-makes me nostalgic for a place I’ve never been
-songs feel relatable
-no obscene topics, all pure
-writes songs for ‘kids movies’
-just a guy singing his feelings
-overall quality music
I am awfully sentimental. Of books, belongings, people, places. It matters very little how positive or negative the experience was. If it shared some meaningful time in my life, I’ll have trouble letting go.
Lilith is the Dark Feminine. She was Adam’s first wife, God created
them at the same time and they were to be equals. But once it was time
to make love, they began fighting over who got to be on top. Lilith
demanded equality and Adam wanted her to submit to him. She fled and
went to live by the Red Sea, where she would copulate with demons and
monsters. She became known as the
Before this, Lilith, in Sumerian mythology, was handmaiden to Innana,
the Queen of Heaven. Lilith’s job was to approach men on the street and
bring them to the temple for sexual rites. During these days female
sexuality was revered and seen as holy. Once the patriarchy decided it
wanted more power, it began demonizing the female sexual power and its
hold over men. Hence, later myths depict Lilith as evil. Really, her
only sin was sticking up for herself. This is what Lilith represents in
our charts - the dark feminine aspect, unbridled sexuality, equality
amongst the sexes. Wherever Lilith is in your chart shows where you may
have an unconscious (or conscious, if you are identified with this side
of yourself) need to express your sexuality, demand personal
satisfaction, and be yourself. Lilith wouldn’t change herself for Adam
and she went off to live a life of passion.
Pluto is a similar archetype. Lilith is associated with the serpent
(sexuality) and the bird (messenger for the goddess). Scorpio is also
associated with the snake and the eagle. Lilith is more specifically
feminine and deals with our feminine wounds, and for men, their
projection of the evil woman onto others. Lilith is an important element
in your psyche if you’ve ever suffered sexual abuse, have been
ostracized for expressing your sexuality, or if you identify with the
darker aspects of the feminine (or are attracted to the femme fatale
type). Lilith asks us to own our sexual nature and to put our needs
above society’s (especially today, in this patriarchal society).
Lilith in Aries is the firey sex siren, she knows what she wants and is going to get it. Assertive, aggressive, dominant - she take the power of Mars and lets Lilith ride away in its war chariot. She may be a little selfish in the bedroom, putting her pleasure first. She may be perceived as masculine if she takes on the more dominant role. She can also imbue sex with a youthful energy, like teenagers first falling in love. Underneath her cutting aggression, she is a hopeless romantic. She tends to love the chase and may lose interest after making a conquest, but it’s only because she’s searching for the perfect partner, someone who will keep her flame burning forever. The most passionate of the Liliths, her sex recalls the days of knights and maidens.
Lilith in Taurus is an earthy lust goddess, the most sensual of the Liliths, decadent in her approach. She loves all things beautiful, perfume, candles, soft furry blankets, all these things make her feel sexier. She is a woman of the forest, a forest nymph, dancing around with Pan and enjoying all of the earth’s delights. Her sex is full of love and romance, she can pull anyone into her world of intense romantic connection. Perhaps she loves everyone that she sleeps with, even if it’s only once. She is simple in her approach, there’s a bare nakedness to her, knowing that all it takes is letting Venus flow through her. She is Venus’s priestess (along with Lilith in Libra). She would perhaps be able to express her sexuality to the fullest within a loving relationship.
Lilith in Gemini would be very playful sexually, probably into dirty talk, they probably love trying on different sexual styles (maybe into roleplaying), adaptable to different partners and enjoys trying on different people. They also make smart sexy, they would find sex in the mind, like getting aroused just having an intellectual conversation with someone. Turned on by cleverness, wit, intelligence, knowledgeable people. I would also think maybe their sense of sexualness may fluctuate, feeling celibate one day and promiscuous the next, because they feel the myriad of possibilities when it comes to sexual expression. Bisexuality would be something to pin on Gemini (or pansexuality). They feel the feminine and the masculine within them, and can express both sides (passive or active).
Lilith in Cancer has sex with her soul. She is bewitching and psychic, calling down the powers of the Moon. Her power is her insight into the hearts of men, the world of feelings. She has felt it all, and this is where her wisdom lies. There is a timelessness to her, her past-lives are ever-present, and she can be nostalgic for places she lived centuries ago. The emotional bond is what is paramount in the sexual act - and it is always felt more strongly by her, as she is aware that they met before, in other lives. She is the nurturer, the comforter, but can just as easily turn into the dark mother. To gain access to Lilith in Cancer’s body is to gain access to her soul, the home in her heart. Those that disrespect the sanctity of her inner world may find that she’s not just a cute and cuddly comforter. She’s a natural witch and has no qualms banishing you from her temple. She offers you a return to the womb, a reunion with the Great Mother, if you are able to handle her ever-changing emotional landscape.
