what your soul has forgotten
  • North Node Aries/South Node Libra: you're so used to being there for others, giving of yourself in relationships to the point of losing yourself, that you've forgotten what it means to be an individual, to stand alone and to be your own person, to be assertive.
  • North Node Taurus/South Node Scorpio: you're so used to having control, being controlled and needing power that you've forgotten what it means to relax and to just be comfortable without needing control over everything.
  • North Node Gemini/South Node Sagittarius: you're so used to being anywhere but here and going off on adventures, you've forgotten what it means to actually talk and get to know the people right in front of you, in your neighbourhood.
  • North Node Cancer/South Node Capricorn: you're so used to being a workhorse and striving for success and to just be successful, you've forgotten what it means to stay at home and actually feel a part of something.
  • North Node Leo/South Node Aquarius: you're so used to being there for everyone else and for the group, you've forgotten what it means to be an individual and to actually shine as one too.
  • North Node Virgo/South Node Pisces: you're so used to chaos and escaping from reality, you've forgotten what it means to be a real, grounded, physical human being.
  • North Node Libra/South Node Aries: you're so used to having to do everything alone and be there for number one, you, that you've forgotten what it means to be there for someone else.
  • North Node Scorpio/South Node Taurus: you're so used to being comfortable and relaxed, you've forgotten what it means to actually be there for someone when they're going through hell.
  • North Node Sagittarius/South Node Gemini: you're so used to getting all the gossip and talking endlessly about nothing, you've forgotten what it means to actually know and talk about something that has real meaning.
  • North Node Capricorn/South Node Cancer: you're so used to being there for your family, the people you grew up with, and people being there for you, you've forgotten what it means to actually be someone in the world, to make a success of yourself on your own.
  • North Node Aquarius/South Node Leo: you're so used to being treated like royalty, having so much happiness and joy and readiness to take the world by storm, you've forgotten what it means to not be selfish, to be there for those who have nothing, to relate to people you don't know.
  • North Node Pisces/South Node Virgo: you're so used to being the one who works hard and does all the duties and being realistic, you've forgotten what it's like to dream and actually allow yourself to follow a dream.
A HIGHER EDUCATION - PART SIX

Summary: Shawn and yourself are best friends at University. 

Word Count: 6,052

A/U: So I do already have another 3K words written so chill. Still no idea what I’m doing here. 


Your name: submit What is this?

“Fuck,” Shawn muttered on my bare shoulder. “Why can’t I fucking get that right!”

Still breathless I was unfazed by what Shawn was referring to.

“What?” I said through my spacey mind.

That. I can’t keep myself together long enough.” His voice told me he was upset with himself.

Turning my head I found a head full of messy brown curls. He was upset because he came before me again, it was the fifth time now.

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Earth Is Not Yours To Take

Marvel (The Avengers) One Shot

Characters: [FEMALE] Reader x Loki Laufeyson + Steve Rogers

Warnings: violence

Request: “Can you write something based on “ imagine being a childhood goddess and meeting Loki” bonus point if the reader can bless children by giving them “powers” and so being the one who made up mutants?” - anonymous

Word Count: 1,365

A/N: awesome idea, original gif imagine is here [x] ! i feel like this took a different turn than i was expecting, but oh well, hope it’s still okay.

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Return of The Maid

Summary: At the Trancy manor, where many secrets lay hidden from wandering eyes. There lies an even dangerous secret beneath it. Some believe it to be treasure, but of course, it doesn’t belong to him. Shall we proceed?

Pairings: Sebastian x Demon!Reader x Claude

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Warnings: Violence, thunder storms

Word Count: 4054

Originally posted by hopelessbaka

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The sky was dark and low with ominous black clouds and the wind picked up, howling, crying, warning, baying like a wolf into the night. The first crack of lightening rent the air and within seconds the rolling boom of the thunder reverberated overhead. Soon the rain fell, slow to start, splattering the sidewalks haphazardly. Then it fell as if from buckets, cascading like a waterfall from the heavens. It pounded on the roof of the Trancy manor as if it were demanding entrance.

The head of the estate watched the drops of rain fall down the glass of one of his many windows.

And he scoffed. “This weather is plain ridiculous. Hannah!!”
The maid that had been hiding in the corner of the room flinched at his voice.

