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The Doctor + The Master - last and first looks.

anonymous asked:

What do you think of Harry saying SOTT is about a mom dying in childbirth. I'm just ??????? What do you think SOTT is about?

For reference:

‘Sign of the Times’ came from ‘This isn’t the first time we’ve been in a hard time, and it’s not going to be the last time.’ The song is written from a point of view as if a mother was giving birth to a child and there’s a complication. The mother is told, ‘The child is fine, but you’re not going to make it.’ The mother has five minutes to tell the child, 'Go forth and conquer.’

Harry Styles, Rolling Stone

When I read this I immediately thought he’s trying to tell us without telling us that Jay was the inspiration for SOTT and making it his lead single is a tribute to her. I mean, that’s my take on it. Makes sense to me.

She prepared her kids (which for all intents and purposes includes Harry) for her death.

Just stop your crying
It’s a sign of the times
Welcome to the final show
Hope you’re wearing your best clothes

Referencing a funeral here.

You can’t bribe the door on your way to the sky
You look pretty good down here
But you ain’t really good

Understand when it’s your time to go, it’s your time to go. Riches can’t save you. Your life may look great from the outside. But it’s not always as good as it looks. And those last two lines may be a reference to how shocked everyone was that young, beautiful, vivacious Jay had passed. It’s not all good in Harry’s hood, even if that’s what the tabloids and paps and gossips make it seem like.

We never learn, we’ve been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets, the bullets?
We never learn, we’ve been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets, the bullets?

We’re all whistling past the graveyard like death isn’t coming for us and our loved ones. When it comes, we’re devastated. We know it’s coming eventually, but we can’t get in the headspace of truly being ready for it. So we live on the run. Running from death. But it will catch us eventually.

Just stop your crying
It’s a sign of the times
We gotta get away from here
We gotta get away from here
Just stop your crying
It’ll be alright
They told me that the end is near
We gotta get away from here

To everything there is a season. The time of death is upon us. But don’t stay in this place of grief. It’s ok to move on. Keep living your life. 

Just stop your crying
Have the time of your life
Breaking through the atmosphere
And things are pretty good from here

Jay wants her kids to enjoy life, even though she’ll be gone. She’s going to a better place. No more suffering.

Remember, everything will be alright
We can meet again somewhere
Somewhere far away from here

It feels terrible now. But eventually, it’ll get better. And she’ll see them again someday. N.E.R.D.–noone ever really dies. Energy just transforms.

We don’t talk enough
We should open up
Before it’s all too much
Will we ever learn?
We’ve been here before
It’s just what we know

Don’t take your loved ones for granted. Share. Bond. Grow together. Do better. A mother’s wisdom.

I feel like this is where it was going with the dying mom comments. Of course, for many fucked up reasons, he obviously couldn’t say this was about Jay. But I think he dropped enough of a hint for us to pick up. It’s not the first hard time or the last? I think in Ever Since New York, Harry made it clear that hiding his relationship with Louis and engaging in fauxmances has been very painful for him and I’m sure for both families as well. The child is fine, but you’re not going to make it? Yep, all her kids are thankfully fine. The mother has 5 minutes to tell the child to go forth and conquer? That must have been what the last months of her life felt like–5 minutes. Not enough time. But she prepared them. God bless.   

Otayuri week 2017

DAY 5: Fears or Encouragement (Headcanons for everything because it’s perfect)

