none for you tina

She’s not you

Originally posted by sparklingnifflers

Prompt: A lot of people wanted insecure reader so here we are! 


    This is for all the insecure girls whether it’d be physically or emotionally.


         Their laughter filled the air creating a stone in (Y/n)’s chest. She sat at the table her sketches strewn across the table, yet she was unable to concentrate. Her thoughts kept returning to the two sitting in the living room. The jokes and small talk were stones set to weigh her heart down. Every moment it got harder and harder to listen. 

          (Y/n) couldn’t understand why this was affecting her so much. Newt was hers, not Tina’s. Yet as the two continued to joke around, something stirred inside (Y/n) that made her sick. It felt like the old butterflies had turned into wasps that seemed to tear at her stomach.

           She felt her eyes starting to burn the sign that tears were on their way. So she gathered her things and quietly exited to her temporary room. She set her belongings on the desk before plopping down on the bed. Something wet trailed down her cheeks as her chest seemed to tighten.

            Why was Tina so great? Why couldn’t (Y/n) be just as good as her? Well to (Y/n) it was obvious…. She was beautiful and (Y/n) felt that she wasn’t. She only had dull (E/C) eyes and greasy (H/C) hair. She had a lot more scars than Tina. She was socially awkward and could never word anything right it seemed. (Y/n) couldn’t blame Newt if he did fall in love with Tina.Tina seemed to have everything.

              “Oh, Sweetie…. None of that is true….”  (Y/n) jumped slightly at Queenie’s voice and quickly wiped her tears away. She looked away trying to ignore how her body shook from trying to contain her sobs. “Stop reading my thoughts Queenie,” She whimpered.

                Queenie’s eyes softened and she sat in front of (Y/n) giving the girl a sad smile. “Sorry, Sweetie…. It’s hard to ignore you when you’re hurting,” She stated. (Y/n) felt the tears rising again and struggled against the urge to gasp for air. “Queenie, please… Just leave it alone.” Queenie wrapped her arms around (Y/n) sighing slightly. ‘(Y/n) there is nothing wrong with you…. Newt’s not going to leave you…”

                  (Y/n) felt something warm slipping down her cheeks and a small whimper came from her. “How do you know Queenie…” She snapped slightly, fear rising through her at the thought. Queenie pulled away a knowing look on her face. “(Y/n) I may not know…. but I know someone who does.”

                    Queenie stood up and went to the door and for a moment (Y/n) was confused. That’s when she realized who she was talking about. “Queenie don’t you-”

                    “Newt sweetie will you come in here?” (Y/n) felt her heart stop as she heard Newt excuse himself from Tina’s presence. Her heart hammered in her chest as if it was trying to break free from her ribcage. 

                      Newt walked in with his signature smile across his face. “Hey, Queenie what’s-” Newt stopped the moment he saw (Y/n)’s face. Her eyes were filled with tears and were already puffy and red. Concern filled his eyes and he was instantly sitting in front of her. His eyes scanning her face and his hands holding her cheeks. “(Y/n) what’s wrong?”

                       Seeing him seemed to break (Y/n). She started sobbing as she hugged him tightly. Her heart aching with every sob that wracked her body. Newt was taken back having never seen her like this before, but soon he was mumbling soothing words in her ear. “Shhh it’s alright I got you…”

                        After what seemed like hours it seemed (Y/n) had finally calmed down. She pulled away taking a deep breath before looking away from him. Newt’s eyes softened and he tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear. “(Y/n) what’s wrong?” (Y/n) seemed hesitant before she mumbled, “I understand if you like Tina Newt….. She’s a lot better than me…”

                         Newt frowned. “(Y/n)…” She wouldn’t look at him tears once again pricking her eyes. “(Y/n) look at me…” He mumbled eyes softening as she finally gazed up at him. “(Y/n)… Don’t ever feel that way…. I love you and you alone.” Newt took her arms and let out a sad laugh as he slowly traced her scars. “I love every scar that you have… Cause I remember how much I worried over everyone.” Tears were visible in his eyes as he gave (Y/n) a small smile. “I love how awkward you are cause it’s the most adorable thing I’ve seen… Especially when you say things wrong.” He met your eyes and a small grin formed on his face.  “And don’t even get me started on your beautiful (E/C) eyes or your hair.” He pressed a kiss on her nose sending tears trailing down her cheek. “I love every part of you (Y/n). Tina has none of the things I’ve listed and if she does it’s not even close to you….”