“Yes, master?”

“I despise this rain. Make it stop.”

The maid known as Hannah kept her gaze to the floor but slowly moved it on him.

“But, sir. I have no control over the-”

“Tch. Useless broad.”

He stood up from his chair and turned around. She instantly returned her sight to the floor when he glared at her in despise.

“I don’t want this beastly sound to disrupt my night. I don’t care how or what you do, just make sure it doesn’t! Now go!”

She bowed her head and quickly left the room. Watching with boredom, he sighed and plopped down on his bed, face down into the sheets. Turning his head, he looked out the window and he stared as the dark clouds began to form over his manor.

His eyes narrowed. “There’s a storm coming. Just perfect.”

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An anxious sounding tapping rang out into the cool night air. The two pairs of footsteps were completely drowned out by the wind and thunder crackling. The only showing of a presence was the trail of crimson liquid that was dripping beside one of the footsteps.

And through the fog were the outlines of faces that were as pale as the white mist, camouflaging their very existence.

Their pace was matching the pounding of the rain and the boom of thunder, as if they were the very embodiment of the storm. And it was headed in the direction of the Trancy manor.

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Chart Ruler & Life Purpose

Your life purpose is to [Ascendant/chart ruler] [house].

Examples:
Sagittarius Ascendant, Jupiter in 4th - your life purpose is to expand internally.
Taurus Ascendant, Venus in 8th - your life purpose is to accumulate secretly.
Cancer Ascendant, Moon in 11th - your life purpose is to nurture socially.

Leo Ascendant (sun): exist, shine, radiate, proceed, become, create
Cancer Ascendant: (moon): feel, shift, evoke, sense, nurture, understand
Gemini/Virgo Ascendant (Mercury): think, understand, reason, learn, teach
Taurus/Libra Ascendant (Venus): share, accumulate, negotiate, beautify, love
Aries Ascendant (Mars): initiate, challenge, conquer, survive, accomplish
Sagittarius Ascendant (Jupiter): mentor, experience, expand, inspire, discover
Capricorn Ascendant (Saturn): endure, earn, mature, evolve, strengthen
Aquarius Ascendant (Uranus): change, innovate, progress, rebel, defy
Pisces Ascendant (Neptune): transcend, absorb, enlighten, subsume, illude
Scorpio Ascendant (Pluto): transform, empower, destroy, control, recreate

Chart ruler in 1st: openly, directly, independently, fully, actively
Chart ruler in 2nd: securely, materially, satisfyingly, increasingly, selfishly
Chart ruler in 3rd: communicably, mentally, mutually, inclusively, resourcefully
Chart ruler in 4th: internally, psychologically, comfortably, familiarly, emotionally
Chart ruler in 5th: creatively, individually, personally, romantically, playfully
Chart ruler in 6th: routinely, collaboratively, dutifully, healthily, cleanly
Chart ruler in 7th: interpersonally, receptively, closely, committedly, admittedly
Chart ruler in 8th: secretly, controversially, intimately, radically, transformatively
Chart ruler in 9th: adventurously, fearlessly, philosophically, freely, wildly
Chart ruler in 10th: publicly, successfully, recognizably, powerfully, boldly
Chart ruler in 11th: experimentally, inventively, uniquely, socially, communally
Chart ruler in 12th: spiritually, unconsciously, intrinsically, painfully, karmically

*Supplementary to the chart ruler & in the same sense, you can also look at the ruling planet of the sign / house your North Node is in.

I Know You, Eurus Holmes

Sherlock One Shot

Characters: [GENDER NEUTRAL] Reader x Eurus Holmes

Warnings: ehh some mentions of violence/injury

Request: “Can you write something based on “Imagine Recognising Eurus, who used to be your classmate in primary school ” with angst please?” - anonymous

Word Count: 2,084

A/N: related gif imagine is here [x] ! tbh i can never tell what is angsty when i’m writing, and i feel like i’ve been including a lot of flashbacks in my writing recently. anyway i kinda liked writing this, hope this was alright !!

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Ever been confused about Draconic Charts?  We all have been as there is very little information out there about them.  The Draconic chart is the soul chart and for those who believe in Esoteric Astrology indicates past life tendencies relived early in life.  The basic nature of a Draconic Chart shows a summary or who you were and how you acted up until the teenage years.  The draconic chart is the normal chart realigned with north node at 0 degrees Aries.  It is re-aligned based on the sign and degree your natal north node is in.  

