yeah so like
i dont really know how to start this off, but i’m the type of person that’s used to being treated anything but well. honestly, i couldn’t care less about how people treat me, but i legitimately do not know how to react when people treat me well. the people i have now, all of my friends, fuck, even my teachers, they’ve been treating me very well and i’ve NEVER been treated like this before. and i just want to make sure that everyone (they know who they are) knows how much i fucking appreciate it. i know i can be a sad piece of shit a lot, but i want to treat you all like royalty because you deserve it so much and i love all of you guys with a fucking passion i want to marry all of you. like you mean SO much to me and like????? y’all make me blush so much + give me tons of butterflies and you always say nice things that make me gush and squeak and like„„ you all make me as happy as can be and i appreciate you all so much and i knOW i said that already but i dont think i can say it enough!!! the past few nights i’ve been in tears over a lot of things (including the fact that i have people that care about me so much nowadays) + like
fuck im so speechless honestly just
i love you all. so. much.
thank you for everything you’ve done for me.