  • Don’t even try to fight with me on this: Yuri is a mess if it goes to jealousy all the time. But having a boyfriend, and that boyfriend being Otabek, is just too much for him.
  • He will fight everyone getting closer than 5 meters to him. Doesn’t matter if it’s Viktor, Yuri’s cat or salesman in shop. It is so easy to give Yuri reason to shout at someobody, or just show that “fuck you, Otabek is mine”
  • Deep down it’s because he feels not enough for Otabek, because he thinks his boyfriend is just perfect
  • At the same time, Otabek is jealous too, but he never shows it. He also thinks he’s not enough, but at the same time he would never allow anyone to take Yuri away from him. 
  • But Otabek, instead of shouting, every time he sees someone being too friendly with his boyfriend, just walks very close and with cold eyes, which can kill a human being, say something like “What do you want from my boyfriend?” with even colder tone. Noone ever wants to see him like that.
  • Long story short their relationship is strange mix between being anxious and showing how much they love each other. 
  • OH BOI ABOUT THEIR FIGHTS. They never have any major fights, more like shouting about stupid shit, but Yuri is so easy to swear, to kick Otabek out from house and just want to never see him again…
  • … for two minutes. Then he panicks, because he’s scared Otabek would really leave him and of course he didn’t mean that. He then always cries; Otabek comes back in few minutes and Yuri tries to apoligise, still crying, they’re hugging and saying how much they love one another and fight is over.
  • Yuri is just too much emotions in one small form you know.
  • BUT DAMN WHEN HE SEES OTABEK IS ANXIOUS. He’s peferct with encourage Otabek? He always knows what to say. With time, he learns how to mix every word which works for his boyfriend in one sentence, to make him feel more anxious, loved and strong enough to do everything.
  • And Otabek is so in love with him because of that?
  • At the same time I believe Yuri is always sure of what he’s going to do and that he’ll succeed. But Otabek never fails to still be next to him, supporting him.
  • And he definitely knows that Yuri works the best with bit of encouragement, like little promise about the reward or something like that.
  • tl;dr They’re perfect mess together.

Lorcisse was important because:

1.He,who did not care about anyone’s opinion of him, was hurt&angry when Lola told him “You are a dangerous man.”

2.When Lola backed away from his touch, he was HURT 

3.When Catherine wanted him to do something unforgivable, first he tried to give the impression that Lola isn’t important to him so Catherine would let it go. But she didn’t and he did something unforgivable, however that scene was AMAZINGLY important for Lorcisse because:

“Why are you doing this? You’re not the kind of person who hurt someone just for money.”

“I took advantage of the suffering of others. I blackmailed the king, and threaten the safety of everyone he loved, including you.”

“You’ve shown me that there’s another side to you.”

“Do you think because we shared a few nice moments, that you saw some good in me that no one ever seen before?”

“I can see the man in front of me quite clearly now.”

It’s Lola defending him, to HIM. but he insists that he is a BAD person.

But in fact yes, she did see some good in Narcisse noone ever seen before.

Oh and this is his face after she leaves (TELL ME HE ISN’T HURT)

4. “Lola won’t ever speak to me again.” Enough said.

5. “I am saying that should anything happen to either of us, i hope you remember me not as the man who lied or betrayed you. I hope you remember me as the man who would have cherished you if he had the chance.”

6.He actually cared about her. He warned her to be careful when he saw her leaving Greer’s place.

7.”You betrayed me yet when there was danger tonight, my worry was for you.”

8. 

9.Narcisse wanting to go rescue Lola at season 2 finale. (And he did)

10.How happy he was with her

11.“But the world is a dangerous place and one day you’ll wish you had someone like me to protect you from it" (after S3E18, i remembered this quote and i cried bc he couldnt protect her…)

12.He was hurt when Lola ignored him.

13.He kept writing letters to her.

14. She wanted to not get married and have an affair but he declined.

“I am yours this night.”

“No, not like this. I am going to marry you and i can promise you it’s not a mistake. Because we are right for each other.”

15. “What’s power without love? Without Lola?” And we all know how much Narcisse loves power.

16. “If Lola finds out i lied, she would leave me…”

17. During their fight scene, “Lola no, you don’t end this”

HE IS SO WORRIED THAT LOLA WILL LEAVE HIM!

18.LOOK AT HOW THEY HUG. LOOK AT HOW HE CLOSES HIS EYES!!!

(I don’t know whose gif is this but if it’s yours tell me and i’ll give credits) 

19. S3E17, When he went to England for Lola, he said “I gained everything i wanted. But it’s all meaningless without you.”

20. At the same episode he begged for her forgiveness saying “I know i’ve made mistakes. I’ve lied to you. But you have to trust me when i say that if anything were to happen to you… “ HE COULDN’T EVEN FINISH THAT SENTENCE

AND THERE WERE TEARS IN HIS EYES.

THEN HE BEGAN SAYING “I don’t care how long it takes, whatever i have to do-” (here Lola kisses him) BUT U CAN SEE HE IS READY TO DO WHATEVER AND WAIT AS LONG AS IT TAKES FOR HER FORGIVENESS.

21. Last episode, he begged her to come with him… Also he said “I don’t want you to dwell in darkness. I want to protect you.”

And when Lola said “Go, when i can still say goodbye.”