A basic example of how a Draconic chart works would be natal North Node in Cancer 0 degrees shifting all of the signs 90 degrees in the Draconic chart. This happens quite simply because to get to 0 degrees Aries for the Draconic chart, every planet is shifted 90 degrees to get to the zero point.  So this shows a very important factor; only planets in signs change in Draconic charts and the aspects completely stay the same.

One must remember the birth chart is a snapshot of what we are growing into in this lifetime.  The planets in signs (and ascendant) show the basic qualities of how we acted up through our teenage years.  You may create a synastry chart between your Draconic and Natal chart to see how your inward planetary energies between youth and adulthood assist or hinder one another.  This method (if you so believe) can show whether you are continuing a theme of a past life or growing away from who you were.

Due to the basic nature of a Draconic Chart it is imperative to understand the degrees of angles stay the same as they are in the natal chart.  The only thing that can change is the sign of the actual planets and the ascendant in the Draconic chart.  This is because the are  based on the degree of the Node in the natal chart and “Shift accordingly”.  


Examples of how North Node natally in the signs play out Draconically :

(Important! The Draconic ascendant must stay in the same elemental family of your natal Ascendant.  If the degrees of the North Node and Ascendant natally cause your draconic ascendant to shift to a different element than your birth ascendant new conditions are created.  In this case I suggest going to the bottom of this post and reading about how Ascendant’s aspecting one another in Draconic/Natal synastry alter the picture.)

If the North Node is in a Fire sign of Aries, Leo or Sagittarius it increases the chances that how you acted in your teenage years carries through to adulthood. Why?  This is because when the Draconic Chart is re-aligned all of the planets in signs will be in a trine-like configuration with the natal planets. They will naturally create someone who may act the same throughout life. This may indicate reliving conditions of a past life so you can carry on something you already started.   

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PSA: The South Node is not always negative and the North Node is not always positive. The South Node does not necessarily have to be discarded and the North Node is not necessarily an absent or disconnected ideal that we have to strive for. I disagree with the idea that we should “overcome” the SN and “become” the NN. There are positives & negatives of both sides of the nodal axis, and it doesn’t have to be linear. It shouldn’t be seen as growth from bad to good, it should simply be seen as moving forward.

Relationship Compatibility #5 - The Nodes

The Nodes

(I know I skipped #4. And I will get to that eventually.  But I recently had a revelation about a previous relationship and I wanted to share it while it was still fresh on my mind. So I’m skipping ahead to discuss the North Node in Astrological Compatibility.) LOL I actually started this 2 months ago. But got lazy.

The North Node AKA True Node AKA Rahu (Vedic) is a mean, crazy, complex thing in Astrology.  I like to simplify things though. I have Mercury in Sagittarius so I’m a big fan of “the main idea”.  I will say the true node is like a mega magnet that keeps pulling stronger and stronger way after its attached;  A deluxe extractor that explodes something slowly from the inside.  It is WAY excessive.  Any aspects to the NN will work kind of like the dad that makes you smoke the whole pack of cigarettes because you took one drag after school behind the gymnasium.  It teaches you life lessons about something by making you experience entirely too much of it.  It extracts all the ingredients out of something until it is no longer that something. It changes your life. It is deeply spiritual.

The North Node represents what is challenging and unfamiliar but what you need to move toward in order to fulfill your spiritual purpose.  Its opposite, the South Node, represents what you are comfortable with but need to move away from in order to fulfill your spiritual purpose.  

When someone’s North Node conjuncts or opposes someone’s personal planet between 0-3 degrees, expect some seriously life changing circumstances. You will have an obvious and instant attraction.  It will immediately seem meant to be in some way. But, whatever planet that aspects the NN will become an increasingly heavy weight in that relationship.  This is true for all of the planets. Not just personal planets.

When I was much younger I was in a relationship with a guy who until recently still haunted me.  It took me several years to recover from that relationship. From just looking at basic compatibility elements in our charts, it would seem at first that we were meant to be.

My Moon sign was conjunct his DC which is a famous “Marriage” aspect.  

In our composite chart our Vertex was conjunct the DC. Another marriage aspect.

