me, gradually losing my sanity while trying to customize bhrenn the mara korbat:
what even IS this weird tiled chiffon cocoon???? how does this even work, the wings of the mara korbat are ATTACHED TO THE BODY so how is this dress hanging on ??? it looks sO BAD I’M JUST GONNA DLAJADAIRJWALRALSKJFAJ
this was easy for about two years, and then it became really, really hard. but anyway, @sashayed inspired me so here is a song for every year that i have been on this planet. i still go hard to ALL OF THEM today. also, you can listen to it all on spotify right here
1998 - Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls 1999 - No Scrubs by TLC (runner up: Adam’s Song by Blink-182) 2000 - Yellow by Coldplay 2001 - Drops of Jupiter by Train (runner up: The Middle by Jimmy Eat World) 2002 - Complicated by Avril Lavigne (runner up: The Scientist by Coldplay) 2003 - Crazy in Love by Beyoncé (runner up The District Sleeps Alone Tonight by The Postal Service) 2004 - Jesus Walks by Kanye West (runner up: Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day) 2005 - Sugar, We’re Goin Down by Fall Out Boy (runner up: Gold Digger by Kanye West) 2006 - SOS by Rihanna (runner up: Real Gone by Sheryl Crow) 2007 - Love Song by Sara Bareilles (runner up: Hum Hallelujah by Fall Out Boy) 2008 - Northern Downpour by Panic! At The Disco (runner up: (Coffee’s For Closers) by Fall Out Boy) 2009 - Cosmic Love by Florence + The Machine (runner up: Dog Days Are Over by Florence + The Machine) 2010 - The Loneliness and The Scream by Frightened Rabbit (runner up: Vanilla Twilight by Owl City) 2011 - Countdown by Beyoncé (runner up: Shake It Out by Florence + The Machine) 2012 - Dirty Paws by Of Monsters and Men (runner up: Video Games by Lana Del Rey) 2013 - Ribs by Lorde (runner up: The Wire by Haim) 2014 - Jackie and Wilson by Hozier (runner up: Cardiac Arrest by Bad Suns) 2015 - Lose It by Oh Wonder (runner up: Emotion by Carly Rae Jepsen) 2016 - Ultralight Beam by Kanye West (runner up: I Need A Forest Fire by James Blake) 2017 - Green Light by Lorde (runner up: Alaska by Maggie Rogers)
Okayyy soo here’s the deal with Ara and his affection towards Friday boi
A year or so after they met and became friends Ara’s soul subconsciously ‘latched’ onto Friday. Likeee Ara feel in love with him without knowing it. His soul freakinggg makes him feel like he needs to be around the guy, constantlyyy. You know how I said the reason Ara isn’t dead yet is because his soul has slowed down the process of cracking and shattering completely? Welll it’s because he’s around Friday and has him, aaand because food helps with the hp situation a bit. But Ara’s soul is pretty much getting slowly healed from his entire past oooof gaining cracks when he’s around Friday okAY.
So what I am saying iss, Ara loves Friday but he has no idea himself aand his soul is subconsciously ‘attached’ to Friday and his soul
How do you avoid cravings? My family buys treats and fatty stuff all the time and I find it really hard to resist. Any tips?
my mother just brought home a bag of chocolate and chocolate chip cookies. it’s so tempting to eat it but i simply tell myself no. i’ve come too far to give in to my cravings. it’s extremely hard but it’s definitely worth it when you see the number on the scale lower than the last time. to avoid cravings, look at thinspo, draw, go for a walk, think about your goal weight, chew sugar free gum or drink water. remember, fat lasts longer than flavor. do you want 10 minutes of tasty food or a lifetime of being skinny? stay safe. 💕
Once you get this you have to say five things you like about yourself, publicly, and send it to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable). SPREAD POSITIVITY! ♡
waaahhhh, thank you maria! this is super difficult for me to do because i always find the bad side of whatever i think up…but BLERGH WHATEVER SPREAD POSITIVITY.
i like my laugh. it’s more like a boom, a bark, and it’s very loud but i feel like it represents me very well. i appreciate a good sense of humor and i like having a laugh that really signals when i find something funny.
i like my…inquisitiveness? the drive i feel when something piques my interest and how energized i get by wanting to know more more more. google is my bff and i try to teach myself a lot of random things. it’s such a rush when i figure something out on my own, just knowing that i did it simply because i wanted to.
i like that i feel comfortable in heels. i usually wear sneakers and am a very casual dresser (you’d be hard-pressed to find me in anything but baggy denim and crewneck whatevers), but if i need to be fancy i will find the chicest 5-inch stilettos and rock them all night long. i can stomp my way down a city sidewalk and spin around a dance floor like nobody’s business.
i like that i don’t heal very well. it’s not a good thing, but i’ve come to appreciate how prone to scarring i am (acne, dog scratches, burns, scrapes, etc.) because then my skin holds those stories and memories and warnings. i don’t have any remarkable natural features, but i have a lot of scars, and i think that says a lot more than, like, cheekbones.
i like that i like to read books. i’m glad i haven’t completely killed my attention span and that i can still put my imagination to work. it can be difficult sometimes, considering the phone that’s glued to my hand, but i still get joy out of it, and i like that i want to challenge and reward myself with longform writing.