Lilith in Leo combines the dark bewitching Lilith with the confidence of the Sun, bringing that dark energy out into the light. It reminds me of the 70’s and disco, gold glitter everywhere, people dancing into the night. She’s a woman who demands to be worshiped, and demands that sex be fun, rather than serious. But she also requires a deep need to connect at a heart-level in the sexual sphere, she is a romantic at heart. In Tarot, Leo rules the Strength card which is represents the taming of the animal side. So I would think maybe there would be an animalistic side to the sex, like a wild-cat thing going on. Leo Lilith would have no shame showing off their sexual side, putting on sexual performances (strip shows, dances etc). The bedroom is her stage. There’s a sense of royalty and glamour imbued into her, she is the Queen and knows it.
Lilith in Virgo brings together the virgin and the whore, combining innocence with seduction. The self-owned woman, the woman who owns her sexuality and is not dependent on her partners. ‘Virgin’ doesn’t mean abstaining from sex, it means pure, untouched, even if she’s enjoying a bountiful sex life. Ruled by Mercury, Lilith in Virgo can handle multiple partners at once. She loves to serve and would probably fall more naturally into a submissive role. She finds joy in pleasing her partner, even to the point of obeying orders. She knows her power lies outside of this bedroom dynamic. Sex may be a chance to lose the control she so perfectly holds over her life. Like Lilith in Gemini, she would prefer an intellectual partner, one that can ignite her mind.
Lilith teaming up with Aphrodite. Like Lilith in Taurus, this Lilith embodies pure femininity. While Taurus would be a more earthier, sensual lust goddess, Lilith in Libra would be the charming seductress, beauty is her power. She would maybe be a people-pleaser in the bedroom, putting her partner’s pleasure first. I would see her bringing poise and grace into the sexual act. Libra rules justice so this Lilith may be interested in finding justice for women. Combining soft flowery femininity with dark witch power - like Lilith in Aries she knows how to get what she wants, but instead of taking action she’ll charm you into coming to her. While Lilith herself prefers to be single and independent, Lilith in Libra may find power through relationships, it gives her the stage upon which to perform her sacred sexuality.
Lilith in Scorpio - the true witch. Lurking in the shadows, this is Lilith completely satisfied having sex with demons by the Red Sea - it’s not just rebellion for rebellion’s sake, she just really likes it. She is drawn to the darkness, to the taboo. She is comfortable doing things in the bedroom that would make others blush or cringe. Her sex is filled with intense passion, undying love. She is the reason the French call the orgasm le petit mort - sex brings her to the boundary between life and death. Sex is not a frivolous thing to be entered into, it is the place with the deepest waters. She may be interested in sex magick, knowing the energy produced through sex can be channeled to fulfill her Will. She may also be interested in BDSM, comfortable with the fact that sex is a dance of power. Lilith is associated with vampires and Scorpio takes full advantage of the sexual intrigue the vampire image presents.
Lilith in Sagittarius brings to mind the centaurs, half-man half-animal. We don’t always talk about Sagittariaus’s sexual prowess but what would expect from the sign following Scorpio? They are able to channel a certain primal strength into their lovemaking. Lilith in Sagittarius turns sex into an adventure, bringing to mind high-class international escorts. Having sex in hotel rooms may feel more right than in the comfort of their own homes, where things are stagnant and predictable. Ruled by Jupiter, the planet of excess, they see no limits to their sex life, it is an expansive frontier they are implored to explore. They’re wild horses running away from boredom. Within a relationship they’re always keen to explore new territory to keep things interesting. They look for anything novel and exotic in their encounters, things that make them feel larger than they are.
Lilith in Capricorn would also have an earthiness to her. There would be an element of seriousness to her and to her approach to sex. She has a practical, keen mind and can orchestrate her sexual encounters in order to have the greatest payoff, whether her desired end is a committed relationship, financial gain, or just pleasure. She is timeless and classy, appearing modest. But underneath this public face, well Capricorn is one of the kinkiest signs (sorry Scorpio lol). Capricorn rules the Devil card in Tarot - the card of all earthly pleasures and delights, especially those forbidden to us. Capricorn may be known as the sign of repression, but on the other side of repression is a thick libido, and who knows what they get up to behind closed doors. You won’t know, though, because outside the bedroom she is the respectable CEO.
