not break it yourself

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Somehow the angel read what was happening behind the blank expression on your face and he was instantly on his feet and at your side. There was a turmoil behind your eyes that betrayed your thoughts, though you were attempting to present yourself as calm.

“What’s the matter?”

Cas’s gruff voice brought it all to the surface and you were holding back tears in the next instant and your knees felt weak. You collapsed quickly into the nearest chair and Cas’s concern grew. 

“What am I doing here, Cas? I thought I knew what I wanted but now I have no idea.” You caught his blue eyes with yours and felt as though you could allow yourself to break a little more. “I’m just–what am I doing?”

Cas knelt beside you and was brave enough to put a gentle hand on your knee. Your eyes flickered to the contact between the two of you. “You are exactly where you should be,” he said. “And no one has all the answers. It will become clear to you. I wish I could tell you more, but I can’t. I don’t know where your path will lead, but I do know that you belong here.”

anonymous asked:

SCORPIO AND SCORPIO?? 💕❤️ we were bestfriends then started dating, i lied to him and now he's done with me. the two of us together is so passionate and i know he feels things just as intensely as me.. he loves me so much. i do as well and don't know what to do. 😓💕 love your blog angel ❤️ pls answer

tbh when you lie to scorpios, it’s pretty much done. trust is huge to them (as you would also know as a Scorpio yourself!), and once you break it, it’s done. but if you truly and genuinely apologize and explain, they will either accept it or just accept it but still move on, which is a decision you will have to respect. but it has to be an apology from the heart and very sincere, so they know you truly mean it. it might be hard but I hope it works out! good luck!

anonymous asked:

Sparring partner needed. Looking for someone who's as tired of holding back against their opponents as I am. Are you too strong for the people around you? Do you find yourself breaking bones by accident if you're not careful? Do your opponents' blows never feel like they're hitting hard enough? Are you desperate for a REAL FIGHT? Then get in touch with me and let's go wild. Candidates who are immune to radiation strongly preferred.

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anonymous asked:

I have proof...but I doubt you'd believe it. If you want to see it yourself, you have to break out of it. Who cares if people call you a failure, people love you here, remember?


“I can’t…” 

There is a distinct difference between caring for someone and carrying someone.

Know the difference.

You are allowed to let people down when they are too heavy.

You are not a bad person because you have limits.

Don’t rush yourself. Give yourself the time you need to heal. Then, continue once you’ve regained your strength, and feel ready. Don’t be rushed. You have time.
—  Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin
I know it’s hard for you to talk to anyone right now, but how much do I wish I could tell you this: love isn’t everything. You don’t always have to live on the feeling of being in love. You are not a half of a whole seeking for your perfect other half; you are whole. You could be capable of creating masterpieces if you tried to reach for the sky. So please don’t get stuck in your hopeless circle, waiting for love - you are so much more than that person you said you are.
Self harm is :

•making yourself sleep deprived
•making yourself cold (not wearing warm clothes in the winter, sleeping without a blanket etc)
•not eating
•not drinking
•eating too much
•not looking before crossing the street
•scratching
•letting your skin be dry & break easily
•picking at skin
•over-exercising
•substance abuse
•over-working yourself
•making yourself go out and do things even though you’re exhausted
•putting yourself in anxiety-inducing situations (even if you have a choice to stay out of them)
•triggering yourself
•purposefully angering someone who you know will yell at you
•entering relationships you don’t want to be in/being around people you don’t want to be around
•having sex when you don’t want to
•setting yourself punishments
•not giving yourself time
•not letting yourself spend time with the people you love & know will be good to you
•yelling at yourself inside your head
•pinching or bruising yourself instead of cutting
•cutting
•holding everything in even when you have the option of venting
•over stressing
•over thinking
•staying in abusive relationships (friend wise or romantically)

STOP assuming that self-harm is visible and easy to notice. It’s NOT. Self harm isn’t always physical, it can be emotional, and mental as well

Stop what you are doing. Go outside and breathe. The world will not end if you take ten minutes for yourself.
—  taking time for yourself is important
I know this is an extremely stressful time for you, but just remember you can only do as much as you possibly can. Then, give yourself a definite break of at least an hour to two, just to give yourself (brain included) a rest, which everyone needs once one reaches their limit. Remember, you will still be alive tomorrow, the sun will still rise the next day, so its not “A matter of life or death.”
—  Krista Cowton

Look at you! You’re living perfectly fine without the person you thought you needed.

At the end of each day, take each and every one of your worries, and allow them to blow away in the breeze. The day is over. Tomorrow is a new day. Until then, rest easy.
—  Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin
I’m moving on; as I miss you less and less each day. I soon realized my home was always within myself. For I will always be complete despite the damage you left me. So I guess this tragic goodbye taught me how to love myself more. Like the way I chose to be better, even if I’m on my own this time around.
—   Notes After A Breakup // Conee Berdera

Put your happiness and wellness first. Make yourself a priority and leave those that bring you down. It’s okay.