How did I get so lucky? Rachel is by far the most amazing person I could have ever encountered in my life and she’s mine. I just don’t understand how someone like her could even want anything to do with me. I feel as though I deserve someone great considering all of the hell I have been through in relationships, but I don’t know if I really deserve someone as downright perfect and stunning as her. All insecurities aside, she’s all I can even begin to think about and July cannot come soon enough. I don’t think i will have ever been happier in my life once she is in my arms and directly in front of me. I’m not anywhere close to embarrassed by saying that I truly love her and who she is as a whole, yet I have never formally met her.