Lilith was the first rebel, and Lilith in Aquarius reminds us of this. She is is the experimenter, she’ll try anything in the bedroom once, just for the hell of it. Interested in overcoming sexual limitation, sexual mores and codes of conduct, it’s her body and she’ll do what she wants with it. Aquarius rules technology so probably not shy about using toys in the bedroom. May have a detached view when it comes to sex. Finds independence through sexuality. A sexual ‘weirdo’, Aquarius is the eccentric. Might try things for the bizarre novelty of it. Radical and revolutionary in their sexuality, may be interested in sexual politics, a true feminist. May be androgynous, finding both the masculine and feminine within themselves. May be drawn to unconventional sexual lifestyles like BDSM, polyamory, orgies. Imbues the dark bewitching Lilith energy with electricity, divine knowledge - she may have sudden mystical revelations at the point of orgasm.
Lilith in Pisces brings sex to new heights - the heavens. Sex is not just sex to her, it is a point of departure, a doorway to encounter her higher self. When you have sex with Lilith in Pisces you are being given an invitation to experience heaven on earth. Sex is a transcendent experience - ask her when she feels closest to God and she’ll say in the bedroom. May be interested in spiritual sexuality such as Tantra. There is a certain innocence to Pisces, although she dives into the depths of emotion like Scorpio, her sex is not in the shadows. She finds herself completely merging into one with her partner, she longs for dissolution, absolution. She wants to forget herself. Sex may be a form of escape for her, an addiction, if she’s acting unconsciously. She may love having sex in the water or masturbating in the tub, anything that makes her feel more fluid, so her sense of physical boundaries disappears.
I feel nostalgic about every place I’ve ever been to, tiring, time-consuming, to say the least. Every flat I’ve slept in, every train station I’ve ever been to and the sacred airports, and every season as well, spring more than summer but summer more that winter and in autumn I always read the great gatsby because the air is crisp. Nostalgia just takes a lot of my energy, and my time and my thoughts and well everything?????
I wanted to run away from here. Far away. I wanted to sit on the rooftop, have pale lights shine in my face and the summer breeze gently graze my shoulders. I wanted to hear the sounds of the noisy street below me, laughing, shouting, everything. I just wanted to go home. I wanted to run away from here.
5/12/17 // today, i found these old postcards and faded polaroid photos in a local vintage shop in my town. although random, images on them are truly beautiful and nostalgic. they all belonged to someone at some time in the past, and some even have writing on them, still. i intend to collect them & perhaps send them to friends in the mail. what a find ☆
It's the scent of this place. It's nostalgic. Reminds me of lavender scent of my grandmother's house. Even color of the walls remind me of the bygone era of my childhood; the dim sunsets of a fuzzy summer evenings, and faint memory of fading dreams.
Ah, you want to start all over do you? I know the feeling. It's enough to drive me to the brink.
Verily. At some point, I began to live my life in retrospect. The now doesn't matter anymore because everything has become so bland. What am I to do in this monotonous life when my happy times passed so long ago. It's as if-
*turns into a 9 foot tall vibrating metal cube that deconstructs me at a molecular level and turns me into pure radium powder*
Guy, with that as fetish who actually wrote this post:
*doesn't even jack it just looks at the screen all sweaty and breathing heavily*
*walks into the room unannounced* Everything okay? You've been acting kind of strange recently.
*quickly closes all tabs* Oh, nothing. I'm just like. I'm... you know. I've been tired.
*suspiciously* ...sure. Pizza's here by the way.
Okay, cool. I'll be right out. *wipes sweat from head*
*texts best friend* He's definitely cheating. He just closed like twenty tabs on his computer!!!!!!!
Did you look through his browsing history?
Yeah, it's all wikipedia pages about radioactive stuff. It's so fucking weird. He's either cheating or a terrorist.
That's creepy. I'd break up with him.
I've been considering it, but it's complicated. I still feel so strongly about him. I don't want to ruin our relationship.
Sometimes you have to break things off with the people you care about the most. For a little bit anyway.
Yeah, I get that. It's so hard though. I can't imagine life without him.
You have to do what you have to do. It's the only way to move forward. Getting stuck in a stagnant relationship can ruin you.
I guess you're right...
*is wearing a full hazmat suit.*
*walks up behind her* Jennifer, stop texting. We need you in the bottom.
Sorry, got it.
