You can’t allow yourself to be worried everyday. You can’t allow yourself to be stressed everyday.
- you’re going to like this (yes/no)
- you’re going to hate this. (yes/no)
- you’re going to read it anyway (obviously)
Patience and timing always play a role. You don’t get to decide what happens next. I don’t get to decide. The decision isn’t yours. isn’t mine. isn’t ours.
Not this time. Whatever the outcome, believe in it. Believe it’s for the best and that something greater is near. But it really is. It is!
- “Where are we going? Are we even moving? (Yeah) oh okay."
- “Whatever the position. It’s all the same. HERE.”
SURPRISE! Where… what exactly is it?
Happiness comes in many forms but your laugh and smile soothe one’s heart. (Sappy sap sap)
"You can’t be mad over something that has nothing to do with you” since when?
The fading flavor of Bubblegum is life defined. What?
~you you~~~you~~~you remind me of the way gin makes me feel. And I really like that~~~~that that that that~~~~~
Listen to Smiley Faces by Gnarls Barkley. Listen to it.
“I miss you. I want you. and I’m not ashamed of that!”
“I missed you. I needed you. I’m terrified of that!”
why do we pretend like we don’t get jealous? Why do we lie? It’s a fear of vulnerability one thinks. “I’m afraid to say that I don’t think about anyone else the way I think about you” but why? Or what about in terms of exclusivity? Is it a fear of being perceived as too possessive or that you don’t want the person you like/love/whatever to think you’re trying to take away their freedom? Does this even make sense?
- Why are we afraid to live in the moment?
- Why are we afraid to live for the future?
- Why are we afraid to just live?
Go listen to it again. Then listen to Around the World by John Legend and listen to Smiley Faces again.
Can we honestly say that we trust someone 100%? Ehh. But how about 90%? 85%? 60%? What are the deciding factors of trust? What makes you trust someone but not TOO much? Can there really be too much trust? When a great deal of trust isn’t there, it’s easy to feel hurt about the slightest things.
This isn’t about me. This isn’t about me. This isn’t about you. This isn’t.
We’ve wondered about how things will be months from now. Yeah?
“Is it only me? Because it’s only you. If I’m not, it’s cool. But… Am I weird for that? Oh well. I don’t care.” We know you do.
Curiosity makes us overthink and overthinking makes us anxious. But to be calmed down and reassured is a great feeling. Whether it’s real or not. Why is that?
- HEY YOU! YOUR HAPPINESS IS IMPORTANT OKAY?!
“I’m not going anywhere, you know? I really want to be here. Don’t fight me on this. I’ll get angry and still be here. Do you want me to be here? Does my presence matter to you? It’s not impossible for me to walk away. And I’m sure that’s why me choosing to stay scares you. Well I’m scared too you know ”
I am not a door! You can’t shut me out! Have a exceeded the corny joke limit?
Sometimes we exist just to make someone else’s life better. It’s not about you. It’s not about you. It’s about them. Don’t be selfish. It’s not about you.
Don’t just question these questions! Answer them too.
“Are you tired? Exhausted? Sick yet? Well I’m still here. ”
Oh but it really is! Is it not? Doesn’t everything that’s anything tie back to something? And somehow that means you too? It does.
“I’m venting. I don’t want to keep any of it in anymore. I’m sharing everything. I’m telling you everything.
Can you Will you listen? I need you here.”
Every word. All the words.
What’s the point? Cleanse the mind. These aren’t sad thoughts. Or happy thoughts. Or anything. It’s nothing now but it’s the basis for what’s to come. What exactly? I don’t know. It’s not about me. It’s not about you. us. US! Don’t be selfish. Don’t be. I won’t be. please. you we It don’t doesn’t make sense and you’re we’re it’s perfect.