He went “Goodbye? What do you mean?”

22.And that last scene….How he cried, his tears, the pain on his face, how he tried to save her, how they BOTH CRIED.

(BUT HAVE YOU SEEN THE NARCISSE WHO NEVER CRIED, CRY SO BAD?? THE TEARS IN HIS EYES? HOW HE FOUGHT FOR HER UNTIL THE LAST MOMENT? HOW ANGRY HE WAS AT ELIZABETH??)

(These 2 gifs belong to http://bucknsteves.tumblr.com/ )

I AM SPEECHLESS. LOOK AT NARCISSE. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SEE HIM LIKE THIS. 


i am lost at words..when i look at their beginning, i could never imagine them ending like this…

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uuuuuuuuhhhhhh, i made a thing

and im not happy with it, haha, but whatever :D

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We’ll Build Our House and Chop Our Wood

This bit was an unplanned but much requested bit of GFFA that demanded to be written: Han asks for Bail and Breha’s blessing. This fits between ‘Headaches’ and ‘Forever’ and is unbeta’ed and terribly out of character, but it’s cute and feelsy and if you’re that bothered by it, please change the names in your head and let it be about Joe and Suzie. The title comes from the operetta Candide by Leonard Bernstein.

Also, because I don’t plan on getting in to any backstory, Han’s parents were killed in some tragic accident just before Han graduated high school. He was already accepted to school and managed to push through to make them proud, with the help of his godfather, Chewie.

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heimdall said everything is bigger in asgard, wanna find out?
—  steve trying to awkwardly seduce bucky while visiting asgard

Imagine being friends with Sherlock and Mycroft, and after a attack of a stranger on the streets you run to them. Crying, not knowing what to do, who to ask for help. “Hey! What is it?”, Sherlock comes to you, hugs you. “Shhh! Everything will be alright!”, he rocks you until you calm down a little, then gives you a tissue. “I.. I’m sorry!”, you whimper. “What did happen?”, Mycroft asks, coming out of the living room. “There was… a guy! He-He- He attacked me! He took my bag and hit me down!”, you begin to cry again. “Where?”, Sherlock asks, a voice cold as ice. “Two blocks from here!”. Sherlock grabs his scarf: “Mycroft, make her a tea and whatever she needs, I’ll be right back!”. And a few minutes after you got your tea, now sitting with on the couch, reading “Dotor Who: The Blood Cell”, you here a someone shouting your name in front of the window, so you go there, look out, and see Sherlock holding a man by his arm. “Is it this guy?”, you remember him, automaticly you say: “Yes!”, and Sherlock shouts at the guy: “Say sorry! Go! Appologize for stealing her bag and hitting her! Hitting a lady, you bastard!” but the thief doesn’t, he just says: “I don’t know what you are talking about!” “Stop it! Stop playling the stupid one now! Wether you apologize or noone will ever see your fave like it is now again! No one is allowed to hurt the girl I love!”, Sherlock shouts, so angry, you never heart him talking like that. WIth a voice that sounds like it could set the whole world on fire!

Big Iron

Rating: Explicit

Pairing: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski

Word Count: 4916

SPECIAL THANKS TO @endgame-sterek who basically co-wrote this with me! ♥

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It was early in the morning when he rode into the town of Agua Fria, a small thumbtack compared to the capital a day’s ride away on horseback. The trip had been long and the sun had been relentless, the day’s heat unbearable from dawn till dusk.

So when his eyes had caught Agua Fria in the distance, despite it being a single road town, it resembled a bountiful gem. Beneath him was a fairly young appaloosa, her strong gallop propelling them closer to the town. The select few of the population that was out and about gave him owlish stares as he rode past.

Small shops and a single inn was passed before the local saloon came into view which was his first stop. Pulling the reigns to the left, Koda followed the direction and came to a halt in front of a hitching post. Derek swung himself off his saddle and landed with a booted “thunk”. After securing Koda, the horse all but inhaled the water in the trough below. He didn’t fault her though, if anything she deserved that and all the sugar cubes in the world for the travel he put her to.

Derek made a grab for his gun and holster, securing it onto his belt. Making sure he had his badge and money he turned on his heel and made his way to the saloon. Soft music was playing, wafting from the thin glass panes and saloon doors. His heavy footsteps thudded against the ancient wood flooring and the hinges of the door squeaked eerily as he pushed past them.

