What is Xixi thinking about in ch 176 in the second to last panel? I love the art on your blog btw!
Ahhh thank you so much for your lovely words!!! <3 Although none of the arts [drawings and stuff] are mine, those are just reblogs so I’m assuming you mean my edits (just saying, I don’t want people thinking I’m taking credit for their beautiful art lol).
And hmm, this one?
so they just did a 1,000 meter run test, they’re both sweating and tired; jian yi just did his last and he has collapsed in zhan’s arms as he picks him up, whimpering ‘zhan… xixi’. zhan suddenly gets this gentle, soft look of deep contemplation crossing his face [he also has it in chapters 147, 162, 169]. I think he is still thinking about the events that have happened previously: jian yi kissing him, xiao hui calling jian yi abnormal and seeing how much it hurt jian yi, jian yi kissing his neck, jian yi nearly getting kidnapped, his confession of wanting to protect jian yi. old xian clearly zooms in on his face to show the audience the importance of his expression and to emphasize that he is thinking deeply about something.
In this panel, I think seeing jian yi so weak and tired after running reminded him a lot of how tired and stressed jian yi was the previous day, especially with how he whined out his nickname for zhan just then… he’s probably getting flashbacks of jian yi crying from being called abnormal for his attachment to him (and he also cried ‘zhan xixi’ then too). whatever the reason, his expression goes soft after jian yi does that. zhan has always had this innate need to protect jian yi ever since he was a little boy, not only because it hurts him to see jian yi struggle but also because he loves him. I think he’s mostly thinking about how to reassure jian yi how important he is and how much he matters, especially after looking at how fragile he is in his arms right then. he’s thinking about how to make sure his own feelings get through to jian yi - to let him know he cares immensely about him. he wants to let jian yi know he is not abnormal or weird, at least not to him. zhan is trying his best to be there for jian yi no matter what as he sees him struggle with his feelings. he holds him gently and pats his back and says ‘you’ll get better in a bit’, I think it has a double meaning: I think he meant it physically and literally, that jian yi would get better after running but from his deep contemplative expression in the panel we speak of, it can be assumed he also meant that jian yi would get through this internal struggle as well and that he will be with him every step of the way.
So I figured none of the names really fit you guys so I decided to give u some new ones (this has probs been done tbh):
(i’m kidding btw)
ENFP: The Inspirers*rom com music begins playing* The One INFP: The Idealists The Baby ENFJ:The Protagonist The One Who Was Like and Then I Was Like and Then INFJ: The Advocate The Limited Edition Collector’s Type ENTP:The Visionary The Actual Worst ™ INTP:The Architect That One. That One There. Wait. Where’d They Go? ENTJ:The Commander Fear Itself INTJ: The Strategist The Mistyped Asshole Who Called You Intellectually Inferior…are there any /real/ INTJs? Let’s hope we find them soon…. ESFP:The Entertainer The Guy Who Accidentally Woke Up on the…yeah u remember that story ha good times good times…I wonder how he’s doing now… ISFP: The Artist The Cute Friend Who Will Never Return Your Feelings ESTP: The Dynamo The LOUD ISTP:The Mechanic The Coool Sciencisitst *sunglasses emoji* ESTJ:The Executive The Fearmonger ISTJ: The Trustee The Calculator ESFJ:The Consul The Mom Friend ISFJ:The Defender The Huggable Puppy
OK im bored and have no idea for art so imma post some of my childrens crushes/ future crushes
Ara: Friday (duh we all know thiS BY NOW-)
Chi: (none so far)
Ko: (none so far)
Mao: (none so far)
Mel: Fennel (he cant help but think hes adorable ok-)
Mora: Azi (he can’t help it-)
San: (none so far)
Ubon: Friday 13th (that is, if they ever get to friggen meet)
Unko: (none so far)
Yun: (none so far)
i present to you galactic steampunk, my aesthetic. deal with it.\
btw, they’re all transparent, in case anybody would find that information relevant.
i claim nothing, none of the stock photos or designs used are my own, i just edited them to look fucking cool as shit
you losers had better be grateful
sorry i’m nightblogging here i’m tired and bitter and hungry and really grumpy in general lately
plus i’m on my period, which makes me even more tired and even more hungry, which in turn makes me even more grumphy
i mean at least i actually have food available to me now
and i also got my paycheck today
but i’m stressed so i’m mostly eating sweets anyways
what is adult. what is life
plus i bought orange juice concentrate the other day bc i thought it would be cheaper but it just means i have to MAKE my OJ now, who makes oj anyways like wth if i want oj right now i would need to go and make it and i’m too tired and i really want orange juice okay