My sun sign was conjunct his Venus. My moon sign was trine his Venus.

His Mars was conjunct my Venus.  

Naturally, we had some challenging aspects too.  But what ended us, what doomed us  or at least played a major part in our demise was his North Node conjunct my Saturn by 0°. They were EXACTLY conjunct.  Cue the death march song.

Though this aspect surely meant that our relationship at that youthful age in our lives was not meant to last.  It meant something much bigger in my personal life and spiritual journey.  It was that relationship that forced me to start growing up.  It began to harden me and prepare me for life’s more difficult blows. It made me begin to see myself and love myself for who I really was, not whatever personality my family and friends were projecting onto me.  I was very somber, cynical, weary in the years following that breakup.  But with this came a maturity that I didn’t have before. I had to make and learn to live with really uncomfortable decisions about my life.  For no other reason but to survive, I had to face harsh realities about myself that I would not have been able to face in the years before I dated him.  Subliminally, I knew I had difficult times ahead. I knew that I had some maturing to do, and I picked him to expedite the process.  

When our relationship began I didn’t even know him. I worked with him and one day I looked at him and just realized I liked him. I didn’t know why I did.  I just did.  I began to be slightly obsessed with him.  I don’t even remember talking to him before I liked him, I just felt drawn to him for some reason.  He later told me, that prior to our dating he would watch me shopping around the store unbeknownst to myself at the time.  We were both still young and relatively inexperienced in matters of the heart. Our relationship was rocky from the start. Though we had our share of fun and hot sex,  almost immediately, things began to get very dark and heavy.

Saturn is a very heavy planet.  It is the planet of reality. The cold hard facts. The bitter truth.  Saturn wants nothing more but for everyone to get the full experience of Reality on this planet. It wants you to be rooted, to grow, and to be fruitful.  But not without enduring all the forces of nature first.

In a Romantic relationship, Saturn is not really want you want.  Especially not in the beginning. You want to dream. You want to live in a fantasy together. You want the honeymoon.  You want Neptune, Venus, The Moon. Saturn is a major joy kill and super party pooper in the early stages of a relationship.

Well, almost immediately after he and I became intimate people began to bombard me with information about his former lovers.  One of whom I also worked with and was somewhat friends with. It hurt me that neither one of them decided to tell me that they had been together just a few weeks prior to he and I beginning to date. I wanted to be in the honeymoon stage but I was instantly confronted with reality. I decided not to confront him with this information. Instead letting it fester.  As our relationship progressed I continued to have more and more uncomfortable truths thrusted upon me. 

We had all kinds of rocky ups and downs and confusion. I was so depressed when I was with him but I honestly loved him. I didn’t understand why it had to be so painful.  I couldn’t understand why I liked someone so much but also resented him so much. I felt like he was a child and I was a grownup even though he was a year older.  I resented him because I felt his life was so easy and mine was so challenging. I resented him for resenting me for not having an easy life.  I wanted him to be more mature and I often felt like such a nag bringing the mood down all the time.  I didn’t know how to be light and easy with him. It just wasn’t coming.  And I could sense that he wanted to get away from me but still honestly liked me too.  It was horrible.  My personal life began to be more and more out of control.  I had money problems, family problems, friend problems.  Everything  that I thought was stable in my life seemed to slowly fall apart the longer I clung to him.  It wasn’t like he was doing it.  It was more like I was being ripped from my fantasies. He was like a spaceship tearing me from my fantasy world and setting me in orbit towards where I was really meant to be.  I was forced to see who my real friends, were, what really was stable in my life and what wasn’t.

Our breakup was horrible for me but wonderful for him. I never felt so lost.  I felt like I had nothing left when we were finished. All the people I thought were my friends, my home, my sense of who I was and where I was going – All of that was completely gone.  I was starting fresh.  I was completely uprooted and I was set on a journey to find True stable ground to replant myself.  

I’m still not completely sure if I have found that place yet.  But I do know that I am grateful to have had that time of having my illusions so violently ripped away from me.  Sometimes you’re not strong enough to grow on your own.  You need some type of supplement.  

I was angry with him for so long. But thankfully astrology helped me and I was able to realize that he was only playing a part, he was a catalyst in my spiritual evolution. He was absolutely a soulmate who helped me to realize a higher version of myself.  I can only hope that in some way I did the same for him.