                        (Y/n) smiled and for the first time in a long time, she actually felt calm. “Newt… I love you… You know that?” He let out a chuckle and pressed a kiss to her forehead. “Yes, I know…. Just remember that I love you too.”

*I Only Love You* Newt x reader

◘ amandasinedahl asked:

HEY!❤ Could u mayve make something where the reader and newt are togetter but suddenly hes come home from new york whit tina and reader get jealous on tina becores the reader think she more beatyful and shr had a bette work and thats kind of stof but newt dont see irt and the reader grt worst and worst and it ends up that she thinks newt love her more than the reader? Thank u if you do it❤❤❤

Waving your wand around, you made sure everything was in place for Newt’s return home. He was currently in the process of writing his book about magical creatures, something he’s always been passionate about since your days at Hogwarts. 

The record player in the corner was softly playing Sidney Bechet as you added the finishing touch… lit candles and a pot of his favorite tea ready to go on the stove. 

Glancing up at the clock, you felt your heart racing as the time grew closer to his return. Fixing your hair in the mirror, you applied some lipstick and spritzed on some of Newt’s favorite perfume. 

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Are You Mine? *Part 2*

Originally posted by jeremy-jordans

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Request: Angst Request Please?, au where everyone see all in black and white until you see the eyes of your soulmate, reader see the colors when she see the eyes of Newt, but he can’t, she lies about the colors time pass and reader tells Tina “take care for him” and gellert hurts reader, she confess she loves newt and then dies. Years pass and Newt name his daughter like reader because reader Dreams about have scamander for last name. Sorry english is not my language. also Tina and Newt are soulmates! <3

Part 1

Ship: Newt x reader

Warnings: Angst, mentions of blood, death

Author: @xfandomqueenblrx (me)

Words: 1,338

DO NOT post this on other sites and claim it as your work.

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Here is the long awaited second part to Are you Mine! Please leave feedback, and enjoy!!

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3:00 AM.

You still hadn’t come back from your outburst, and Newt was extremely worried at this point. You were his best friend, and what if something were to happen to you? Tina had fallen asleep on Newt’s shoulder, letting out small huffs of air every time she breathed out.

Newt examined the color of her hair and what she was wearing. Her dark brown hair was all over the place, and her light blue jacket was starting to fall off of her shoulder. His love for her was undeniable, and he couldn’t help but leave a small kiss on her forehead. 

He slowly stood up and gently laid Tina down on the couch so as not to wake her. He then walked over to the coat rack and grabbed his blue coat and suitcase. He needed to find you and bring you back to safety.

“Newt? Where are you going?” Tina’s groggy voice filled the room. She had sat up from her position on the couch and was eyeing Newt.

“Go back to sleep, darling. I’m just going out to look for Y/n.”

Tina stood up from the couch and readjusted her coat so it wasn’t hanging off her shoulder. “I’ll go with you.” Before Newt could protest, she had already started walking towards him and putting on her shoes.

“Are you su-”

Newt didn’t have time to finish his sentence before Tina apparated them out of the complex. Now, it was time to find you.


You were still in the alley when a drop of rain hit your shoulder. And then another, and another, followed by a whole storm of raindrops hitting every inch of your body. You felt numb, unable to cry any longer. The familiar gray of the world clouded your vision, and you couldn’t help but miss the colors you saw whenever you were with Newt. 

But, he wasn’t yours. And you had come to the conclusion that it was better to see him happy than with someone he didn’t want to be with. If Tina made him happy, then that’s all that mattered to you.

By this time, you were already soaked to the bone. Your clothes stuck to you like a second skin and you knew you needed to get back to the complex if you didn’t want to get sick.

You began to stand up and lean against the alley wall when you felt footsteps in the distance. Footsteps that were gradually coming close to you. You froze in your position and looked to your right to see a man and a younger teen approaching you. Both of them were looking dead at you, the older man looked furious while the teen looked confused.

You put your hands up in surrender. “I-I’m sorry I didn’t realize you were here.” You slowly reached behind you to get your wand. The older man noticed this though, and used wordless magic to disarm you quickly. 

You gasped and started to back out of the alleyway, but you hadn’t gotten very far before the older man rushed towards you and grabbed your forearm. 

“Where do you think you’re going?” He sneered. 

“I-I’m so sorry I… J-just please let me go.” Tears started to well up in your eyes at the thought of this strange man harming you. You looked helplessly at the teen to see if he would do anything to help, but he just turned his head away so he wouldn’t be able to see the scene in front of him.