The moment he walked in it was all eyes on him.

Due to years of the same old routine, whenever he ventured somewhere new he was numb to it as he walked towards the bar. Many drunkards and working girls eyed him as he passed. Derek focused on one of the empty barstools and sat down, taking a much needed load off.

The young man beside him with curly light brown hair immediately moved down a few stools, keeping his eyes cast down to his nearly empty glass.

“Lookin’ to wet your whistle?”

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“You’re my perfection”
Imagine you come home to your boyfriend Luke’s and your appartment after a day out with your girlfriends and hear him yelling through his phone at someone. You could tell he was really upset, so your quickly kicked off your shoes and made your way into the kitchen. Luke was wandering around in the kitchen, wildly gesturing with his hands and shaking his head.
“No Calum I will not calm down! I told you you I never wanted that pictures posted. I told you! And you promised you wouldn’t upload it. I knew I should have made you delete it…”
Luke stopped talking instantly as he realized you were home and standing in the door.
“Whatever, cal.”
Luke replied to something Calum said, you couldn’t quite understand and a second later Luke hung up the phone.
“Hey you.”
He said softly, but you could tell he was still pretty upset.
“Hey you too. What’s wrong?”
“Nevermind. Calum is just being a dick once again.”
“Actually I do mind. I can see your upset. Please talk to me.”
Luke looked at you for a moment as if he wanted to see if you really cared. As you raised your eyebrows at him, he sighed hopping on the kitchen counter burying his face in his hands.
Your heart ached seeing Luke like that. He was honestly upset about that picture Calum posted. You carefully approached your boyfriend, taking his phone from the kitchen counter in your hand. Luke instantly snatched it out of your hand.
“No! I don’t want you to see it.”
“The picture Calum posted?”
“Yeah.”
“What’s wrong with it? Why don’t you like it?”
“It’s just … that… Umm.. I don’t…”
Luke groaned not finding the right words to express how he felt. He let his head fall back into his hands and covered his face.
“Hey, hey. Luke please look at me.”
You stepped in between his tangling and ridiculously long legs, resting your hands on his thighs. Your face was only centimeters away from his hand so you decided to whisper as he didn’t look at you.
“Please don’t hide your face from me.”
“But I should! I should start wearing at bucket over my head all the time so noone would have to see me ever again.”
You chuckled slightly at his words, but once you realized he was dead serious you grabbed his hands and intertwined them with yours.
Luke didn’t look at you. He stared at the tiles on the floor with a broken look on his face.
“Luke, can you look at me for a second?”
“No.”
Your thumb was stroking the back of his hand. You brought his left hand to your lips first and placed a soft kiss on it, you did the same with his right one.
“I love your hands. I love how they are so big that they can completely cover mine when you hold my hand. I love how soft they are even though they should be rough from playing, but they aren’t. I love how you fist your hands whenever you hug someone.”
Luke looked up at you surprised. He didn’t expect you to think so much about his hands. He felt flattered by all those little things you noticed that he hadn’t even noticed.
“I love your neck. I love how it tenses when you sing and sometimes one can see your veins so clearly. I love how it looks so muscular and hard, but whenever I touch it it’s the softest thing.”
Luke was now smiling.
You looked down at his feet letting one hand go and traced the outside of his legs.
“I love your legs. I love how they look so skinny and long like the ones in the Victoria’s Secret fashion show and I love the kick you do a if you had no bones in your body. It amazes me every time. But at the same time they are so muscular and damn you can jump high baby! That’s so got damn hot.”
“Y/N I …”
“Shut up, I’m not finished.”
Luke chuckled as you stepped nearer and were now staring at his flawless features.
“I love your face. It’s perfect. Your eyes make me melt into a puddly whenever I get lost in them. The color reminds me of the cloudless summer sky. I love your eyebrows. They make you look so cocky and cheeky and I love the thing you do when you wiggle your eyebrows. It’s the cutest thing.”
As if on cue Luke raised his eyebrows just the way you loved it. You grinned as you saw he was waiting for you to continue.
“I love your lips.”
“I know you do.”
Luke laughed and you smacked his arm slightly at the comment.
“I’m not talking about the kissing. I love your smile. You don’t just smile with your mouth, but you smile with all of your features. Your face gets soft and cuddly and cute and your eyes light up and your nose, oh don’t get me started about your nose! I love it when you scrunch your nose whenever something weird happens. I’m literally drooling over the screen whenever you do that in interviews. If I hadn’t been so in love with you in the first place, I would have fallen for you as soon as I saw you scrunch that nose.”
Luke chuckled and his cheeks flushed as you mentioned you were in love with him. You had told him before, but this time it was different to him. This time he believed you. He had always thought he wasn’t good enough for you and sooner or later you’d realize that and leave him, but in that moment he realized you had just as much fallen for him as he had for you.
“I love how I can still make your cheeks flush even though we’ve been dating for over three years. I love how they flush in deeper red when someone makes a sex joke. I love how you still get flustered whenever I am naked in front of you even though you’ve seen it a million times. And I love your hair. In every stage and at every time of the day. I love it in the morning when it’s flat and it matches your adorable puffy eyes. I love pulling on it when you kiss me and i love how it smells. I love the way you style it in that ridiculous quiff and I love it when it’s darker when it’s wet when you step out of the shower and the water is dripping at your chest.”
Suddenly Luke grew quiet again.
“Hey, where did that smile go?”
Luke mumbled something you couldn’t understand, even though you were only millimeters away.
“What was that?”
Luke sighed looking at you, but except for repeating what he had just said he unlocked his phone and turned it around to see a picture. Your mouth fell open instantly and Luke suddenly regretting showing you wanted to pull it back, but you grabbed his hand.
“That’s the picture Calum posted?”
“Yeah.”
“Ok, give me your phone I’m not ok with him posting this either.”
Luke’s face fell. He knew the picture of him half naked was ugly, but he didn’t expect you to react so straight. You usually build him up after bad press or other things that upset him. But this time you seemed genuinely disgusted and it broke Luke’s heart.
“I do not want pictures of him hot as boyfriend especially topless on the internet. Imagine all those girls and probably even guys masturbating to that picture! I mean come on, this is like the fucking hottest things I’ve ever seen. I am so not ok with sharing your body with other people. You are on house arrest my friend.”
Luke’s eyes were wide. For a second he was unsure of what just happened.
“Cal is probably not going to delete that picture now is he?”
Luke shook his head still shocked about your reaction, but blood already rushing in his cheeks by your compliment.
“Alright then.”
You took out your own phone from your back pocket and typed something. A second later Luke’s phone vibrated with another twitter notification.