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If you aspect your partners true node or vice versa it must be very close to get the truest experience (within 0-3 degrees).  Conjunctions and Oppositions are the Strongest. Any such aspect is a definite sign of a soulmate.

Conjunctions to the NN work in the way that I have detailed above. They extract the personality of that planet in your life to the point where your life is changed by it.  

North Node Conjuntions to:

The Sun - You may experience a change in your personality, confidence, Ego as a result of the relationship.  You may become famous or popular.  Your public persona will be boosted continually.  You may get a better understanding of who you are as a person and what you want from life.  Your sense of purpose may become more clear to you. Your desire to create may increase.

The Moon - Your emotional nature will be amplified.  The relationship may lead you to experiences that shake your emotional foundation.  This can be good in a relationships. Your feelings for that person may keep growing and growing.  This relationship may force you to confront the ways that you deal with emotions.  This relationship may lead to motherhood or just bring out your sense of nurturing and caring for others. You may also be forced to confront any issues surrounding your mother or lack thereof.

Mercury - Brainstorm.  This relationship could activate your mind.  Any mental issues you have could become exaggerated at this time.  You may learn to communicate better or more.  You may get much smarter as a result of this relationship.  You will be forced to confront any mental weaknesses.  You may write more, talk more, listen more, learn more.  

Venus - Your sensuality will be put in the forefront.  This can be a great aspect for relationships, especially if you are female as it will amplify your feminine nature and increase your awareness of your relationship.  Your relationship may continuously grow in importance.  You may feel as if you are meant to do nothing else but love each other.  The longer that person is a part of your life, the more your enjoyment of life will be increased. This person could be a catalyst of your creativity.  You may make incredibly beautiful art during your relationship with this person. You may look more beautiful when you are around this person.  

Mars - Passion. This could be good and bad in a relationship.  This person will activate your self will.  You may become more and more motivated to go after the things that you want. You may become more spontaneous, impulsive.  You may become more agressive and sexually sexually confident.  You may become more selfish.  You may feel increasingly attracted to that person.  You may also become increasingly angry or violent with that person.  If you had any problems being assertive before. This relationship can set you on the path to correcting that. It will force you to be assertive, take the lead.  If you have not had that problem or have been overly aggressive, the relationship will force you to confront your anger issues and set you on the path to focusing your energies.

Jupiter - Good Fortune.  This is probably among the best aspects you could have with a partner.  Being around this person will steadily increase your good fortune.   You will grow more generous, light hearted, and wise.  You may become more religious or philosophical.  You may have a boost in good luck.  You may be put in positions where you can help people and make the world more fun and enjoyable.  You may get richer or fatter :-/. You may have to confront your relationship or belief in God.  You may begin to start asking yourself life’s “bigger” questions. “Who am I, Why am I here, What is my purpose, etc.” You may travel more and see the world with or as a result of this person in your life.  

Saturn - Reality. See above story.  You may be forced to confront the truth.  If you have been out of touch with reality, that will be no longer with this person in your life.  You may feel an increasingly stronger sense of duty, responsibility, maturity.  You may feel older and older the more you are with this person. You may be forced to confront where you have struggled with reality and where you have not been responsible.  You may feel like a burden to your partner.  You may feel gloomy around this person.  You will become a stronger more grounded person with or as a result of this relationship. You can become a master of reality with or as a result of this relationship.  You may gain a bigger interest in nature, stones, plants, animals.  This is actually a very good position for someone aspiring in the occult arts, yoga, or meditation as it forces you to connect better with the earth.  

Uranus - Freshness. This relationship will bring out new exciting aspects of yourself that you have never experienced before.  You may get ideas out of the blue all the time.  Your intuition may increase.  You may cut off old ties, old habits, and old relationships.  You may change your whole look and style.  You may become fascinated with the future.  You may have issues with electricity – so be careful!  You may have a bigger interest in science and technology while you’re in this relationship.  You may become very unpredictable during this time.  You may get really weird or start hanging out with a totally new crowd of people.  Your family or friends may not feel they can relate to you when you are in a relationship with this person.  This partner will probably be like no one else in your life.  This relationship might not last, but when its over you will have revived your life with so much freshness.

