elinor. eyooo, at this point, i should probably mention a rather important thing about my health, since i don’t want people to think i’m forgetting about them. i have dysthymia, which is chronic depression, along with a lot of other mental shit pressing me down. the last month, i managed to push these things aside and ignore them as best as i could, but now that school has started again, it’s getting more and more difficult to do that. when i come home, i usually take care of myself and do school stuff, and once i’m done with that, i’m so emotionally drained and just so utterly exhausted that i can’t even sit up in my bed. i barely have any motivation to write or be social on some evenings, so if i ever say “i’m gonna do it tomorrow” and end up not even being online, or just not doing it, it’s because of that. same goes to ims, asks, replies, verses, everything.
i’m planning to get to a couple of things this week, and i’m gonna write them down so it’s actually clear i’m making plans, and that i really want to write and interact with you guys, but my brain is just giving up on me again. so. things to do are: several drafts, the positivity messages for jaehee, writing down the purge group verse, spy au, writing down a trivia about why jaehee is in love with the mc, writing down a trivia about her anxiety, a plotting call, several headcanons for aus that are still in my inbox. i’m working on all of that, things are just going slow. so thank you for being patient with me!!