what I think realistically: autistic and borderline
what I think is fucking hilarious: shes a hot topic aficionado
what is heart-crushing and awful but fun to inflict on friends: pretty much any headcanon related to her parents, but i also think she left college early to live with a guy she thought was in love with but rlly had a pretty toxic ingenuine relationship with. she was way too clingy and couldnt take his hints to give him more space and he was selfish and rude about her interests and eventually cheated on her (and wrecked some of her stuff when breaking up with her).
what would never work with canon but the canon is shit so I believe it anyway: i only say it doesnt work w canon bc she credits him for genetics, but that uncle lies is her stepdad, and her former (useless) therapist before her mom started courting him
Lo que no decimos se nos acumula en el cuerpo, se convierte en insomnio, en nudos en la garganta, en nostalgia, en error, en duda, en tristeza. Lo que no decimos no se muere, lo que no decimos nos mata.