Neptune - This relationship will activate your imagination.  This may be an extremely romantic relationship.  Romeo & Juliet style.  The world will seem to disappear when you are around this person.  This relationship may activate any tendencies toward drug use.  You may tend to do drugs with your partner or go to really imaginative places like raves or amusement parks.  If you are a writer, artist, musician etc. and have been suffering from any type of creative block. This relationship will cure that.  It will open up your imagination in ways you haven’t even dreamed of.  This may also be a dangerous relationship. It could increase your dishonesty or put you in many positions where people are not being honest with you.  You may be under the spell of this person and loose touch with reality.  

Pluto - Purging.  This relationship will be deep, dark, often ugly, always powerful and when its over you will experience a purity of spiritual purpose that you have never known.  This relationship may feel like hell purging of your sins. Secrets that you have kept may come to light.  You may be forced to confront your darkest or ugliest nature.  You will be forced to see your own shadow self.  You may become more powerful in any occult arts and may take a huge interest in it during this time.  People with dubious or hidden intentions may enter your life as a result of this persons influence.  This person may have incredible mystical powers and you may not always know or trust his or her true intentions.  This is a relationship that is meant to transform you to a higher purpose.  

Oppositions to the NN are really conjunctions to the South Node and work in an opposite way.  If someone conjuncts your planets SN, you will begin the relationship with the energy of that planet radiating very strongly, but as that person grows spiritually or as time progresses, the energy of that planet will decrease.  That person may have picked you because he/she feels comfortable enough with you to begin a higher spiritual journey.  Harsh planets like, Mars, Saturn, Pluto, or even Neptune may become easier as your relationship progresses.  While more romantic elements like Venus, The Moon, Jupiter, or again Neptune may fade over time.  

South Node Conjunctions to:

The Sun - You may have picked this person because of how he/she boosts your ego. Over time though you may realize the vanity of your ego as a result of this relationship. You may become more in touch with your true self.

The Moon - You may have picked this person because you naturally feel very comfortable and nurtured by this person. But over time you may have to step out of your comfort zone in order to move forward in life and experience your true emotional nature. 

Mercury - You may like the mental stimulation that this person gives you. But over time you may realize that you don’t share as many ideas as you thought you did.  This relationship may force you to think differently. You may feel like there is too much talking, like you just want peace and quiet.  You begin to feel like you have learned enough and now you want to feel and experience.  

Venus -  You may feel a natural attraction to this person. You may feel so beautiful around this person. But over time you may realize that they are no longer the one for you and that your beauty is dependent on something else.  If you are very pretty you may become humbled by this relationship.  The importance of beauty in your life may decrease as a result of this relationship. 

Mars - You may start off fighting a lot with this person.  You may be natural enemies. But as time goes on you realize you actually have a lot in common and can be great allies to each other.  This may also be the type of relationship that is very sexual at first but cools over time to something more calm and meaningful. 

Saturn - You may not have faith in your own physical strengths and may be a bit of a masochistic or a workaholic. You may have picked this person because you don’t believe you deserve to enjoy life.  As a result of this relationship, you may realize that you have already worked hard enough and that its okay to give yourself a break and experience the beauties of nature without the extra pain.  

Jupiter - This may be the type of relationship that starts out really easy then gets increasingly difficult.  You may naturally have good luck with this person, but increasingly your luck runs out.  You may become humbled and grounded by this relationship.  You may feel like God is leaving you as this relationship continues.  If you have been a religious zealot or fanatic this relationship will give you a more realistic experience with God.  

Uranus -  You may feel like a natural weirdo and you may have picked this person to reinforce that idea. But as time goes by you may begin to realize that you are more emotional, grounded, and connected to other people than you thought you were. You’re not as weird as you thought you were. This relationship may show you that its okay to fit in and go with a crowd sometimes. 

Neptune - This is the type of relationship that can free you from your own delusions and self undoing.  This may be the type of relationship where you begin as drug buddies but over time you realize the destruction that the drugs are causing. So you begin a path to become sober.  This relationship can also be one that decreases your imagination over time.  Maybe you are writing partners who start out working great together but you begin to be less and less inspired by each other over time.  