The older man let go of your arm and took a step back from you. “I’m afraid we can’t just simply let you go.” He lifted his hand towards you and clenched his fingers together.

Suddenly, an excruciating pain burned through your abdomen, and you couldn’t help but scream. It felt like someone stabbed you with a knife and was twisting it inside of you. You dropped to the ground and tried to clutch for something, anything, to steady yourself.

Newt and Tina heard your loud scream and ran towards the source of the noise. They neared the alleyway you were in before hearing another terrifying scream come from you. 

Newt rushed into the alley, only to see you crumpled on the ground, blood surrounding you. He also saw… Percival? And someone else in the distance. He wasn’t able to get a better look before the two apparated out of thin air. 

Your sobs racked your body. The pain was spreading to all parts of your body, creating an internal fire that refused to be extinguished. 

Newt rushed over towards you and took you into his arms, not caring if the blood stained his clothing. Tina gasped once she saw the sight before her. She carefully walked towards you and pulled out her wand. Sitting down next to you, she began to murmur healing spells in hopes of making your pain stop. 

Black spots filled your vision, but once you felt Newt’s arms around you, you felt at home. Those familiar colors filled your vision once again. You felt another hand touch you, trying to heal your wounds. None of the spells Tina was using helped your wounds, and you continued to bleed out onto the concrete. 

“N-Newt…” Your voice was raspy and deep. You couldn’t feel any pain, numb yet again.

“Shh, no, don’t speak.” Newt pulled you in closer to himself, his warmth encompassing you like a big warm blanket. He kissed your head and rocked you back in forth. Tears started to flood his own vision. He couldn’t lose you, not now.

“I-I love you Newt. You… You’re the color in my world.” You couldn’t help but grin goofily. The blood loss was starting to really get to you, and you could barely form any sentences.

At first, he didn’t understand what you were talking about. Then, he realized. You saw the colors around him… But how?

Newt gave a loud sob. “W-Why didn’t you tell me Y/n?” You looked up at him, savoring the beautiful color of his eyes for the last time. You smiled, knowing that you’d at least die in a world full of color.

Instead of answering him, you turned towards Tina and reached out for her. Tina held your hand, a lone tear running down her face. 

“P-please… take c-care of… him.” 

Those were your last words. 

Your hand went limp in Tina’s. Newt sobbed loudly, pulling you in closer to himself, kissing your forehead and murmuring reassuring words into your hair. 

But, you were already gone. 


It’s been five years since your death. Newt could barely deal with your death at first, keeping to himself and only tending to his animals. He could barely function after having you die in his arms. 

Tina had been equally heartbroken at first. She knew you and Newt were close, and she couldn’t help but also mourn for you. But, after a while, she knew you were happier where you were now, and she tried her best to help Newt out of his mourning. It took some time, but soon enough, Newt was out of his mourning with the help of Tina. He also came to the conclusion that you were happier in heaven than on earth. 

To this day, he’s still confused as to how you saw colors around him. There’s no explanation for it, but he wished he paid more attention to you. He regrets not realizing it earlier, but there’s nothing he could do about it now.

As of now, Newt and Tina were at the hospital. Tina had given birth to their first baby, a cute little girl with hair just like Newt’s. 

Tina was cradling the baby in her arms, cooing and kissing her. Newt was sat on the bed next to Tina, his arms around the both of them.

Tina looked at Newt and gave him a peck on the cheek. “What should we name her?”

Newt thought for a moment before realizing the perfect name for his baby girl.

He smiled and stroked the baby’s head. 

“Let’s name her Y/n.”

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FINALLY!!! Again, I’m sorry for keeping this from you guys lol. Please leave feedback 

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@ganesh1234

  • Jacob: How long have you been sleeping with Tina?
  • Newt: That's disgusting. And wrong. I don't even get- why would- I've never had sex with anyone, anywhere. It's none of your- you have- the nerve, the audacity, Tina is my boss, technically. And she is terrible, face-wise. And how- how- do I know you're not sleeping with her? Maybe you are. Maybe you're trying to throw me off? Hmmm, check and mate.

hmltntrsh51  asked:

Crystal and Jacob both climbed into the case, smiling. "This is certainly an adventure," Crystal said as she walked out of the shed. "This is the most amazing I've felt in years. Thank you, Newt. Sincerely."

He smiled at her, happy to see her smile and enjoy the creatures. “My pleasure.” He walked down the steps, closing the case as he settled himself inside.

None of you realized Tina had been watching, and she had quickly sat upon the case and locked it.