up to look at him he wiped my tears away.

„I do not deserve you“ I told him but he shook his head.

„Do not say that“ he said shaking his head again, slightly.

„I missed you so much“ he told me and leaned in to peck my lips first but soon after kissed me -and if I was ever homesick before and returned back home than this is exactly what it felt like, missing something and finally having it back.-

Lay us down, we're in love (trans!phil fluffy explosion)

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so I shall supply it to you!

Summary: Dan is forced to spend time with his new neighbor’s daughter, and it’s basically love at first sight. Except for he finds out later she may be hiding something

Warnings: trans!phil (just so ur not like wtF RAEaNN), swearing, embaressing moments in front of crushes, cliche, cuteness, u may cry if ur a crier cuz i’m not a crier and i cried theres something wrong with me, very small smuttish scene

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Its not over PT. 2 - MacManus Brothers

Originally posted by borderlineidiot

Originally posted by eni-eichhorn















You gasped and turned. It was Murphy. You try to pull away but he is too strong. You look over to your daughter and son, fast asleep. You sigh and turn away. You pull the bedroom door closed and stare at him angrily, he was still holding your arm. He was always so damn hot headed, he looks hurt and upset.
“Murphy, let go of me now before I put you on your arse” You hiss at him. He immediately drops your arm and looks down at the floor solumnly. Murphy takes your hand and sighs.
“M'sorry lass, we never meant to leave ye like that. We had no choicen -” He starts to explain as he rubs circles on your hand with his fingers. You roll your eyes.
“Save it Murph, I don’t want to hear your damn excuses. You both walked out of me, end of - It’s over.” You snatch your hand away from his and look him dead in the eyes. His beautiful blue orbs, filling with tears. You take a deepth breath and try to walk away. His hand slams down on the door above your head and he blocks you with his body, staring you down.
“Murphy, I am warning you for the last time…and if you wake my children..” You begin to say in an angry whisper, but Connor turns the corner and interrupts you both in the exchange. You knew all too well he had sensed what his brother was feeling and doing. You sigh frustatedly, and roll your eyes. Twin telethapy the bain of your life with these brothers. You cover your face with your left hand, you didn’t need this at all.
“Children?” Connor asks with surprise. Him and Murphy eye you curiously, as Connor pulls you hand away from your face. He takes it and stares down at the ring on your finger. Murphy looks like he might cry, as he looks up from your hand.
“Ye geting married lass?” Connor questions with inquisitive eyes. You feel the tears in your eyes and theres a lump in your throat.
“Yes children, yes I’m getting married. Did you think I would wait around forever for you two to come back? become a damn nun or something? Can you please be quiet? you already woke my little boy up with your noise, if you wake my little girl up I will kill you both. Please just go back to wherever you came from, and leave me and my children alone. You didn’t care enough to take me with you, what makes you think I want to know you now?” You say almost in tears. You push past them, your uncle Doc sees you crying walking away and tries to stop you, but you run out into the street and break down. Your tears feel like lava and your heart actually aches. Why did they have to come back into your life like this now? You loved them then, and you never stopped. Seeing them now left you so conflicted. You look down at your ring, and twizzel it nervously. You grab a cigarette out of your pocket, your hands shaking. This is just crazy and you have no idea how to handle this situation in the slightest. You can’t find your lighter, you’re damned if you are going back in to get your purse. You throw your head back against the wall of the bar and groan out in anger. 

“Need a light lass?” Comes a voice from the darkness. 

anonymous asked:

idk why I feel that there's going to be a moment when everything's going to explode, like a raid with police and when they try to take Jimin JK is going to jump in his defense and someone is going to hurt him and Jimin can only hug him and cry while he whispers "Don't do this to me... just don't close ur eyes" and JK is gonna die in his arms saying something like "promise me that ur not gonna let anybody make u feel less... bc u are the most beutiful person that I've never saw" and I FEEL EVIL


anonymous asked:

I'm sorry if your feelings got hurt but? Writers receive criticism all the time, harsh or not. How are you supposed to be a writer if you can't even handle some tiny comment that may be a bit 'harsh'??

im…..what is happening

anonymous asked:

OKAY SO THE NEW UPDATE MHM YEAH THOUGHTS. 1) honestly the face mitch makes when he asks jonas why he's been avoiding him- i'm not crying there's just something in my eye AND 2) SO when jonas is explaining why dean doesn't want him around mitch... why does he hesitate to say what dean calls mitch... like maybe dean called him something else because his problem isn't with mitch's criminal past but with his sexual orientation (or what dean thinks it is)


And HmMMmm,,,, We haven’t seen Dean use any homophobic slurs but I don’t think he’s above not saying them so it’s very possible he could of have Said Some Words about mitch

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  • Give 'Em Hell, Kid: BASS MIKEY SLAY + something about New Orleans and murder + you're beautiful
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  • You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison: In the middle of a gunfight + pushups in drag
  • I'm Not Okay: Emo Anthem + I'm crying
  • The Ghost of You: I'm not crying there's just a Mikey Way in my eye + low-key 80's ballad vibes
  • The Jetset Life is Gonna Kill You: Is that an organ holy smokes
  • Interlude: quiet and whispery + ghost vibes
  • Thank You For The Venom: Oh look another emo anthem + ray toro is god
  • Hang 'Em High: Whistling + screaming
  • It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's a Deathwish: death + vengefulness + Ray's backing vocals i am ALIVE
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