Pluto -  This relationship may begin very dark and punishing but will increasingly become easy, light, beautiful, even heavenly.  You may have come to this person because you felt guilty about something but overtime you become freed from your own self punishment. This person may teach you how to forgive yourself and show you that the suffering, darkness, and confusion is over.  Its a bright new day :-)

☊ North Node ☊
  • North Node in Aries/1st house: To build the personality and in due course develop self-awareness, confidence, self-reliance, and unfold an initiative and sense of identity to carve one's own destiny. Focusing on one's will, self-assertion, passions, motivations and acquiring self love.
  • North Node in Taurus/2nd house: To become resourceful, practical in all worldly and mystical senses, and develop the self-worth based on one's own validation. To build strong values, whether material or impalpable, to see with clarity what is genuinely important and strengthening to the will. Understanding patience and timing, that it was not the hare who won the race.
  • North Node in Gemini/3rd house: To broaden the agility and adaptability of the mental faculties and grow to view the world with reason, logic and objectivity. Exercising the mind trend to become dual and communicative, transmitting informative messages and being open to receiving the messages of others.
  • North Node in Cancer/4th house: To grow a Soul in the midnight fragment of one's character, bringing out the depth of oneself. Growing through development of the Soul Powers; becoming empathetic, humble, and nurturing towards oneself and becoming sensitive to the needs of others for expansion of one's emotional intelligence.
  • North Node in Leo/5th house: To find fulfillment through the creative self expression and one's creations, whether it be from the mind, body or soul. To strengthen the will and focus on giving oneself attention while also spreading love to others. Acquiring self-respect, self-confidence and developing the identity and independence, taking lead of one's own life.
  • North Node in Virgo/6th house: To integrate the self into service for growth and learn humility, stabilization, and logically analyzing the world to instill a focused mind that observes important details and brings about order. To put the healing powers to work in the earthly plane and build an efficient soul.
  • North Node in Libra/7th house: To integrate the self into others and learn cooperation, compromise, and seeing through multiple and impartial perspectives. Growing into the idea of spreading love to others and advocating for togetherness and union. To understand in this world, one does not stand alone.
  • North Node in the Scorpio/8th house: To learn the process of elimination of resources that hinders one's progress and develop regenerative healing powers. Using one's power for renewal and productive change as opposed to corruption and stagnation. To access the psyche lining as to look further and deeply into unknown realms, gaining awareness and receptivity of the psychological needs of oneself and others.
  • North Node in Sagittarius/9th house: To alter and adapt the world view through intuition and unlock the Superconscious awareness in oneself. To develop and trust the prophetic instinct and unite the heart with faith, charity and inner positivity. Unlocking inner philosophy and traveling inwardly and/or outwardly to expand the heart, opening a path to higher truth and liberation.
  • North Node in Capricorn/10th house: To find fulfillment in becoming the elevated version of oneself, obtaining self-control, responsibility, self-sufficiency, and giving back to the world as to serve the public. Building a sensible and practical foundation to approach life with clarity. Directing one's sight to the future. To understand growth is like reaching for the sky, it is limitless and beyond.
  • North Node in Aquarius/11th house: To spiritually integrate oneself into serving the universal whole and begin relating to others with equality. Learning the importance of companionship, interpersonal connection, objectivity, and understanding. To build one's aspirations and goals around the collective and humanitarian pursuits, uniting the heart with society, with life.
  • North Node in Pisces/12th house: Integration comes from giving oneself to the collective consciousness and transpersonal endeavors. To use the healing powers for the afflicted and mold the attitude to be more hopeful, compassionate and fluid. Learning the growth benefits of self-reflection, trusting emotions, and spreading universal love. To unite oneself with All.
North and South Nodes of the Moon

The North and South Nodes of the Moon are placements that take into account the relationship between the Sun, Moon and Earth at the time of our birth. The idea behind these two opposing Nodes of the Moon is that when we are born there are facets of our persona that are more developed (the South Node) and aspects that are less developed (the North Node). These two Nodes are represented by two opposing signs as these poles directly oppose each other. The North and South Node signs change every 18 months and a full cycle of the 12 signs occurs every 18 years.

South Node: Zodiac hometown

The South Node represents the more developed areas of your character that come naturally to you; your comfort zone. These characteristics and behaviours bring you a sense of comfort, familiarity and belonging.