@y/t/n: thank you @calum5sos for posting that picture. Now it’s official. @luke5sos is walking perfection! #secretlyperving

Luke chuckled to himself as he read the tweet pulling you into him and kissing you passionately, before pulling away and whispering against your lips.
“You’re my perfection.”

anonymous asked:

Everytime I tell someone about God and his whole plan of salvation and how he loves them. Noone ever gets saved. I see other christians that can say they talked about God and those listening were won to Christ.I'm a fisherman with no fish!!! :( :(

But you are a gardener planting many seeds in peoples heart and that’s awesome! 

justateenlie  asked:

I feel like noone will ever see me, like they call me beautiful and saw I am funny.Will it always be like this?

Dearest justateenlie

I’m sorry that you feel this way but I don’t think it will ever be helpful if you judge yourself based on how other people see you.

Have you looked in the mirror lately? Have you noticed those eyes that looks like your father’s? Your lips as soft and red as your mother. Those lovely smile. Take some time and appreciate what you have. Do not base your perception of yourself according to what you think other people would see you. I’d say love yourself, improve it, and other people would start noticing it. If anything, it boils down to confidence and how you carry yourself.

Confidence is the only key. I know a lot of people who aren’t traditionally ‘beautiful’ - not symmetrical or perfect-bodied or perfect-skinned. But none of that matters because all that shines through is their confidence, humor and comfort with themselves. I can’t think of any better representation of beauty than someone who is unafraid to be herself — Emma Stone

Know the meaning of beauty in your words. Define what you meant by the word beautiful. How beautiful the word beautiful is or what makes them beautiful to you.

Boost your self-confidence. Don’t worry about the people around you or what they say about you. Be confident in every actions you’ll do and prove that you can do anything.

Walk like a fashion model. Chin up and stand straight. Walk like a model in a runway. Walk with confidence as if it’ll be the final walk you’ll do. Ignore rude comments from someone who doesn’t think you’re beautiful. Just ignore it, walk and go on.

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