1. First impression: WHY DOESN’T SCISSORSAFELY WANT 2 FRIEND 2. Truth is: ur a lesbian except darren 3. How old do you look: 18~ 4. Have you ever made me laugh: me tellin desty she ain’t funny 5. Have you ever made me mad: NOOOOO 6. Best feature: your obsession w/ glasses 7. Have I ever had a crush on you: no 8. You’re my: lesbian 9. Name in my phone: >:( #getaniphone
okay, this isn’t even really my place but i feel like i need to say something anyway. i do not expect you to reply, or read it all, or anything. i hope you do read it though.
your last post, your message to everyone, is that which is not true.
no, you are not perfect. there isn’t a single person on this planet who is. everyone has bad days, every single one of us has said and done things we really wish we hadn’t. i do. i have. every day almost i get a feeling in the pit of my stomach where i think, “that was really fucking stupid, why did i do that?”
this does not make you any less of a good person.
you hurt yourself, which does not make you any less of a good person either. it is something that i cannot fully relate to. when it comes to self harm, as in direct pain and punishment to your body, i’ve heard it’s something that becomes impossible to quit. as for verbal put downs (which i am guilty for) i can say that those too, are impossible to quit.
in this day and age there is not a single soul who doesn’t make a bit of self doubt and sadness. because of the media and the voices around us we grow to think we are not enough. we are never going to be enough.
i know it’s a lot to hear someone (or read in this case) go on and on about all these things. but listen to me for a second okay? you are way more than you give yourself credit for. you are the sunshine for someone, you are the light in life for someone, you are a REASON for someone.
not anything perfect, not anything that fits in a price range and not anyone else.
for all your flaws and imperfections there are people who love you. and need you. and want only happiness for you.
please, try and see the good in yourself. it is easier said than done. i know. i’m currently going through it. i’m struggling, but i’m not giving up. and i don’t ever want to think you would either, okay?
i don’t know you well and i’m sure this is probably uncomfortable or weird but i want you to know that i am always someone who’s willing to try and help. to listen.
i was going through my inbox looking at old messages because i never delete anything and i found this message that desty nolandavid sent me when i was self harming. i’m actually crying right now because this message is beautiful and wow emotions. desty is one of my favorite people on this website and she’s a ball of sunshine that i just want to hug forever. she’s one of those people that once you get to know, you never want them out of your life because they’re literally the best. desty i love you so much babe <333