North Node: Pushing the boundaries

The North Node (also called the Ascending Node) represents the areas of your persona that are less developed, these are the qualities that we may need to work on in order to find our inner balance. The North Node provides us with new experiences and challenges. Consciously striving to reduce the imbalance of our North Node can provide us with an increased happiness and fulfilment that we can lack if we count too much on the qualities of our South Node.

Often the South Node is seen as ‘negative’ and the North as ‘positive’ and many believe you should move away from the South Node in favour of the qualities the North Node offers us, others believe that the South Node presents a desire that can only be truly fulfilled through the energies and qualities of the North Node.

South Aries/North Libra: Your Aries South Node brings competitiveness, aggression and an egocentric mind. You want to win and often try to do this through playing dirty, however, you should play to your Libra North Node and embrace the power of compromising and cooperating. You benefit the most from negotiations and working with others than you do from aggressive battles to get what you want.

South Taurus/North Scorpio: South Node in Taurus leads to you being stubborn, materialistic and against change. Release your attachment to luxury and accept your Scorpio North Node and with it the appreciation to the immaterial qualities that Scorpios so value, such as knowledge, intimacy and trust. Through releasing control you will find the happiness and stability you crave.

South Gemini/North Sagittarius: The South Node in Gemini means that you tend to catch yourself gossiping, lying and fixating on details. Release your tendency to overthink, focus on details and second-guess yourself in favour of the bigger picture. Rather than exhausting yourself gossiping devote your energy to wider beliefs, adventure and honesty. 

South Cancer/North Capricorn: Your Cancer South Node makes you nurturing, empathetic and caring. You can often spend more time focusing on the emotions and problems of others rather than you own. You need to allow yourself to step back and allow others to overcome their own problem and focus on yourself for a while. Embrace a less direct method of supporting others and allow them to come to you for help. Help others but do not forget to also help yourself.

South Leo/North Aquarius: The South in Leo focuses greatly on them selves, they crave glory, recognition and respect. Play to your North Node in Aquarius and focus more on connecting with others and sharing your passion to inspire rather than dominate. Your appreciation for praise means you are good at offering praise to others. Get more involved in groups in order to find your team spirit and involve yourself in humanitarian causes.

South Virgo/North Pisces: Your South Node in Virgo brings out a perfectionism in you that can cause great anxiety when things don’t go as you planned. This can lead to you being rigid and disliking not having a sense of order. Embracing your North Node in Pisces, which represents spirituality and intuition, can allow you more creative freedom and allows you to see that things do not always need to follow your strict plan in order to be perfect.

South Libra/North Aries: Your Libra South Node means that you are often compromising and putting others before yourself; being the peacekeeper. The Libra craves relationships but these cannot be functional until they embrace their Aries North Node and learn to think about themselves; embrace your identity, prioritize your own goals and be comfortable being alone.

South Scorpio/North Taurus: Your North Node in Taurus represents an independence that you should strive towards. Reject your longing of fulfilment and empowerment from your relationships with those around you and instead focus on finding your own self worth, values and priorities. Once you have this sense of self actualization you will find your relationships with others will only benefit from it.

South Sagittarius/North Gemini: Your South Node in Sagittarius leaves you with a longing for more, a fixation on the future and a sense of wanderlust. Play to the strengths of your North Node in Gemini and focus more on the importance of the moment, listening to other’s ideas and connecting more deeply with them. Take things one and a time and don’t overload yourself with your need for more.

South Capricorn/North Cancer: The South Node in Capricorn can lead to you being detached from your emotions, focusing more on the outward signs of success and working hard to achieve those. However, you should focus more on your emotional achievements as, if you forget to, you can end up feeling unsatisfied and discontent despite all you seem to have to those around you.

South Aquarius/North Leo: The South Node in Aquarius represents the need to be liked and, therefore, allowing the energy of the group to carry you rather than your own. You should stop trying to find a sense of belonging through people-pleasing and instead allow you North Node in Leo to shine through, stop trying to blend in and express yourself and you will find that the right group of friends will find you soon enough.

South Pisces/North Virgo: The South Node in Pisces brings with it a wish for spirituality and creativity, however, ironically, in order to achieve this you need to stop viewing the world through rose-tinted glasses and focus more on details and facts. Only then will you reach your true spiritual and psychic potential.