*descends in elevator, sees 9 foot tall humanoid ant corpse on the ground* Fucking gross! Do you know where it came from.
No clue. It's why we called you here.
This isn't like any cryptid I've ever seen. It must be extraterrestrial in origin. Wait... is its body full of gummy worms? *hears the sound of the elevator going up behind her*
Doctor! Where are you going!? What the fuck!?
Waves to her from the elevator.
*appear from the shadows in the hundreds*
No, no, no, no! This can't be happening.
Don't fucking come near me! I'm highly radioactive! You'll all die if you eat me.
Ant Humanoid in the back:
*listening to comic book podcast*
Podcast Guy 1:
So when it comes to Superman, I feel like there are actually two characters. Clark Kent, the man. Then there's Superman, the ideal. They're the same person but represent very different aspects of him.
Podcast Guy 2:
Comic books are fucking stupid, my dude. *cellphone buzzes* Hold up, I gotta take this.
Podcast Guy 2:
*gets an alert that his favorite fetish forum has updated, licks lips fuckingly*
Podcast Guy 2:
*under breath* Oh yeah. A new radium dust sexual fanfic. Can't wait to tweak my noodle to this! Zoo wee mama!
Podcast Guy 1:
What did you just say.
Podcast Guy 2:
Nothing, man. We were talking about Superman. Let's continue with that.
Podcast Guy 1:
Yeah, as I was saying. Superman would definitely be a power bottom and
As the autumn progresses from warm and golden to cold and dreary, many heroines may wish to pour a cup of tea, curl up in bed with blankets, and watch an old classic. These are a number of excellent movies, filled with horrors both supernatural and mundane.
An old favourite of Miss A’s, Nosferatu was the first film adaption of Dracula to survive, though many copies were destroyed after Florence Stoker sued the production company for copyright violations. But, much like the vampire, it rose again from obscurity, and the vampire Count Orlok had since become a pop culture phenomenon.
Perfect for: A stormy night, when the wind howls through the dark, and rain sounds like fingers tapping at the windows.
The Mummy (1932)
A monster, lost in time and searching for his love. A heroine, haunted by memories of a long distant past. Though the previous Universal movie, Dracula, was the more famous, the Mummy is a respectable Gothic in itself. Not to mention it appeals to any heroine who had an Egyptian phase - which is just about all of us.
Perfect for: An unusually warm autumn evening, where you find yourself nostalgic for places you never been, and people you’ve never known.
In a Cornish mansion by the sea, the newly-married Mrs. de Winter finds herself mystified by her new distant husband, while being tormented by his housekeeper, obsessed with his first wife, the eponymous Rebecca. Not only a classic in literature, the movie stars Laurence Olivier and Joan Fontaine at their best in a whirlwind romance with a dark outcome.
Perfect for: When you’re in a cottage by the grey and rough seas, and the wind rattles at the door and windows.
Jane Eyre (1943)
The Brontë novel had already been adapted to film numerous times before Joan Fontaine took up the lead role. A true Gothic, there is no supernatural monsters or hauntings - the horror of Jane Eyre’s life comes from humanity’s capability for cruelty, but is challenged by the hope she has for her life, and her questionable romance with the mercurial Mr. Rochester.
Perfect for: Those cold autumn days when it feels as though you could step out the door and find yourself on the misty moors.
Years after her aunt’s mysterious death, an up-and-coming opera star is whisked away from her friends and family by her new husband and taken back to her aunt’s home in London, where she is tormented by her spouse until she believes she is insane. This horrifying movie is famous for coining the term ‘gaslighting’.
Perfect for: A night when you’re in the mood for a psychological horror… and you’re single.
The Innocents (1961)
When a governess takes up two charges from their absent uncle, she finds herself trying to uncover a mystery surrounding ghostly sightings, the unnerving behaviour of the children, and the strange legacy of the previous governess and tutor.
Perfect for: A warm autumn afternoon, when you hear children outside playing in the leaves. Then suddenly, you hear nothing at all.
If you’d like a link to watch online, send me an ask. What is your favourite classic horror?
Known to be fierce and utterly terrifying, the archangels were born with an innocent trait that grew out all by itself, practically a necessity, to distance themselves from any kind of interaction and find peace in a place that almost felt nostalgic and homelike. These places were built after the absence of their Leader from legendary grace, ancient hands, weary minds and sprinkles of knowledge that they received from their Father by witnessing the creation of life. Worlds that only they could enter and control by will. [for @godhatesmichael]